After saying goodbye to Lin Ke, I returned to the hostel, and the front desk informed me that Lao Gou had come over this afternoon, and had a fierce argument with Jiang Laiyue, and it had been a few hours, and Jiang Laiyue had been locking himself in his room.

I dialed her, but no one answered for a long time, knocked on the door to get her answer, after confirming that she was okay, I didn't take it to heart, after all, she has been bullying Lao Gou in business, and now she is down, and Lao Gou, who has always been cautious, will inevitably ridicule it, at this moment I am not good to say anything, after all, this kind of emotion is comforted by others once, it will hurt a little more.

At night, the rain began to tick again, and I was busy with the meal, and I was about to ask Jiang Laiyue what he wanted to eat, but I heard a cough coming from Jiang Laiyue's room intermittently.

I knocked on the door and said, "Are you sick?" ”

"It's just a cough, it's not so pretentious, you go get busy first!"

Jiang Laiyue replied neatly, without any emotion, hesitated at the door, I decided to go to a nearby pharmacy to buy some medicine for cough, and I was relieved to give her a meal.

When I came back from buying medicine at the pharmacy, I knocked on Jiang Laiyue's door and no one responded.

It was still raining lightly outside, and she was feverish and driving, undoubtedly heading to a suburban villa. Seeing that I was a little anxious, the front desk reminded me again: "Jiang Laiyue had red eyes when she left, and her complexion was very bad!" ”

I knew that she must have been wronged in the verbal confrontation with Lao Gou, and she didn't want to face me with bad emotions, so she took the opportunity to leave.

Even though I was a little tired, I didn't dare to slack off, quickly grabbed the car keys, and headed to the suburban villa.

As I expected, the lights in the suburban villa were on, but I held an umbrella and called in the rain for a long time, and I didn't see her open the door for me, so I had to climb over the fence with the help of the car and enter the living room.

In the living room, Jiang Laiyue curled up and slept on the ground, her face was burning red, if I didn't come, she would have to lie on the ground in this way for a long time or even a night, which was extremely inadmissible for her body.

I stepped forward and picked her up from the ground and put her on the bed, her hands grabbed my arm, and between coughing, there was a whimpering sound, and my heart seemed to be pulled madly by some force in this harsh sound.

"If you continue to toss like this, you will undoubtedly be unable to get along with your own body."

My reminder did not do her the slightest, and her lips were pale and haggard.

Jiang Laiyue cried very lightly, her eyes were closed in pain, her cheeks were red, I touched my forehead, it was hot.

This woman who has always been strong, crying so weakly at the moment, I didn't expect it, I gently patted her back to make her breath smoother, but she still couldn't slow down, this scene is very worrying to watch.

"I'll take you to the hospital."

Jiang Laiyue tried to break free and said: "No, I will solve my own affairs by myself, you can go back first!" ”

"What a big deal, I don't want to be deducted from the hat of death."

"But I don't deserve you to be so good to me, we have nothing to do with each other at all, I'm not your girlfriend, I'm not your boss, I'm not your relative......"

"You're a stranger, and I'm not going to leave you alone."

I didn't care so much, I pulled out a thick coat from the closet, wrapped it around her, grabbed her car keys, opened the umbrella and picked her up.

At the door, I asked, "Do you still have the strength to hold the umbrella?" ”

Jiang Laiyue looked at me, no longer unable to get along with her body, no longer struggling, nodded, opened the door for me next to the car, and helped her into the car before she dropped her umbrella and walked to the cab.

And this scene at this moment made me feel that I was dependent on this woman in this illusory city.

Jiang Laiyue's hand to buckle the seat belt stopped, she closed her eyes, lowered her head, in her tiredness, I seemed to see a strong woman, suddenly one day, was crushed by some kind of force, that kind of loss is overflowing.

She bit her lip, then opened her eyes and asked, "If one day you know some truth, if I do a lot of heinous things, will you still cherish me?" ”

I didn't want to talk to her about any emotional issues at this time, so I raised the window and quickly started the car, and the suburban villa, which carried all the joys and sorrows, quickly disappeared into the night behind me.

......

When I arrived at the hospital, I trotted all the way to the emergency room with Jiang Laiyue in my arms, and the doctor counted me down for a while, saying that as a boyfriend, how could I let my girlfriend burn until now, and after getting the examination report, I was told that Jiang Laiyue also suffered from anemia and severe stomach problems......

No matter how much the doctor counts, I don't say a word, because I don't need to clarify the relationship with me Jiang Laiyue with a stranger at this time, Jiang Laiyue seems to have the same attitude as me, it's really unnecessary.

After paying for the medicine, Jiang Laiyue changed into a hospital gown, put on a drip, and asked the nurse to wash the wet clothes.

After a tired toss, I stood in front of the window, and the night sky that had not stopped raining had already been brightened, making this hazy world hopeful and confusing at the same time.

I went to the bathroom to wash my face, relieved the tiredness of the sleepless night, sat down on my bedside again, and asked her, "Are you hungry?" ”

Jiang Laiyue closed her eyes and shook her head.

When I think of her, a young lady who has no worries about food and clothing, she still suffers from anemia and severe stomach problems, I feel incredible, what kind of life she has experienced, and what is her origin......

I was silent for a while, and the bitterness in my heart was even heavier, even if I had grievances, I should not take this poor woman as the object of venting, and finally said to her in a lighter tone: "I'll look around and see if there is anything to sell." ”

……

I ran a long way, found a night snack shop, I bought some porridge, and went back to the hospital, Jiang Laiyue was helped up by the nurse to go to the bathroom, I picked up my mobile phone, and after swiping the screen, I found that there was an unread message, the message was sent by Jingqi after the early morning.

After clicking on the message, it was a small video, Jing Qi used special effects, and recorded a special effects video for me, similar to the kind of dubbing of jokes.

I smiled and replied, "I've forgotten how to laugh in such a bad mood, thank you for making me smile." ”

originally thought that Jingqi should have gone to bed at this point, but unexpectedly, she quickly replied to my message and asked, "Then do you know what joke I like to hear the most?" ”

I said I didn't know, signaled that I was irritable at the moment, and reminded her to hurry up and go to bed, so I planned to end the chat.

She didn't give up, she had to ask why I was in a bad mood, I couldn't resist her, and told her the truth about tonight's events, not so much chatting, but confiding, because I didn't seem to have anyone to talk to except Jingqi.

Jing Qi was silent for a long time after listening to this, and only replied with "I'm sleepy", and then interrupted the chat with me.

……

After Jiang Laiyue came back from the bathroom, I came to the bedside again, folded the quilt for her, and then handed her the porridge, and then stood at the window again and looked out, so that she could call me at any time.

And Jiang Laiyue, who was lying on the bed, may have been very disengaged because of her illness.

Under the illumination of the street lamp, the water waves generated by the rainwater drops falling on the ground made me seem to have some hallucinations, but these hallucinations were featureless, until Jiang Laiyue called me and said, "I can't finish the porridge alone, you can eat some too!" ”

I turned around, and Jiang Laiyue had already taken a small portion of porridge and drank it.

Picking up a large portion of porridge, I added some more to her, and then I didn't even use chopsticks, I drank it from the bowl, and while eating, I thought about why I didn't think to bring one for myself before.

……

After sleeping for a few hours in light sleep, I got up and found a breakfast shop, bought breakfast and returned to the hospital again, woke up Jiang Laiyue, who was still asleep, she looked at me a little hazy, and said, "I'm much better, you go back!" ”

I took her for a patient and asked, "How are you, are you hungry?" ”

Jiang Laiyue didn't care about breakfast, sat up, tied his messy hair, and said to me: "I'm not hungry, it's good here, someone takes care of me, remember what I said last night, don't be too nice to me." ”

"After working hard all night, this is the end, I knew that you would die of illness on the ground alone."

Jiang Laiyue regained her indifference again, as I had seen her for the first time, and she asked, "If I tell you some dirty deeds, will you still stay and not leave?" ”

Looking at Jiang Laiyue, who was extremely serious, I suddenly couldn't speak, and I didn't dare to imagine how sad I would be if I knew about the so-called dirty deeds from her, because I vaguely felt that this matter was related to Lao Gou and even Li Shi......

In the chaotic divergence of thoughts, I remembered the afternoon a long time ago, when Lao Gou was chatting in the bathroom, I suddenly felt depressed, thinking about that time, would the person on the other end of the phone be Jiang Laiyue, if Jiang Laiyue calculated Li Shi single-handedly, how would my emotional balance tilt?

In frustration, I picked up the cigarette case on Jiang Laiyue's bedside table, took out a cigarette but didn't light it, and motioned for myself to smoke a cigarette and come back.

With that, I quickly walked to the smoking area at the end of the ward, in fact, I wanted to rely on the time buffer of a cigarette to sort out my emotions...... I lit the cigarette and took a tasteless puff, and rested tiredly against the wall, I habitually looked at the ceiling in a daze, and some things couldn't figure it out.

This is the first time I feel that smoking is a tasteless thing, hastily smoked a cigarette and returned to the ward, Jiang Laiyue had already pulled out the needle that was still in the infusion, she looked at me with a serious face, and said: "Yu Hang, instead of letting some things come out of other people's mouths, it is better for me to tell you personally, do you want to know what Li Shi talked to me about before leaving?" ”