Gu Qiqi's tears couldn't stop flowing, her heart was anxious like an ant on a hot pot, but she didn't know what she could do to redeem it, she really felt that she was a very useless person and couldn't do anything.

She didn't know how she spent the time she spent waiting outside the operating room, she had lost consciousness, and now she realized that when people are really flustered and sad, their brains are really blank.

Gu Qiqi now thought of the iron rod that Shen Hao hit on Lu Shen's head, and she was still scared in her heart, and the part of the blow was her head, she couldn't imagine what she should do if there were any serious consequences?

She didn't understand why fate was playing tricks on her like this? The setbacks and ups and downs between the two have never been broken before, and now all the fetters are finally gone, but this happened again.

Gu Qiqi asked herself if she hadn't done anything bad in her life, why did she have to face so much?

Is it true that she doesn't deserve happiness in this life?

Gu Qiqi thought a lot, and her heart was also very chaotic, she even thought that as long as she could make Lu Shen okay, she was willing to let all these disasters happen to her. Shen Hao is right about one thing, indeed, the pain in his heart is really not as good as the pain in his body.

She would rather be the one lying in the operating room now, so that she doesn't have to experience such a tormenting feeling.

Finally, after a long period of darkness, the lights above the operating room went out.

Gu Qiqi instantly cheered up, although she didn't eat for a day, and she didn't even drink a sip of water, so she stumbled when she just raised her foot, but she didn't care about the pain in her ankle at all, and still ran over.

"Doctor, how is he?" Gu Qiqi found that his voice was trembling when he spoke, as if it was really difficult to accept any bad news.

The doctor took off his mask, and he was accustomed to her state, and looked at her with a reassuring look in his eyes: "Don't worry, the patient is in good health now, and he will wake up soon." ”

Gu Qiqi had been waiting for this sentence all afternoon, and what she was most afraid of was that the doctor would say sorry to her after he came out, then she really felt that the sky was going to fall.

"Thank you, thank you doctor, thank you really much!" She found that she was often like a repeater today, always repeating a sentence.

However, before her heart could be completely put down, she heard the doctor's somewhat embarrassed voice sound: "But ......"

Gu Qiqi's nerves tensed again, he looked at the doctor nervously, his lips trembled and asked, "But, what is it?" ”

She was really scared of such a sudden turn of words now, she was really scared.

Lu Shen, please, don't do anything, okay?

"The patient is now not in danger of life, and all indicators are tending to normal, but because of the heavy blow, there is a bruise in his skull, which may not disappear for the time being. And because the location is special, it cannot be removed by surgery. The doctor's face was still slightly solemn when he spoke.

Gu Qiqi didn't understand medical things, he only felt that it sounded really serious, so he bit his lip and asked, "Doctor, tell me directly, what will be the worst result?" ”

Now for her, the worst thing is not the result, but the process of waiting for that result, and she finally understands that the pleasure of "death" is really much more comfortable.

"The worst possible outcome," the doctor pushed his eyes on the bridge of his nose, "could be selective amnesia." ”

Amnesia......

Hearing this word again, Gu Qiqi only felt a little ridiculous, how could something that others never encounter in their lives have to go through so many times when they come to her?

Although it is not a big deal compared to life safety, Gu Qiqi still has a feeling of anxiety. She desperately comforted herself in her heart, Lu Shen would definitely not lose her memory, she would not forget her, she would not!

But life is like this, the more you are afraid of something, the more you will encounter something.

Gu Qiqi stood guard by Lu Shen's bed for several hours, his eyes nervously watching his eyelashes begin to flutter, and then slowly woke up. His eyes were full of confusion, as if he didn't understand why he was here.

The tension and uneasiness in her heart became more and more serious, Gu Qiqi didn't even dare to speak out, she didn't know what she would do if Lu Shen really lost his memory? She really wasn't ready yet.

Time passed minute by minute, she didn't dare to speak, and Lu Shen also looked at the ward carefully, the room was as silent as death, and Gu Qiqi, who was quiet, felt a little numb in her heart.

"Who are you?"

Finally, after seeing her sitting on the edge of the bed, Lu Shen spoke in a low voice, but it was only these three words, which completely sent Gu Qiqi into hell.

There seemed to be a sudden explosion of thunder in her head, the last thing she wanted to happen happened, Gu Qiqi was now in a state of blindfolding, she would rather believe that it was just a dream for her, a nightmare.

Thinking of this, Gu Qiqi pinched her palm fiercely, the pain came, she closed her eyes in despair, and at the same time, tears slipped down her eyes.

A few minutes later, the doctor came over and gave Lu Shen a detailed examination.

Lu Shen was still the same as usual, he hated being touched by others, and looked at the doctor with disgust, as if he was going to go crazy and leave in the next second.

Obviously, he hasn't changed anything, why would he just forget her?

Gu Qiqi couldn't figure it out, she really couldn't figure it out, why did fate have to play tricks on her like this, what did she do wrong?

Probably seeing Gu Qiqi's sadness crying, the doctor was also a little unbearable, and after thinking about it, he comforted him: "Maybe it's because that part of the memory is too deep that there will be selective amnesia, don't be too anxious, everything still depends on creation." ”

How ridiculous, the deepest memory has just disappeared, there is nothing, so the past between the two has also dissipated, right?

Creation, maybe she still believed in it before, but now, she has lost all faith. Fate has never been kind to her, and she really doesn't have the courage to continue.

Seeing her heart as if she was dead, the doctor added worriedly: "Selective amnesia is an uncertainty, maybe he will regain his memory tomorrow, maybe a few days and months, in short, you don't have to worry, you can tell him something about the past between you to stimulate him to remember." ”

Gu Qiqi's eyes looked at the ground in front of him without focus, listening to it, but he suddenly laughed. The doctor said that maybe it was tomorrow, maybe it was a few days and months, but he didn't say it, maybe it was years, maybe it was decades, maybe he wouldn't remember it again in this life.

"Thank you, I see, thank you." Gu Qiqi said this sentence almost without any fluctuation in her expression, in fact, she really didn't have the strength to make any more expressions now.

After a whole day of worrying and fearing, she really couldn't lift up a little bit of strength after a whole day of water and rice.

The doctor wanted to say something, but when he saw her like this, he had to nod and leave, and suddenly received such a message, no matter who he changed, he couldn't accept it.

After the doctor left, Gu Qiqi held on to the wall of the corridor alone, only to feel that his eyes were black for a while, and the whole person was soft as if he was stepping on cotton, and his steps were vain.

She forced herself to sit down on the bench, Gu Qiqi didn't want to go back to the ward right now, she didn't want to see Lu Shen with a pale face and a bandage on his head, what she didn't want to see was the strange and blank look when he looked at her.

Gu Qiqi only now realized that she was so vulnerable, no matter what happened before, Lu Shen was always by her side, so she didn't feel anything, but now, she finally understood what Lu Shen meant to her. Thinking of the time when she had an awkward relationship with Lu Shen because of some trivial things in the past, the current Gu Qiqi regretted it extraordinarily.

Why can't she cherish it when the two are together? Why do you have to wait until now to lose it before you remember to regret it?

I don't know how long I sat there, Gu Qiqi felt that she had eased up a bit, but her head was still a little dizzy, thinking that Lu Shen was still alone in the ward, she cheered up and walked in.

Seeing Gu Qiqi coming in, Lu Shen subconsciously wrinkled his eyebrows: "Who let you in, go out." ”

What he has always hated the most is the woman who took the initiative to post it, how did this woman come in, and how did Secretary Shan do things. Wait for the meeting, you must deduct his salary!

When he raised his eyes again, he found that Gu Qiqi was still standing there motionless, and Lu Shen looked at her carefully.

I have to say that the woman in front of him is really different from what he has seen before, those women in the past were all wearing heavy makeup and sexy skirts, but she was wearing the simplest T-shirt, not only did she not have makeup on her face, but her eyes were red and swollen because she had been crying for a long time, and her nose was also red.

Where did the ugly woman come from?

Lu Shen's eyebrows twisted deeper, and just as he was about to let her get out, Secretary Shan rushed over. Fortunately, Lu Shen still knew Secretary Shan, and after hearing his introduction, although he still had no impression of Gu Qiqi, he didn't reject her anymore, but he was deeply shocked in his heart.

He has amnesia? And it was still a couple with this ugly woman before?

Seeing Lu Shen's suspicious eyes, Gu Qiqi's eyes darkened, it seemed that he really didn't remember himself at all.

But it doesn't matter, she's going to remind him of herself!

There was a hint of firmness in Gu Qiqi's eyes, he pulled a chair and sat on the edge of the bed, and began to tell Lu Shen about the previous two. Secretary Shan was relieved to see her like this, and then turned around and left.

After talking for a while, Gu Qiqi suddenly felt a little thirsty, so he got up and wanted to pour a glass of water, but as soon as he stood up, it was like a bucket of water in his head shook violently.

It was dark in front of him, Gu Qiqi couldn't support it anymore and fell down.

And Liu Yuan, who had just arrived, stood at the door and saw such a scene.