CHAPTER IX 5
"You said you were here, should I be happy or unhappy." Brother Qi stood at the elevator on the eleventh floor and looked at Ran Changan, "Happy, you are still here, unhappy, compared with my sister Xiaoru, you still prefer that woman, thanks to my sister has always been so good to you." ”
Ran Changan glanced up at Seventh Brother and didn't speak.
"Come here, look at the woman you traded your life for, huh!" The seventh brother sneered, turned around and walked inside.
Ran Changan followed upstairs, Xiao Ru heard the movement and got up, and rushed over as soon as he saw Ran Changan, but was pulled back by the seventh brother, "What are you doing!" ”
"Brother, I beg you, don't embarrass him, I beg you!" Xiao Ru stomped his feet in a hurry, and tears flowed out.
"You keep me here!" The seventh brother pushed Xiaoru onto the tightrope bed, told her to be honest and not to spoil her own business, and then walked towards the door.
Song Li was tied to a chair with her back to the door, she kept her head down, but her shoulders kept shaking.
"I'll give you time to discuss it carefully, but, Ran Changan, don't forget, your two lives are still in my hands now!" After speaking, the seventh brother closed the door.
Ran Changan stood in place for a long time, and then walked towards Song Li step by step, Song Li lowered his head and refused to look up at him, so he knelt on the ground, holding Song Li's face lightly with one hand.
Song Li is crying, crying all the time.
"Don't cry, I'm not coming." Ran Changan pretended to smile easily, and then stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on Song Li's face little by little.
"You shouldn't have come." Song Li looked at Chang'an for a long time, and only spoke after a long time.
"If I don't come, I won't see you." Chang An smiled, then got up and untied the rope on Song Li's body, and at the moment before Song Li could react, he hugged Song Li tightly in his arms.
Song Li sat on the chair, his face buried in Chang'an's arms, no matter how painful it was, he had to remember how he felt now.
"I'm sorry, Song Li, I've always bothered you." Chang'an hugged Song Li and whispered.
"Chang'an, shall we go and turn ourselves in, huh? No matter how many years, I'll wait for you, okay? ”
After a long time, Chang'an let go of Song Li, he slowly squatted down, and then kept kneeling on the ground, he looked at Song Li, looked at it for a long time, but said with a smile, "Song Li, I want to remember what you look like now, I'm afraid I'll forget you." ”
This sentence is like a *, tears gushed out at once, Song Li cried and shook his head, but he couldn't say a word.
"I, I used to be timid, I never dared to face it, I didn't dare to face my father's death, I didn't dare to face my mother who took me to remarry, and then I entered the Xu family, and I didn't dare to face that brother, and then later, my mother also died, I still didn't dare to face it. I didn't have the slightest sense of presence in that house, so I skipped school and got into fights, hoping that they would see me more and let me know that even if my mom died, you would care about me, but I still lost. I didn't go to the college entrance examination, and my father finally got angry, and he sent people around looking for me, and the more he couldn't find me, the more angry he became, and the more angry he was, the harder they tried to find me. I don't know from that sentence, Chang'an also began to cry, one by one smashed on Song Li's hands, "Later, I found out that as long as I never go home, they will always look for me, so that every day, they will think about me and care about me every day, Song Li, am I stupid." Chang An smiled, squeezed Song Li's hand, put it to his mouth and kissed it gently.
"But I forgot you, I forgot you. I want to go over to look for you, but I don't dare, something happened to your family, I can't do anything, you went to college well, I'm afraid that you will delay your future because of me. However, the more I don't see you, the more crazy I miss you, I go to your house to look for you, but all I can see is the seal, I dare not ask others, I am afraid that others will recognize me, I am afraid, I am afraid that you will know my news. ”
"Chang'an ······" Song Wei stroked Chang'an's face painfully, Chang'an smiled, stood up, and walked to the window.
"But I still couldn't help it, I went to Qu Ran's house a few times, and then followed her and Han Xiaomo, and found '6.31', and then when I was fine, I always went over, because I could see you often. As a result, that day, you also bumped into me. I never knew if it would be a good thing or a bad thing for you to see me again, but it turned out that it was really not a good thing for you to meet me. I can't give you anything, but you have to worry about me all the time. ”
"Do you think," Song Li got up and walked to Chang'an, "I won't worry about you if I can't see you?" Chang'an, do you know that Song is going to live without Chang'an? ”
Ran Changan was stunned, she had never said these words to him, "But I hurt you and was persuaded to quit by the school, and you went to prison because of me, Song Li, I hate myself like this!" ”
"Why do you think I would live well without you? Do you think I'm going to be alive and well with that college diploma? Or do you think that one day watching me fall in love with another man will make me live well! Ran Changan, do you really understand what kind of position you are in Song Li's heart! Song Li held one hand tightly in his heart, and every word was full of tears accumulated in the more than a thousand days that Chang'an left.
Ran Changan stretched out his hand and hugged Song Li tightly, his face rubbing her messy hair repeatedly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry······ I have countless sorry to tell you, because I can't see you fall in love with someone else. Song Li, I love you so much, I love you so much, do you know it······ I have nothing left, and now, I can't even hold on to you······ Song Li, Song Li, Song Li! Chang'an hugged Song Li and kept calling her name.
"Everything now is because of my weakness, I am afraid, I am afraid of going to prison, I am even more afraid of going to prison! They all want me to die! They all want me to die! ”
Song Li knew who "they" in Chang'an's mouth were, because if it weren't for "them", Chang'an would not have been forced to this point.
"Song Li, I'm sorry for you, but I can't help it······ I really can't help it! ”
"Chang'an, we all did wrong, so we have to admit our mistakes and turn myself in with me, okay, let's turn ourselves in, ten years, twenty years, I will wait for you for the rest of my life!" Good no good? ”
Chang An looked at the scorching sunshine in the early morning, and said for a while, "It's too late, it's too late." ”