I frowned and said, do you think I'm hurting you?

Zhao Yun frowned and said, I don't know, I'm scared now, I'm afraid of getting hurt, my mother's affairs make me feel that men are unreliable, I don't know anything about your current situation, and you don't tell me, how can I trust you.

I sighed and said, okay if you don't believe me, forget it, just when I haven't said anything, I know you're tired, in fact, I'm just like you I'm also tired, I don't want people to be suspicious, I want someone who can understand me, since everyone doesn't understand each other, then why be together.

I took out a pack of cigarettes from my pocket, took out a cigarette and put it in my mouth, lit a fire and smoked it, the snow was still falling, it was falling very hard, and it fell on Zhao Yun's hair, I looked at Zhao Yun who was crying in the snow, and I also felt that I shouldn't tell her this.

In fact, the two of us no longer belong to the same world, although I don't have any pressure now, and I am temporarily relaxed, but I will have to face some problems in the future, if she is with me, it will only bring her trouble, with her mentality, it is even inferior to Zhong Siyuan, at least Zhong Siyuan has experienced some things with me, she knows how to face such a thing, but Zhao Yun doesn't know, if she is impulsive, the consequences will be very serious.

I also think clearly, sometimes I should be ruthless to myself, thinking about a man like me, I'm afraid that I am only qualified to be with Dong Qiushui, and only a woman like Dong Qiushui is with me, so that I will not be under too much pressure, when I am unhappy, holding her to the bed can quickly release the pressure, so that the two of them can talk about how to deal with it.

This kind of simple love and love, I'm afraid I can't learn anymore, I haven't passed that age, but I have passed that stage, I am not a child, I am already an adult, an age that should not be mature, and I have become so mature.

Zhao Yun cried and said, what do you mean by this, Yang Fan, you make it clear, what do you mean. I laughed and said, forget if it's not suitable, we broke up, just when nothing happened between us, and outsiders didn't know.

Zhao Yun raised her hand and slapped me in the face, crying loudly, you are shameless, you are irresponsible, how can you be like this, why do you casually treat feelings as child's play, have you ever thought about my feelings.

I turned my head and closed my eyes and said, I'm tired, I'm sorry, I know I hurt you, since I know it's not suitable, it's better not to be together, so that you won't be sad, long pain is better than short pain, I, Yang Fan, am not a person of the same world as you after all, we are like two parallel lines now, and they will never cross together.

After saying this, I didn't look back and left, I said that the breakup was on a rainy day, but I didn't know that a snowy day was also a time to break up, I didn't dare to look back at Zhao Yun, because I was afraid that my heart would hurt, and I couldn't help but turn around and hug her, I couldn't do that.

I came gently, just as I walked gently, no one noticed me when I came, and no one noticed me when I left, as if I had finally walked out of the school as an outlier who did not belong to this school.

Just when I walked out of the school not far away, a familiar figure on the street made me a little nostalgic, she saw me, I saw her, probably because of the electric shock, she smiled at me, the girl who was playing in the snow on the side also turned her head, two familiar faces, a few girls who seemed to be hooligans, wearing short skirts and black stockings, it seemed that they were not afraid of the cold.

She still has red hair, giving people the feeling that she is full of hope for life, and the smile on her face is as bright as ever, no one would have thought that she was pulled down by the rich second generation and bullied in the toilet, she is like a villain who has fallen into a man who was originally good, it is this woman, Ren Meiling.

The woman on the side looks like the smile on her face is gone, she is not like before, she will wrinkle without thinking, and she will be full of hatred for people, she is Zhang Xiaoai, the woman who used to be Zhang Xuanxuan.

Maybe this is fate, I didn't dodge the eyes of the two of them, Ren Meiling lit a cigarette, she said with a smile, I didn't expect us to meet here, Brother Fan has been mixing a lot recently, I heard that he has mastered a lot of territory, and now if he wants to go to the skating rink, he has to look for you to cover it.

Zhang Xiaoai walked up to me and looked at me and said, Yang Fan, you still look so handsome.

Ren Meiling smiled and said, no, no, no, he is much more handsome than before, he used to wear more earthy clothes, and he didn't look attractive, but now he is dressed like a trendy man, which is the type I like, do you want to make an appointment with me, I have time at night.

I smiled and didn't speak, Zhang Xiaoai on the side shook her head and said, you two talk slowly, I still have to leave beforehand, so I won't bother you.

Watching Zhang Xiaoai walk in front of me, my heart felt a little uncomfortable, this girl should have really liked me once, although it was a little sick, but after all, she also loved me.

I turned my head and grabbed Zhang Xiaoai's hand and said, don't go, let's have dinner together, we haven't seen each other for a long time, don't you miss me at all.

Zhang Xiaoai, who was still frowning just now, instantly showed a small face, she raised her eyebrows and said, It's not good to let you break the bank.

I smiled and said, I'm not short of money now, don't say these polite words to me, let's go The barbecue before the departure is good, let's go eat the barbecue.

Ren Meiling smiled and nodded and said no opinion, I walked in front, Zhang Xiaoai and Ren Meiling followed me, when I passed the school gate, I found that Zhao Yun was standing at the school gate, after she saw me, she smiled at me and shook her head, quickly turned her head and ran into the school.

I know that Zhao Yun has begun to hate me, she thinks that I am just a big carrot, I am not a qualified boyfriend at all, maybe she is right, I can no longer like her wholeheartedly like before, people will change, because this society can make a growth colleague fall, I have changed, I am not as simple as before, these are things I have nothing to do.

Walking into the restaurant, there were not many people inside, because there were not many people eating at this time, the three of us sat in the corner of the hall, there was a fish tank next to it, Zhang Xiaoai seemed to like to watch fish, Ren Meiling obviously often ate here, the waiters knew him, there were a few young men, staring at Ren Meiling, their eyes were straight.

These two women are both very beautiful, Zhang Xiaoai belongs to the kind of people who look cold, Ren Meiling is more down-to-earth, and the two of them have their own audience fans.

After ordering some dishes, I asked for a bottle of Wuliangye and poured it for Zhang Xiaoai and Ren Meiling, both of whom had okay drinking, we drank while eating vegetables, and soon this bottle of liquor was finished.

Zhang Xiaoai asked for another bottle of liquor, and my amount of wine was okay, so it was nothing to accompany them to a bottle, and after drinking this bottle, the faces of the two of them began to turn red, and their words became different from just now, and they became more and more bold.

Zhang Xiaoai smiled and said, I am full and drunk, should we go to find a hotel nearby to rest, the two of us will accompany you, are you very happy.

Ren Meiling said with a smile, Xiao Ai, you little hoof, I can't help it now, look at you in a hurry, do you want to be good with him in your dreams, you are really good, don't tell me the truth, say that he is not good in front of me every day, but this will be so anxious.

Zhang Xiaoai stuck out her tongue and made a grimace, it was very cute, Ren Meiling on the side smiled and said, Okay, good, I don't have the same knowledge as you, I also want to find a place to rest, Brother Fan doesn't mind us together.

I stood up and said, since you've all eaten, let's go.

After leaving the hotel, I took a car, sat in the car, I asked the driver to drive to a nearby hotel, this hotel is not bad, the environment is very good, I came upstairs to take a look at it and I found out, this is a room specially designed for couples, there are hourly rooms, there are also daily rentals, which are fully equipped.

After coming to the hotel, Ren Meiling closed the door and said, Xiao Ai, which of the two of us will start first.

Zhang Xiaoai smiled and said, I see that you are in a hurry, so I will let him come to you first, I am not in a hurry.