Chapter 161: Miscarriage
Si Zenan was sitting outside the operating room of the hospital at this time, holding his head and looking decadent.
The nurse next to him couldn't help but look sideways, and couldn't help but wonder in her heart what was the matter that could make such a painful expression appear on this perfectly handsome face.
Si Zenan's heart was gloomy, and the face of the fiasco of Tian Guoguo just now kept coming to mind.
He didn't dare to close his eyes, as long as he closed his eyes, there were large patches of blood in front of him, which stabbed his eyes.
Tian Guoguo fainted in his arms just now, he was about to go crazy with fright, maybe in his more than 20 years of life, he had never been so flustered and embarrassed as today.
Tian Guoguo was bleeding more and more, and he went crazy and sent her to the hospital, watching the doctor send her to the operating room.
Looking at the cuffs, there were still traces of Tian Guoguo's blood, he blamed himself in his heart, praying that Tian Guoguo and the child would be safe.
The door to the operating room opened, and the doctor walked out.
Si Zenan jumped up quickly and walked in front of the doctor.
"Doctor, how is my wife?"
"I'm sorry, the pregnant woman's body is already weak, plus the rest is not good, the emotional ups and downs are too great, and the child really can't be saved. You are still young, as long as you take care of your health, you will have children again! ”
The doctor looked at Si Zenan's anxious expression, shook his head, and expressed regret.
When Si Zenan heard the doctor's words, he suddenly felt like a basin of cold water poured down his head, as if he had fallen into an ice cellar, and his whole body was cold, making him almost suffocate.
He tried to keep his composure, but he couldn't help but tremble.
He looked at Tian Guoguo who was pushed out of the operating room, the anesthetic had not yet dissipated, she was lying on the hospital bed, sleeping very peacefully.
Si Zenan stretched out his hand and stroked her face, his eyes were full of distress and self-blame, he didn't know how to talk to Tian Guoguo, the child was gone.
Si Zenan stood quietly in front of Tian Guoguo's hospital bed, motionless like a sculpture, thinking about how he should speak over and over again.
The sky gradually became gloomy, and Tian Guoguo slowly opened his eyes.
Seeing that Si Zenan was sitting in front of her bed in the dark, she was in a trance for a while, her body was a little tired, and her mind couldn't keep up with her thinking.
"Ahem... Why don't you turn on the lights? ”
Si Zenan heard Tian Guoguo's voice, but he was very panicked, he was not ready to face her.
"Tian Guoguo..."
Si Zenan's voice, with a thick sense of self-blame and guilt, pulled Tian Guoguo's thoughts back, and some fragments and bloody pictures returned to her mind.
Tian Guoguo sat up suddenly, then touched his stomach, stared at Si Zenan and said.
"What about my child?"
In the dark, Tian Guoguo's eyes were exceptionally shining, and Si Zenan didn't dare to look directly at her.
He squatted beside Tian Guoguo's bedside, took her hand, and spoke softly.
"Tian Guoguo... The child is gone. ”
As soon as Si Zenan's words fell, Tian Guoguo shook off her hand, shook her head vigorously, and looked at her flat lower abdomen.
"No way, no way, you must be lying to me..."
Tian Guoguo's tone was full of disbelief, as if he was immersed in his own world, and the loneliness on his face pierced Si Zenan's heart.
"Tian Guoguo, don't be like this. The doctor said, you can't get excited right now. ”
Si Zenan hugged her into his arms hard, and he couldn't bear to look at Tian Guoguo's face full of disappointment.
Feeling surrounded by his familiar warm breath, Tian Guoguo gradually calmed down.
Her heart was like ashes at the moment, this child, since she knew that he existed, she didn't give him much love, and even used him as a bargaining chip to save her mother and married Si Zenan.
But it was a small life, and she could feel it in her. She also hoped that after the birth of her child, she would put the best things in the world in front of him.
She is not a qualified mother, but she woke up too late, and there is no chance to make up for it after all.
Tian Guoguo closed his eyes, tears rolled out, but his heart was cold.
Si Zenan felt a wetness in his chest, and knew that Tian Guoguo must be crying, but at this time, he didn't dare to wipe away her tears as usual, he could only hug her tightly to relieve her despair.
The two of them hugged each other quietly in the dark ward, their hearts were full of pain, but no one spoke.
Maybe it was because his body was too weak after the miscarriage, leaning on Si Zenan's arms, Tian Guoguo fell asleep crying and crying.
Si Zenan gently put her down on the bed and covered her with the quilt. Looking at Tian Guoguo's still frowning brows and painful expression, Si Zenan's heart was like a knife.
He blamed himself for arguing with Tian Guoguo, why he forgot that she was pregnant.
He leaned over and kissed Tian Guoguo's eyebrows, then reached out and stroked her cheek, whispering in the dark.
"Tian Guoguo, I'm sorry."
When Tian Guoguo woke up again, he was already in bed at home. Her mind was dazed, and she looked at the pink room as if all her previous experiences had been a nightmare.
Si Zenan pushed open the bedroom door and walked in, and saw Tian Guoguo sitting on the bed stunned. He was overjoyed, and walked quickly up to her, as if relieved.
"Tian Guoguo, you're finally awake."
Tian Guoguo heard Si Zenan's voice, and she raised her head in a daze. Si Zenan sat down in front of her, his handsome face full of distress.
"You've been sleeping for two days, and I brought you back from the hospital."
Hearing his words, the memories of the past two days rushed back to Tian Guoguo's mind, reminding her of what had happened.
A look of pain gradually appeared in Si Zenan's eyes when he looked at Tian Guoguo, and his heart also tugged.
And Tian Guoguo remembered more than just a miscarriage at this time, her thoughts gradually became clear, she thought of Si Zenan's humiliation of herself, so she ran out impulsively, her blood was unsettled, and finally fainted on the side of the road.
Tian Guoguo looked at Si Zenan's guilty expression, as if reminding himself that what he had experienced in the past two days was not a nightmare, but a real thing.
Feeling that Tian Guoguo's gaze was becoming more and more indifferent, Si Zenan's heart tightened, he wanted to say something to Tian Guoguo, but before he could speak, he heard Tian Guoguo say.
"I'm tired, I want to rest for a while."
After speaking, he lay down again, turned around, and no longer looked at Si Zenan.
Si Zenan didn't know what to do, in his more than 20 years of life, he had never been so painful and tormented like these two days. He didn't know what to say to Tian Guoguo, silently looked at Tian Guoguo's back, sighed softly, and then got up and walked out.
Hearing the sound of the door locking, Tian Guoguo slowly opened her eyes, and now she also didn't know what to say to Si Zenan.