Chapter Twenty-Eight: Passive Love

Yesterday's weeping and sleeplessness made Yunshi's face look haggard. The nurse on the ward rounds saw her appearance and asked her if she needed to have another physical examination.

"I don't care, it's just that a person sleeps a little unsteadily in the hospital." Yun Shi rubbed her red and swollen eyes and smiled haggardly: "Can you ask Dr. Xu to help me sign the discharge procedures today?" ”

"Okay. Dr. Xu was operating on the operation, and I told him as soon as he came back. The nurse nodded.

Yunshi got up and took a shower. I changed my clothes again. Then start packing your own stuff. In addition to the two changes of clothes that Qi Zhi helped to bring, she only had her own bag, and some snacks and fruits. Yun Shi put her clothes in her satchel and distributed food to the patients and children in the other wards. The attending doctor, Dr. Xu, appeared at this time, and after a few words of greeting between the two, he handed over the discharge procedures to Yunshi.

Yun Shi walked out of the hospital alone with a bag on her back. The streets are bustling at eight o'clock on a summer night. She stood at the intersection waiting for the traffic light. Suddenly, a few cannons were heard, and a few blue sparks rose straight from the building, bursting in the sky, and suddenly the sky was filled with silver light, and a few seconds later, the fireworks were silenced in the dark night sky.

"Are good things always so fleeting?" Yun Shi looked at the vanished ceremonial flowers and muttered to herself. Her expression was solemn, and there was a loneliness that was difficult to hide.

When she retracted her gaze and looked ahead, she saw Mu Kunlong suddenly appearing on the other side of the traffic. I saw that he was rarely dressed in casual clothes, a linen-colored striped shirt and light-colored jeans. The tall and slender figure can be seen at a glance in the crowd.

There will always be all kinds of defects and misfortunes in this life, which come from those unavoidable, impulsive, persecuted, and irreparable regrets in life. The best solution to regret is to face it openly, learn from it, and promise not to make the same mistake next time. Yun Shi knows exactly what to do, but she can't save herself. Because she can't let go, she can't face her mistakes. For so many years, she was still like an ostrich stuck in the soil, cowardly and helpless, unable to see the future. Even though the torrent of self-blame, remorse, and pain destroyed her body and mind wave by wave, she still couldn't let go.

She knew that without the man in front of her, she would never meet someone who could give her such a beautiful and curious encounter. Every encounter that once made the shy girl throb, how many times the warm hug when crying helplessly on a rainy night, and the handsome protection when encountering danger and blame...... With so many memories of love, who else can accompany her for ten years without regrets like this?

Could he really be a flower that flies into the sky, leaving her alone after leaving a sparkling memory in her life? Did she ruin this fate, or was this their fate?

Don't dare to think any further. Yun Shi beckoned to Mu Kunlong, trying to hide the vigorous sadness in her heart with a sweet smile.

The signal light turned green, and she half-ran to him.

"Have you eaten?" His tone was easy-going.

Yun Shi shook her head and said with a smile, "Do you want to treat me to a big dinner?" ”

"What do you want to eat?" Mu Kunlong didn't smile, but his eyes were extremely gentle.

"Anything goes." She tugged at the ponytail on the back of her head, tilted her head and smiled, "You know I'm not a picky eater." ”

"Let's go for a steak." He said cheerfully, as if he had already had an answer.

Yes...... Delicious steak! Yun Shi nodded, just hearing these two words, she felt like she was going to be healed.

Mu Kunlong walked in front, Yun Shi followed behind, his pace was not slow, she needed to take two small steps to catch up with him. A bustling crowd passed through them, and the distance between the two people widened little by little. She wanted to hold his big hand, but she didn't dare to act. She tries to close the distance between the two, but collides with two children who are playing in the opposite direction.

"Sister, I'm sorry."

"It's okay." After she finished speaking, she looked up, but saw that Mu Kunlong had already walked out a meter away. She hurriedly chased after her bag on her back.

Arriving at the restaurant, the two sat in the corner of the window on the second floor. Mu Kunlong ordered two steaks and a bottle of red wine.

Yun Shi watched him staring at the scenery outside the window without saying a word, thinking for a moment to break the silence.

"Aren't you busy at work today?"

Mu Kunlong glanced at his watch and replied, "I'm going to London tonight, and I still have some time." ”

"That's right." She nodded, "I thought you weren't busy today." ”

"Is there something wrong?" He asked rhetorically.

Yun Shi looked at his somewhat cold face, tugged at the corners of his mouth and shook his head. Self-deprecating:

"I've been in the hospital for three days, and it feels like I'm on vacation."

"I've heard that your supervisor granted you a week's vacation."

"It's a pity I didn't have a good life off for a week." She sighed, "The money I saved before basically has to pay rent. In the apartment she was looking forward to, the landlord asked for a one-year rent and a deposit of 6,000 yuan.

"Da Kai has a pension with me."

"That's a joke." Yun Shi waved her hands a little embarrassed and said, "My colleague Qi Zhi turned out to be Brother Zhang's hair young, and she made a little joke when the two of them quarreled. ”

"It's normal to give a victim a pension." Mu Kunlong said calmly, he took out his wallet and took out a brand new check. "It's a reasonable compensation."

She watched as he pushed the check to her. I saw that the name had been signed on it, but the column of the amount was empty.

"You didn't come to me today just because you wanted to give me a pension, did you?"

"I think I still have some time, so let's have a meal together." He said it sincerely.

Yun Shi tried to hide the loss in her eyes, lowered her head and smiled and pushed the check back in front of him, "I don't need this. You have to really want to compensate me, just as I compensate you for a little bit of action and time. ”

"That's because I don't need anything," he calmly replied to her, "and what you really need is money, don't you?" ”

Yun Shi didn't answer, reached out and picked up the wallet he had placed on the table, opened it and saw that there were two one hundred dollars inside, and two one hundred dollars, she took out all the money and put the wallet back on the table.

"These are my medical expenses and mental damages." She put the money in her pocket and joked: "If you really want to help me, you should sign the divorce as soon as possible, so that I can divide a lot of property, right?" ”

Yun Shi mocked: "Anyway, my character in your family seems to have always been the kind of vicious daughter-in-law who wants to steal gold and silver. ”

"Whether you marry me or not, it's the same Mu family." Mu Kunlong said calmly after listening.

"Am I?" Yun Shi smiled and pretended to be relaxed: "Everyone has always rejected me. My name is not recorded in the family tree either. Even the Tang family doesn't accept me. It's really not a good popularity. ”

"It's given to you to get better before you can get it. The daughter-in-law of the Mu family, you are different, and you can't cope with it. His words suddenly turned cold.

The waiter came up and set up the steak for them and opened the red wine.

Yun Shi pursed her lips for a while before whispering. "You're right."

She took a piece of steak into her mouth and chewed it tastelessly. "I didn't act well and hurt you."

Mu Kunlong looked up at her for a long time, and finally just said, "Hurry up and eat, I don't have much time." ”

When I came out of the restaurant, I went back the way I came. Because of the limited parking space, Mu Kunlong parked his car near the bank at the intersection. Yun Shi silently followed him until the two of them got into the car.

There was silence in the car again. Yun Shi watched Mu Kunlong pick up the phone and start talking about work, then sat quietly and looked out the window. I finally waited until he hung up.

"I'm moving." She glanced at him and turned her head.

She felt his gaze, but still looked at the street scene in front of her and continued, "It's so lonely to live alone. Especially for someone like me, who is timid. Afraid of water, afraid of thunder and afraid of heights. So I decided to move in with my colleagues. ”

"I know that you sent someone to live downstairs from me." She didn't dare to look at his expression, and said to herself, "Don't let them come again tomorrow." I'm almost 30 years old, and it's too much to be stared at like a child, okay? I will try to live well in the future and promise not to trouble you again. ”

Yun Shi waited for a few seconds, and couldn't help but turn her head to look at Mu Kunlong beside her. I saw him pursed his lips with an indifferent face and said nothing.

Such a condensed atmosphere made Yun Shi a little overwhelmed. She reached out and pressed the button in front of her that glowed with a blue cold light.

The intellectual female voice of the radio lingers in my ears.

"Before the hour chime, we bring you this song "If One Day", please continue to pay attention to our program, I am Miao Ya, please don't go away......"

Familiar music then played. Yun Shi sang silently in her heart.

Now I can only appreciate it

The only group photo

What I forgot was that street corner

What I miss is the smile at that time

Life is staggered with disappointment

The more I miss it, the more lonely I become

If you are caught up by loneliness again

Sentimentality turns out to be just normal

Are you also tasting

Coffee and daylight for one

Didn't you suddenly notice it?

Spend more time watching the sky change

If one day we meet again

Will time go back a little

Maybe we all ignore it

Feelings other than hurting each other

If one day we all find out

It's just a cover-up

If we don't find out

Just give each other a little more time

The traffic light at the intersection ahead flashed and turned red. Mu Kunlong stepped on the brakes.

The sad love song evokes the painful heart of the rhyme. She turned to look at Mu Kunlong, who had a cold face. His hot and cold attitude tormented her fragile and sensitive heart. After all, she no longer has the qualifications to be pampered and arrogant, and she is inferior and sensitive.

"I'll be home just a little bit from here. Just send me here. ”

He turned his head to look at her and unlocked the car.

Yun Shi heard the lock drop, pulled the door and walked out. After a dozen paces, her steps grew heavier. Finally stopped where he was, and looked back at the street with a lot of willpower. In the endless traffic of the driveway, Mu Kunlong's car had long since disappeared.