In the face of such a Murong Qingxuan, I really can't think of anything except to take care of her.

"Good~!"

I kissed her warmly on the forehead.

The next thing that followed was a little ambiguous between the two of us.

I don't know what's wrong with me, I'm tempted, I really don't have any resistance to Murong Qingxuan, that kind of strong love at first sight, strong heartbeat, is enough for me to do anything out of the ordinary.

Murong Qingxuan in love is very gentle, she usually calls me Brother Zifan, but she is gentle and calls me brother in a delicate voice, which makes me feel very enjoyable.

It wasn't until we walked out of the room hand in hand that I was relieved from the excitement.

As the thinking becomes clearer and clearer.

I can't tell you what it feels like now, my heart is full of shame, and I even hate myself.

I love Xiaomei, it's Xiaomei, I said that I only love her alone in this life, and I said that I must marry Xiaomei as my wife in this life.

But now, I actually fell in love with Xiaomei and Murong Qingxuan behind my back, and it was still very sweet, this... It's really... Ay~

Walking down the wide corridors of Victoria City, my whole heart was extremely unsettled.

Zhang Zifan, Zhang Zifan, how can you be this kind of person? Xiaomei has paid so much for you, she has shed so many tears for you, what did she get in exchange? It's your deception and betrayal, how can you be worthy of other people's goodness, how can you be worthy of other people's love... Are you still an individual?

As time went by, my heart became more and more uncomfortable, and I was so uncomfortable that I wanted to die.

"Brother, what's wrong with you? Is it unwell? ”

Walking to a place where no one was around, Murong Qingxuan's face rushed into my arms with joy on her face, cute like a child.

"Silly Qingxuan, you are so cute, Bo'er, I'm fine, I just want to stay alone for a while, you can go to my eldest brother and Xiaoqiang to talk to them yourself."

I put my arms around her waist and kissed her on the forehead.

"Uh-huh, okay, I'll listen to my brother, uh-huh~!"

Murong Qingxuan winked at me with her charming purple eyes, stood on tiptoe and kissed me on the lips, and walked away obediently.

Looking at Murong Qingxuan's flowing purple hair and her petite and charming back, it would be a lie to say that I don't like it.

I still like Murong Qingxuan very much in my heart, and it is the kind of like that comes from the heart.

But what I love is Xiaomei.

Xiaomei rejected so many people for me, she misses me every day, I betrayed her, I'm really a negative person, how can I be so shameless...

Murong Qingxuan left, and the more I thought about it, the more I hated myself.

In the end, I locked myself in a small room, and I picked up my phone and recorded a tearful video for Xiaomei.

I told her that I miss her so much, I love her so much, and I only love her alone no matter what happens, so no matter what happens in the future, she must believe in me...

I cried out the rest of the day, tears streaming down my cheeks.

The heart hurts...

I insisted on finishing the video, and the ruthless/Gu backlashed on the spot.

I curled in pain on the ground and convulsed, as if I had experienced a thousand tortures, I was worse than dead, and I wanted to kill myself.

It's really painful, it's a feeling of wanting to die.

Later, Murong Qingxuan didn't know how to find me, her frightened little face turned white and pounced on me, and her distressed tears fell out, and asked me brother What is wrong with you, what's wrong with you? I just found out that something is wrong with you, what's wrong with you? Is Qingxuan doing something wrong, don't scare me...

Murong Qingxuan was like a silly child, blinking her charming purple eyes and hugging me and crying bitterly.

It's really godly, I was still in pain, but after being stared at by her purple eyes for a while, I was ruthless/Gu became honest all of a sudden, as if I was particularly afraid of Murong Qingxuan's purple eyes.

This... What is the reason for this?

After the situation improved, I held Murong Qingxuan in my arms and said that Qingxuan was fine, I was fine, I was just devoured by Gu poison, so...

Murong Qingxuan didn't understand what it meant to be Gu poison backlash, so she chased me and asked me for a long time.

In the face of such a simple and lovely her, how can I be embarrassed to lie to her? I had to tell her truthfully, I planted a ruthless/Gu, I can't have feelings, especially love, once I have feelings of love, the ruthless/Gu will be extremely cruel to eat me, let me not love again in the future, otherwise it will continue to punish me...

After Murong Qingxuan heard this, she hugged me very distressed, and said Brother, why are you so stupid, why don't you tell me in advance, why do you want to suffer secretly, do you know that I will be very distressed if you are like this, I will cry... Whining...

As soon as the lovely Murong Qingxuan said that she was crying, she really cried with tears.

Ay~......

There are really a lot of good women in this world, but I, Zhang Zifan, am not a good person... I'm sorry for the love of any of them... Their love is serious and persistent, and it is as heavy as Mount Tai.

And me.

Even if they pay the price of their lives, they can't afford to pay back the weight.

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