When I was only a few months old, I was left in front of a hair salon by my parents, and since then I have had a group of unknown mothers.

Although some mothers always come and go, there is a Qin mother who never leaves. She treated me like her own son and loved me very much.

As I got older, the age gap between my mom from the salon and me got smaller.

When I was eight years old, a woman brought a very young girl, who was only five years older than me.

Her name is Xiaolan, she is very good-looking, her eyes are big, and her skin is so white. But she was badly dressed, looked dirty, and kept a straight face, and I didn't like her a little.

On the night she came, when I was sleeping, I heard Mother Qin quarrel with the woman who brought Xiaolan.

I eavesdropped on it for a while, as if it was my mother Qin who wanted to kick Xiaolan out, but the woman didn't agree. I vaguely remember that Mother Qin seemed to say that Xiaolan was too young and definitely couldn't stay here or something. But the woman said that Xiaolan was a homeless orphan, and if we drove her away now, we would push her into the arms of the bad guys, and it would be better to let her help us make some money......

Later, Xiaolan was not driven away, she stayed.

When I came back from school the next day, I saw that Qin's mother had taken away all the clothes she had put in my room. I asked Mama Qin what was going on, and Mama Qin smiled mysteriously and said, Mama Qin won't sleep with you in the future, let Xiaolan sleep with you. You can't call her mom, you have to call her sister. She has read books, not only can she help you with your homework, but she can also help you warm up in the winter.

I said she was dirty and didn't want her to warm me up. But Qin's mother said that she was just dirty in her clothes, but in fact, she was much cleaner than your other mothers.

At that time, I was young, and I couldn't understand what Qin's mother meant. However, seeing that Qin's mother said that Xiaolan was just dirty clothes, I thought that she would have to take off her clothes to sleep when she slept, so I didn't say much.

That night, it was Xiaolan who helped me with my homework. I found that with her, I don't have to worry about my homework as much as before, so my liking for Xiaolan has increased a lot.

But when I finished my homework and was about to go to bed together, Xiaolan didn't want to take off her clothes, so I stopped doing it. I got into a fight with her in the room, and I said you can't sleep in my bed without undressing. Xiaolan had no choice but to reluctantly take off her coat.

Mother Qin is right, she is indeed quite clean after taking off her coat, although she still has a vest inside, but I can still see that her arms are very white.

But she took off her coat, but she didn't want to sleep with me when she went to bed. I used to be held by Qin's mother to sleep, so I was not happy again.

I had to sleep with her, and I wanted her to sleep with me in my arms. At first she didn't agree, but then I made a fuss for a while, and she said that it was okay to sleep with me in her arms, but she was not allowed to move. At that time, when I was young, I asked her to sleep with me just because I was used to being hugged by Qin's mother, so I immediately agreed.

My room was in the innermost part of the hair salon and was relatively quiet. But every day when Xiaolan and I sleep, there is still a creaking sound in the next room, and the exaggerated voice of a certain mother.

I'm used to it for a long time, but Xiaolan seems to be very uncomfortable. She covered her ears every time she slept, and when I woke up the next morning, I could see her hands covering her ears.

In the following years, Xiaolan always accompanied me to do my homework and hugged me to sleep.

During the day, when I went to study, she cleaned up in the hair salon and helped everyone do the laundry and cook. In the evenings, they helped me with my homework and taught me to do my homework.

Xiaolan is very afraid of me, because as long as I cry and make trouble, my mother Qin won't say anything, but someone will always beat her and scold her. Especially the woman named Wu Ma who brought Xiaolan here is particularly fierce and likes to beat Xiaolan the most. With them supporting me, Xiaolan could only swallow her anger in front of me and let me bully.

As I got older and I gradually learned some things about men and women, Xiaolan's life became more and more difficult.

Growing up, I saw men in the hair salon doing things to me and my mothers, so I would do the same to Xiaolan when I was sleeping, although I may not know the specific meaning of these actions. Xiaolan always had a very disgusted expression, but she could only endure it silently.

When I was in my second year of junior high school, Xiaolan was already 18 years old.

She is well developed, more beautiful than before, and her skin is whiter. However, she still has her face stretched all day long as before, and she seems to be very unhappy every day.

At that time, some of our classmates in school had begun to secretly deal with me, because my classmates knew that my mother was a developer and looked down on me. So I had very few friends at school, let alone anyone willing to be with me.

Everyone knows that adolescents are more curious about the opposite sex, so some of my psychology has reached Xiaolan.

But at that time, I didn't have much interest in that kind of thing between men and women, at most I just held her little hand or something. It wasn't until I found a diary under the bed in my room that my mindset changed.

This diary belongs to Xiaolan, and the first page of the diary records:

Not long ago, my dad died, my mom ran away with someone, and I was given to a young woman by my uncle. This woman's name is Mama Wu, and she took me to a hair salon as if she was going to ask me to help her make money. Fortunately, the proprietress named Qin's mother didn't agree, and later Qin's mother gave Wu's mother some money, and Wu's mother was willing to give up, and Qin's mother said that I would help her son review his homework in the future.

Qin's mother is a good person on the surface, but she is obviously not well-intentioned. I know that she actually wants me to be her son's wife in the future, but how can a son born to a woman in this kind of industry have good things. Although her son is only eight years old now, she insists that I take off my clothes and sleep with her, and the worst thing is that she wants me to sleep with him in my arms, I hate her so much.

The second article is like this: I was beaten by Mama Wu again today, and I was hurt by that little bastard of Qin Yun again, and Mama Qin watched from the side and didn't help me speak. I felt like I was going crazy. Every night when I go to bed, I not only have to endure all kinds of dirty sounds next door, but also endure all kinds of insults from that disgusting Qin Yun. Mom, where are you, I really want to go to you.

Xiaolan's diary is not kept every day, sometimes once every day or two, and sometimes only once every half a month. It's all about the people and things in the hair salon.

What makes me most angry is a recent diary entry by her:

That dirty and disgusting Qin Yun kissed me on the face again last night, I felt so disgusting, he must be as dirty as his mothers. Every time he hugged me, I felt as disgusting as a toad stuck to me.

He has grown up, I hate her more and more, I really want to secretly strangle him while he is asleep, but I am so afraid of Mother Wu. I really want to go to the police and ask the police to arrest Wu Ma and Qin Yunquan, I hate them to death, I can't wait to kill them with my own hands.

Although I can see from Xiaolan's diary that she is also pitiful, but when I see that she hates me so much, I don't sympathize with her.

That night, when I was sleeping, I suddenly said to her that I was going to do that with her.

Actually, I'm sincerely correcting her, doesn't she hate me and look at me disgusting, I just want to disgust her.

Xiaolan didn't agree at first, no matter how much I pestered her, she wouldn't agree. Later, I got angry and told her about writing a diary, and I threatened her and said, if you don't let me do that, I'll tell Wu's mother about that diary.

When Xiaolan heard me say that, she was finally scared. She cried and begged me not to tell Wu's mother, and she said that as long as I didn't tell me about the diary, she would agree to any request I had.

Unfortunately, Xiaolan happened to come there that night. I was just trying to scare her, so I had to leave it at that.

So we didn't do anything that night, but I didn't give the diary back to Ran. I said I'll give her back when she gets to that with me. Xiaolan can't help me, so she has to rely on me.

In the days that followed, I was expecting Xiaolan's relatives to return. A week later, her relatives finally returned.

That night, Xiaolan was surprisingly not nervous at all.

When I took off my clothes and slept together at night, I asked her if it was over.

She said calmly, it's over.

I asked her a little excitedly, since it's over, it's time for you to cash in tonight.

She looked at me with disdain, how old are you, can you do it?

I was looked down upon by her and felt quite shameless. So I said that I was almost fourteen years old, and many of my male classmates in our school had already been dealt with, so why couldn't I.

Xiaolan looked at me, and the disdain in her eyes intensified. She said, even if you can do it, I won't do that with you, because Mother Qin said that before you become an adult, you must not be allowed to do that.

Xiaolan smiled, smiling proudly. This is the first time I've seen her smile, and she has two small dimples at the corners of her mouth when she smiles, which is very beautiful.

Even though she was smiling, I felt uncomfortable looking at the way I looked, as if she was laughing at a roadside girl named Hanako.

I got angry, and I suddenly jumped on her and started kissing her. Xiaolan was a little flustered now, she desperately pushed my chin to prevent me from kissing, I was not as strong as her, and she was quickly pushed away. Then, she pushed me off the bed with both hands.

I was planted under the bed, my head just on a small wooden stool next to the bed. When I got up, I touched my forehead and bled out. I immediately started crying, because I knew that as soon as I cried, Mama Qin and Mama Wu would come over.

Sure enough, after hearing my cry, Mother Qin and Mother Wu quickly rushed into my room. Qin's mother asked me what was wrong, and I said Xiaolan beat me.

When Mother Wu next to her heard this, her face immediately changed, and Xiaolan was so frightened that her face turned white.

My mother Qin didn't say anything, just stared at me and Xiaolan suspiciously. But Wu's mother came to look at the wound on my forehead, rushed over and slapped Xiaolan in the face, and later grabbed Xiaolan's ear and scolded her: "You little, Qin's mother raised you so big, and she never let you pick up guests, and she provided you with food and accommodation just to let you take good care of her son." Since you are so ignorant, I will arrange for you to pick you up tomorrow! ”

Hearing Wu's mother say that, Xiaolan, who looked desperate, was so frightened that she collapsed to the ground on the spot. Mother Wu is the most fierce woman in our hair salon, except for my mother Qin, she is the one who has the final say. Everyone knows that she has always been the same. Since she said that she would arrange for Xiaolan to pick up guests tomorrow, she will definitely do so.