The saddest thing is often at the beginning

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When Song Li arrived at the Avanti Auto Beauty Center, it was already more than nine o'clock in the evening, and after smashing the door for a long time, Brother Nan poked his head out, "Why are you here?" ”

"Brother Nan, is Chang'an here?" Song Li asked anxiously.

"In, in, upstairs, what's wrong?" Brother Nan didn't know why, but he still let Song Li come first.

Song Li went upstairs down the stairs, stopped at the door of the innermost room on the second floor, and knocked on the door, "Chang'an, Chang'an!" ”

The door was not locked, and Song Li went in directly. Brother Nan looked up on the first floor, still didn't understand, so he simply went back and watched TV.

"Chang'an." Song Li saw the person she was looking for sitting by the window by the light that came in through the roadside, and without saying a word, she locked the door with her backhand, groped for the wall, and looked for the switch.

"Don't turn on the lights, Song Li, don't turn on the lights." In the dark, Chang'an's voice was full of helplessness.

Song Li was stunned for a moment, then put the bag on his shoulder on the table, walked over lightly, knelt in front of him, and then hugged him without saying anything.

Chang'an began to cry, he started crying without saying anything, Song Li also cried, and when he saw Chang'an crying, he couldn't help crying. After the two of them finished crying, Chang'an sobbed and began to speak, "Is it that I am also dead, so that they can let me go, I have said it, I don't want anything, why are you still doing this to me?" Why? Song Li, am I so redundant? Am I so redundant?! ”

Song Li leaned on Chang'an's shoulder, her heart began to twist the pain, she grabbed his shoulder tightly, didn't say anything, just listened.

"I'm going home for the New Year, Song Li, I can still call that place home ridiculously! I called him brother for more than ten years, and he actually did this to me! I said, I don't want anything, I really don't want anything, even if my father gives it to me, I don't want it, but he doesn't believe me! He doesn't believe me! Song Li, I don't have a home anymore, I don't have a home anymore. ”

This world is like this, disappointment is not terrible, the most terrible thing is hope.

Song Li cooked all the dishes he knew for Chang'an, and then school started.

In view of Qu Ran's excellent performance during the winter vacation, Qu Ran's mother gave Qu Ran the car keys that had been deducted for a semester again, and Song Li looked at her at the bottom of the dormitory building looking like a villain, and she was not happy from her hair to her toes!

"What are you doing here?" Song Li asked.

"I'm angry with you!" Qu Ran smiled defiantly in the car.

"You did it, congratulations." Song Li didn't look at her.

"It's so easy to do, it's boring!" Qu Ran pursed his lips, "How is Ran Changan now?" He glanced at Song Li and asked carefully.

"Okay." Song Li didn't say much, because there was really nothing to say.

Qu Ran looked at Song Li from the rearview mirror, and wanted to say something, but he still held back, so he suddenly smiled, "Oh, eldest lady, don't look like a resentful woman in the deep palace all day long, okay, high (excited)?" How about going to kombu at night? ”

"No, I haven't sorted out the things that Sister Jiang wanted, and I'll send them to her at night." Song Li leaned his head against the glass window, unable to speak.

"I know you've been quite upset lately, about Chang'an, and about school." Qu Ran knew that it was impossible to make her smile strongly, and he didn't want to mention that incident, but who let his mouth be left without a door, "I've heard about the school." What they say is too ugly, what kind of character is that senior of yours, can you take a fancy to him?! Impossible! It's really funny that he doesn't have the ability to say that you hooked up with him! Don't worry, I'll go back to school and clean up all those dirty goods for you! ”

"You know I don't care about that, I'm just annoyed, annoyed by the people who look at me as soon as I enter the school gate." Song Li replied.

"I know, I know, isn't this just afraid of annoying you, so I asked a few friends to come out to eat with you." Qu Ran hurriedly explained.

Song Li turned his head to look at Qu Ran, "How many friends?" He asked in surprise, and after speaking, he saw the car parked in front of a Japanese restaurant.

Quran's lips were dry, and he didn't know how to explain it, so he smirked, "Also, there's no one left, it's just that I want to eat this." As he spoke, he pointed to the restaurant in front of him.

Song Li stood at the door of the private room, looked at the person inside, and then tilted his head and kept staring at Qu Ran. Qu Ran was panicked by Song Li, so he grabbed her and pulled her into the private room.

Qu Ran took a sip of water, and then said, "Song Li, I was forced. ”

At the end of the charity dinner that day, Han Xiaomo and his sister left early, Qu Ran waited for his parents at the door, and then saw that there were suddenly two more people next to his parents. Refractive is instinctive speech stimulated Chen Xi with a gun and a stick, Chen Xi kept smiling and didn't reply a word. Then taking advantage of the opportunity of someone talking to Qu Ran's parents and Chen Hao, Chen Xi smiled evilly at Qu Ran.

"I warn you, you'd better be nice to me, or you'll regret it." Chen Xi said.

"Will I regret it? Hum! I already regret not being any nicer to you! Qu Ran said with a roll of his eyes.

"When you and your parents were in Hainan, did they tell you that they wanted to introduce someone to you?" Chen Xi lowered his head and asked softly.

Qu Ran suddenly remembered something and looked up at Chen Xi.

"I think you should really thank me for not showing up at your hotel that day, or else, huh." Chen Xi smiled at Qu Ran again, and then followed Chen Hao into the car.

Qu Ran stood in place, thinking that the boyfriend his parents were going to introduce to him was Chen Xi, his body trembled unnaturally.

Qu Ran lowered his head and whispered the reason to Song Li's ear, saying that he was just doing things for others to eliminate disasters for himself, and then folded his hands and begged for forgiveness, and then picked up his bag and disappeared in this Japanese restaurant in an instant.

Song Li took a leisurely sip of water, and then asked, "What are you looking for me?" I didn't say anything about your brother and Jiang Yao. ”

"It's not this matter that I'm looking for you," Chen Xi paused and continued, "Is Ran Changan okay now?" ”

Song Li was taken aback, and then regained his composure, "Do you know Chang'an?" ”

"Song Li, I came to you today, I just have something to tell you." Chen Xi ignored Song Li's question, and said to himself, "You and Ran Changan are both victims of interests, if you want to live a good life, don't come back to find those things that may have belonged to you again." ”

Song Li looked at Chen Xi, and for some reason, his emotions were a little inexplicably excited.

"Song Li, I like you, but with Ran Changan here, I know that you won't like me. I'm not unconfident, I just like you too much. ”

Chen Xi's confession came too quickly, and Song Li didn't react.

"You······ What did you say. ”

"You know what I said. If you think I'm like them, then I won't tell you this today, but Ran Changan will fight with Xu Sheng to break the net; But don't think that I'm different from them, Ran Changan gave up the Xu Group, just waiting for death, if he is not good, you will not be good, if you can, I will still let you leave him. ”

"Chen Xi, counting this time, we have met three times in total, and then you said that you like me, and asked me to tell Chang'an not to kill yourself, do you think, are you crazy, or am I crazy?"

"We're all crazy."

Song Li got up, turned around and opened the door of the private room, one hand paused on the door frame, she turned her head and said to Chen Xi, "I want to correct you, not only me and Chang'an, it's us, we are all victims of interests." ”

Out of the hotel, Song Li called Chang'an, didn't say anything, and began to cry, crying until he couldn't cry, Chang'an asked, "Where are you?" ”

Song Li looked up at the surroundings, so he cried and said, "I don't know where this is, where is this, Chang'an?" Where am I? ”

Song Li sat on the side of the road and waited for a long time, Ran Changan got out of a taxi and ran towards him, he hugged Song Li and said, "Why are you so stupid, you don't even know where you are." Don't cry, come back with me. ”

Song Li didn't know how Chang'an found herself, on the bus back to the car beauty center, she leaned on Chang'an's shoulder and hung up Jiang Yao's two phones and turned off the phone directly, Chang'an didn't ask anything, Song Li didn't say anything, when he arrived at the place and entered the house, Song Li began to sleep while lying on the bed, and slept until three o'clock in the morning when he was woken up by a big truck that went into the city to pull construction waste outside the window.

"Chang'an." Song Li leaned on the pillow and whispered, no one in the room answered, Song Li didn't move, and continued to face the glass window and said, "We don't want anything, okay?" Shall we get married? ”

In the silent room, Chang An lay on the sofa and whispered, "Okay." ”