Chapter Eighty-Three: Do You Have to Sacrifice for Him If You Love Him?
"So you have to blame me," he said word by word with a gloomy face, "What qualifications does a cheating woman have to pretend to be wronged here." ”
He looked at her with disgust. Every time he thinks of the picture of her and Che Hao kissing on that rainy night, his heart aches. He chose to keep the marriage because he loved her, but the stronger the love, the more he couldn't let go.
Yun Shi's face was pale, there were tears in her eyes but no tears flowed, and she whispered three words.
"I'm sorry."
She had decided to hide herself in her armor and was reluctant to share any moods and thoughts. As long as he is willing to let her go, she can be humbled to the dust.
Her timid and cowardly appearance stunned him, and his expression became more and more disgusted. A hypocritical and disguised woman, who put on such a look, others thought he was bullying her when they saw it. Mu Kunlong didn't want to look at her anymore. Straighten up with a calm face and step on the gas pedal again.
As soon as I entered the house, relatives and friends were already sitting around the sofa in the hall. Mu Kunlong regained his appearance as a good gentleman again, and took Yun Shi over.
In addition to looking a little bad on her face, Yun Shi also pretended to be casual and blended in with everyone in public.
Mu Jianfeng had already brought Mu Kunlong a new wine glass and invited him to drink together. At one point, the men sat in one group chatting freely, and the women gathered in another. He Lu led a few peers to visit the room, and when she came back, her eyes suddenly turned red, and Xia Guoguo immediately stepped forward to comfort her when she saw this. Yun Shi heard her say, "Aunt He, don't cry, Sister Xiaolu is studying abroad for a doctorate and will be back soon." She'll be worried if you're so sad. ”
There were also other relatives around who persuaded him.
"Don't be afraid, the child will come back if he wants to. Xiaolu is such a smart child, you give me some more time. ”
"It's just, it's not a big deal, don't think about it."
He Lu wiped her tears with a handkerchief and said a little embarrassed.
"It's nothing, but I couldn't hold back when I looked at the girl's room just now. I usually never dare to enter that bedroom because of this, and I always ask my aunt to clean it. ”
Yun Shi felt very uncomfortable when she heard it. I haven't seen Xiaolu for so many years, I don't know how she is doing. The direct reason why she left the country was that she and Che Hao, with Xiaolu's Scorpio personality, it is estimated that she would not want to see her in this life, but she has always wanted to find an opportunity to meet with her and talk about things.
Yun Shi looked out of place among the nobles, and the ladies were the only ones in public, the little clerk who bent her waist for five buckets of rice, and the rest were noble ladies and princesses. The topics of conversation are enjoyment, she has no experience to talk about at all, and it seems very lonely to sit alone on the sofa for a while. Fortunately, Mu Jianfeng was too old to drink, and he got drunk after a few glasses of red wine. He Lu invited someone to enter the house with him, and when the relatives saw this, some said goodbye, and some stayed overnight. After a while, they all dispersed, and the hall was left alone.
She felt a little thirsty and went to the kitchen to pour water.
After a glass of ice water, he seems to have sobered up a lot. I was wondering where Mu Kunlong had gone. Suddenly, I heard someone come in, and I turned my head to see that it was him. I saw him walking towards this direction with a wine glass.
"I'll go to work tomorrow, so I'll go back first." Yun Shi washed the cup and put it back in the cupboard, turned to him.
He stood in front of her and didn't move, took a sip of red wine and asked casually, "I can't send you after drinking, how do you go back?" ”
"It's okay, I'll just go out and take a taxi." It's a long way to go, but it's a relief for her to get out of here.
"It's so late, you really want to do it." When he saw her nodding, he suddenly mocked, "You are so beautiful tonight, what will I do if someone takes you away." ”
His sudden love words made Yun Shi turn her face to the side a little embarrassed. Mu Kunlong's heart softened when he looked shy, and he threw the red wine glass in his hand to the ground, and the gray carpet was instantly stained red by the wine.
Yun Shi watched his movements a little incredulously, and Mu Kunlong approached her and began to move on her.
She couldn't dodge his unruly hand, so she could only step back, and he took advantage of the situation to carry her to the exile platform, and his big hand reached down the edge of her skirt.
His kiss landed on her neck, causing Yunshi to shudder.
"Don't do that. Here's the kitchen. She pulled him away with her hand. It was discovered that he has been fond of teasing her in public lately. He's taken advantage of the elevator tonight, is this still addictive?
He was not annoyed, and smiled again, his eyes full of desire to conquer her.
"Even if I ask you here, no one will stop me." He spoke in a domineering tone, just to let her know that he was bound to win.
Mu Kunlong suddenly stopped her by the waist and carried her.
Yun Shi only felt that her brain was instantly congested, and her breathing was not smooth. I struggled twice to no avail. He carried her up to the second floor and threw her into the bedroom where she had been in high school.
The furnishings here are roughly the same as when she left, her 15th middle and high school uniform still hanging on the pink walls. At that time, because of the 15 middle school classmates who missed her, they specially hung it on the wall.
Mu Kunlong stood on the edge of the bed, untied his tie and threw it aside, and then went to her single bed.
Yun Shi got up and sat up with her legs bent. He didn't rush to pick up her slender and boneless jade hand and kiss it twice, then his lips fell to her knees, and his two hands began to caress her waist.
Yun Shi couldn't stand him flirting with him here. This is a space unique to her 17-year-old self, and she always feels that the atmosphere here is the same as at the beginning, and it still retains innocence and beauty. She missed the old days and didn't want to be polluted by ugly greed, sex, or lust.
"Don't be here." She protested, almost pleading. "Would you like to go to another room?"
Mu Kunlong looked at her pitch black as ink, kissed her face and said, "Where haven't we done it, what's wrong with this house." ”
"No, don't be here." Yun Shi struggled to get out of bed.
Mu Kunlong held her down, his eyes narrowed slightly, exuding an aura of danger.
"Why are you so sensitive? Could it be that this house evokes special memories? He stared at her complicated face and said in a flirtatious tone: "Do you remember the good memories of high school again?" ”
Seeing her look gloomy, he sneered and his eyes sank: "Don't tell me that you remembered the bits and pieces with Che Hao, I still remember how you cried at the door alone because you couldn't confess to him." ”
He knew that nothing had happened in their high school, and he even made such a confusing statement. Yun Shi said angrily: "We weren't together at that time, you obviously know it." ”
The word "we" made Mu Kunlong feel a little harsh.
He got up and stretched out his long arm to pick up the uniform she had hung on the wall and threw it at her chest.
"I guess that's what you wore when you met Cha Ho in high school?"
Yun Shi is speechless, which girl will wear the school uniform well. She put her school uniform aside. Look at him warily.
He ripped down on her shoulder straps, his eyes blazing.
"Since you like it so much, I'll put it on tonight."
The desire in his eyes made Yun Shi's face burn immediately. She did not hesitate to refuse. Holding down his hand pulling the chain, he frowned and said, "Mu Kunlong, you are perverted." ”
"Really?" He leaned close to her and said in her ear, "It's not that you haven't worn it, have you forgotten when you always stayed in my room in high school, crying and begging me to let you go?" ”
Yun Shi blushed and tried to push him away.
"I remember your first appearance very clearly, much more enticing than now." He saw that she was embarrassed to death, and deliberately added to it.
"Shut up!" Yun Shi covered his mouth with her hand and ran out of shame.
Mu Kunlong approached her again, his dark eyes catching her every move.
"Don't you feel sorry?" He paused, "Why don't you just change it for me tonight, is that too much?" ”
"Do you mean you don't love me anymore?"
His voice seducing her was soft and deep, and his eyes twinkled with anticipation. She couldn't help but be moved.
She softened and shook her head sadly. "It's not."
How could she not love him, she just couldn't afford to love him.
Mu Kunlong, who got the answer, chuckled and gave her a kiss like a reward. Then he said to her, "If you really love me, put on your clothes." ”
He was forcing her, and he didn't want to believe her words easily. Since she said that she loved him, if she wanted to exchange his trust, she could only go and sacrifice for him.
Yun Shi was still a little hesitant, and the skirt on her body had already been pulled to his waist.
"If I change it, can we go to another room?" She finally relented, her eyes glistening with faint tears.
Mu Kunlong's hand swept over her white jade-smooth skin, and he let out a nonchalant "um".
Yun Shi slowly put her uniform on. Her body was fuller than before, but she barely fit in. Mu Kunlong's eyes were instantly deep, and he took her into his arms and searched for her lips impatiently.
Yun Shi didn't understand why she thought like this, at this time there was a feeling of being forced to accept joy, and the high school uniform on her body made her feel a kind of depravity, as if the 17-year-old self who was far away was standing on the side of the room and silently watching her, watching how she had become the lowly and cowardly she is today.
When she was 17 years old, she would be very cold when she met Mu Kunlong, but she always cared for her.
She could always feel his love in his eyes and words. Now all she saw was ridicule and ridicule, as if now she could only feel his love by such a primitive physical touch, and she saw only sex and pleasure in his eyes.
Yun Shi couldn't help but feel sad when she thought of this, feeling that she had been reduced to a sexual accessory, but she loved him. What else can be done to maintain the relationship in this way?
Mu Kunlong felt her absent-mindedness, but he didn't want to think about it, he just wanted to enjoy her sweet body, and only when he possessed her, he would feel that Yun Shi really belonged to him. He always wanted to bully her uncontrollably, to fill the anger and imbalance in his heart. Like tonight, I deliberately asked her to change her uniform, and willfully wanted her to pay back.
He could see the struggle and hurt in her eyes, but he did as he was told. He maliciously slandered her in order to destroy her pride and dignity, so that she would stay meekly by his side and never dare to slip away from him again.
After the passion, there is more anxiety and trepidation in the heart that needs to be remedied. Mu Kunlong got up alone, looked at Yun Shi's tired sleeping face, and couldn't calm down for a long time because of Che Hao's appearance.
He had been lying, he hadn't actually looked at the past like that in front of his family, he tried his best to defend her in front of his family and pretend to forgive her, but when it was just the two of them, he always made things difficult for her and ravaged her. He hated her and couldn't let go of her betrayal, because her stupidity ruined their happiness, everything about him.
He loved her more than anything. That's why he is so difficult to let go, painful and sickly in love with her now.