What she smelled between her noses was the smell of books and ink in this library, and Song Qiyue's heart was peaceful, so through her eyes, you could see that she was unmoved. "Cheng Qingning, he may be an unattainable existence in your heart, he is as sacred to you as the Tianshan Mountain, but to me, it is not worth mentioning at all, and you don't have to tell me this."

"Two years ago, I was sick and I was doing psychotherapy in the hospital, and I had nothing to do, so I asked him to bring me some books, and he would send them to me every day. The books I have read have been replaced by batches after batches. Cheng Qingning slowly talked about the days of hospitalization, "Every time I see those books, I feel as if he and I are still in Nancheng." It's still in Nancheng No. 1 Middle School. ”

"The camphor in Nancheng is blooming so well, I asked him to plant a tree for me in the yard. I heard the housekeeper of the Nancheng Mansion say that this camphor tree has been planted for ten years, but it has never bloomed. That day I was in the mansion and saw the last flowering camphor. "In October, there is no camphor in the port city, but the fragrance of flowers wafts faintly outside the window.

Bringing everything together, it's like coming to a mansion in the south of the city. Cheng Qingning said, "The camphor, which has not bloomed for ten years, has finally bloomed. I once told him that when the flowers are all blooming, we will go to see them together. That day, I finally waited for the flowers to bloom and happily called him. ”

"But my joy. Compared to him, he was much calmer. I heard Yu Guangjia say that he had long known that the camphor tree in the yard had bloomed, and because he had planted it with his own hands, when it bloomed, Steward Yu immediately told him. Do you know what happened to him when he heard the news of the blossoms? Cheng Qingning stopped and asked.

Song Qiyue raised his eyebrows, "Of course he is happy." ”

At that time, all his thoughts were on Cheng Qingning, how could he not be happy when he had waited for ten years for the tree to bloom. He is Brother Ho Feng.

Cheng Qingning smiled, "I thought it was, but he wasn't surprised at all, he said to Steward Yu that the flowers would always be grateful." On the phone that day, he also spoke to me very calmly, and he said that trees always bloom. ”

Cheng Qingning's enthusiasm. At that time, it was really doused with cold water, and it was really empty, "He didn't care anymore, what he cared about was just me." ”

"He said that it is not bad, it is the law of nature that flowers bloom and bloom." Song Qiyue said lightly.

"When I returned to Gangcheng from a business trip in Nancheng, I asked someone to ask him to come back, and I told him that I was moving out of the mansion." Cheng Qingning's decision was made immediately, once he made up his mind, he didn't want to hesitate anymore, "He didn't keep me anymore, my condition has stabilized, and I should live independently." ”

"The next day, I packed up my things and left. The servants in the mansion helped me tidy up. Cheng Qingning said softly, "Those are his books, I didn't take them away." I just suddenly saw a vase on the table, the vase was jade-white, transparent and beautiful, and the calla lily was still in bloom. ”

"I thought the flowers were blooming so beautifully, I couldn't help but touch them." Cheng Qingning still felt the touch at that time, but he suddenly woke up in an instant, "He Tezhu told me that this vase belongs to the young lady." ”

The jade-white vase suddenly jumped in front of Song Qiyue's eyes, it was the vase she specially chose because of the flowers he bought, Chu Yan was still thinking that she was a nymphomaniac, and Cheng Qingning's voice faintly came from her ears, "Because it belongs to the young lady, it can't be taken away." ”

Chu Yan said: Song July! I warn you, when you go to bed, don't carry it to bed!

She also said: Song July! You lunatic!

No one understands the meaning of that vase like Song Qiyue, what it really is-

"That's when I realized that you've been there all along." The silent spread was soaked, which was more shocking than the shouting and commanding by his side all the time, and Cheng Qingning understood at that moment, "The young lady of this mansion is you, and it will never be me, you are the hostess there." ”

"Even though he came to see me every day, and he bought calla lilies every day, the vase was still in the ward. He comes every day, he sees him every day, and I see him every day. Cheng Qingning didn't understand at the time, but after calming down in the past two years, some details that she didn't pay attention to before became clearer, even if she didn't want to admit it, but this is the case, "He has always been very sober, and the person who is not sober is me." ”

"He was a dream to me." Cheng Qingning's eyes were faint, and his voice was also scattered, "A very distant dream." ”

When she met at a young age, she never thought that the ending between them would be like this. However, Cheng Qingning finally understands, "Dreams will wake up, and people will always be awake." I understand now, albeit a little late, but I still understand. ”

What a dream, what a lucidity, Song Qiyue smiled, "If it's a dream, then you must be a dream, and I'm a nightmare." ”

"You just don't believe in how true he is to you." Cheng Qingning tightened his eyes.

Song Qiyue smiled and asked, "Do I believe it or not, it's still important?" ”

"What's more, what is your intention in telling me this now, are you guilty or remorseful?" Song Qiyue looked at her directly, at this moment, he was no longer the one who tolerated and ignored it again and again, and there was no need to hide those emotions anymore, "Or, do you want your conscience to be better?" ”

"Maybe both." Cheng Qingning responded, guilt and remorse for the harsh criticism of her conscience, everything was there, she said gloomily, "But there is no way to change it, I tell you this now, I just want you to know that side you don't see." ”

"You know that in the summer after you were released from prison, in September of that year, he came to Nancheng." Cheng Qingning suddenly asked.

Song Qiyue naturally didn't know, Cheng Qingning continued, "The library in Nancheng, the one near No. 1 Middle School, he asked me to meet there. ”

It was the library, and the path on both sides was lined with camphor trees, which were probably full of flowers and fruits in September.

"I had already returned to Nancheng at that time, and I was surprised that he contacted me suddenly. I went, and I arrived first, waiting for him in the library. It was the first time Cheng Qingning went to that library after so many years, everything was as old there, and those books were still there, after Cheng Qingning went there, she searched for the books she had borrowed before, but she couldn't find them anymore. I asked the old curator, and the curator told her that the old books were too dilapidated, and she was reluctant to resell them, so she donated them all to schools in remote areas.

The testimony of the year seems to be gone, only the library is still there, Cheng Qingning was there and waited for Mo Zhengyan to arrive, "I asked him, why did he think of looking for me." You don't know, after you got out of prison, he worked day and night like a machine. When I saw him that day, he didn't look very good. ”

"He said he had something for me." Cheng Qingning said slowly, and the staggered memories were connected at that time, "That day when I moved away from the mansion in Hong Kong City, he told me that when I was busy for a while, the project in hand came to an end, and he had something to give me." ”

"I just didn't expect that I had to wait for a long time, and I almost forgot about it." Cheng Qingning said, she asked, "Do you know what he gave me?" ”

Song Qiyue didn't know, she just seemed to be listening to the stories of others, "In that cardboard box, there are photos I took in the past, I took a lot of them at that time, and I left them with him, and I didn't have time to take them away." And that scroll, which is my selfie portrait, was also returned to me. ”

"And a camera from O-Serie, 107, 1923." Cheng Qingning fixed his eyes.

The camera of 1923 seems to capture memories into film, and suddenly he thinks of something, no longer a bystander, Song Qiyue remembers the attic, the attic is full of photos, and the real portrait of the lens, and the sky-high camera displayed in the glass case.

Song Qiyue smiled, "I once saw it, and at that time I thought, it must be for you." Isn't it great that things are returned to their original owners? ”

"450,000 euros for a camera, how can I ask for it?" Cheng Qingning asked.

"Why not, as long as he is willing to give, you don't have to refuse." Song replied.

"If it doesn't belong to me, I certainly can't."

"He's keeping it for you, and he'll definitely try to get you to accept it."

That's his style, there is no room for strength, Song Qiyue has already guessed, and sure enough, Cheng Qingning said in the next second, "He said, if you feel that it is too valuable to accept, then can you exchange something with me and use this camera." ”

"Of course, it turned out to be." Song Qiyue responded.

"Do you know that he asked me what I got in exchange?" Cheng Qingning was staring at her closely.

That light in her eyes made Song Qiyue stunned, and she said fearlessly, "It's okay, anyway, his purpose is not to exchange, but to give you the camera." ”

"That year, Nancheng Huangting Garden, that butterfly jewelry box ——!" Cheng Qingning seemed to have been pressed in her heart for too long, so that she was about to lose her load, and at this moment, she all said that she was so happy, "Do you know why you want to change this with me?" ”

That day, the wind blew in the library in Nancheng, and Cheng Qingning heard Mo Zhengyan say: Can you give me the jewelry box that was given to you on your birthday.

Butterfly jewelry box!

Song Qiyue had no impression of the jewelry box for a long time, but when she thought of it, she would think of Cheng Qingning, she liked butterflies, but why did he exchange it at that time? In an instant, I couldn't figure it out, but my heart was twisted.

Song Qiyue fixed his eyes and said, "The jewelry box was chosen by me, it doesn't matter, he wants to give you his treasured camera." ”

"You say yes, but you don't!" Cheng Qingning's female voice covered it, "The camera was bought by him back then, but the jewelry box was indeed chosen by you!" Because you chose it, he asked me to go back! Because that's what you chose, the only thing that remains in someone else's hands after you're gone! ”

Why is that jewelry box? It's just that, I can't think of a jewelry box! Cheng Qingning would not have made such an assumption, but he just asked her for it.

"You left completely and left nothing, but he was unwilling and reluctant to leave anything about you to anyone, so even if it was a jewelry box, even if it was something that had already been given to others, he had to go back!" Cheng Qingning's voice trembled again, and his emotions were obviously a little excited.

"That day, he looked at me with those eyes, and he begged me, can you give it to him, give it to him." Cheng Qingning's breath stopped, "I've never seen him like this, when have you ever seen him like this?" If this does not prove that his heart for you is true, then how can it be proved? ”

Song Qiyue sat there, her face did not move at all, and she still had a faint smile, as if nothing could lift her emotions anymore.

What jewelry boxes, what pleading, these are really ridiculous, too ridiculous!

"Huh." Song Qiyue laughed, and the long, almost sighing smile made Cheng Qingning frown, "You are here now, tell me how sincere he is to me." ”

"You think I'm sorry for him?" Song Qiyue asked, but Cheng Qingning didn't dare to respond, because it could not be identified in the world of feelings.

The next moment, Song Qiyue opened her mouth to ask, and the female voice was cold, "Then let me ask you, is one person's sincerity just sending another person to court?" ”

Cheng Qingning was suddenly stunned, and then said hurriedly, "When will he send you to court?" And that's not because you're ......."

"Did I betray him?" Song Qiyue asked again, and even more shocked again, "What if I say I don't!" ”

If she doesn't, if she doesn't...... Cheng Qingning was dumbfounded, and suddenly couldn't imagine it, Song Qiyue smiled, "If I hadn't, the situation would still be like this at that time, and he would still correct each other with me." His sincerity will always be under the power of the family business, and his sincerity, I can't climb it, and I can't afford it. ”

"When a person is needed, this person does not appear, and when time passes, no matter how good this person is, everyone in this world says that this person is good, but it will not help. Because at the moment when that person needed it most, he did not show up, and he will not need to appear again from now on! She said it resolutely and thoroughly, just like the last moments in the court, and the despair was simply from the bones.

Cheng Qingning was shocked when she heard this, as if she was silent in her heart at that time, she slowly came back to her senses and asked, "Song Qiyue, did you do this at that time, did you come to take revenge?" ”

"Cheng Qingning, why don't you go and ask Li Chengyi, why did he do his best to protect you at that time." Song Qiyue smiled faintly, "Ask him again, if you really did this at that time, what would he do." ”

After that, Song Qiyue got up and didn't linger any longer, she put the book she took back and walked away.

Cheng Qingning sat there, and the smell of books and ink seemed to envelop her completely.

After a while, Cheng Qingning and the dean came down while chatting and laughing, but they heard a familiar male voice in the corridor, "They're gone?" ”

"Yes, the teachers and children at the school are gone." The hospital worker replied.

Cheng Qingning turned his head and saw an equally familiar silhouette, and the person's eyes also looked over, and it was Mo Zhengyan who met him.

"Dean, that's my friend, I'll go over for a moment." Cheng Qingning said, and she stepped forward.

The hospital worker on the side also left, and Mo Zhengyan turned to look at her, "Why are you here?" ”

"I'll come and see the dean here." Cheng Qingning didn't say much, and asked again, "Are you here to find her?" It should be gone, and the show is over. ”

"I see." Mo Zhengyan responded, but he immediately thought of a point, "Have you met her?" ”

"Of course." Cheng Qingning replied, "It's here, of course we will meet, and we are still in the library, and we sat together for a while." ”

Knowing this, Mo Zhengyan said in a condensed voice, "What did you talk about?" ”

"What do you think we talked about?" Cheng Qingning asked rhetorically, Mo Zhengyan's eyes became more and more heavy, "What did you say to her?" ”

was really keen, just a little light, as if guessing everything she said, Cheng Qingning said, "I told her that you returned my things to me, and also told her that you take a camera to exchange for that butterfly jewelry box." ”

Mo Zhengyan instantly frowned, the two deep long eyebrows were so tight, as if he had touched something that should not be touched, so he showed such emotions at this moment, but it took a long time to squeeze out one word, "You——! ”

It was really urgent, that's why there was no sound after a word.

"I'm sorry, I didn't ask you if you should say it, but I said it anyway." Cheng Qingning said apologetically, "But I think you should tell her, let her know what you think, how you do it, and let her know your heart for her." ”

"What do you know?" Mo Zhengyan said coldly.

"I don't know what happened between you, but I just know that you haven't forgotten her and have been thinking about her." Cheng Qingning replied.

Xu was anxious, and Mo Zhengyan was even more cold, "You don't know anything!" ”

"I know." At this moment, Cheng Qingning affirmed this.

There are some things that others don't know, but she sees. A few days ago, at Longyuan's banquet, Cheng Qingning bumped into a conversation between the two at that corner.

Some distance away, and another corner, when she was tidying up her skirt in the middle of the room, because she accidentally stepped on the hem of the skirt, so it slipped a little, and she was here alone to tidy up. When she was ready to go out, she heard movement not far away, and her pace slowed down. She was about to turn the corner, but she saw a man and a woman entangled together, which made her stop her pace and instinctively retreat behind the wall.

In the sudden silence, Cheng Qingning stopped in place, not knowing whether to dodge out or continue to avoid here, when he heard a male voice again: Song Qiyue, you hate me to death, right.

It was Mo Zhengyan's voice, and Cheng Qingning heard him ask.

At this moment, Cheng Qingning felt that this was like herself back then, and she said the same at the birthday banquet: Mo Zhengyan, you still hate me, do you.

How I wish to hear that answer is yes, as if everything is distorted, and I can't care about it anymore, I just hope that this person still remembers himself, even if he hates, but it is good.

How much he hoped that she was hating him, just like she was back then, at this moment, Cheng Qingning felt the same way, "I just know." ”

After being silent for a while, Cheng Qingning asked, "Mo Zhengyan, if she said that she didn't betray you back then, she didn't do this, do you believe her?" ”

"There are no ifs." Mo Zhengyan interrupted her and warned her, "My affairs have nothing to do with you at all. Whether it's good or bad, life or death, it has nothing to do with you, and you don't mix in anymore! You don't have to say anything to her, not a word! ”

"Mo Zhengyan......" Cheng Qingning shouted, but Mo Zhengyan's patience was lost in an instant, and he was calm and unhurried in the past, but at this moment he became so impatient, he even grabbed her arm, almost rudely questioning and warning, "Did you hear that!" ”

The bones seemed to be pinched off, his strength was really amazing, Cheng Qingning was shocked by his gaffe at this moment.

"You're not allowed to go to her again, do you hear me?" Mo Zhengyan Sen haze admonished.

"I know...... Cheng Qingning's face flushed with pain, she responded softly, and Mo Zhengyan let go of his hand.

"I didn't pay attention just now, if I hurt my hand and go to the hospital, I will contact Secretary Qian directly for medical expenses." He barely stopped, turned and walked away, a few formulaic sentences.

"I'm sorry......" Cheng Qingning could only say this to his back and looked at him in the distance.

Mo Zhengyan disappeared at the end, Cheng Qingning's wrist was still aching, she lowered her eyes and turned back, but she felt that there seemed to be someone on the other side, and looked at her in amazement.

It was Li Chengyi standing behind, looking at her from a distance with a pair of eyes.

Cheng Qingning walked over, "I'm already fine, let's go." ”

Li Chengyi stood there without moving, and suddenly grabbed her wrist and pulled her coat up when she passed by, Cheng Qingning was startled, but saw that his arm was already bruised, "What's going on!" ”

"Nothing." Cheng Qingning made a gesture to pull off his clothes, but Li Chengyi said angrily, "He did it to you?" ”

"No, just accidentally ......"

"How the hell was he able to get you like this? And why do you apologize to him! Li Chengyi asked.

It turned out that he had heard it, and Cheng Qingning said, "It's just because of the past, it's nothing." ”

"Cheng Qingning, are you still thinking about going back to him!" Li Chengyi asked suddenly, and Cheng Qingning froze.

Back to him? Whose side are you going to go back to? Cheng Qingning couldn't answer, just looked at Li Chengyi like this.

Li Chengyi shook off her hand fiercely, "Foolish dreams, never wake up!" ”

……

The morning meeting was over, and in the classroom of the school, Nie Xun rushed to meet them. It was already noon, and he was not in a hurry to go back, so he simply decided to go out to eat, Nie Xun asked, "Shaoyu, what do you want to eat?" ”

"I want to eat ramen!" The child replied immediately.

"Why are you going to eat ramen again?" Song Qiyue asked, Shao Yu said, "The last time I ate it was a long, long time ago, and mom I want to eat ramen!" ”

So he decided to rush to the ramen shop, and Shaoyu shouted, "Mom, I want to go to the bathroom." ”

Nie Xun was waiting in the classroom, and as soon as the mother and son left, the mobile phone in the bag rang, and I don't know who called. Nie Xun looked over, it was Song Qiyue's mobile phone. The bag is slightly open, and the phone screen is on.

At a glance, it was the three words that were remarked: Mr. Mo.

It was a very indifferent and unfamiliar remark, Nie Xun took it with heavy eyes, "Mr. Mo, hello." ”

The car was running on the highway to the school, Mo Zhengyan was talking in the car, he was waiting to be connected, he wanted to make a sound just after it was connected, but he was waiting for a male voice, he recognized the other party, "Mr. Nie." ”

"Is there always something wrong with Mo?" Nie Xun asked.

What else is going on? But I just want to, I just want to see each other...... Mo Zhengyan said, "It's okay, it's just noon, I just want to ask Shao Yu if he is okay." ”

"He's very good, Mr. Mo doesn't have to worry about it, with me and July, he will definitely take care of him." Nie Xun responded, and asked after speaking, "Mr. Mo, is there anything else?" ”

"Let Shaoyu listen to the phone." Mo Zhengyan said.

"He's going to the bathroom now, I'll be back in a moment and let him listen." Nie Xun replied, but Mo Zhengyan insisted, "Okay, then he will come back." ”

It didn't take long for Shaoyu's voice to come, and he took the phone, "Dad? ”

Hearing that it was his son's voice, Mo Zhengyan asked, "What did you do this morning?" ”

"My mother and I went to the children's home, we have a show, Dad, don't worry, you go to work, there is my mother and Uncle Nie Xun, it's good......" The child comforted him like a little adult, but he didn't know it, but it made his heart more and more dull.

"That's good, then you have some fun." Mo Zhengyan responded, but the child couldn't wait, "Dad, we're going to leave now, we can't talk to you anymore, bye." ”

"Bye-bye." He replied, and the end hung up.

The car was speeding on the highway, as if it was in a hurry to reach that end, the other end of the other end, but at this moment, the car seemed to drift, driving lightly, but there was no destination.

In the ramen shop, the three of them sat down, Song Qiyue ordered ramen, Shaoyu was full of joy, but he suddenly drooped his little head.

"What's wrong?" Nie Xun asked.

Shaoyu sat there, and the child voice said, "It would be nice if Dad was here, the last time I came here to eat noodles, Dad was also there." ”

This made Nie Xun stunned, Song Qiyue was also fixed there, Shao Yu turned his head and shouted at Song Qiyue, "Mom, next time Dad is not busy, let's come together again, okay?" ”

In a trance, Song Qiyue nodded. I remember the day I came here, and then I visited the botanical museum, and the child secretly told her what she said - it was grandma who said that my father also liked this butterfly when he was a child, and said that he wanted to go to the mountains to catch butterflies, and his grandfather told him that there were no such butterflies in the mountains, and his father still didn't believe it!

As soon as he turned around, he was behind him, and after hearing it, he said: Well, I have liked it since I was a child, butterflies and insects.

"Uncle Nie Xun, I'll take you to the botanical museum in a while, there are a lot of butterflies there......" Shao Yu shouted again, but Song Qiyue blurted out, "Don't go!" ”

The child was stunned at this moment, Nie Xun frowned and raised his head, "July? ”

"I have to go to the amusement park in the afternoon, it's too late to ......" Song Qiyue said with a smile, but even he didn't know what was wrong, just for a moment, he didn't understand why he refused to go.

She just didn't want to step in again, didn't want to step in again.

Those are all Nan Ke's dreams, all empty, everything is empty.

……

The ticket has been booked on this day, and Song July is going to Xincheng on a business trip. And Nie Xun was busy bidding for the medical machinery project, and he disappeared all day, either going out on business or discussing with Kang Ziwen. On this day, Nie Xun and Kang Ziwen rushed to Beicheng to negotiate with the person in charge of Liancheng Group, so they were not in Xincheng.

PropNex called and said that there was a meeting again about the previous cooperation project. Nie Xun is not here, and Song Qiyue responded.

Song Qiyue went to Bona for a meeting, and Li Chengyi was already in the conference room, but there was another person, that is, Mo Zhengyan. It stands to reason that such a meeting does not need to be attended by the general manager in person, and Song Qiyue is here because she knows Bona's affairs best, so she went there.

Everyone arrived, Li Chengyi greeted the two of them, and went directly to the topic to start the meeting. There is no need to talk about it, everything is clear. Now, the project is coming to an end, and today, three years later, there is finally a result.

For such a result, Song Qiyue was satisfied. And on Mo's side, Mo Zhengyan is also the first to agree.

Li Chengyi smiled, "I feel honored that both of them have recognized it like this." Such a happy day, so be it, tonight I'll do the East. ”

"I should have agreed, but Mr. Li, I'm sorry, I had an arrangement earlier, I'm afraid it won't work tonight, let's do it another day." Song Qiyue refused.

Mo Zhengyan asked, "On another day, Director Song always has to give time." ”

This is a bit noisy, Mo Zhengyan asked directly, Song Qiyue looked over, Li Chengyi smiled, "It seems that Mo is always looking forward to this gathering." ”

"It's going to depend on the arrangement another day." Song replied.

"I heard that Director Song wants to take care of the children, so it doesn't matter, just bring them together." Mo Zhengyan replied.

Where is this, and what is he? Song Qiyue looked at him sitting opposite, and in the silent confrontation, Li Chengyi smiled and said, "Director Song, it's okay to bring Ling Gongzi, we won't mind." ”

"It's just that how old is Ling Gongzi this year? Probably four or five years old, right? Li Chengyi seemed to be stuck in memory, "What's the name of Ling Gongzi?" ”

Mo Zhengyan was calm, and Song Qiyue was about to echo, "His name is -"

"I remembered!" Li Chengyi suddenly woke up, and among the two, he pronounced the name, "Ling Gongzi's name is Yangyang!" ”

"Director Song, I don't know if it's right?" Li Chengyi turned his head and asked, he smiled again and said, "By the way, this is Ling Gongzi's nickname, what a good name." ”

That is the child's nickname, Yangyang, Yangyang, after he was born, she called thousands and hundreds of times, but after meeting Shaoyu again, Song Qiyue never shouted again, not once. Even, I never heard anyone shout again.

"I just don't know, how many children named Yangyang does Mr. Mo have?" The smile suddenly reversed, and Li Chengyi asked coldly.

The memory burst out like a sword, Song Qiyue looked at Mo Zhengyan, but in his ears were Li Chengyi's words back then: They once had a child, do you know what the name of that child is.

Suddenly, the strings in his heart seemed to be broken, forgetting his identity, Song Qiyue said coldly, "Mo always has a few children named Yangyang, and I only have one Yangyang!" ”

After finishing speaking, Song Qiyue got up with a smile, "I'm sorry, Mr. Li, I really can't do it today." ”

Seeing her leave immediately, Li Chengyi shouted with a smile, "Mr. Mo, this ......"

But before he could finish speaking, a figure rose from in front of him, and it was Mo Zhengyan who chased him out quickly-

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