CHAPTER XXXIII. 3

Liu Xin whispered something to the assistant, and the assistant entered the VIP lounge and hurriedly whispered to Chen Xi, who didn't react much after listening to it, but missed the plane that day and sat alone until dawn.

When I arrived at the resort hotel in Sanya the next day, Meng Qi's face was not very good-looking, "My parents have arrived last night, and I asked me why you didn't come at dinner." Chen Xi, we said okay, you can't embarrass each other in front of your family, isn't it too much for you to do this. ”

"You go out first, I'm tired." Chen Xi took off his suit directly and closed the bedroom door with a "bang".

Song Li returned to Chang'an, Han Xiaomo knew the news a little late, and sent a message to Song Li before going to her, and also called, but the other party did not reply to the message and did not answer the phone. Han Xiaomo knew Song Li's feelings better than anyone else, because she and Qu Ran had also survived countless days and nights under such a haze.

After thinking about it for a long time, Han Xiaomo still found Song Li's house, Song Li's mother had a very good attitude, and when she saw her, she didn't ask anything, so she let her into Song Li's bedroom.

Song Li had been lying on the bed like this for a week, and when Han Xiaomo came in, she had her back to the direction of the door, and she didn't have any reaction to the sound.

"Hey!" Han Xiaomo leaned against the door, his arms wrapped around his chest.

Song Li opened his eyes, and waited for him to adapt to the light from the outside world before he spoke, "Why are you here?" ”

"I didn't reply to your messages, I didn't answer my calls, I just wanted to try my luck at your house."

"My phone is at my mom's." Song Li still didn't turn around.

"Guessed." Han Xiaomo pursed his lips, shrugged indifferently, and then walked to the side of the bed, "Don't you want to see me, I still want to see your ······" Going around to Song Li, Han Xiaomo couldn't say anything about the words behind her, the bruises on Song Li's face had improved a lot, but she could still imagine how much effort the person who started at the beginning used.

"I didn't want you to see me like this," Han Xiaomo saw his embarrassed appearance, and Song Li felt that there was nothing to hide, so he sat up from the bed and brushed the hair hanging in front of his eyes behind his ears, "I'm much better, I'll be able to go out in two days." She reluctantly said.

"Divided?" Han Xiaomo held back his tears, and then asked.

"Huh?" Song Li looked up at her, understood what she meant for a while, then smiled and nodded, "Maybe it's divided." ”

"Your dad beat him?" Han Xiaomo asked again.

"I'm doing this on my own." Song Li said, got out of bed, opened the door and walked out of the bedroom alone, Han Xiaomo heard the sound of flushing the toilet, and after a while she brought two glasses of water from outside.

"When I first came back, I had a little fever, and I had a few days of infusion in the outpatient clinic, and it was just right yesterday, but I was a little tired." Song Li handed Han Xiaomo a cup, and he lowered his head to drink water.

Han Xiaomo opened his mouth, and many of the words he had thought of couldn't be said at this time.

"I think you're the only one who can understand how I feel now, and it's only now that I understand that you and Qu Ran at that time, Xiao Mo, I don't really have too many feelings, I've been alone for so many days, in fact, I don't have much so-called life insights, or any thoughts about love, that is, my mind is blank, and there is a little pain in my heart, and I feel a pain in my heart." When Song Li said this, he put one hand on his heart and clenched it into a fist.

Han Xiaomo looked at the water in the cup, pursed his lips, and then put the cup on the bedside table, "I've been admitted to graduate school, I'll go to the school next Monday to get the admission letter, do you want to go with me." ”

Song Li looked up at her, and the corner of his mouth was a little smile that he struggled to squeeze, "Okay." ”

Han Xiaomo still didn't dare to look at her anymore, just nodded, and then wanted to leave.

"Xiao Mo." Song Li saw that she was leaving, and suddenly stopped her.

"Huh?" She paused, turned and asked.

"Do you have a good foundation, you always have to cover it up when you go out." Song Li said with a smile.

Han Xiaomo turned his back to her again, and just nodded vigorously, "Bring it to you next time." ”

At half past three o'clock in the afternoon of Thursday, Professor Wang was carefully looking through the cases in the lounge, when the doorbell rang suddenly, he got up and opened the door, and the person who came was a young face, he smiled faintly, and said, "Professor Wang, hello." ”

Professor Wang nodded slightly, "You're here, Chen Xi." ”

Liu Xin waited patiently in the hotel lobby, this was the fifth time that Mr. Chen had come to see Professor Wang since Chen Hao's accident. When they met for the second time, Chen Xi had been diagnosed with depression, but he was afraid that Song Li would worry, so he never took the medicine. Until the later nights were sleepless, until even sleeping pills couldn't help him deceive Song Li, until Song Li found himself and arranged for Mr. Chen to meet a psychiatrist.

Liu Xin glanced at the time on his mobile phone, Mr. Chen had been up for half an hour, and hoped that Professor Wang could persuade Mr. Chen to take the medicine on time this time. Thinking of the scene of Mr. Chen in the VIP lounge on the day of the airport, Liu Xin couldn't help but ask herself whether she should have done all this.

Mr. Chen's depression became more and more serious during the period of his marriage to Shi Meng Qi, when Chen Xi couldn't sleep all night and began to take a lot of sleeping pills. Chen Xi began to take sleeping pills was also told by the assistant to Liu Xin, the day before he was out for a meeting, the next morning the assistant found that Chen Xi was not sleeping well last night, the whole person was not energetic, after getting in the car, the assistant saw Mr. Chen sitting in the back from the rearview mirror closed his eyes and took a nap, and when he arrived at the destination, before getting off the car, Mr. Chen asked him to help him buy a bottle of sleeping pills, at that time the assistant noticed Mr. Chen's abnormality. In this way, after helping Mr. Chen buy sleeping pills three times, the assistant felt that it was necessary to tell Liu Xin about this matter, so he told her about it. Since Liu Xin had always been doing the matter of making an appointment to meet Professor Wang, when he was on a business trip to Beijing, Liu Xin took it upon himself to make an appointment to meet Professor Wang for Mr. Chen. At that time, Chen Xi was not very disgusted, just glanced back at Liu Xin, and went in by himself.

Since then, Liu Xin began to discover a lot of abnormal things about Mr. Chen. Loss of appetite, the body is getting thinner and thinner, only when there is family present or accompanied by Song Li, will he eat a little more; Depressed mood and loss of interest always made Liu Xin put off social activities with other group CEOs for no reason, but Liu Xin also found that in the free time, Mr. Chen did not choose to live with Song Li, but locked himself in the study or office, and one pass was a day; There is also a situation that the assistant also reported to Liu Xin, the assistant said that he recently found that Mr. Chen is particularly easy to sweat, and he keeps wiping his sweat with a tissue after sitting in the car for a while, and he even heard the sound of Mr. Chen vomiting inside a few times outside the bathroom, he asked Liu Xin if Mr. Chen had any cancer, Liu Xin rolled his eyes, and asked him not to talk nonsense about Mr. Chen's situation outside; Later, what made Liu Xin even more worried happened, that is, Mr. Chen actually hallucinated, once at the signing ceremony, twice in the office, and once on the street. And it has reached such a point that none of them dare to tell anyone without Mr. Chen's consent.

Liu Xin glanced down at the time again, an hour had passed, and Mr. Chen had not come down yet. She got up and refilled herself with a cup of tea, returned to the sofa and continued to look at her phone, and accidentally saw a phone number in the call record without a stored name, and this number belonged to Song Li's father.

The reason why Chen Xi has been reluctant to accept drug treatment is that he is afraid that if those psychiatric drugs are taken for a long time, he will make him lose himself little by little in front of Song Li, he doesn't want her to treat himself like a patient, and he doesn't want to destroy the little thoughts he only has in her heart. But slowly, slowly Chen Xi found that it seemed that his spirit and body no longer accepted his control, his consciousness and behavior were lost little by little, and he became unrecognizable to himself, and this day still came. Chen Xi asked the assistant to call Song Li and told her that she would let him help Mr. Chen buy sleeping pills, and then slowly, slowly, conveyed his "normal" side to Song Li bit by bit, until Song Li entrusted Liu Xin to find a reliable psychiatrist for Chen Xi, because Song Li finally guessed that he was sick.

He let Liu Xin go to Chang'an, and then told Song Li's parents the fact that he was married, begging them to take their daughter away, not to let their daughter entangle their happy family anymore, and then everything went according to the established route, but what he didn't know was that his heart was never in the arrangement.

Chen Xi watched Song Li's parents go upstairs in the car that day, he asked the assistant to stop the car and stay quietly in a hidden corner, he seemed to be able to hear Song Li's helpless crying and pleading upstairs, but he couldn't help it. With a hard heart, he asked his assistant to drive to the airport. In the VIP lounge, Chen Xi didn't board the plane on time, just sat quietly alone, until the assistant came in and told him that Song Li followed his parents on the plane back to Chang'an, Chen Xi felt like someone was cramping and couldn't move in pain. He sat there, alone, and hurt until dawn.