Chapter 145: Perception
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"What do you say, I don't want to be entangled in feelings now, I feel like I need to do a lot of things, which makes me unable to juggle both sides, and even distracted from one side, and I don't even know what I want to do......"
Ji Konghai tapped the table with his fingertips. "Have you ever had a real conversation? I don't think you have really communicated with me as calmly as I did today, and your tough attitude of refusal will instead provoke the stubbornness of some men, who will think that they are not working hard enough, so you will go further and further. I still have a little hearing of Team Li, he is a very strong man, and it is not a way for you to avoid people like this, I advise you to find an opportunity to talk about your real thoughts, maybe in the end they can complement each other and form a good relationship~~"
Lin Shi tugged at the corners of his mouth, forget about Jiayuan or something, but it is still okay to talk seriously with the other party and communicate. Because she always felt that the other party didn't understand what she meant, and she was tired. She's really not trying to get away with it! Now the most blunt rejection is starting to misinterpret the meaning?! Or is it actually that the other party is deliberately pretending to be confused?
Lin Shi didn't want to guess the worst situation, so he let her live, one separate and two wide, and everyone was happy~ How good.
Lin Shi made up her mind, and she didn't worry anymore, she still had to meet in the end, if she could solve the current embarrassment through talking, she would still be very happy, but she didn't know if things would develop in the direction she wanted~
The meal is also finished, and the emotional problems are almost consulted, Ji Konghai also said that he will leave in the afternoon, and he will go to the next place to eat, drink and have fun, and Lin Shi will give a squint.
However, she is still very grateful to Brother Ji in her heart, and she can come over specially to help her enlighten, whether the other party is really "by the way" or not, but she just knows this favor.
Before leaving, Lin Shi solemnly thanked Ji Konghai, and his serious appearance seemed to please Ji Konghai and made the other party laugh.
Lin Shi was powerless to support his forehead, how could this person ruin the atmosphere like this!
Unexpectedly, after Ji Konghai finished laughing, he restrained the indecency on his face, and said a word with Lin Shi, who was rare and serious.
"You don't have to be grateful to me, I help you because I am optimistic about you as a friend, and there are no other interest factors. You are honest and frank, and I am happy to be your friend. I've been through more than you think, and naturally I understand this kind of thing better, but I don't want to see you next time, you're holding a mess of gifts, and I'm a person who doesn't love anything else, preferring to make friends. Little one, I'm in love with you, don't let me down! Finally, what you want to do, just let it go, don't be bound by anything, take a step back to open up the sky, but if you don't go further, how do you know that it is not the sea of stars waiting for you in front of you? ……”
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Lin Shi returned home with the words left by Brother Ji, moved, grateful, and shocked. I have mixed feelings in my heart and have some understanding, but my own path still needs to be walked by myself, but in the future, she thinks, she will no longer need to envy others, but walk out of her own life.
Lin Shi is only in his twenties, and he entered the army before graduating from college, and the army is a place that is clean and clean, but Lin Shi is different, her character is there, no matter where she goes, she will not follow the rules like others.
The character of jumping off is often misunderstood by others as free and easy, but no, Lin Shi is very confused, she has no way to be free and easy, she has a lot of responsibilities for herself, she values her relatives too much, although she doesn't seem to take anyone to heart on her mouth, but the lack of family affection in childhood makes her value and desire this warmth more.
But she also has complaints and dissatisfaction in her heart, she doesn't know why she wants to go through such a painful thing, and the inner entanglement has always existed, but she has covered it up well and won't let anyone find out.
But now, it seems that the entanglement is meaningless. Tempered both physically and mentally, she knew for the first time that she could have such great power, and she hoped to use her strength to protect the people she loved.
Different shackles are bound to her body, but it is not a bond, the net that connects all her past, it is impossible to shake off, and it is impossible to hide, it is better to face it head-on, and strive to strengthen her strength, so strong that she is not afraid of any threat.
It was like a flame burning in his heart, and Lin Shi suddenly realized that the days ahead were really exciting~
She was a little anxious to see the new world.
However, there are still some roadblocks on the way to the new world that she needs to overcome.
Of course, cutting through the mess quickly is still her style.
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Before Lin Jiu left, he solemnly had a long talk with Lin Shi all night, and faced his elder sister with the attitude of an adult.
He told Lin Shi about his future plans, step by step, leading to the life he had planned. Of course, a large part of this blueprint is full of Lin Shi's figure.
Lin Shi just smiled, he didn't expect his brother to value her so much, and he couldn't even catch up with her father's position, I don't know if my father would be jealous if he knew, hahaha~
Lin Shi did not discourage his brother's ambitions, fully encouraged, and at the same time helped his brother to improve this blueprint - for example, a swimming pool must be built in the garden in the future, well, of course, this is for her own convenience to play~
"Also, I want to add another sanda room here, and when my little nephew is born, I will be taken by my aunt to practice kung fu in the future, but I can't let people bully it~~"
Lin Jiu smiled and didn't refute, obviously he didn't think that the old lady's nonsense was unrealizable.
"You must find a beautiful wife in the future, I will definitely have more face when I go out on the street......" Lin Shi wanted to continue to express his opinions, but he was kicked out by his own brother, he was really ruthless, unrighteous and cold-hearted!
Lin Jiu: Sister, it's time for you to take medicine, you're sick again......
's wife, of course, you have to find what you like, how can you be abducted out to grow face~~ Lin Jiu said this seriously in his heart.
A sister who was forgotten by a daughter-in-law fell out of favor in her brother's heart.
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Sending Lin Jiu away, Dad Lin looked at the empty home, a trace of loneliness crossed his heart, picked up the photo of his wife next to the bed, and ran his rough fingers across the person on the painting.
"You said that when you get old, you want to see the mountains and rivers, and see every scenery of the motherland, and now, the children have grown up, and I can finally take you to realize our wishes."
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