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"Because I want everyone to feel that it's not for nothing that you fall in love with me, you may not be able to look good, but you're not blind."

When I finished saying this, Song Jiayin giggled, she looked at me and said, "Not only am I not blind, but my eyes are also very good, I know better than anyone whether I have picked up a treasure or a stone." ”

My heart is hot, I want to scold her for being a fool, except for her in this world, I'm afraid there won't be a second person who thinks my name is a treasure. At the same time, I was not puzzled: "Why me?" ”

Song Jiayin's eyebrows were crooked, her head was tilted sideways, and she said, "Yes, why is it you?" Probably fate, probably fate. ”

Song Jiayin still didn't give me a definite answer, even if both of us knew that she must have a secret to help me, but no one pierced this layer of paper, because she was by my side at the moment, and that was enough.

I looked up at the sky and said the moon is really round tonight, why don't we walk along the street?

Song Jiayin raised her eyebrows and smiled, full of amorous feelings, and asked in her words: "Have time to accompany me?" ”

I laughed and said, "How can there be no time to spend with the goddess?" You just let me walk along the street with you for a day and a night, and I'm glad to do it. ”

Song Jiayin smiled and said: "The mouth is really sweet, that's okay, let's take a walk, I remember that there is a street near here, called 'Mingwa Corridor', which is hidden in Xinjiekou, it is a very lively night market, let's go shopping?" ”

I cheered up my spirit, said okay, and walked with her all the way towards the Mingwa Corridor. Although I have not been in Nanjing for a short time, I have never gone out to shop, what Mingwa Gallery, I actually went to for the first time, so I was still led by Song Jiayin, fortunately, she is not that kind of worldly woman, I don't think I am ashamed of this.

When I arrived at Mingwa Corridor, it was crowded with people, and the fragrance of various delicacies mixed together aroused the cravings in my stomach and made me hungry again. I asked Song Jiayin if she wanted something to eat, she nodded, and I started to line up, buy snacks, and then give things to Song Jiayin in the envious eyes of everyone.

She stood there, against the light, a beautiful and flawless face could not be seen clearly in the faint yellow light, but it was more revealing a mysterious beauty, coupled with a smile on the corner of her mouth, for a while there was a feeling of Mona Lisa, and the lights of thousands of homes behind her were only reduced to her background at this moment.

I held the food in my hand, looked at her, my eyes were in a trance, and the people around me, like me, seemed to be frozen in the picture, looking at her smiling like a flower, keeping quiet, for fear of disturbing the picture.

When I came back to my senses, Song Jiayin had already taken the snack in my hand, and then, she took a bite lightly and said, "It's delicious." ”

After speaking, she winked at me and said, "Next time I come to Nanjing, you must invite me over again, just go here tonight, I should go." ”

The sweet smile on the corner of my mouth disappeared at that moment, I looked at Song Jiayin and asked cautiously, "Are you leaving again?" ”

Song Jiayin nodded, my heart was full of loss, she smiled and asked me, "Reluctant?" ”

I nodded her head and said, "Then try to get to my world." It's just that I want to give you a reminder, so that you can be mentally prepared, I will go back this time, if I am lucky, I can occasionally come to your side, if I am unlucky, I may have to marry another woman, and live the life of firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea. ”

My heart hurt fiercely, and when I looked at Song Jiayin, I didn't even have the courage to ask her. I know that what Song Jiayin meant just now is that she is going to marry someone, and she is ready to fight, but it is still unknown whether the struggle will succeed.

One thing that is often written in the big family, that is, the marriage of the big family is involuntary, the children of the big family rarely have the opportunity to fall in love freely, their marriage is based on the interests and prosperity of the family, and I think the same is true of Song Jiayin, who is the eldest lady of the family.

Looking at this beautiful woman in front of me who can make all women ashamed of themselves, I think the object of her marriage must be a talent, with a prominent family background, not comparable to an ordinary ant like me, I think she may not worry about firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea with him, but can be like a noblewoman, drink tea every day, go to the mall, spray the perfume that I may not be willing to buy her for the rest of my life, eat all kinds of meals cooked by the nanny, drive a famous car that I can't tell, and live like a princess.

However, even if I know that I am not as good as that man, I don't want her to marry someone else, not only because I like her, but also because I don't want her to be unhappy, and I can see that she doesn't love that person.

And my goddess Song Jiayin, even if she doesn't marry me, even if she will eventually belong to someone else and fade away from my world, but what she wants to marry must be the man she loves deeply, the man who can make her laugh and make her bend the corners of her mouth when she thinks of him, my goddess Song Jiayin, no one is qualified to imprison her marriage and her freedom.

But who am I to do about these things? She is so good and bright, like a high-rise building, and I am a low-rise adobe house, between me and her, separated by countless reinforced concrete, countless neon streets, and countless other high-rise buildings, I can't control her decision, I can't change the trajectory of her life. Even if one day, her high-rise building is going to be smashed down and rebuilt, I can't care about it, I can only watch.

So incompetent, yet so realistic.

When I was thinking about it, Song Jiayin and I had already reached the end of the street, the driver drove to her side, she turned around and smiled at me, as bright as ever, but I felt as if a heart was pierced by countless thorns, and I seemed to be able to see countless blood coming out of the hole.

Song Jiayin got in the car and left, I looked at the car that was gradually moving away, and I didn't even dare to say "There will be a period later".

Behind me, Brother Tease patted me on the shoulder and asked me why I liked her, why didn't I tell her?

I lit a cigarette and said, "She is not someone I can covet, what she wants to find must be devoted to her, and she will be a couple of men all her life, but I ...... I don't deserve her. ”

Brother Funny sighed, I said let's go, tonight thanks to the brothers to pretend to be my face, I invited the brothers to drink.

So we gathered the forty people, ate and drank in a restaurant, and after three rounds of drinking, I staggered and fell asleep, and I came to his house with the help of my brother, and I slept until noon the next day.

When I woke up, Brother Funny handed me a stack of materials, and I flipped through the materials on hand, which were all sent by the group of people under Uncle Lei's hands.

Uncle Lei in Nanjing is to do the second-hand market up, after he gained a foothold in Nanjing, the Song family sent these people to help him dabble in several other aspects, these years, Uncle Lei's business, almost monopolized the entire second-hand market in Nanjing, in addition, he also has a security company, the security company trained by the security company to most of Nanjing's shopping malls, high-end restaurants, communities and even schools, the excellent ones are hired by some people with status.

This is a huge group of forces, and I have roughly calculated that the number of people at my disposal at this time has reached 20,000, so I can say that I am now 'ready for everything'. I feel like I'm in a dream, and I can finally understand why those characters with heads and faces on the road are so subservient to Uncle Lei, it's not that they demonized him, it's that the power under his hands is too strong.

After reading these materials, I stretched my waist and stood at the window, looking at this historic ancient city, and a great pride rose in my heart. I thought of the two families who were eyeing me, and the assets they had in their hands, and I suddenly became greedy.

Now Nanjing's underground forces are saturated, and if I want to continue to expand my own forces, I must merge some small forces, but even if they are merged, what will happen? However, it is still the king and hegemony in front of the underground forces.

I'm not satisfied with just being the king of the underground, what I want is to move from the darkness to the light, because only in this way can I have some confidence to speak in front of a person of Ye Feng's identity, and the forces on the bright side of Nanjing have been almost divided, so I hit the idea on the three major families.

If I can get some assets in the Yang family and the Gao family, I think it will shorten my struggle time by at least ten years.

When I told my brother what I thought, he looked at me with some surprise, and I asked him what was wrong? He said: "You weren't this kind of scrappy person before, no, scrappy is not enough to describe you, you are more like an ambitious person." ”

Ambitious? I half-narrowed my eyes and said, "Maybe, I don't want to stagnate anymore, I don't want to be satisfied with the status quo, I want to try to climb higher, I want to jump out of Nanjing, I want to jump higher and farther." ”

Brother Tease me on the shoulder and say, "Men should be like that." Chen Ming, no matter how difficult the future is, brother, I will accompany you. ”

I smiled at him and said, "Thank you." ”

Brother Tease said angrily that my brother is not allowed to be so polite.

I burst out laughing.

At this time, an unfamiliar number called in, I pressed the answer button, heard the other party's words, couldn't help but hook the corners of my mouth, and when I hung up the phone, I smiled and said to Brother Tea: "Look, I just don't have ambitions for the Yang family and the Gao family, and these two families will not let me go." ”

Brother Funny frowned slightly and asked, "Who is calling from this?" ”

I said, "A man named Sun Nanbei is the guy who I almost cut off most of my hands with a knife yesterday." ”

"He? He called you, what does it have to do with the Yang family and the Gao family? Brother Tease asked incomprehensibly.

I said: "They and Sun Nanbei said that they would join forces to deal with me, and at eight o'clock tonight, Bashu Hong, they set up a Hongmen banquet." ”