From the eyes of others, Xia Dongxue is right, Zhong Siyuan is indeed a woman who accompanies me through the most difficult moments, my growth is inseparable from her, and it is precisely because of her company that my life has become complete, in the days without Zhao Yun, she has always been by my side, even if it is a small room with me for a few hundred dollars a month, she doesn't care at all, but when I became famous, I chose to let her leave, although there was no danger at that time, But I already have a vague feeling that something is going to be wrong with me, but when such a thing is said, no one will believe it, and no one will believe in the feeling thing.

Xia Dongxue pointed at me and said, you are still laughing, still laughing, you still have a face to smile, I have never seen a shameless man like you, a scumbag, I don't want to talk to you.

Zhang Baoqiang on the side opened his mouth and said, okay Xiaoxue, you can't blame the big brother for this matter, he doesn't want to do this, you think he won't be sad, but some things are involuntarily, we are bastards, if we offend someone, we have to run away, this is no way to do it, do you think he is willing to do this? When I left, I couldn't help myself.

I smiled and said, okay, don't quarrel with me about things, I just came to see you, and now I look at you and look almost better, I'm relieved, I'll go first, you two are getting along well, Baoqiang is injured, you take good care of him, I'm not a good person, I said such things from the beginning when I met you, and I still don't think I'm a good person, but I'm not as bad as you think.

Maybe I still want to explain a little, I smiled wryly and shook my head and left, after walking out of the ward, I found a quiet place to sit down and light a cigarette, I have experienced too many things this year, and my world view has changed from before, I began to become unwilling to contact with unfamiliar people, I don't want to explain too much about myself, and I don't like to tell myself to unfamiliar people, I am full of defense against the people around me, sometimes I think, if I give up everything in front of me, I will die, Finding a woman you like to live with for a lifetime may be the happiest thing.

But I can't do such a thing, I can't forget some people, those who have left a shadow in my life, Zhang Xuanxuan, Zhong Siyuan, Murong Yan, Diana, Dong Qiushui and some people who have only one side, once had a romantic experience, although I can't remember who it is, but these are indelible things, my head is a little uncomfortable, I rubbed my temples with my hands, the whole person has not changed very well, my mood is suddenly a little lost, I lowered my head and gasped, my head is full of previous fragments, Being buried alive, being pressed into the water, being held to the head with a gun, the feeling is terrifying, exciting, and terrifying, but it also brings pleasure.

I don't know why, I suddenly felt a little nauseous, I stood up and found a corner and vomited, I didn't eat much in the morning, this will spit out all the food I ate, and even last night I didn't have time to digest it, I wiped my mouth and turned my head, a familiar woman stood next to me, she handed me a tissue and patted my back and said, what's wrong with you, you left in the morning and you were fine, how can you still vomit, is it uncomfortable in the body, this is the hospital, Let's check it out.

I looked at Dong Qiushui and said with a smile, It's okay, I don't know why, my head suddenly hurts, why did you come to the hospital, Diana, how did you two talk, is she angry?

Dong Qiushui chuckled and said, how could she be angry, after all, she is a smart woman, she knows no less things than me, and she will not be angry if she understands people, because she only needs to understand this truth, her choice is to accept or not accept these two choices, she is holding the child inside for examination, when I came just now, I saw that the person sitting on the stool was like you, Diana told me that Zhang Baoqiang was also here, so I came over, you are not serious about doing things, I observe the details in place, Anyone can understand the general direction of many things, but it is difficult to do it well, because there are too many details to do it well.

Dong Qiushui's words made me suddenly have some insights, I think Gao Ming may be because of his meticulous observation of details, plus he does understand some I Ching gossip, so he speaks and does things, it will make people feel very powerful, I don't believe that he is a messenger of God, although he has been constantly cultivating, such as trying to find a way to eliminate human nature, this is impossible to do, people can go to extremes, either very bad, or particularly good, or not bad, it is impossible to be like Gao Ming said, If he does what he says, I think only the dead can do it.

Dong Qiushui patted me on the shoulder and said, what's the matter, are you okay, I saw that girl also came over just now, she seems to have something to do with Zhang Baoqiang, how did she know that Zhang Baoqiang was here, I'm curious, does that little girl's ability and supernatural powers be so great? I think it's better to ask, or I'll always be unsure.

I came back to my senses and said, I didn't think of this question just now, it's really a big problem, but that girl has a holiday with me, it's definitely not appropriate for me to ask her, this thing still needs you to ask, you are a smart woman, you can deal with people, I feel out of place with many people now, and I don't want to contact those who are not familiar with me.

Dong Qiushui helped me and said, I see that you are mentally ill, you are not a fool, you know what girls like to hear, it is good to coax them to be happy, rhetoric, this kind of thing is not simple, you just feel sorry for your conscience, but you have to be clear, you are a businessman, you have to do things by unscrupulous means, this is a world full of lies and deception, honest people are bullied, isn't it because honest people are too real, they can't lie and can't deceive people, so they are bullied, you are uncomfortable with yourself.

I nodded and said, okay, let's not discuss my problem first, you want to find a way to inquire, see what happened to Xia Dongxue, Xiaocang will come back in the evening, we can learn about the domestic plot through her, now is a more critical thing, can't go wrong, once something goes wrong, the consequences are unimaginable, although there is Freemasonry, but the people in it are not stupid, they are all very shrewd, they cooperate with me, all because they know that this project can make money, and it is also a development trend, In addition, I have an understanding of the mainland market, so they are willing to cooperate, but if something goes wrong, it is not necessarily, people are separated from each other, and there are too many things in the shopping mall that do not recognize people.

Dong Qiushui snorted and said, I am relieved that you can think so, I will go over to test it first and see what the situation is, but before that, I still have to take you to the doctor first, I always feel that there is something wrong with your body, if you don't check it, I will not be sure.

I smiled and said, I'll just check it myself, you can get busy with the child's affairs first.

Dong Qiushui grabbed my hand and said, no, you can still have the child if you don't have it, but you are only one person, come with me, don't take your body seriously, when I am not by your side, you may not have done anything bad behind my back, I have to listen to the doctor say that it is okay, I can rest assured.

I registered with Dong Qiushui, under the doctor's arrangement, I took a few films, and finally the doctor called me to the room, he looked at the test sheet and said, there is nothing wrong with your body, but according to the problem described by your lover, you should belong to mental illness, this is caused by high work pressure, and there is no complete solution at present.

Dong Qiushui's face was a little ugly, I frowned and said, I didn't feel the pressure at work, and the pressure at work is no longer there, I have always been in good health.

The doctor smiled and said that people who are usually in good health and often do not get sick will be very serious when they get sick, so it is not a good thing to be in good health.