CHAPTER XXI 2
When he went home in the afternoon, Song Li deliberately went to the market to buy some ribs, and as soon as he opened the door when he got home, he saw his mother wearing an apron and making noodles.
"What are you doing, Mom." Song Li changed his shoes and carried the ribs into the kitchen.
"And some noodles, steamed steamed buns, what did you buy, pork ribs." Song Li's mother stopped what she was doing and took a towel to cover the kneaded dough.
"Well, when I came back, I stopped by the market and wanted to eat the yellow braised pork ribs you made." Song Li smiled.
Mom wiped her hands on the apron, opened the plastic bag and looked at it, "They can't chop it, you wash your hands, come and chop it yourself, don't be too big." โ
"yes, got it." Song Li nodded, turned around and went back to his room to change into comfortable clothes.
Song Li took out the steamed pork ribs from the pot with a towel, and his mother squatted on the ground to look at the steamed buns in the pot, and then whispered, "That little guy also said that he likes to eat the yellow stewed pork ribs I made." Song Li knew that what his mother said was not small.
As soon as his hands were hot, Song Li put the ribs he had just brought out back into the pot, lowered his head, looked at the towel that was still hot in his hand, and Song Li said, "No, I'm going back to the United States with her mother." โ
There was a slight pause in her mother's back, and after a while, she got up and walked out of the kitchen with the steamed buns she picked up.
Song Li turned around, looked at his mother's back, and then suddenly said, "Mom, Xiao Pei is also gone." โ
Mom fiddled with the steamed buns that had just come out of the pot, and said for a while, "You should go home for dinner in the future." โ
A week later, Song Li hung up all the phone calls from Chen Xi, and was alone in the design institute without Xiao Pei's support. First of all, the director withdrew the general drawing design in Song Li's hand, and then there was a lot of *, and the contract was stamped by going to the design institute at least twice a day. On Friday, it was already dark when Song Li finished posting the * that he was going to send to the courtyard on Monday. Chen Xi stood downstairs, threw the cigarette butt on the ground, and stepped on it.
"I know you don't want to see me, but I want to see you." Chen Xi looked at Song Li and said.
It's best not to get on a man's car when you don't think about it, because you can't get out of it if you get on.
When Song Li lowered his head and sat in the co-pilot, this similar sentence popped out of his mind, and he didn't know where he had read it.
"Have you ever thought about it," Chen Xi saw that Song Li had not spoken, and asked himself, "We will be together." โ
"Chen Xi, I ยทยทยทยทยทยท" Song Li pursed his lips, thought about what he wanted to say, and then continued, "You don't love me, you just don't want to let go, let go of all the feelings and energy spent on me, and, and after Chang'an and Xiao Pei, I'm not sure, I'm not sure I'll still fall in love with you, Chen Xi, you have your life, and I want to live my life." Your family conditions will not allow me to appear, just like Sister Jiang and your brother, if some people miss it at the beginning, no matter how hard they work later, the result will not be as you wish. I've had enough, I want to rest, please let me go, and let yourself go. Don't go back by then, and let me face your parents and family alone, I will only be more embarrassed at that time. โ
"You won't be the second Jiang Yao," Chen Xi said, "because I don't want the same as my brother." A family only needs one victim, my brother chooses, and I will not repeat the mistakes of the past. When the company's market in Europe stabilizes, I will come back and work in Chang'an, which is enough to support you. โ
"I don't need you to raise it! Chen Xi, why can't you understand my words! Song Li frowned, and the painful expression on his face made Chen Xi unbearable to look at it again.
"I understand!" Chen Xi yelled, and stopped on the side of the road with one foot on the brake, "But what to do, I can't let you go, and I don't want to let go at all!" There used to be that Ran Chang'an, Song Li, let me tell you, at that time, I was dead, I was really dead! But who made his life bad, no way, you can't blame me for Ran Changan's matter! Because I'm just like you, a bystander! But Song Li, I have never been glad that he died, because I know that when he died, the previous Song Li would also die! Because you're going to change! But it doesn't matter, I'm with you, and at that time I thought, as long as I'm willing to wait, finally one day, one day it will be my fucking turn! As long as you Song Li still have a little conscience! Chen Xi pointed at Song Li and yelled hysterically.
"Fuck it!" Chen Xi turned around and slammed his fist on the steering wheel, he looked out the car window, trying to ease his emotions, and after a while, he continued, "I went out of the country, and when I came back, it became like this." Song Li, do I believe in your feelings for Ran Changan too much, or do I fucking believe in myself too much! โ
Song Li lowered her head and cried silently, and after a while, she said, "Don't Chang'an in front of me, okay?" โ
Song Li's last sentence of "okay" was said to Chen Xi word by word, Chen Xi looked at Song Li, scolded a dirty word, and then turned his head to wipe away the tears that didn't know when they fell.
"Song Li, even if there is no Liu Jinyan, you and Xiao Pei will not be able to go to the end, I just let you realize this matter earlier, otherwise you will only be more miserable later."
"Then why do you think we'll have a result?!" Song Li finally couldn't help yelling at Chen Xi, "I don't love you, Chen Xi, I don't love you at all!" โ
Chen Xi held Song Li's face, no matter how Song Li struggled, he still couldn't avoid his kiss.
Land Rover stopped on the side of the road opposite the family home, and Song Li took off his seat belt and opened the car door directly.
Chen Xi grabbed Song Li's arm and said, "I'm going abroad next Monday." โ
Song Li didn't look back at him, and dragged Chen Xi's pull away with his hand.