After hesitating and struggling for a while, Su Muhang picked up the diary with a little weakness and opened it with trembling hands.

Su Muhang could see from the cover of the diary that it was a diary that was some years old, but there was no Lu Zhi, and it was actually written by Chen Man when he was thirteen years old, and it has been thirteen years since then.

Turning the first page, compared with the strong and chic handwriting he saw before, the handwriting in front of him was very immature, delicate and neat, and it was written by a person who had just entered junior high school.

Wednesday, June 2 – Sunny

Today I was surrounded by a few little bullies in the school, they asked me for money, but where did I have money, they said that if I didn't give money, they would kill me, I really didn't have any money, even if I killed me, there was no money for them, they began to beat me and kick, I couldn't beat them, I could only hold my head and protect my face, desperately shouting for help, I was dizzy by them, thinking that I would be killed by them in this remote alley, until a nice and domineering voice sounded.

A boy who looked to be only fifteen or sixteen years old was standing not far away.

He's the most handsome, best-looking guy I've ever met.

He only has one person, and there are four people who bully me, my first reaction was that I couldn't let them beat such a good-looking little brother, I told the little brother to run quickly and find the police to save me.

However, the little brother didn't leave, he was very cool and handsome to let those little overlords go, and the little overlords didn't take the little brother in their eyes at all, and rushed up to beat the little brother.

What surprised me was that the little brother who looked so warm and sunny turned out to be surprisingly good at kung fu, and he knocked those little bully to the ground in a few strokes, saying that he was my brother, and if they dared to bully me, they would disfigure them and scare them to run away with their heads in their hands.

The little brother smiled and said to me to go home quickly, and then left with the schoolbag thrown on the ground.

It wasn't until the little brother's figure disappeared around the corner that I remembered to say thank you to him, but when I ran out, I saw that the little brother had already gotten on the bus.

It's really a pity that I couldn't say thank you to my benefactor and didn't ask him what his name was?

I'm so stupid, so stupid!

…………

Looking at Chen Man's diary, a trace of hesitation flashed in Su Muhang's eyes, and he felt that the picture seemed to be a little familiar, but he couldn't remember it, so he continued to scroll down.

The diary is not written every day, intermittently recording Chen Man's mood, page after page.

The further back he looked, the more depressed Su Muhang's heart became, as if something was invisibly pulling his heart away, making him not want to look at it anymore, but at this time, he saw the name of the promise.

It's been a year, and those little campus bullies didn't bully me anymore, but today they surrounded me in the corner of the campus in a remote park, saying that I had investigated me clearly, I didn't have any brother at all, and I wanted to recover the debt they were beaten a year ago, and just when they were about to beat me, a woman's disdainful voice sounded.

"A few big men, bullying a woman, you are still not men?"

I looked up and saw a very beautiful face, just compared to my little brother a year ago, this is a beautiful girl in front of me, but her exaggerated explosive head does not match her pure and beautiful face.

I know this girl, she is the school's famous female devil promised, fighting and fighting Europe, omnipotent.

What surprised me was that she actually said that I was her best friend, and if she dared to touch me, she just couldn't get along with her.

But I never said a word to her, so how could we be friends?

The thugs saw that Promise had become like a mouse seeing a cat, and they kept laughing at Promise, and they were kicked by Promise and left as if they were running away.

promised to follow her in the future, no one would bully me, looking at her sunny and confident smile, I envied her.

If only I had half of her brave and capable.

…………

The diary after that intermittently recorded the emotional story between her and Xu Xu and his sister Su Jing, revealing between the lines her joy and gratitude for being able to be friends with Xu Xu and Su Jing, and felt that Xu Xu and Su Jing were a light given to her by God, illuminating her gloomy life and making her believe in the power of dreams.

Flipping through the pages one by one, they unconsciously read from junior high school to their high school years, and then came to college.

After college, they separated, Chen Man only wrote a few diaries, all of which recorded the tension and busyness of college life, and at the same time, she had to work several part-time jobs every day, delivering newspapers and milk in the morning, washing dishes in restaurants at noon, and working as a waitress in a bar at night.

Each diary is a few simple lines, but Su Muhang can see her difficulties and hardships in every line of her words.

Saturday, August 18 - Rain

Promise to fall in love, whether it's every party, or video chat, you can see the happy smile on her face that can't be hidden, the tomboy before has become more and more like a woman, no longer prefers men's clothes, seeing her changes, I'm really happy for her, and at the same time I'm also curious, what kind of boy can capture the heart of promise?

Promise asked me if I had a boy I liked, and I thought about it for a while, and the little brother who had been in my mind for five years came to mind.

In five years, I have never forgotten him, and if I could see him again, I would definitely muster up the courage to tell him, I am the girl you were five years ago, I like you, whether you like me or not, I will pursue you.

Today is my boyfriend's birthday, and I promised to take his boyfriend to meet me and Su Jing, a member of my family.

When I saw my promised boyfriend, I was stunned, my feet were like lead, and I couldn't lift my feet.

In her ears was Su Jing's incredible scream, shouting that the promised boyfriend was actually her half-brother, how unexpected and surprising it was to her.

The surprise and surprise is not Su Jing alone, and me!

I felt like I had been struck by lightning, and I stood there stupidly.

I never imagined that the boy who had appeared in my dream for five years was actually my best friend's boyfriend, when I heard the sound of my own heart breaking.

It can be seen that he doesn't remember me, and stretched out his slender and clean hand to say hello politely to me, I am promising my boyfriend Su Muhang.

I finally know his name, his name is Su Muhang, his name is so good!

Walking out of the bar after the birthday party, it was raining heavily outside.

He took off his coat and draped it over Promise, and the gentleman escorted her into the taxi, and I watched them leave with a smile, alone in the storm, feeling like a poor stray dog, and extremely desolate inside.

I'm obviously not in love, but I feel the pain of falling out of love!

Fate, why are you so cruel to me, even the only warm thoughts in my dark life have been given to others!

…………

Seeing this, Su Muhang understood why when he saw Chen Man's first diary, he felt that the picture was very familiar, it turned out that she was really the little girl he had saved.

At that time, she was beaten with a blue nose and swollen face, her hair was messy, her clothes were torn, and her whole person was embarrassed, but her eyes were surprisingly clear and clean.

When he promised to introduce them to each other, he didn't associate her with the little girl with clear eyes.

This diary also made Su Muhang understand why when he was with Chen Man these days, when he saw him injured, no matter how he laughed and humiliated her, she would carefully help him treat his wounds.

It turned out that she had loved him silently for so many years!

Wednesday, August 18 – Fine

When I picked up the diary, I realized that I hadn't written a diary for more than three years!

I don't know if God saw that I loved so carefully, so he fulfilled my wish and made me his woman!

Even though he took me as a promise, I wasn't sad at all.

Is it a little too humble to love him?

But I can't control my feelings, and I don't know why, he only saved me once, and in the past few years, I have deliberately kept my distance from him.

Because he bumped into me selling the promised gifts, I obviously felt that he hated and hated me, but I still couldn't let him go.

At this moment, looking at the box of aftermedicine in my hand, I don't know if I should take it or not?

I know that it is impossible for me to be with him, and I feel that I can't fall in love with another man in my life except him, in this case, giving birth to a child with his blood is also a result of this love!

Tuesday, September 30 – Cloudy

I'm pregnant!

Looking at the two red bars on the pregnancy test stick, I was not only a little scared when I was pregnant before marriage, but I was also very happy.

Although I know that leaving this child will be difficult and difficult for me in the future, I am still very happy and proud, and the father of my child is Su Muhang.

Since he promised to break up with Su Muhang, Su Muhang went abroad, and Su Jing also went to France to study, promising to marry into the ancient family, and it was difficult to see her.

I feel that the city has become too lonely and lonely, and with this child, my heart is no longer so lonely.

Friday, May 21 – Fine

My little cotton demon was born, seven pounds and seven taels, I didn't let my mother suffer, the amniotic water broke for three hours, and she was born smoothly, she really deserves to be my mother's little cotton demon.

When I promise to see you, I say that you look exactly like me.

It is said that my daughter is like my father, I am really grateful that you have inherited everything from me, if you are like a father, my mother is really shameless to face the promise.

Baby, you chose to be born on such a loving day two weeks in advance, and I believe that our lives will be full of love in the future!

Su Muhang, do you know? Your daughter is born.

I know you must not want this child to be born to me, so I will never tell you for the rest of my life that she is your daughter!

You can rest assured, I will do everything I can to protect her, love her, and not let her suffer a little grievance.

My dear little darling, what shall I give you a name?

Your father's name is Su Muhang, and now he is far away in the United States, so let's name you Sisi!

Sail away!

…………

There is a blank page at the end, and the diary ends here, and she doesn't write a diary again!

It took two hours to read this thick diary, Su Muhang couldn't help but burst into tears, and there was indescribable shock and complexity in his heart.

He didn't think that a small gesture he made thirteen years ago make her unswervingly love him for so many years.

Even when she is a single mother who everyone looks down on, she still feels proud.

Then she didn't keep a diary to record her life in the past few years, but he could just imagine how difficult her life was.

When Su Muhang came to the intensive care ward, he saw Xu Yu sitting in front of Chen Man's bed, Xu Yu holding Chen Man's hand, I don't know what he said, Chen Man's pale face showed a pale smile.

At this moment, Su Muhang only felt that the smile was incomparably bright and moving.

Xu promised to see Su Muhang and walked out of the ward, "I'm awake, go see her!" ”

"Has the doctor seen it? How is she doing now? Su Muhang asked with concern.

"After seeing it, although she woke up, her body was still very weak and not out of danger." Promise said softly.

Su Muhang didn't speak, and walked past the promise into the ward.

Chen Man saw Su Muhang's serious expression, and forced a smile, "You don't have to feel guilty about me, the person who wants to hurt you is my mother, I help you block the knife, I should do it, the knife is stabbed on me, I can not sue her, if it is stabbed on you, you will definitely let her go to jail." ”

Until now, she is still hiding that little secret from the bottom of her heart.

If he hadn't read her diary, he would have been deceived by her words, thinking that she was blocking the knife for him for her mother, not for him.

"Chen Man, it's this time, how long do you want to be hard-mouthed? Do you want to take that little secret of your heart to the grave? Su Muhang's dark eyes flashed with fire.

Her secret is nothing but that she loves him!

But this secret is in her heart, and he also knows?

"I don't understand what you mean? What secrets do I have? Chen Man pretended not to understand.

Su Muhang raised the notebook hidden behind him, "I know everything!" ”

Seeing the diary in his hand, Chen Man's face was shocked at first, then panicked, and finally a little red.

Like a thief who was caught stealing, embarrassment, shyness, and fear occupied her heart.

"You, where did you get it? Give it to me. Chen Man said excitedly.

"Chen Man, you are really stupid, stupid!" Su Muhang said with a serious gaze.

Su Muhang's seriousness made Chen Man feel that he was mocking her.

Yes, he said that she was not qualified to like him, and she swore that she never liked him.

Now that he has seen her diary, she not only likes him, but also loves him deeply, and even loves him so much that she is proud of him having a child.

After the embarrassment, I thought that I was wandering around the ghost door, and it was unknown whether I could see him in the future, what were you afraid of him for?

Thinking about it like this, Chen Man was also relieved.

"That's right, I just love you, what can you do to me? The law doesn't stipulate that I can't love you, I love you is my business, and it's also my business for me to give you a child, whether you love me or not, I don't care, I just want to be happy and happy. Chen Man looked at Su Muhang bravely with his eyes, and took the strong words for granted.

She felt very happy when she saw that Promise had a tough and unreasonable attitude, but she had never done it once.

Now that she tried like this, she realized that it was so pleasant not to be a gentle and reasonable person.

Compared with Chen Man, who was submissive before, this is the first time Su Muhang has seen her so unreasonable, not only does she not feel hypocritical, but she feels very cute.

Su Muhang pinched Chen Man's nose, and said softly with a smile in his eyes: "Get better quickly, and when you are discharged from the hospital, we will get married!" ”

I thought that if she said those words, he would taunt her and ridicule her like the one before, but he never thought that he would say such things.

This is something she would never dare to think of in her life.

"You, you, what did you say?" Chen Man's expression was shocked, his face was incredible, and his voice became stammered.

Su Muhang looked at Chen Man with serious eyes, "People are either with the people I love in this life, or with the people who love me, I have missed the people I love, I don't want to lose the people who love me again, since the night you gave me the antidote two months ago, my heart already has your place, but the obsession with promises in my heart makes me stubbornly think that I still love promises, and refuse to admit my feelings for you, seeing promises and Gu Moyan together, I feel uncomfortable, so I humiliate you by selling promises and gifts, Take the opportunity to sprinkle the fire in my heart on you, but when I see you forbear the grievances, I regret the inexplicable pain in my heart, I have always been very conflicted, I don't know what kind of emotion I have for you, until I see you blocking the knife for me, I know that I am so afraid, afraid of losing you, when I see your diary, I am really happy in my heart, I said that you are a fool, because I misunderstood you, but you never refute, if you say that you pawn and promise to give you a gift to pay for tuition, and have explained to the promise, I won't misunderstand you for so many years, if there is anything in the future, you will be brave enough to say it, don't hide it in your heart, because I can't read minds, I don't know what you think in your heart, just like I don't know that you have loved me for thirteen years, to be honest, my feelings for you have not yet reached the step of love, but I want to cultivate love after marriage with you, I will definitely fall in love with you, are you willing to give me this opportunity? I want to use the rest of my life to protect you and Sisi and give you a warm and happy home. ”

For other women, hearing such words, for the sake of self-esteem, they will definitely refuse!

But for Chen Man, it is a great happiness to be able to stay by his side and watch him, let alone be his wife?

Being able to give Sisi a complete home is what she has always dreamed of, how could she not agree?

Happiness came too suddenly, Chen Man felt like a dream, so she couldn't help but pinch her thighs hard.

The intense pain reminded her that it was not a dream, it was true, and that he really said that he would marry her and give her and Sisi a home.

"I, I ......"

Because he was too excited, his heartbeat was beating rapidly, which involved the wound, and the pain made Chen Man's eyes go black and faint.

Su Muhang saw the alarm sound of 'Didi' in the machine, his face turned pale with fright, and he hurriedly pressed the reminder bell at the bedside a few times, and then ran out quickly, shouting loudly.

"Doctor, doctor, come quickly, come and save Chen Man!"

At this time, Xu Yu came over with Sisi, who had woken up, and saw the panic on Su Muhang's face, and asked worriedly, "What's wrong with Manman?" ”

"She's unconscious!"

At this time, the doctor ran over, and Su Muhang said with a cold gaze: "Go in and save her, no matter what method you use, you must let her live, otherwise, I will blow up your hospital." ”

Seeing Su Muhang's cold face, the doctor hurriedly said, "We will definitely do our best to treat the patient." ”

"Godmother, will my mother leave me?" Sisi saw that Su Muhang, who had always been gentle and sunny, had become so terrifying, with tears in his eyes, and asked with a worried and scared face.

Xu Yue glanced at Su Muhang's expression and comforted: "No, your mother will be fine, she will always be with you." ”

For Su Muhang, when he promised to break up with her, there has never been such a tormenting and sad time as at this moment in all these years.

At this moment, his heart was filled with fear and worry, and he kept praying to heaven in his heart that he would not let Chen Man have anything to do.

Xu Yu looked at Su Muhang, saw that his handsome face exuded heartfelt concern, knowing that he really cared about Chen Man, and kept praying in his heart, praying that Chen Man would survive this catastrophe safely.

Because of this tribulation, she believes that Chen Man's future life will be surrounded by happiness like her.

Half an hour later, the doctor came out of it.

"How is she?" Su Muhang took the doctor's hand and asked.

"Don't worry, the patient is out of danger, her coma just now was caused by being too excited, you have to remember, don't stimulate the patient again, otherwise, if the coma happens again, the consequences will be really unimaginable." The doctor told him to leave.

Xu Yu looked at Su Muhang, "What did you just say to her?" Let her be so stimulated? ”

Before Su Muhang could answer, he heard Chen Man's voice sound.

"Su Muhang, you come in!"

Su Muhang walked into the ward, Chen Man looked at Su Muhang nervously, and asked in an uncertain voice: "You, does what you just said still count?" ”

Looking at Chen Man's expectant gaze, Su Muhang was angry and funny in his heart, how much does this woman love him? Will he be so excited to hear what he said that he will fall into a coma?

A touch of emotion flowed in Su Muhang's heart.

He knew that in this life, he would never meet a woman who loved him more than Chen Man.

"Of course you count!"

Listening to their conversation, he promised that although this outsider felt that it was in the clouds, he vaguely smelled happiness.

"Then I'll tell you, my answer, I'm willing, I'm a hundred willing, whether you fall in love with me or not, I'm willing to marry you, if you still can't fall in love with me after trying, I'm willing to quit." Chen Man looked at Su Muhang bravely, and said in a loud voice.

Looking at Chen Man, Xu Yu seemed to see himself more than three months ago, and he also looked at Gu Moyan with such a firm gaze and made a bet with him.

Now, she has won the bet, and Gu Moyan not only gave up the idea of killing her, but also doted on her and loved her.

She believes that Chen Man will definitely reap happiness like her.

"Then you take good care of your body, and as soon as you are discharged from the hospital, we will hold a wedding." Su Muhang smiled.

"Good!"

Sisi on the side heard that her mother was going to marry Su Muhang, and her face was full of disbelief.

"Mom, are you really going to marry Uncle Su?" Sisi asked suspiciously.

"Sisi, come here!"

Sisi walked in front of Chen Man, Chen Man looked at Sisi gently, "Mom wants to tell you something, you have a father, Su Muhang is your father." ”

"I know, you are married, he is my father, don't worry, I will call him father." Sisi smiled.

"It's not because I'm married to him that you call him Dad, he's your biological father, even if I'm not married to him, he's your dad." Chen Man said with a serious gaze.

Sisi looked at her and asked with surprise, "Really?" Is he my real dad? Like the dads of my classmates, biological? ”

Chen Man nodded gently, "Yes, you are the same as them, and you also have a father." ”

Sisi looked at Su Muhang, she had always been used to calling him Uncle Su, and suddenly told her that he was her father, and she couldn't accept it for a while.

Seeing Sisi looking at himself ignorantly, Su Muhang smiled considerately: "I know you can't accept this fact now, don't force yourself to call me Dad, wait until you accept me one day, and call me when you are willing to call me......"

Before the word 'Dad' could be uttered, Sisi's crisp and pleasant voice was heard.

"Daddy!"

Su Muhang looked at Sisi in shock, he didn't expect her to call him dad so soon.

What he didn't expect was that hearing Sisi's 'Dad' made him feel an inexplicable urge to cry.

Ever since he knew Sisi was his daughter, he didn't have the urge to hear her call him daddy, he always felt that he wasn't ready to be a daddy.

However, at this moment, he feels that it feels good to be a father, very happy and warm.

It's as if a heart that has been wandering for many years has finally found a harbor to dock, which makes him extremely relieved.

"Hey! Baby. Su Muhang responded warmly and gently, stretching out his arms to let him hug.

Si Si understood what Su Muhang meant, and happily rushed to Su Muhang's arms, holding Su Muhang's handsome face with two white hands, looking left and right.

"I really didn't expect my dad to be so handsome and so good-looking, my dad is the most handsome and chic dad in the world." Sisi cheered happily.

Listening to his daughter's words, Su Muhang felt that this was the best thing he had heard in his life.

"My daughter is the loveliest, the most well-behaved, and the smartest child in the world." Su Muhang learned Sisi's words and praised his daughter.

"Daddy!"

"Hey!"

"Daddy!"

"Hmm!"

"Daddy, Daddy!"

"Oops!"

“…………”

Sisi kept calling his father, as if he wanted to call back his father, who had been missing all these years, but Su Muhang took the trouble to answer over and over again.

Looking at the warm picture of their father and daughter recognizing each other, Xu Promise was very moved and sincerely happy for their family.

Chen Man on the side looked at the picture in front of her that she couldn't even dream of, and her eyes couldn't help but moisten.

I thought that I would not be able to give my daughter a father in this life, but I didn't expect that my dream would come true so soon.

Even though Su Muhang may never be able to fall in love with her, she will not regret her decision at this moment.

…………

When he returned to the Ink Garden, he promised to tell Gu Moyan everything that happened today.

"Isn't fate amazing, you say? I have fantasized about Sisi's father countless times, but I never thought that Mu Hang would be Sisi's father, and I never thought that the two of them would intersect, and they would intersect 13 years ago. Xu Promise leaned on Gu Moyan's shoulder and sighed.

Gu Moyan looked at the quiet and gentle on Xu Nuo's face, and knew that she had completely let go of the relationship between her and Su Muhang, so that she could tell the story of Chen Man and Su Muhang so calmly.

"So we are mortals, our fate has already been arranged by God, and everyone has his own fate, including you and me!"

Xu Yu nodded gently, "Chen Man has been suffering since she was a child, I hope she will no longer suffer from today, some are only happy, I hope that tomorrow's surgery will go smoothly, Sisi will get through the rejection period as soon as possible, so that their family can live with Hemeimei." ”

Looking at the promise of kindness and simplicity, Gu Moyan showed a doting smile on his face.

"With someone as kind as you praying for them, I believe they will be happy and safe."

"I hope so, it's not early, you have to catch a plane to Mingcheng tomorrow morning on a business trip, let's go to bed quickly!"

Gu Moyan looked at Xu Promise with a serious gaze, "After I go on a business trip, you must take care of yourself, at work, no matter who you face, you must keep an eye on it, even if this person is your own sister, no one should believe it except yourself." ”

Seeing Gu Moyan say this, Xu Yu asked worriedly, "Why did you suddenly say such a thing?" Could it be that your negotiation in Mingcheng this time is risky? ”

"No, I'm just afraid that if I'm not there, you'll have some accidents, and I'll be worried." Gu Moyan said with a reluctant gaze.

Xu Yu smiled slightly, "You can rest assured that you will go on a business trip, I will protect myself." ”

"That's good, remember, no matter where you go, no one but yourself should be 100% trusted." Gu Moyan emphasized again.

"You can't believe it either?" The promise couldn't help but ask rhetorically.

Gu Moyan's expression paused for a moment, "Yes, I can't trust it 100%, because I can't protect you 100% either, so you have to learn to protect yourself." ”

The promise, which was still a little sad about his words, was suddenly relieved when he heard his words.

Gu Moyan is right, no one can be 100% relied on, just enjoy his love for you, you don't need to pursue 100%, because no one is perfect.

"I'm not that vulnerable, I need your protection 100%, I will protect myself, and besides, you're just on a business trip, and it's not like you're not coming back, go to sleep." After Xu Promise finished speaking, he yawned and bent over to lie under the quilt.

Gu Moyan reached out to turn off the bedside lamp and lay down beside Xu Promise, her slender palm passing through her waist to her flat lower abdomen.

"Wife, it's three days to leave tomorrow, don't you want me?" Gu Moyan's voice was hoarse in her ear.

Xu Nuo's body couldn't help but tremble under the touch of his palm, of course she understood the meaning of Gu Moyan's words.

Originally, she was going to leave for Mingcheng tonight, but in order to accompany her more and wake up, Gu Moyan set her ticket at five o'clock tomorrow morning, thinking that he would get up at four o'clock tomorrow to catch the plane, she couldn't bear to let him work too hard.

"Husband, I'm so tired today, can I sleep well?" Promise the voice pretending to be very sleepy.

Gu Moyan arched on the promise back like a cat, and said in a childish voice: "Sisi's surgery at ten o'clock tomorrow, you can sleep a little longer, your husband will be gone for three days, if I don't meet my wish today, I won't be able to concentrate on my work for three days, can you bear to let your husband suffer from lovesickness?" ”

Seeing that Gu Moyan was so attached to her, Xu was very sweet in his heart, and he couldn't say anything if he refused, so he turned around and hugged his neck and took the initiative to kiss him on the lips.

Gu Moyan's hands moved restlessly on her graceful and delicate body, and wherever his hands went, Xu Yu felt as if he had been electrocuted, causing a tremble, and a warm current couldn't help but surge in her lower abdomen, making her can't help but get closer to him.

Feeling the initiative of the promise, Gu Moyan's deep eyes hooked up a satisfied smile, and the kiss became more passionate.

They knew each other well enough, knew each other's sensitive areas, and knew how to make each other comfortable, and soon, in the midst of their passionate exploration, the heavy gasps of the two of them sounded in the dimly lit room.

As the night gets deeper, the more love grows!

In a quiet room, play their own unique music!