Chapter 120: Unforgivable
She doesn't understand what the hell is wrong with her?! Why did you agree to come out to see her. Obviously hated him, obviously didn't want to see him again. However, even if his heart softened, he couldn't stand the days without him. Although what he did went too far. It also broke her heart too much.
Seeing him was hateful and joyful. I was glad that I hadn't seen him for several days, and although I hated him in my heart, I missed him against my heart. Hate it, the thought of him being intimate with other women makes her heart almost broken. It's as if it's been broken into several pieces, and it can't get any better. The blood was flowing, it hurt, it hurt.
Jiang Jingluo raised her head slowly, at this time, when she saw him, she should be eager to strangle him to death. However, he didn't hate it at all. I really don't know why I'm like this. However, in his heart, he couldn't accept that he was holding other women in his arms besides herself. She couldn't accept this at all.
"Needless to say. I don't want to see you again. "Force your heart not to be softened by him anymore. However, I couldn't help but want to go back to him at his will. What should she do? Therefore, in front of him, she could only show a look of disgust with him, so that he could understand that she was not a fool. I won't forgive him myself. So, she stood up and wanted to turn around and walk out of the café.
Seeing her standing and wanting to leave, he quickly grabbed her wrist, "Jingluo, don't go, where do you want to go?" Don't you want to see me?! Don't you miss me at all these days? ”
She immediately turned her head and scolded him hatefully: "Think?!" I don't want to! I think it's dirty for me to think about you hugging other women and doing that kind of dirty thing. ”
Mu Chenyu lowered his head in shock, hating himself very much in his heart. Why do you want to do such a thing to hurt her weak heart? He really didn't mean to. However, the situation was not out of his control. If she had appeared at the wedding ceremony that day, she would not have become the later him. If she hadn't released his pigeons. He wouldn't have that kind of physical relationship with Sun Yiling for the sake of profit. Everything is a bad fate.
"I'm so sorry! I'm sorry. I regret it in my heart. I shouldn't have done this kind of thing to break your heart. He lowered his head, not daring to look into her eyes, as if she had seen everything. I couldn't hold my head up and face him anymore. He regretted it, really regretted that this kind of thing had happened. If he could start all over again, he wouldn't do anything to hurt her and make her cry sad. From a moment on, it won't. No one had a chance to catch him anymore.
Jiang Jingluo really wanted to leave his side at this moment, and didn't want to see him again. However, although my heart hurts, I ...... I couldn't bear to turn around and leave. For a moment, my heart wanted to soften. However, those photos appeared in my mind again, and my heart was cut like a knife again.
She closed her eyes and said what was in her heart: "Now it's useless for you to say anything. I'm already frustrated with you. Let's get it done! This is the conclusion she came to after thinking about it for many nights, many nights. If she forgives her this time, then if she is hurt again next time, how can she stand it, can she stabilize and endure like this again? She thought she would never forgive again. It was impossible to stay and stay by his side anymore.
Mu Chenyu's pupils dilated. What did she just say? Come to an end?! She wants to end up with him?! How can it be? How could he possibly let this happen?! She didn't want to leave his side and let other men take advantage of her.
"Break this thought! From the very beginning when you messed with me, I didn't want to let you go. He said this domineeringly, his eyes fixed on her, not letting her escape his hot gaze. It's as if everything about her is in his eyes, and he knows her personality very well. Know, she's a duplicitous woman.
Jiang Jingluo was taken aback and couldn't say anything!
No way! She couldn't just forgive him. This is too low a bottom line for yourself. If he forgives him so easily, there is no guarantee that he will not do something more excessive to hurt her next time.
It's miserable. She is really getting more and more afraid of men now. Can marriage really make you happy? She really didn't know. Take it as an example, before getting married, the relationship is about to break down, so if, one day, a wedding ceremony is really held with him, what will happen to it?! When the time comes, it's really too late to regret it.
However, something that made her sad and sad. In addition to not discovering these dirty things he did, she really loved him and wanted to be with him. And, get married, and have many, many children. But now something so serious has happened. She didn't dare to let her parents know anymore. She has already broken her parents' hearts for him, and she doesn't want to burden her parents anymore. Moreover, the thing that made it difficult for her was that the baby in her womb was more than five months old. It's also a disservice to it. What to do? If...... If you really break up with him, the child can only be a single parent.
How pitiful! At that time, the little ones were the most pitiful. She also doesn't want to be an unwed mother. That's a lot of water.
In particular, she knew that the man in front of her had always been a very stubborn and willful man. I don't know how to write the word give up. I don't know what it means to be thick-skinned! Now this time. Should she still give him a chance?
She was the one who did the wrong thing, not himself.
"Let go of me. I don't have anything to say to you anymore. I still have ......," she turned to shake his grip away. However, it was not so easy for him to let her go as soon as she wanted.
He narrowed his eyes slightly, then tugged hard at her hand, and her body threw herself into his arms. At this time, the guests who were drinking tea and chatting in the tea restaurant were attracted by the actions of the two of them. He smirked.
Being seen like this by so many people. Jiang Jingluo hurriedly wrenched his hand with his other hand, and said to him in fear: "Let go, so many people are looking at us, and they still think what's wrong with us!" Let go ......"
"Scared, huh? Why don't you want to think about why you took my heart away! Why do I fall in love with you so much, I can't help myself. When men do something wrong, don't they have a chance to be forgiven? For the sake of being the father of the child, come home with me! He said it over and over again. Let the guests in the tea restaurant also coax.
"He loves you so much, forgive him and go back with him!"
"That's right! That's it! Look at the way he loves you very much. Give him a chance! ”
That's what the guests say. made her Jiang Jingluo look like a bad person. She lowered her head in embarrassment, not wanting everyone to know her, let alone her face. She felt ashamed of being in this tea restaurant. All this is because of Mu Chenyu's fault. Why did he make things so big.
Mu Chenyu wants everyone to be here to witness, he wants to repent and reform. However, Jiang Jingluo didn't want to forgive him. In front of so many people, he apologized. However, she still did not forgive.
"I'm sorry! I can't forgive. The opportunity has been given, but you don't know how to be satisfied. She shook off his hand and walked away from his eyes.
In this way, Mu Chenyu was stunned for three seconds.
In the end, he tried, but he still couldn't get her heart back.
Is this the end of the story?
No! Absolutely not! That's not how the story should be! The ending shouldn't have been so cruel to him! He also wants to marry her and give her a luxurious, beautiful wedding. I also want to see her give birth to a child. Holding a child! How could it be possible to let her run away from her side. If that's the case, he's a fool. Such a good woman, how could he let go.
So that other men can take advantage of it.
"Come back...... I'm calling you back! I've already apologized to you, and I'm never going to let that happen again. Are you still unwilling to give me a chance......" Mu Chenyu caught up with two steps until she stopped taking a step. Only then did he frown and ask her seriously.
Stopping, she thought about it a lot. Can you really give him a chance? Can it really be? However, if you give it, you can't guarantee that you won't do it again in the future. Will do things that hurt good again and break her heart more completely. She really didn't know what to do?
"Jingluo ......," he softly called out the good name. Hopefully she'll change her mind. Back to him. He didn't want her to run away from home again and hide in a place where he couldn't find it, which made his heart tighten, afraid that something would happen to her, and that she would suffer a loss outside a woman's house. Every night, I would think about her, and I could only use alcohol to paralyze myself, so that I wouldn't think about it anymore, and my heart wouldn't ache. It will also be a good sleep. Otherwise, there are no nights of alcohol paralysis, and he always has insomnia. In my heart and mind, all I saw was her face. She was like a devil, haunted in his mind, without any permission from him. Often. He couldn't sleep well. It's all about her.
It's all her fault. How could he let her go. So what will he do in the future?! He didn't know what he would have become without her. However, he knew that he would never recover, and he would not be able to keep up his spirits, and he would have no intention of running a company, doing business, and making money. Will get drunk all day and degrade yourself.
"Don't call me by name! Let's break up! She endured this sentence for a long time before she mustered up the courage to say it. The moment she said it, her heart hurt so much. With that, she ran towards the taxi. She got into the car and asked the taxi driver to pick her up.