"What do you want to mean, we are all old friends, there is no need to beat around the bush so much."

I heard a little different meaning from Zhang Xuanxuan's words, the red wine she said may refer to our relationship and feelings, the beer she said is undoubtedly wine mixed with water, not delicious enough, but it is very cheap, she uses these things to talk about things, is she trying to tell me, she can't help herself?

I don't know, I don't understand, but from her eyes, I see her love as always, there is a feeling of seeing each other late, I know she doesn't want to explain, sometimes, women always like to say strange things, and let men guess and figure it out.

Therefore, if you want to get a woman's heart and make her like you for the rest of your life, you must have the ability to analyze all her words clearly and clearly.

I asked for a bottle of the best red wine at the bar, turned my head and grabbed Zhang Xuanxuan's hand and said, "You feel luxurious, but I feel very good, sometimes you don't have to consume yourself when you drink." ”

"But there is no free lunch in the world, what do I have to pay for drinking your wine?"

I smiled and said, "I don't know, look at the feeling, if you don't like it, no one will force you, if you like it, don't suppress your true thoughts, emotions need to be brewed, just like these fine wines, you have to taste it and taste it, not like drinking beer, light and tasteless." ”

"You seem to be getting more and more tasteful, all of a sudden you have become so mature, I can't accept it, Xiaofan, how good it should be that we are still the same as before, I really can't accept it, your current posture, the reason why I don't want to see you is because I don't know how to face you."

Zhang Xuanxuan's appearance is very uncomfortable and entangled, she is right, she changed for me in the past and became a woman, she was very gentle at that time, and she was not domineering, but now after she comes back, she has completely changed into what she was before, and she is still the domineering Brother Xuan.

The femininity on her body has been suppressed, and even the mature places have been wrapped up by her ruthlessly, she is just trying to hide her identity, yes, she is too cruel to herself, or Zhang Haotian forced her to do this.

In short, none of this is the life she wants, but she has no choice, if people have a choice, they will always do what they want to do.

"It's okay in any way, you are still you, I am still me, Xuanxuan's appearance and status are just an act, you have to be clear, some things will not change, I don't believe you will really be so cold-blooded and ruthless, I know that you don't see me, you have your own concerns, I can understand these."

I took the red wine on the table and poured it for Zhang Xuanxuan, Zhang Xuanxuan looked at the quilt, hesitated for a while and held it in her hand, gently shaking the red wine glass, she smiled and said, "I can't help myself." ”

After saying that, she drank it in one go, and asked me to have another drink, women who like to drink have stories, especially if they want to drink fast and get themselves drunk, it is all because they feel uncomfortable.

Zhang Xuanxuan didn't explain much to me, and I don't need her explanation, I just want to get drunk with her now, we all forget each other when we drink, after three rounds of drinking, the lights flickered, Zhang Xuanxuan was going to go to the toilet, I supported her, in fact, I was even more drunk than her.

When I came to the toilet door, I smiled and said, "Which toilet are you going to?" ”

"I don't know, it's ridiculous."

Zhang Xuanxuan smiled bitterly, I carried Zhang Xuanxuan into the women's toilet, I wanted to make her realize that she was a woman.

Zhang Xuanxuan was a little nervous, and when I opened the door, she looked up at me and said, "Why did you bring me here?" ”

"You are a woman, don't you know it? If you run into the men's restroom as a whole, will you be able to change it? You look at the clothes you are wearing now, what they look like, you are too cruel to yourself. ”

I held Zhang Xuanxuan in my arms, she didn't resist, squinted her eyes and opened her small mouth obediently, and at the same time she locked the door with her hands.

The small space makes us feel good, Zhang Xuanxuan put her arms around my neck and kissed me, and now she is starting to take the initiative, we haven't seen each other for a long time, and there is no way to suppress this feeling.

As the saying goes, a little don't win a newlywed, and when the relationship reaches a certain level, it enters the point of madness.

The light is not very bright, but it still can't hide Zhang Xuanxuan's incomprehensible face, I helped her untie the shackles and let her release her nature, I whispered in her ear: "You are too yourself, if you don't feel sorry for me, you are not the same as before, wrap these up, how do you live every day." ”

Zhang Xuanxuan pursed her lips, looked at me very aggrieved, tears ran down her cheeks, she cried, because she didn't want to look like this, she understood that being a woman is good, being a woman is bad, she knows that she was wrong to do it before.

"Aren't you going to the bathroom?"

I hugged Zhang Xuanxuan's little waist, Zhang Xuanxuan pushed my hand away and said, "Then you get out of here, let me cry quietly by myself for a while." ”

"You don't want to go to the toilet at all, you miss me, don't you?"

I pushed Zhang Xuanxuan to the wall, she inspired the resistance and said no, but her eyes couldn't deceive me, now she is in front of me, is a woman's posture, I kissed her cheek, let her really understand, what her nature is, what she wants.

In the narrow fear, Zhang Xuanxuan's strength was suppressed, she couldn't exert it, or when she kissed, she had already surrendered, it was completely perfunctory resistance, because of the taste of happiness, she didn't want to resist easily.

When she leaned on the wall, I knew that she had realized who she was, these things were familiar to us who had lived together, she was still so tacit, we had a good heart, in the toilet of this bar, enjoying the happiness that belonged to us.

The bar is such a place, it's not just that we are so crazy, I don't know which small partition inside, there is also such a sound, I won't be disturbed by other people's voices, I only have Xuanxuan in my heart now, and I only see Xuanxuan's amorous appearance in my eyes, and only her voice in my ears, she is very happy, with a smile on her face, I hold her from behind, she holds the wall with one hand, and grabs my hand with the other.

When it was all over, Zhang Xuanxuan sat on the toilet panting, and I leaned against the door, groping for a cigarette from my pocket, I lit the fire and smoked a cigarette and said with a smile: "Isn't it very happy, don't lie to me, you like this very much, you always like to wear lace underwear, because you know that men like this, you have always wanted to be a woman, but he won't let you do it, right?" ”

Zhang Xuanxuan stretched out her hand and said, "Give me two puffs of your cigarette." ”

I handed the cigarette to Zhang Xuanxuan, she took two puffs and said with a smile: "It's so refreshing and enjoyable, so what, you are not just a woman, there are so many women around you, is it necessary to be so serious about me?" ”

"Murong Yan betrayed me, Zhong Siyuan left me, Diana got married, what do you think I have, Zhao Yun is in the hospital now, only Dong Qiushui has been by my side, but she is busy, I have never understood why so many successful people say that they are unhappy, and now I finally understand."

I groped out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it and smoked it, I was very sad, when a person gets more, he wants to have more, and people's desires and desires cannot be filled, so people who have money will have all kinds of troubles.

"Yes, I like the way I am now, I enjoy it too, when I came back from Canada, I also wanted not to change back to the way I used to be, but my father didn't agree, he was going to kill my uncle, it was my father who went to Canada to pick me up that day, and he said that if I don't go back, my uncle will die."

"What are you talking about? Why don't I understand, you haven't told me these things before, you tell me what happened, why didn't you follow the agreement between us, you are still the way you are. ”

Zhang Xuanxuan stood up and tidied up her clothes, she wiped her tears, walked up to me, hugged me and said, "My dad has another twin brother, although they look exactly the same, but they have different personalities. ”