Chapter Ninety-Four: What Does She Want to Compare? He's better than!
"What's the matter with you, can you stop asking!"
Han Huayin's thunderous masterpiece, this is really angry, and the kind of anger that usually reprimands Li Huaifeng is not on the same level at all.
Li Huaifeng's face turned pale, and he didn't dare to speak anymore, knowing that this woman had a secret in her heart, and this secret was very important to her.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lost my temper at you!"
After being silent for a long time, Han Huayin said apologetically.
She knew that she had lost her temper just now, but she was not targeting Li Huaifeng, if she were anyone, she would be unable to suppress the loss of control, because that phone call, the person who called, had too much impact on her.
"I really want to apologize, so I drank this glass of wine!"
Li Huaifeng said lightly, poured a glass of red wine and handed it to Han Huayin.
"I'm not in the mood to drink!"
Han Huayin shook her head, her pretty face tense.
"A glass of wine relieves a thousand sorrows, drink him in the dark, and the next day, forget everything!"
Li Huaifeng said heroically, went to the kitchen to pick up a bottle of Wuliangye, and poured it into his mouth with a clattering at the mouth of the bottle, which was to set an example for the other party in this way.
"Self-deception!"
Han Huayin said coldly, and his voice fell, but he picked up the goblet, raised his head and drank a glass of red wine.
The scarlet liquor flowed down the corners of her pink lips, to the white collarbone and beyond, unexplored mysteries.
"Han Huayin, you disguise yourself so cold every day, so don't let people in, is it interesting? Even at home, in front of your sister, you are so rigid, don't you think this kind of life is boring? ”
Li Huaifeng staggered to Han Huayin, poured the wine in his hand into his mouth without stopping for a moment, and refilled it for the other party.
"Today, if you have the guts, come with me to get drunk, I want to see what you look like after you take off your disguise!"
Li Huaifeng sneered, but he wanted the other party to forget the boredom in his heart.
Hearing this, Han Huayin's depressed mood did not improve, but was angered by Li Huaifeng's words, she slapped the table with her jade hand, and said angrily: "Do you know me very well? Who are you to say I'm in disguise? My personality has been like this since I was a child, you don't know my past, what qualifications do you have to comment on me? ”
Han Huayin believes that her coldness, her attitude towards rejection of anything, is due to her character.
The changes in her family when she was a child hit her hard, and this indifference was out of self-preservation, but also because she felt that people were sinister and that it was difficult to trust others except for her relatives.
"You hypocrite!"
Li Huaifeng pointed his finger at Han Huayin.
"A canary like you, who was born into a wealthy family, has been clothed and fed since childhood, and does not live too nourishingly, if there is anything that can make you unhappy, you can say it, if you don't say it, you are hypocrisy, you are pretending to be pure!"
Wine is strong and cowardly, Li Huaifeng is not cowardly, and these words are not qualified to be said by him as a bodyguard, so he can only use wine as a cover.
"Am I hypocritical? Hehe! ”
Han Huayin was bitter and prickly, drank another glass, felt that the taste was not enough, picked up a whole bottle, raised his head and drank it.
Her face became redder, her breathing became faster and faster, and her gaze changed from being anxious and hollow to blurred and distant, and gradually getting better.
"If you spend your childhood in the daily quarrels of your parents, from the age of six, you can only live with a strange nanny, you will become reticent, and you will also close yourself in a cold bedroom, and you will not want to see people all day!"
Han Huayin had a sad smile on his face, smiling so sadly and self-mocking.
"Others think that I was born in a wealthy family, and I grew up with a golden spoon, but they don't know that I am actually just an abandoned son who was expelled from a wealthy family and once lived on the street with my father.
Han Huayin stood up, her delicate body shaking.
She is explaining to herself, and she is also proving to Li Huaifeng that the other party does not understand herself at all.
Li Huaifeng still wanted to drink, but the wine bottle was pinched in his hand, but he couldn't swallow it.
Reading between the lines of Han Huayin, he read another flavor that he hadn't considered before.
Abandoned son of a wealthy family?
Han Cheng's father-daughter relationship has always been very good, so what she said in her mouth is that she has something to do with her mother!
Thinking of this, Li Huaifeng knew that he had explored a secret hidden in Han Huayin's heart, which made people unbearable to dig deeper.
"You're glad to know that, aren't you? You think I'm pitiful, and I'm not the same as the world thinks, right? Can your mind be balanced? ”
Han Huayin's voice was pale, with a sad wry smile.
She didn't talk about these things to anyone.
Maybe she thinks Li Huaifeng is special, maybe it's today's atmosphere that makes her really can't help it, and she wants to spit out the secret that has been sealed for many years.
In short, she said it all, and she has no regrets, but she feels that she has done her best everywhere for so many years, and she wants to be the first in everything, nothing more than to prove it to someone, so that the other party can repent of her ruthless cruelty.
However, she knew that no matter how hard she tried, she would not be able to get the approval of that person, and the difference between the backgrounds of the two sides was too great to change overnight.
Today's phone call has deepened this idea, and the situation is even more terrifying.
She felt that when she said these things, her image was no longer perfect, at least, it would be greatly discounted in Li Huaifeng's heart.
But what she didn't expect was that Li Huaifeng smiled after listening to it.
The second bottle of wine bottomed out in an instant, faster than drinking water.
"Don't you think it's very boring for you to talk about your childhood and your experiences with an orphan?"
Li Huaifeng staggered to his feet and smiled even more poignantly than the other party, which was a gap that could not be compared.
"Whether your parents quarrel or are abandoned, at least, you are living happily now and can do your filial piety to your father, but what about me? I don't even know what my father and mother look like, you are worse than me, are you qualified? I laugh at you? Am I qualified? ”
Li Huaifeng gushed endlessly, the more he talked, the more excited he became, he was in a hurry and a little drunk.
However, he still has to drink, today, it is rare to get drunk and say what each other wants to say the most, why not get drunk?
Han Huayin was still very irritable and had low self-esteem, but when he heard Li Huaifeng's words, his lips squirmed a few times, and he really didn't know how to go down.
"When I was a child, I dreamed that I could be admitted to university and become an engineer or scientist when I grew up, and I wanted to have an enviable job, and I wanted to hear my neighbors say, look, this child without a father and no mother has a lot of promise!"
Li Huaifeng smiled, with tears in his smile, his eyes were red, and the man didn't flick when he had tears, just because he didn't get to the sad place.
"But facts have proved that even if you work hard, do your best in all aspects, and even get the top spot in the high school entrance examination as a poor student in the fiercely competitive Zhonghai, you still can't withstand the suppression of reality."
Li Huaifeng shook his head, he was sad, he regretted, but he was helpless.
"You also know that I could have sat in the classroom and studied with peace of mind, but I couldn't watch my grandfather, who is almost old, the only relative who sells sweet potatoes for me to go to school, pay the so-called security fees to a group of scum, and if I don't pay, I will serve with my fists and kowtow!"
"I went to him to be paralyzed, they asked my grandfather to kneel, I made them unable to stand up in this life, I can fight, I can rely on my fists to fight a piece of the world that belongs to me Li Huaifeng, but in the end, I was expelled from school, my grandfather didn't recognize me as an unfilial grandson, I could only leave my hometown, go incognito, and live another life."
Li Huaifeng was excited at first, and finally, he sat on the bench again, as if his body had been hollowed out.
He looked up at Han Huayin, his sharp eyes were filled with a layer of crystal light, and he smiled: "Han Huayin, at least you have relatives, sisters, and careers now, it's already very good, people live in the world, they are imperfect in themselves, cherish the present, it's always true to be plain, don't care about the past, whose life hasn't met a few rotten people?!" ”
Hearing these touching and heartfelt words, Han Huayin's red lips pursed and she was silent for a long time.
Then, he hit the other party's wine bottle with his glass and apologized: "I'm sorry, I really don't have the right to complain to you about this matter." ”