The pain is unbearable

There were three tables of relatives sitting in the small restaurant, Zhou Fan saw that one of the children was an uncle in his arms and was feeding, the other was on the sister-in-law's side, and the other was next to Hong Yu's mother, and they all ate.

Zhou Fan leaned over to Zhou Ying, touched her with his elbow, leaned into her ear and asked, "What about Mengmeng?" ”

"The day after tomorrow, people want to have a romantic time with their girlfriends and take the train"

It's so sour! Zhou Fan reached out and took a plate of vinegar to her and said, "Eat more, vinegar jar"

Zhou Ying squinted a pair of small eyes, picked up a piece of shrimp, dipped it in vinegar, and kept looking at Zhou Fan and said, "Sister, I don't want to have anything with him, it's too disgusting, living with others"

It's good to figure it out, what's the use of those little kids? It's better to go to school hard, and when the time comes, when you go to society, you will meet a better man, and the opportunity has not yet been encountered, so why hang yourself on a tree?

"Sister, let me tell you, his girlfriend is ugly, fat and short, that is, she has big breasts, just like this big bun"

Isn't it where the buns came from? Zhou Fan came over with one, broke it and sniffed it, looked at Hong Yu and asked, "Do you order buns?" ”

Hong Yu was also eating a bun, and came to the two of them and said, "I ordered it from the master, the beef filling, and the mutton filling in the refrigerator at home, I was afraid that someone wouldn't eat it, so I took this over, how does it taste?" ”

The steamed bun with beef filling, Zhou Ying took the other half, took a bite of the filling, ate it, frowned and turned her head to Huyan Lina and said, "Mom, there is no beef smell at all, it is not fragrant at all"

It's not that Zhou Ying's mouth is tricky, it's really no beef flavor, it's not salty, but it has a hint of sweetness.

"Is there any hot sauce?"

Northeast people have strong tastes, Zhou Fan understood, stood up and said to the waiter, "Is there chili sauce?" ”

"Yes, wait a minute"

The waiter took two small bowls from it and put them on the dining table, while Hong Yu went to the back kitchen, took a bottle of soy sauce, put it in front of Zhou Fan and said, "Don't eat spicy, you can order this, you can also make it fresh"

"Are there green onions? Give me the whole point."

Before Hong Yu sat down, he heard someone asking for green onions, so he went to the back kitchen and asked someone to ask for green onions.

"Sister, I want to drink Sprite"

Zhou Fan looked at the other dining guests, they were drinking Sprite, of course, it was a hot day outside, and it was okay to drink some chilled Sprite.

"Mom, I'm going to drink it too"

The daughter was still eating in her mouth, and when she raised the cup high, the clothes on her body followed up, and her round little belly was exposed.

"When you're full, you can drink a little, you eat obediently first, don't get the oil on grandma's clothes, come to your mother's side, okay?"

Hong Yu's mother put down her chopsticks, wiped her hands with wet wipes and said to her baby granddaughter, "It's okay, when we are full, we will drink a little star, and go home and grandma will squeeze fresh juice for the baby to drink"

Hearing the baby, Zhou Fan had goosebumps all over his body, and he thought that Hong Yu also called himself, how did it feel, how uncomfortable.

The green onions, shallots, and garlic were all found, and some were placed on each table, and Hong Yu sat down and talked to his mother about things that others couldn't understand, and it seemed to be a little formal, as if he was talking about work.

Hong Yu's mother kept nodding, sometimes saying a few words, the two talked, and they didn't even know that the child got off the stool and went to grandma's side.

Zhou Fan got up and went to the counter, took a bottle of Sprite, handed it to Zhou Ying and said, "It's a little less, is the eldest aunt here?" ”

A table of people, talking about women's private problems, Zhou Ying's face flushed, and on Zhou Fan's thigh, he pinched it hard, Zhou Fan grabbed Zhou Ying's wrist and whispered to her, "Dead girl, why are you pinching me?" ”

"So many people, what do you say bad? Just talking about this, why don't you say that my breasts are as small as Wangzai's small steamed buns"

This description is more appropriate, Zhou Fan pursed his lips and did not refute, he held back a smile, rubbed his legs, and felt that he didn't care about her now, and he wanted to make her look good at night.

The uncles and the fifth uncle drank two cups, talking and laughing about the mountains, eating and eating in the evening, Zhou Fan's table except for Hong Yu's mother and Hong Yu, the others were at the most lively table, listening to the elders say that the interesting things when they were young were not stealing the beans of the production team or peeking at the little girl of others, and they were not right.

"Fanfan, have you eaten enough? Why do you eat so little," Huyanlina asked, sitting down.

Kind, amiable and respectable, the contemporary spirit of living Lei Feng is fully exerted in her, God should have mercy on her, should not let her grow old, should let her be young forever.

Her hands are always so warm, and the milk tea she makes is better than any drink in the world, Zhou Fan looked at her with tears in his eyes and said, "I didn't eat much, but you, how can you have gout?" ”

"The purine is high, the doctor told you not to eat animal offal, and not to drink beer and soy products, nothing else? Silly child, why did you shed tears on a happy day? ”

It was tears of joy, Zhou Fan wiped his tears, and said with a light smile, "I'm sad that I can't worship my parents, and I'm sad that I can't stay by your side."

"The children worshipped, even if it is, they won't blame you, now they are completely relieved, although it is not the person I think, but there is no way, the children are four years old"

Zhou Fan lowered her head and naturally understood the teacher's words, she has always had a wish, that is, to let herself marry her uncle Zhou Fang, in her heart, her uncle has always been the best candidate, and it is true that her uncle is most familiar with everything in terms of appearance and everything, but there is no way to get rid of the relationship between uncle and nephew.

Neither of them had that kind of meaning, and Huyan Lina had no choice, and it was not good to impose her consciousness, so she had to give up her own ideas and let them go!

"Why isn't your aunt here?" Huyan Lina asked digressively.

"Went to study"

Hu Yanlina smiled and touched Zhou Fan's face, and like when she was a child, she touched her face and asked, "Everything is not a foregone conclusion, you have thought clearly, it's too late to regret it now, look at your uncle"

Zhou Fan obediently turned his head to look at Zhou Fang, and saw that he was holding the sun, the child was asleep, he kept wiping the child's hands carefully, and kissed the child's face from time to time, as if the child was his own flesh and blood.

"What about him? I don't even have a descendant, have you thought about it? ”

I have thought about this question myself, and so does my uncle, why marry a woman who is not of childbearing potential? Isn't this a deliberate attempt to cut yourself off?

"I'll provide for him"

"But he's not old, he's not happy, he's not having children"

Child's play around the knee, watching the child grow, teaching the child to walk, teaching the child to learn, there are many things, the uncle can't feel it, there are many, many more, he is going to miss one of the most important things.

"He likes the sun," Huyanlina said slowly.

The sun talks a lot, he is a little warm man, and his uncle is also a big warm man, what does it feel like to have two warm men together?

"Give him the sun to raise! He will give him the best education"

At this moment, the mood was like a pinprick in pain, and the painful Zhou Fan covered his chest, lowered his head, and did not make any answer.

It turns out that this is Lu Xiang's mood five years ago, the pain of snatching the child is so difficult! He was also a cruel executioner back then.

If you give the sun to your uncle to raise, will your parents agree? Zhou Fan closed his eyes and covered his chest and asked himself, he also wanted to know the answer, but he was reluctant. It's not that I'm reluctant to give up my child, but I'm reluctant to give up my uncle.

He should have his own children, his own happy family, and a woman who loves him and cares for him, but why can't he have a happy ending? Isn't entrusting a child to him to raise an additional burden? I don't want to give him any burden now, and making him happy is the truest thought in my heart.

"What's wrong with you? Isn't it uncomfortable? Hong Yu's gaze was always on Zhou Fan, and she felt that she had kept her head down, so she walked over.

Zhou Fan shook his head, looked at Zhou Fang, wanted to cry, wanted to cry in his arms, cried for his years of dedication, he couldn't help him with anything, he couldn't help him with anything!

"What's wrong with you? Don't scare me! ”

Everyone turned their eyes to Zhou Fan, and Zhuo Guoqiang and his wife also felt that something was wrong, pushed people away, walked to Zhou Fan's side, squatted down and asked, "Girl, what's wrong with you?" Don't scare mom and dad."

Zhou Fan's eyes were on Zhou Fang's body, two lines of tears flowed down his face, without any expression, and his heart hurt so much that it was even difficult to breathe.

Sadness and reluctance alternate and complex, the feeling of pain is a bit suffocating, I feel that the blood in my body is pouring badly, my chest is painful and stuffy, Zhou Fan clutches his chest tightly.

"Xiaofan" Zhou Fang called her across the table, and she was also scared.

"Fanfan"

"Fan, don't scare your parents"

"What's the matter?"

They were all panicked and confused, Hong Yu picked up his mobile phone and dialed Xiao Zhang, asking him to drive over and hurry to the hospital.

"Poof......

Seeing Zhou Fan's mouthful of blood, poofed out, Zhou Fang was completely frightened, the child in his arms almost fell off, shouting "Send it to the hospital, ...... quickly"

Hong Yu picked up Zhou Fan and ran out, Zhou Fan's last consciousness was to see his parents crying, and heard someone crying, and then he lost consciousness and closed his eyes.