Volume 1 Wind and Rain into Lin'an Chapter 151 Dilemma
"Zi'an, speaking from the heart, even if I noticed something wrong before, I still couldn't bear to scold her. She was only seventeen years old, and I always thought she was mentally immature. I think as long as I keep my distance, she'll understand. But I was wrong. Ever since you and I got close, her behavior has gotten a little out of control. On the night of your attack on Sanyuanfang, I originally asked her to hide in the shadows to monitor the whereabouts of Qin Tan's men, and to warn you in time. At critical times, I will help you resist the enemy together. But she didn't do anything at all. When she reported to me, she only said that she was negligent for a moment and did not see the actions of Qin Tan's men. When she says she wants to help, she finds out that you've already killed a few of the people who attacked the night. I was a little angry, but I didn't think much of it. Now that I think about it, she must have done it on purpose. Qin Xiqing continued.
Fang Zi'an nodded slowly, and said in a deep voice: "She didn't secretly attack me, so I'm thankful." If she had done it to me that day, I'd be terrible. ”
Qin Xiqing muttered: "At that time, the relationship between you and me had not yet been made public, we were just ordinary friends, how could she be so hostile to you?" The reason why she refuses to help you is because she is jealous that I care too much about you. ”
Fang Zi'an nodded abruptly and said, "That's right." I used to feel that she was not very hostile to me. Do you remember the night before the Spring Festival, when you asked me to pretend to be a couple with you? When we feigned intimacy after we came out that day, I noticed a fierce glint in her eyes. But I didn't think much of it at the time, and thought it was just a delusion. I think her desire to kill me has been growing ever since. ”
Qin Xiqing nodded and said gloomily: "It should be good, it should be a big stimulus for her." That's why she suddenly attacked you like crazy after you and I came out of the bamboo forest in your new house that day. She's seeing the kiss marks I left on your face. So she couldn't control her emotions anymore. Hey, I never expected that instead of changing her mindset, she would become so crazy, which made me really not know what to do. I don't know if it's my fault that she had a misunderstanding that caused her to have such a deformed psychology. ”
Fang Zi'an stroked Qin Xiqing's long hair and said in a low voice: "Of course it's not your fault, you are good to her, that's not an excuse for her to have a deformed love for you." I think it's the environment that makes all of this. You think that when a little girl is a child, it will have a very negative impact on her personality and psychology. If you don't control it well, you will have distorted thoughts psychologically. ”
"Then why aren't Miss Ruomei and I like that? Didn't Miss Ruomei also suffer from family changes in her childhood? Qin Xiqing said.
Fang Zi'an was stunned for a moment, and then smiled: "You don't say that I really didn't realize it, and that's the case." You, Ruomei all suffered changes in childhood, and this Shen Ling'er. It's kind of weird. ”
Qin Xiqing smiled: "Do you really know?" So how do you explain that neither Miss Ruomei nor I became like Ling'er? ”
Fang Zi'an smiled: "This question stumped me. All I can say is that not everyone will be shrouded in the shadows and changes of childhood, and some people will come out of it with strong will. Some people have beliefs, and they will pin their beliefs on something and become the driving force to support themselves to come out. For example, Ruomei, she was bent on avenging her parents and killed the old thief Qin Hui. With the support of this belief, she can practice martial arts wholeheartedly and achieve her goals. And why don't you do the same, you want to rehabilitate Zhaoxue for your father and brother, so you are determined to do things for the prince, so that the prince can ascend the throne as the emperor, and you can correct your father and brother's name. Isn't that a strong belief that sustains you? ”
Qin Xiqing thought for a while and said: "What I said is reasonable, I remind myself all the time that I can't forget the wrongs of my father and brother." Even my thoughts of revenge against Jin Ren were not as strong as the thoughts I wanted for my father and brother Zhaoxue. "Remember the address qiuzww.
Fang Zi'an said: "That's because your father and brother died voluntarily, and when they decided to face the Jin people, they were actually doomed." You understand this, you just hope that your father and brother's selfless righteousness will not be distorted and wronged by others, that is the righteousness pursued by your father and brother for the country and the people, and it is obviously more important to show snow for them than revenge. That is the supreme honor of your father and brother, and it cannot be reversed or discredited. ”
Qin Xiqing bit her lower lip and nodded heavily, although she hadn't thought deeply about this question, Fang Zi'an's words spoke to her heart. That's exactly what she thinks, it's an honor for her father and brother to die righteously, and their death is derogatory, distorted or even smeared, which is exactly what she can't accept.
"Shen Ling'er witnessed the scene of her father's death in battle, and I think that must have hit her hard. Compared to you and Ruomei, the blow should be even greater. When she was cornered, she met you. You are like a sister to her, and she is naturally dependent on you in every way. I think the reason why she has such a freak love for you is probably not out of some other ulterior desires, but more of a worry. She is afraid of losing you, so she goes to extremes and sees all those who might snatch you from her as enemies. and then did not hesitate to kill the other party. That's probably why she wanted me to die. Fang Zi'an continued.
Qin Xiqing sat up, looked up at Fang Zi'an and said, "Zi'an, I think what you said is particularly right, it must be so." I now realize that I also mishandled it. Recently, I've been very cold to her, and I'm not even allowed her to follow me, thinking that it must have irritated her even more. That's why she's going to do it to you. ”
Fang Zi'an nodded and said, "Now it seems that this matter is basically a sure thing. However, even if our speculation is not far from ten, we still need evidence. Without evidence, she could not have admitted it. Therefore, for the time being, she can't make a statement, so as not to force her to take risks. ”
Qin Xiqing said: "If you don't expose this matter, won't she have to do something to you." Ling'er's character, I know, she won't give up easily. ”
Fang Zi'an shook his head and said, "I don't have to worry, on the contrary, I'm worried about you more." You know that once people's psychology is distorted to a certain point, anything can be done. If you expose her, you'll force her to take risks. Have you ever heard of the saying that if you can't get it, you destroy it? In many cases, this is the extreme idea under the extreme psychology. The more you force her to have no way out, the more unimaginable things will happen. ”
Qin Xiqing's scalp was numb, and she said dumbfoundedly: "You say that, I'm really a little scared." ”
Fang Zi'an kissed Qin Xiqing's forehead and said in a low voice: "I'm talking about extreme circumstances, she hates me now, not you." Therefore, I am afraid that it will take some effort and brains to deal with this matter, and it cannot be simple and rude. ”
Qin Xiqing said: "When you say that, I don't know what to do now." ”
Fang Zi'an smiled and said, "Xiqing, let me ask you a question first, even if Shen Ling'er admits this matter, what are you going to do with her?" ”
Qin Xiqing pondered for a long time, her brows furrowed, but she didn't answer for a long time.
Fang Zi'an smiled: "Is it difficult to answer." Of course you won't kill her, because she's loyal to you and like a sister to you. She is attached to you, and you treat her as if she were your own sister, otherwise, how could she have deformed feelings for you. You can't kill her, and you can't bear to kill her, so what should you do? Leave it alone? Apparently impossible. How would you tolerate her doing that? Even if she didn't want to kill me, but someone else, you wouldn't allow her to do that. And it is impossible for you to expel her away, because Shen Ling'er is your personal person, she holds the secret of the connection between Wan Chun Yuan and the prince, and she also knows the purpose and motive of Wan Chun Yuan's establishment. She even has a list of all the women who have been bought and controlled by you in Wanchunyuan. Expelling her away, you won't do this, and the prince and Lord Shi will definitely not allow you to do so. So, you can't answer my question and you're in a dilemma. Yes and no? ”
Qin Xiqing looked at Fang Zi'an helplessly, she found that in front of Fang Zi'an, she was like a transparent person. Almost all the things he was thinking in his heart were guessed by him clearly and thoroughly. This made her feel both admiration and annoyance.
"Yes, I don't know what I should do. If she wants to kill you, how can I tolerate her? But what should I do with her? Shall I kill her? Qin Xiqing sighed.
Fang Zi'an said: "So I want you to keep a low profile and don't make things out of control." ”
Qin Xiqing said: "Do we have to pretend not to know? Wouldn't that be an indulgence to her? ”
Fang Zi'an shook his head and said, "Of course you can't condone it." Originally, she was going to kill me, and I would never let her. Anyone who wants to kill me, I will take revenge. But, given the current situation, I can't do that. I have to consider your feelings, and I also have to consider Wan Chunyuan and the prince's affairs. I thought that perhaps letting her know that we already knew that it was her hand, but using a probationary strategy, might be able to make her wake up and restrain her behavior. It's about giving her a chance, and it's giving us a chance. If the probation is ineffective and she still refuses to repent, there is only one way. Except for her, it's a hundred. ”
When Qin Xiqing heard the latter sentence, her body trembled obviously, and her expression was shocked.
Fang Zi'an said in a low voice: "Xiqing, you should understand that if the tumor can't be cured, it will spread the toxin all over the body, and even the whole person will die." When there is no continuation, it will be disturbed. At that time, it will not be one person who will die, but a large group of people, perhaps including you and me, including the prince and them. ”
Qin Xiqing was speechless, frightened in her heart, but she understood that Fang Zi'an's words were not alarmist. If Wan Chunyuan's secret is revealed, no one will be able to escape.
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