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When Ye Ming went to Qingquan Hotel to look for Chen Yi, Chen Yi was sitting on the guest bed in room 812 of the "Qingyang Hotel", covered by the quilt to his waist, his knees bent, his hands around his knees, his brows furrowed, his eyes looking straight ahead, and he was falling into the painful and helpless thoughts of Ye Ming......

Ever since she learned that someone had written a letter to the provincial bureau complaining that Ye Ming had an affair with her, she fell into a state of panic and despair, and at the same time, she always remembered a sentence in her mind: "If people don't know, they can't do anything unless they do."

That's right, that's definitely a wise saying

Originally, she always thought that the matter between herself and Ye Ming should be unaware of the ghosts Usually, when she saw Ye Ming in the unit, she never showed any affectionate or ambiguous expressions, always with that faint look, as if they were still the same as before, but just an ordinary colleague relationship

But she never expected that some people in the bureau would begin to doubt her relationship with Ye Ming, and she wrote a slander against Ye Ming with a nose and eyes, and also sued the Provincial Bureau Supervision Office......

Therefore, she felt that this was simply providence: God did not allow her to be with Ye Ming It was God who did not allow her to have a sincere and unforgettable love Because she was a person with a family and a husband In the case of not divorcing Li Zhi, in order to taste the taste of **bone-erozing**, she abandoned her sense of morality and shame and abandoned the concept of chastity that she had always believed in and adhered to, and cheated with Ye Ming many times This is a shameless depravity, a debauchery that should be condemned and punished

Therefore, God began to be angry and began to warn himself: If you don't stop from the precipice, one day, the matter between yourself and Ye Ming will be exposed, and they will be pointed at by thousands of people and scolded by thousands of people, and since then, both of them have been ruined, and they will never be able to wash away the notoriety of/women/lewdness/babies......

And that inexplicable letter of complaint is God's warning to himself and Ye Ming......

She loves Ye Ming, loves like crazy, loves so much that she loves so much that she almost loses her nature and loses herself

And now, Ye Ming is just embarking on his career and is preparing to make a big difference, if his ambiguous relationship with him is discovered at this time, then his bright future is likely to be ruined

Therefore, just for the sake of Ye Ming's future, I should also quickly endure the pain and break up with him, if I wait until someone finds out and then want to break up, that is, "the horse is late on the cliff, and the boat is late to the middle of the river to make up for the leakage" is useless......

What's more, there is now one more Chen Mengqi by Ye Ming's side

It can be seen that this rich daughter's feelings for Ye Ming are definitely not shallower than her own During that time, almost every afternoon after work, she would see Chen Mengqi driving her fiery red Porsche to pick up Ye Ming After seeing Ye Ming, she didn't care about many cadres in the bureau watching them, very affectionate and happy, went over to hold Ye Ming's hand, pulled him into her car, and then honked the horn and left......

Every time she saw this scene, she felt that her heart was very blocked and sour: this girl is so happy She can make love to Ye Ming in public generously and without scruples You can play with Ye Ming everywhere as a girlfriend Show off to people everywhere: I am Ye Ming's girlfriend

And what about themselves, although they love Ye Ming with all their hearts, but they can only engage in underground activities behind people's backs, in addition to being in bed, the two of them can make out without scruples, and on other occasions, even if they miss and are impulsive, they can only be polite, keep their distance, and even pretend to be indifferent......

Moreover, every time she sees Chen Mengqi, who is young and beautiful and full of youthful vitality, she will have a feeling of self-shame and even narcissism and self-pity in her heart: an excellent boy like Ye Ming should be matched with a young and beautiful girl like Chen Mengqi, and she is already old, and she is already a broken flower, so she should no longer pester Ye Ming, but should bless him and Chen Mengqi......

Under the domination of such complex and painful contradictions, that night, she tearfully sent that long message to Ye Ming and asked him to break up......

She is a woman with a very strong heart and endurance beyond ordinary people After sending out the message of breaking up, although her heart was painful like a thousand worms gnawing at her internal organs, and she had insomnia all night long, but she insisted on not answering Ye Ming's phone call, not wanting to give herself any chance to regret it, because she knew very well that in her current state, as long as Ye Ming said two emotional words on the phone, or begged her a few words to let her not break up, her inner belief would definitely collapse I can't wait to pounce into his warm and generous arms again......

At the same time, in order to prevent Ye Ming from finding her again, she also moved out of the Qingquan Hotel and stayed in the "Qingyang Hotel" in the opposite direction from the Qingquan Hotel......

She has always been very confident in her inner strength and strong self-control, so she feels that as long as she makes up her mind, she should be able to gradually overcome the pain of missing Ye Ming, and slowly come out of this dangerous relationship like a time bomb

However, after only two days, she felt that she was about to lose herself: every time she sat in the office, she couldn't help but look at the desk opposite where Ye Ming was sitting, and at the same time, Ye Ming's handsome posture, gentle and kind smile would come to mind, and Ye Ming's voice calling her "Sister Chen Yi" and his happy and hearty smile would often ring in her ears......

Several times, she was in a trance, as if she felt that Ye Ming was really sitting opposite, and even shouted the word "little leaf" in a ghostly manner......

What's especially terrible is that she has insomnia almost all night now, and sometimes she finally closes her eyes and falls asleep, and in her dreams, she dreams of Ye Ming again, and the two of them are hugging each other tightly, kissing each other, and eagerly undressing each other, and then the two of them are entangled with each other......

Every time she woke up from such a dream, she would be so sad and so lost, and tears would roll down her slightly pale and haggard face like beads of broken thread......

After enduring this for a day or two, she felt that she couldn't bear it anymore, and struggled to find an excuse for herself: within two days, as long as Ye Ming, who was in the provincial capital, sent a message to herself, saying that he was unwilling to break up, saying that he still loved himself as before, then even if she had to go to the eighteenth layer of hell in the future, and she would have to undergo torture such as swords, mountain fires, altitudes, and tongue cramps in the underworld, she would not hesitate to throw herself into his arms and be a moth who bravely put out the fire......