CHAPTER XXXIV. 2
Leaving from Pingyao, Song Li asked for a week's leave from the unit, and the leader did not approve it at first, Song Li said that he would resign if he did not approve, and then hung up the phone himself. She bought a ticket to Changsha with Han Xiaomo, and then went from Changsha to Phoenix. Song Li asked Han Xiaomo why he came here, and Han Xiaomo said, no, I just wanted to come and see it all the time.
Walk around the ancient city during the day, sit in the bar at night, the bar is closed, two people and a bottle of beer sit on the rocking chair on the balcony of the hotel room, talk about it, and if there is no topic, look at the Tuojiang River in the night and drink, if you are sleepy, you will go back to sleep, and the next day you must wake up naturally. Han Xiaomo sometimes finds a place to sit with a picture book for a day, and Song Li will not deliberately disturb her, either sitting on the street to eat rice noodles, or going to some distinctive shops by herself, and then waiting for her to call herself, and then go back to eat together.
The day before leaving Phoenix, the two of them were walking by the Tuojiang River, and Han Xiaomo asked about them for the first time.
"I'm asking you now, are you not very good?" Han Xiaomo said.
"No, anyway, even after a long time, I still can't put it down, it's just a matter of the length of time for the bystanders." Song Li smiled.
"So Chen Xi ······"
"I still hear you call him a scumbag or a domineering president," Song Li smiled, "He is now on medication for depression, Liu Xin told me, I know, without his consent, Liu Xin will not say it to me, but he also understands me, and knowing that I know is more reassuring than not knowing." In fact, the result between me and him was also doomed early on, we both knew it, but he was unwilling to let go, and I didn't choose to refuse. ”
"Song Li, have you ever thought about what if he gets divorced one day?" Xiao Mo asked.
Song Li looked at her, bit his lower lip, and replied with a smile, "I don't know, maybe I will leave." ”
Han Xiaomo just wanted to say something, but after thinking about it, he still didn't speak.
"I remember Jiang Yao told me that Chen Xi and I have embarked on the path of her and Chen Hao, and ten years from now I will be the current her, we are all for a distant promise, and there is no choice to wait, she waited, but the result is as unsatisfactory as it is now."
"I heard from my sister that she went to Shanghai to find my sister and wanted my sister to help her fight this lawsuit, but my sister didn't accept it."
Song Li looked at her with his mouth half-open.
"Maybe Jiang Yao will have to wander in this entangled lawsuit for the rest of her life, she can't win, and she has lost the rest of her life in vain."
"Do you know, Jiang Yao went to Shanghai to find me."
"Looking for you?"
"Yes, she said that she had no choice, the Chen family didn't let her see the child, and they didn't even give her any news."
"So she asked you to help her find out?"
"Well, I was quite hesitant at first, because at that time Chen Xi had just gotten married not long ago, to be honest, at that time, I couldn't even manage myself, how could I still have the heart to care about other people's affairs, later, in fact, I didn't have much to do, and then it seemed that Chen Xi's father or mother celebrated his birthday, and their family returned to Shanghai, I thought about whether it was possible to bring Dian Dian back, so I looked for Liu Xin and asked her if it was possible to help me take a few little photos, if it was really difficult, forget it."
"You really helped her?"
"Actually, I'm not very sure, but later at night, I didn't expect Liu Xinzhen to take a few photos of me, and the recovery was not bad, I could eat, sleep, run and jump, so I sent the photos to Jiang Yao at that time. Actually, I didn't expect her to thank me, I just thought that if I didn't help her at this time, maybe no one would be able to help her. ”
"That Liu Xin can take a few pictures, you said your home······ Ah, no, can Chen Xi not know. ”
Song Li looked at Han Xiaomo, who had made a slip of the tongue, smiled and said that he didn't mind, and then said, "Can he not know, I see some people every day, who I eat with, what meals I eat, and how many phone calls I answer, he knows everything." ”
"Then he knows, and he still agrees? Doesn't he hate Jiang Yao very much. ”
"He doesn't like Jiang Yao, but he just thinks that Jiang Yao is sorry for his brother, but what does it have to do with children."
"Your relationship is too complicated, I don't want to figure it out anymore." Han Xiaomo smiled and shook his head, "Hey, by the way, how is Chen Xi's brother now, are you awake?" ”
Song Li shook his head, "I didn't wake up, now people should be sent to Beijing by them, after all, it can be better than Chang'an." ”
"Hey!" Han Xiaomo sighed
"Hey," Song Li thought of something, and asked again, "Then do you know what Jiang Yao is doing now?" ”
"I don't know very well, but after the results of the last re-examination came out, my sister came back to help me contact the tutor, and at that time, I asked casually intentionally or unintentionally. I guess they're still in Shanghai. ”
"Oh, she's really hard, then."
"What's difficult, I think it's all her own doing."
"Do you think the child was really sent away by her?! You don't want to think about it, in that case, with the posture of the Chen family, there is a possibility that she will say no! ”
"Speak as if you're there!" Han Xiaomo touched her elbow.
"I wasn't there, but I can also know her pressure, on the one hand, I want to give some good rehabilitation environment, on the other hand, I don't want to lose a little bit, under the trade-off, she definitely still wants to give the best to the child."
"Yo, you haven't been a mother yet, you know so much about what it means to be a mother!" Han Xiaomo said with a smile.
But the expression on Song Li's face lost its temperature for a moment.
Han Xiaomo was frightened by Song Li's appearance, his mouth was half open, and he asked softly after a while, "I'll go, you can't be pregnant, or that Sven scum?" I'll go! I'll go! I ······"
Song Li went up and covered her mouth, really annoying her.
"No, hey, I'll go, hey, hey, don't go! You won't really, I'll you! Han Xiaomo trotted a few steps after him, and grabbed Song Li's arm, but his mood had not yet eased from the surprise just now.
"Hey, I've got pimples, really! I just really, my hairs stand on end! The expression on Han Xiaomo's face was a little out of his control, just a blind smirk.
"You're pregnant!" Song Li's eyes were white, and he really couldn't stand Han Xiaomo.
"No, for a moment, I thought I was going to be a godmother!" Han Xiaomo sighed deliberately.
Song Li walked along the stone road winding forward, ignoring Han Xiaomo who was talking nonsense on the side, and some fragments popped up in his mind inexplicably, which were fragments that Chen Xi thought Song Li didn't know.
Song Li knew that sooner or later he would walk on Jiang Yao's path, for fear that he would accidentally get pregnant and cause some trouble to Chen Xi, but since he found out that something was wrong with Chen Xi, some of his thoughts suddenly changed. Every time she had sex, she stopped taking birth control pills, but Song Li found that she hadn't changed at all. And soon after, Song Li found the answer, maybe Chen Xi was ready to leave without worry, Chen Xi actually mixed the medicine into Song Li's breakfast, but by chance she noticed the truth, she didn't make a big fuss with Chen Xi, but ate the breakfast in front of him, and when he left, she finally couldn't help it, locked herself in the bathroom and cried bitterly. It was also from then on that Chen Xi rarely touched her again until that day in Pingyao.
It turned out that he had long been ready to let himself go.
"Hey, I'm talking to you!" Han Xiaomo touched Song Li's arm.
"Huh?" Song Li came back to his senses, looked at her, and then pointed ahead, "It looks like a river lantern is being put over there, let's go over and take a look." ”
Han Xiaomo blinked, and followed Song to the riverside.