151 Dusty suicide note
"Sister-in-law, you know me too well, I love you to death. Sister-in-law, when will you marry your brother and move in with us? ”
"......" Lu Qianqian couldn't answer, and glanced at her boyfriend beside her.
"Jiajia, don't worry about your adult's business. My sister-in-law is a guest when she comes to play, and you have to make her feel at home. ”
"Got it, brother." Ying Jiarou changed the topic after being a little displeased, "Sister-in-law, what do you like to eat, I'll go tell the kitchen." ”
Ying Mingyu helped Lu Qianqian order two dishes, and Ying Jiarou immediately ran to the kitchen.
Lu Qianqian was very uncomfortable, and when he went downstairs, he said, "Take me to see the guest room, I'll take my luggage." ”
"Let's show you around." After Ying Mingyu went down to say hello to his stepmother, he took Lu Qianqian around.
"Your family... It's huge. Lu Qianqian looked at it on the first floor and sighed.
Ying Mingyu and his parents' room is on the first floor, there are two study rooms, and the kitchen and dining room are on the first floor. Only Ying Jiarou lives on the second floor, the guest rooms are on the second floor, and the gym and recreation room are on the second floor. The third floor is the attic and there is also a large rooftop with racks for drying clothes outside.
"Do you feel like you're about to marry into a wealthy family?" When Ying Mingyu took her down from the third floor, he asked with a smile.
"...... "He's really enough, Lu Qianqian is so depressed that he can't do it, he actually has the heart to joke."
"Do you want to go to the garage to have a look, Sister Ran has three cars alone, my dad is poor and doesn't have it, but the unit has a car." There is also a driver, and sometimes he will drop by his father at night.
"Nasty." Lu Qianqian couldn't stand it and pushed him a little.
Ying Mingyu sighed: "I don't seem to have gotten a 'like' yet, but I have gotten a lot of hate." ”
"Really?" Lu Qianqian thought about it, it seemed that this was really the case, she only said it once, saying that he didn't know how much she liked him, but she didn't say that she liked him alone.
"But I haven't heard the classic lines yet, at least yet, so I'm still a qualified boyfriend for the time being." Ying Mingyu cheered himself up.
"What classic lines?" Lu Qianqian didn't know that he cared so much about these little things. He is usually very busy at work, even if she misses him, she relies on painting to pass the time, and she has never pestered him.
"Don't worry, you'll say it sooner or later." Ying Mingyu was not optimistic enough to think that he could coax her for the rest of her life, and sooner or later she would quarrel, and after men and women quarreled, they would say anything.
"Then I promise you, as long as you tell me what it is, I swear I won't say it again."
Ying Mingyu didn't believe it, but after seeing Lu Qian's shallow pouting, he immediately changed his words: "Okay, I said." ”
"What is it?" Lu Qianqian immediately changed his interested smile.
"Alas," his girlfriend sometimes really annoys him, "you don't love me." I heard that this is a sentence that girls will say after they are disappointed in their boyfriends, and it will be more serious in the future. ”
"Poof." Lu Qianqian couldn't hold back her laughter, leaned in front of her boyfriend and half-hugged the person, "Then you can rest assured, unless you really don't love me one day, I won't say this." ”
Ying Mingyu smiled bitterly, he was afraid that she would have such an illusion and think that he didn't love her. There is no difference between her guarantee and not saying it, Ying Mingyu did not break it.
On the way to the study, when Ying's father entered the door to take the materials he brought home, he saw his son flirting with his girlfriend on the side of the road. In his impression, let alone after the age of sixteen, even before the age of sixteen, he had never seen his son so happy.
"Ahem." Father Ying found a sense of existence so that they would not be more excessive.
"Uncle." Lu Qianqian was startled, and subconsciously called out when he saw someone.
"Dad, I'm back." Ying Mingyu let go of the person and said hello simply.
"Hmm. I ate immediately, and told Yi Ran that I would go over in a while. ”
"Okay." Ying Mingyu pulled his little girlfriend away.
"Does your dad not like me very much?" Lu Qianqian turned on the worry mode again.
Ying Mingyu felt that the coaxing just now was in vain, and said with a smile: "No, didn't you see that he was in a good mood just now?" ”
Lu Qianqian's eyes widened and she shook her head, her father didn't say anything after she said hello, and she couldn't see a trace of happiness in her expression.
"That's because you don't know him yet, I heard that his son has a girlfriend, and he is afraid that he will be so happy that he can't sleep for a few nights."
"......" Lu Qianqian couldn't feel it, are you sure it's not because of worry?" Your conditions are so good, are you afraid that you won't be able to find two, five, seven or eight girlfriends? ”
"I'm not afraid of hundreds, I'm afraid I can't find one, is true love so easy to find?" Ying Mingyu made persistent efforts to coax people.
"Huh......" Lu Qianqian couldn't help but smile and followed him to the restaurant.
Ying Jiarou warmly called Lu Qianqian to sit with her, and Ying Mingyu also sat next to her.
At the end of the meal, Father Ying and Yi Ran did not ask Lu Qianqian's life history information like checking the household registration, and ended the meal as usual.
After the meal, Ying's father only explained: "The girlfriend was chosen by yourself, if there is any contradiction in the future, think about why you want to be with her, be kind to other girls." ”
"Yes, Dad." Ying Mingyu gladly accepted.
Lu Qianqian's face was a little red, and it sounded like Father Ying was a very reasonable person.
"I still have some things tomorrow, I may not come back to have Chinese New Year's Eve dinner with you, and I will work hard for you to take care of the children." After his father explained this to his wife, he got up and went back to his study.
After the eldest family left, Ying Jiarou liberated herself, turned to Lu Qianqian and said, "Fortunately, my brother and sister-in-law came back for the New Year this year, otherwise I would have to be with my uncle and them, which would be super boring." ”
"You didn't come back for Chinese New Year last year?"
"It seems that this year is the first time to celebrate the New Year with Sister Ran and Jiajia, thanks to you."
"yes, thank you." Yi Ran answered.
Lu Qianqian didn't expect her to thank herself, and she was a little embarrassed: "Sister Ran is serious." ”
"Mingyu usually gets a lot of care from you, and in the future, I want you to be more tolerant, he doesn't have a good temper." Although she is not her biological mother, there is a saying that she knows her son Mo Ruo's mother, and polite words still have to be said.
"How can my brother have a bad temper, my brother is handsome, and he is super good to us, right, sister-in-law?" Ying Jiarou's brother-in-law complex broke out.
Lu Qianqian was a little embarrassed, and after looking at her boyfriend, she reluctantly replied with a smile: "Ying Mingyu is very good to me, Sister Ran, don't worry." ”
"Okay, as long as you get along well, his father and I will be relieved."
In the evening entertainment, Ying Mingyu is still fitness in the direction of physical training, Lu Qianqian accompanied Ying Jiarou to watch cartoons, Yi Ran had a lot of work calls to make, and took the time to go to the study to chat with her husband.
Ying Mingyu exercised enough, and after coming down to take a shower, he urged his sister to go upstairs to sleep, and he wanted to get his girlfriend back.
"The guest room is on the second floor, can you help me carry my things up?"
"Stupid." Ying Mingyu closed the door directly, "My room has a door to the bathroom next to it, hurry up, wash it over." ”
"Your parents won't ......"
"They have a bathroom in their room, don't worry about it, speed."
"What's the hurry......" Lu Qianqian is very unaccustomed to taking a bath in someone else's house, and has to share a room with her boyfriend.
Ying Mingyu is in a good mood, and after hugging his girlfriend, he can still sleep with his girlfriend at home, which is a great experience.
"We'll check the file tomorrow, okay?" Ying Mingyu rubbed his girlfriend's shoulder and couldn't help but kiss him again.
"Whatever the truth is, can you be honest with it?" Lu Qianqian knew what he was running away from, and after stepping back slightly, he held his boyfriend's face and looked at him.
Ying Mingyu sighed silently, he waited too long for this day, he couldn't tell whether he was excited or nervous, and the feelings in his chest were too complicated.
"Can I ask you then?"
"Okay." Lu Qianqian accepted this request, and it was her dream to be able to support him at such a time.
After Ying Mingyu kissed someone, he still vented his excess nervous tension on his girlfriend, and he felt extremely happy and relieved after the end. No matter what happens tomorrow or what you see, at least she will be there and she can comfort him well.
Chinese New Year's Eve went to check the old files, and there were only the two of them in the entire office.
The words that have been sealed for ten years are displayed in front of the two of them one by one. After reading it as a whole, Ying Mingyu was pleased with the completeness and meticulousness of this document, perhaps it was also his father's request.
Although Mingyu is a secret treasure that has been longed for many years, in fact, it is just a very ordinary investigation report.
Lu Qianqian carefully read it from beginning to end, and the most powerful physical evidence was a handwritten suicide note, saying that it was pressed with stones in the balcony where he jumped off the building. It seems that this is the first time Ying Mingyu knows about the suicide note, and he has read it several times.
The whole article is not too long, and there are three parts to the effect.
The opening part explains that her death has nothing to do with anyone, the middle part says that she hopes that her husband can find another good wife, and finally the part about her son, her concern and expectations for him.
Regardless of the front, the mother's expectation for Mingyu is that he can become a qualified upper-class child, whether it is behavior or food and clothing.
This wish is not like what ordinary mothers will have for their sons, combined with the previous content, it reflects some of the darkness in the mother's heart.
"I don't know, my mother has such low self-esteem." Ying Mingyu remembered some things from the past.
His mother's full name is Zhang Cuiping, and every time she went to a parent-teacher meeting in junior high school, she was his mother. He had also heard other classmates and parents talk about her mother, but he was still young at the time, and he was very introverted because he had changed schools too much.
Ying Mingyu only thought about his own feelings at that time, he hated those who chewed the root of his tongue, but he forgot to take into account his mother's feelings. He never told his mother that she was not wrong, and he didn't care what others said.
In Ying Mingyu's heart, his mother is very great, takes care of him at home, can paint, and is very gentle and understanding. He never felt inferior because he was born in the village, but more because he was not adapted to the new world.
"When we were kids... There will always be a lot of misconceptions and neglect about parents. Lu Qianqian didn't want to mention his own affairs, he should be able to understand.
"yes." Ying Mingyu's eyes were a little red, he now knew why his father didn't let him read the file.
The father would rather he misunderstand, rather he harbor hatred, and would rather he choose to rebel. I don't want him to realize that he was also the cause of his mother's suicide after knowing the truth.
"When you go back later, do you want to apologize to your uncle? Also, should I call Uncle? Lu Qianqian felt that Ying's father was younger than his father, and it seemed that this was indeed the case.
This math problem is like this: Ying Mingyu, who is twenty years old, Ying Mingyu is three years older than her, and her father is twenty-five years old. Have you figured it out?
Well, it doesn't matter.
"He won't necessarily come back today, let's talk about it later."
"New Year's Day, don't keep a straight face, Jiajia is still at home." On the way back, Lu Qianqian pinched his face.
"After getting it, it's easy to be brutally abused, alas, ......"
Lu Qianqian immediately changed his touch: "I like your face so much, I won't pinch it in the future, you smile." ”
Ying Mingyu lowered his head and leaned his face next to her, and Lu Qianqian kissed her obediently.
She knew that it would be difficult for him to recover from the truth for a while, but she also wanted to be like he usually coaxed her, and occasionally change her to make him happy.