for you to read. Zhang Yingying, this girl is too bullying!

While crying and mourning, I touched the left side of my face that had just been slapped by Zhang Yingying and was still a little painful, and at the same time angrily pointed at Zhang Yingying in my heart for bullying people.

Didn't I just want her to stay and sleep with me for the night?

My mind is obviously very pure, except for holding her, kissing her, and then I can't help it—

Ahem –

All right! I confess that my mind is not pure.

I don't know why, now my resistance to Zhang Yingying is getting worse and worse, and I only want to do something with Zhang Yingying at the first opportunity, and Zhang Yingying, this girl, knows what I think in my heart, but she just won't let me get her.

Alas! It's a hard life!

I couldn't help but look up to the sky and let out a long sigh.

I was about to lie down and sleep, but at this time, my phone rang.

I still think it's a little strange, it's almost twelve o'clock, who called me so late.

Looking at the caller ID, I found that it was an unfamiliar number from out of town, and I estimated that it should be a harassing call, so I thought about hanging up the phone.

But I don't know why when I was about to hang up the phone, my heart suddenly tightened.

I don't know if it's a psychological effect or what, but I felt as if a voice in my heart was reminding me not to hang up the phone, so I was sent to connect the phone.

"Hey! Excuse me—"

Just as I was about to ask about the identity of the other party, a familiar woman's voice rushed ahead of me and said, "Zexiong, it's me!" ”

Hearing the woman's voice on the other end of the phone, I was stunned for a moment, because this voice was Hu Xiaoyan's, but Hu Xiaoyan's current voice made me feel extremely unfamiliar.

Because at this time, Hu Xiaoyan's voice was very weak, very vicissitudes, and even a little hoarse, like the voice of a person who was still struggling to breathe after experiencing despair and had no hope for the world.

I remember very clearly that Hu Xiaoyan's voice before should have been vigorous and a little brutal and willful, how could it suddenly become like this now?

Hearing Hu Xiaoyan's voice at this time, I knew that Hu Xiaoyan must have encountered something, so I asked anxiously, "Xiaoyan, what's wrong with you?" ”

"Zexiong, I'm fine!"

I don't know if it's because I heard the worry about her in my words, Hu Xiaoyan's tone of words at this time was slightly better than just now, but her voice still made people feel a little bleak.

Although Hu Xiaoyan herself is fine, I think she must have encountered something, otherwise she would never be like this, so she asked anxiously: "Xiaoyan, don't lie to me, something must have happened to you, you tell me, what's wrong with you?" ”

"Zexiong, I-I'm really fine, I just haven't been with you for too long, I miss you, I just want to hear your voice when I call you!"

Maybe she didn't want me to worry, so Hu Xiaoyan smiled deliberately when she finished speaking, but the laughter was full of bitterness.

Her behavior made me even more worried, so I asked a little anxiously, "Where are you now?" What the hell is wrong with you? ”

"Zexiong, I'm really fine, I just missed you when I called, really!" Hu Xiaoyan continued to explain forcibly.

I knew she must have happened, but she didn't want to tell me, and since she didn't want to, I didn't continue to ask, but said, "Xiaoyan, I see that this phone number is from Congqing City, are you from Congqing now?" ”

I still feel a little guilty when I get up, Hu Xiaoyan has been away from Tianfu City for so long, and I still don't know where she went to study, and I didn't even ask her last time she came back.

When Hu Xiaoyan heard me ask about this, she first hummed lightly, and then said with doubts: "You don't know about my study in Congqing City, right?" ”

"Ahem! Of course I know, I'm just trying to make sure! ”

Seeing Hu Xiaoyan ask me about being busy, I was prevaricating, because I was worried that with Hu Xiaoyan's character, if I told her that I didn't know about her school in Congqing City, she would definitely be sad again.

I have to have some special feelings for Hu Xiaoyan in my heart, after all, I have had a relationship with her, and I still feel a little guilty about her.

Of course, there is such guilt for Hu Xiaoyan, it does not mean that I am betraying Zhang Yingying, or I am sorry for Zhang Yingying, Zhang Yingying is a unique existence in my heart, and no one can replace her.

As for Hu Xiaoyan, I don't know how I feel about her, maybe I just regard her as a friend of the opposite sex who doesn't want to hurt.

Hu Xiaoyan was smart and clever, after hearing my prevaricating words, she probably guessed that I was lying, so she said to me in a dissatisfied tone: "Don't lie to me, you can't fool me with any thoughts, I know, you have never cared about me, right?" ”

“——”

What I was most afraid of was that Hu Xiaoyan would ask such a question, because I really didn't know how to answer such a question.

If I didn't care, I seemed to care a little bit about her, and I was afraid that she would be sad if I was like this.

If I cared, I never really cared about her.

So in my opinion, such questions are the most difficult to answer.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Hu Xiaoyan smiled bitterly again, and then pretended to be okay and said: "Zexiong, it's okay, I don't care if you care about me or not, I'm already very satisfied!" ”

"You know what? I think people should have at least once in their lives, forget themselves for someone, don't ask for results, don't ask for peers, don't ask for what they once had, don't even ask you to love me, just want to meet you in my most beautiful years. ”

"Zexiong, I can still hear your voice at this moment, I'm already very satisfied, really! It's late, I won't bother you, good night! ”

"Wait!" ——

Hearing Hu Xiaoyan's words, I don't know why my mood suddenly became extremely heavy, and when I saw that she was about to hang up the phone, I hurriedly stopped her.

"And- anything else?" Hu Xiaoyan asked heartily on the other end of the phone.

"Is this phone number yours? If I want to call you in the future, will I call this number? ”

"This number is mine, you can write it down, but—are you sure you'll call me later?"

It's not surprising that Hu Xiaoyan would ask such a question, because I don't seem to have ever called her.

But when I heard her say this, I replied in the affirmative: "I will definitely call you when I have time in the future, didn't you just ask me if I ever cared about you?" I did care about you, really, I didn't lie to you, okay, I'm hanging, good night-"

When I said that, I hung up my phone.

As for care.

I think I did care about Hu Xiaoyan, at least when I heard her haggard voice on the phone, I was worried about her.

That's caring.

Although in my opinion, Hu Xiaoyan and I will not have any results in what happens, but I think we can be friends even if we can't be lovers.

I can't give her a shoulder, but at least I can care for her.

I'm an idiot when it comes to feelings, and I'm trying to do something that doesn't hurt anyone, which is tiring, but I still can't get a satisfactory result for everyone.

But there's only so much more I can do.

I really tried my best.

Putting down my phone, I suddenly felt a little sad.

Now I finally understand why everyone wants to go back to their childhood.

No matter whether your childhood was happy or miserable, as long as you grow up, as long as you start to get in touch with society, you will find that childhood is so beautiful.

There is no intrigue, no competing interests, no headaches for bread and love.

Carefree, even if you don't know anything, even if you do something wrong and are chased and beaten by your parents with a broom, it's also happy.

It's really tiring to grow up.

Even if it's how you're complaining about today's pain.

Tomorrow, you still have to face life.

Even if you are stabbed and bruised by life, you still have to go on bravely.

Because, if you are not brave, no one will be strong for you——. reading, and a better reading experience will come from.

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