A touch of crazy jealousy in my heart is like a stormy wave, constantly slapping the sand and gravel on the shore, wave after wave, slapping the sand and gravel on the shore fiercely, and then ruthlessly rushing into the ocean.

For Chen Man, the two people hugging in front of her were like sand and stones, and she couldn't wait to rush them into the sea.

That way, if she can't see it, she won't feel distressed!

And then, they are not sandstones, and she is not a giant wave!

They are still standing there and embracing each other affectionately!

Chen Man felt that if she continued to watch such a dazzling picture, she would definitely be uncontrollable and wanted to drive over and knock them away.

It's just that the remnants of her sanity told her that she couldn't do that!

Once she appeared at this time, she really lost Su Muhang completely.

Enduring the heart-wrenching pain, Chen Man drove away.

Su Muhang let go of the promise and looked at the promise with a smile, "Holding you now is like hugging an old friend who has been friends for many years." ”

Xu Promise smiled slightly, "We have been old friends for many years!" ”

Looking at Xu Promise's bright smile, Su Muhang smiled from the bottom of his heart, "Yes, we are very good old friends, I'm leaving, goodbye, my old friend!" ”

"Goodbye, have a nice trip!"

Su Muhang opened the car door to get into the car, but suddenly turned around again, and looked at Xu Nuo, "Don't tell Chen Man about my trip to the United States, I want to surprise her after settling down there." ”

In fact, he wanted to take this opportunity to let Chen Man calm down, reflect on it, and give her a surprise after making her feel a sense of crisis, which would make her unforgettable, and she would no longer be so unreasonable in the future.

Hearing Su Muhang say that he wanted to surprise Chen Man, of course he promised to cooperate.

"Okay."

"Goodbye!"

"Bye-bye!"

After seeing Su Muhang's car leave, Xu Yu's heart was very complicated, she knew that Su Muhang's sudden decision to leave Jiangcheng must have something to do with her.

If she hadn't been angry with Gu Moyan at the beginning, and left Jiangcheng with Xingxing immediately after signing the divorce, Su Muhang would not have decided to leave with Chen Man!

It's just that now she is going around and around, and she is forced by Gu Moyan to leave if she wants to leave.

Mu Hang, Manman, I'm sorry, forgive me for not being able to leave Jiangcheng now, after the movie is finished, I will leave Jiangcheng with a wake up, and you will come back!

……

After Chen Man drove away from the community where she promised to live onto the road, she didn't know where to go when she looked at the traffic coming and going on the road?

Go home, she didn't dare.

She always felt that the palatial villa did not belong to her, and she did not feel safe at all, because there was Su Muhang there, so she forced herself to regard it as her home.

Now, there is no Su Muhang there, where is home?

Chen Man was driving a car along the road at a rapid pace, when suddenly, the flashing neon signs of a bar attracted her.

The name of the bar is Lady Rumoto!

The logo of the bar is a girl outlined in lines, holding a glass of wine in her hand, giving the impression of arrogance and coldness.

Inexplicably, Chen Man felt that the girl above was very much like his current self, and there was nowhere to put the loneliness and confusion in his heart.

At the intersection in front, Chen Man turned the car in, parked outside the bar, and walked into the bar!

She hasn't been to a bar since she found out she was pregnant with Sisi!

Compared with five years ago, the current bar is much more extravagant, the quiet and melodious sound and light of the previous bar soothes people's tired body and mind for a day, and now the bar, walking in is the harsh music, people are dancing like zombies, wearing revealing clothes, and the hot body of the foreign girl outside twists Bai Huahua's body in the iron cage, as if to give a hint, let people pump her hard!

When Chen Man saw the scene in front of him, not only was he not in a good mood, but he was even more bored, and he turned around and left, but he fell into an embrace.

"I'm sorry!" Chen Man hurriedly apologized.

"Dr. Chen?" The man's uncertain voice sounded overhead.

Chen Man looked up and saw Ding Yao's familiar face.

Today's Ding Yao is wearing a casual outfit, a khaki mid-length tweed trench coat, with a white shirt inside, and a black and white plaid scarf around his neck.

"Doctor Ding, I didn't expect to meet you here!"

"Yes, when I was parking just now, I saw you walk in, and I thought that a gentle person like you would not come to this kind of place, but I didn't expect it to be really you, why did you come and leave?" Ding Yao smiled.

A strand of hair on his forehead blocked his vision, Chen Man habitually raised his hand to hook his hair, and before his hand touched his hair, he was grasped by Ding Yaoyi.

"How did you get your hands? Why did you hurt so badly? Ding Yao looked at Chen Man with concern.

Seeing the four bloody wounds on his hand, a tingling pain flashed in Chen Man's eyes, and then he quickly withdrew his hand, "It's nothing, I accidentally touched a sharp weapon and scratched it." ”

"Dr. Chen, don't forget, I'm a doctor of psychology, I know you have something on your mind when I see your expression, if you feel uncomfortable and want to talk to someone, I don't mind being the object of listening, you must know that if someone wants to talk to me, you have to make an appointment for three months, the opportunity is rare, you should cherish it."

Looking at Ding Yao's smile like a spring breeze, Chen Man did not say anything if he refused.

She is really in pain right now, and she needs someone to talk to her.

"There's a quieter box upstairs, let's talk in the box!" Ding Yao said and walked towards the second floor.

Chen Man followed Ding Yao to a stylishly decorated box, closed the door, and immediately blocked the noise.

Watching Ding Yao open the cabinet and take out two red wine glasses and a bottle of red wine, Chen Man asked suspiciously: "You often come to this bar?" ”

Ding Yao sat on the sofa opposite Chen Man, put the wine glass on the round table, and said in a deep voice while pouring wine: "That's right, this box was chartered by me, and the things in it are also decorated according to my liking, being a doctor is stressful, I watch too much life and death every day, and my heart is too tired, so I want to find a place to relieve the pressure, but a person's home is too deserted, so I chartered a box here, and I feel too lonely to open the door, and I feel that I am not alone." ”

His voice is beautiful, like an emotional monologue in a movie, and the irritating mood is quiet because of his voice.

It's no wonder that as soon as you enter the door, you feel that the decoration style here is not at all different from the previous ambiguous style of box decoration.

The décor here is decorated in warm white tones, with pillows on the sofa, a white lazy swing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and a pot of lilies that will bloom in the future even on their drinking round table.

"You like lilies?" Chen Man asked with a smile.

"That's right, I like lilies very much, among the thousands of flowers, the lily is not outstanding, but it is unique and quiet, it feels very special, I like to insert five lilies in the vase, symbolizing no regrets, just like our doctor's profession, every day is a race against life, one stop on the operating table is a day, busy to prostration, but the feeling of being needed by the patient, let us be willing, pay without regrets, people who like lilies, love a person is the same, once you decide to love that person, will love him deeply without regrets. After Ding Yao finished speaking, he picked up a glass of red wine and handed it to Chen Man.

For Chen Man, every word of Ding Yao seemed to be talking about her, which touched her deeply.

Chen Man took the goblet with red wine, put it in his hand and shook it gently and elegantly, these were taught by Su Muhang, saying that this is 'decanting', and the decanted wine will taste better.

Actually, she doesn't know how to taste wine, and every drink in her mouth is a taste, bitter and spicy.

But Su Muhang said that red wine should be good after waking up, so she subconsciously did so.

Over time, it becomes a habit!

After waking up, Chen Man put the red wine to his lips and took a sip, thinking that it would be as bad as he imagined, however, the red wine he drank today was different from the past.

"This wine is different from what I drank before, there is no spicy and bitter taste, but with a faint fruity aroma, mellow wine, long aftertaste between the lips, endless aftertaste, I have never drunk such a delicious red wine, I didn't expect Dr. Ding to have such a delicious red wine here, or is this not an ordinary red wine?"

Ding Yao's handsome face showed an appreciative smile, "I didn't expect Dr. Chen to be so good at tasting wine, this is indeed ordinary red wine, but I added an extra essence to neutralize the astringency of the red wine, it is not so rich, if Dr. Chen likes it, I will give you two bottles when I leave in a while." ”

"Then thank you, Dr. Ding."

"Dr. Chen is too polite, I see Dr. Chen with sadness between his eyebrows, do you have any thoughts?" Ding Yao asked with concern.

"It's nothing, it's just a quarrel between husband and wife, you say, why should people have feelings? If you were like an animal, as long as you have enough food and clothing, you won't be so tired. Chen Man smiled bitterly.

"I don't agree with you, how can people build this world so rich and colorful if they are like animals? How can you explore the unknown world of technology? How can you go to heaven and earth and do everything? Even if you imagine the animals, they are not as easy as you imagined, they are also busy for life, and manage their own feelings and homes, and some animals, more cruel than our human love, such as the praying mantis, the male mantis hard performance, to win the favor of the female mantis, but in the end was eaten by the female mantis, some people think that the female mantis eats the male mantis in order to reproduce, some people think that the female mantis is hungry, eating the female mantis is just to fill the stomach, and a very small number of people think so...... ”

Speaking of this, Ding Yao paused, took a sip of red wine, and tasted it.

Chen Man had already heard the first two kinds of praying mantis that Ding Yao said, and she was very curious about the third idea that Ding Yao said.

"What is it?"

Ding Yao looked at Chen Man's eyes, and his narrow phoenix eyes had a faint smile, "Those people think that the female mantis only loves one in her life, and once she falls in love with that male mantis, she wants to be with him forever, while the male mantis is famous, always thinking about the female mantis outside, so the female mantis would rather eat it in pain than share its love with other female mantises, so it seems that animals are not the same as humans?" There are seven emotions and six desires, the same love for a person to the point that you will lose your mind, in comparison, being a man is much happier, as long as we work hard, we can gain a lot, and animals are poor all their lives are just the pursuit of food and clothing. ”

Ding Yao's words hit a thousand waves on Chen Man's heart lake like a stone.

She never thought that there was such a meaning for female mantis to eat male mantis.

But such an explanation makes something that sounds cruel and terrible into a romantic and beautiful thing.

Because she can understand the depth of love and the feeling of pain too well.

The more you love, the more you fear!

"What does Dr. Ding think is the reason why the female mantis eats her mate?" Chen Man asked with a smile.

"If I had to choose, I'd choose the third one, which doesn't sound so cruel." Ding Yao smiled.

"What does Dr. Ding think a person should do when he is in an emotional crisis?"

Ding Yao thought for a moment, "Then it depends on how much that person loves her partner?" Some people will choose to leave, some people will choose to use all means to mend it, and leave without regrets, and some people are like praying mantises, even if they die, they have to be with him, in the final analysis, it depends on how much you love that person, if you really love, it will be difficult to let go, I am a more selfish person, I may be like a female mantis, which is why I have been single so far. Ding Yao chuckled, "Do you think I'm terrible?" Like the perverted doctor in the movie? ”

Chen Man immediately shook his head, "No, I think loving someone should be like this, absolutely loyal to each other and family, I believe that Dr. Ding will definitely meet the right person soon." ”

"To borrow Dr. Chen's good words, I hope that person won't make me wait too long, cheers." Ding Yao raised his glass in front of Chen Man.

Chen Man and Ding Yao touched their glasses, and when the faint fruity fragrance spread across their throats, Chen Man's eyes showed a cold and resolute look.

……

Xu Promise was woken up by the doorbell, and seeing that he was still asleep, he hurriedly got up and ran over to open the door.

opened the door and saw Chen Man and Sisi standing at the door.

"Good morning, godmother!" Sisi threw herself into Promise's arms and hugged her thighs.

Xu promised to take Sisi in his arms, and said in a gentle voice: "Sisi, why did you get up so early?" ”

"I told this girl that you live in a neighborhood not far from her school, and she clamored to come and see you, no, today is Saturday, I came back from the night shift, and this girl clamored for me to take her over to see my brother, and when I bought breakfast, I saw that the roses in the flower shop were blooming just right, and I knew you liked it, so I bought a bouquet, is there a bottle? I'll plug it in for you. Chen Man smiled.

"You still have such a sense of life, in this family, except for me and Xingxing, there is really no other life, I'll go and see if there is anything that can be decorated with flowers."

"Godmother, is my brother awake?"

As soon as Sisi finished asking, he heard the voice of the wake up with a cry.

"Mommy, Mommy......"

Xu promised to carry Sisi to the bedroom, "Sisi will play with my brother, and my godmother will go to find a bottle of flower arrangement, and then come to dress my brother." ”

"Okay, godmother!" Sisi walked up to Xingxing, "Brother, is it okay for my sister to play with you?" ”

"Hahaha......" Xing Xing clapped his hands happily.

Promises searched and searched, but could not find a vase that could hold flowers.

Chen Man saw the red wine bottle on the cabinet, "Let's have a drink, the red wine glass can just be used to arrange flowers!" ”

Xu was a little surprised that Chen Man said that he drank wine early in the morning, just for flower arrangement.

Because Chen Man doesn't like to drink, and as a doctor, she often says that drinking hurts her body, but today she actually took the initiative to say that she wanted to drink, or in the morning, just to insert this cut flower?

Although Xu Promise felt that Chen Man was a little abnormal today, she still took the red wine in the glass as she said.

"I'll wash it!" Chen Man said and went to get the red wine bottle in Xu Xu's hand.

Xu Yu saw several wounds on Chen Man's hands, quickly grabbed her hand, and asked distressedly, "Why is your hand injured?" ”

Chen Man withdrew his hand from Xu Promise's hand, and sighed in his voice, "Don't mention it, I was on duty last night, and I met a woman who committed suicide by cutting her pulse for love, and when she was sent in for rescue, she suddenly came to her senses, crying and clamoring not to let the doctor rescue her, when I stopped her, she grabbed it fiercely, and it hurt so much that I couldn't wait to cut her with a scalpel, so that she could also taste how much pain I had." ”

There is no doubt about Chen Man's words, because there have been many people who commit suicide for love from ancient times to the present.

"How's that patient doing?"

"After the rescue is done, we are clamoring to be discharged from the hospital, and we can't forcibly keep her in the hospital, so we can only tell her family to watch her more, hoping that she won't think about it."

"It's really painful to fall out of love, but as long as you get through this time, it's good in a few days."

Chen Man said distressedly while inserting roses: "She is different from others, she was intervened by her own sister, seven years of marriage, the children are four years old, her husband suddenly betrayed, or is she with her own sister, where will she be so fast?" You should be able to relate to how much pain her mood is. ”

Xu Promise looked stunned, he didn't expect Chen Man to say this, although Xu Ran once fell in love with Su Muhang in order to anger her, but she had never been married to Su Muhang, how could Chen Man compare her with the woman who committed suicide by betrayal by her sister and husband?

Now, Xu Ran has been dead for more than four months, and she has forgotten all those things.

"I'm sorry, I said the wrong thing by mistake, don't take it to heart." Chen Man said with a guilty face.

Looking at the pain that flashed in Xu Promise's eyes, Chen Man snorted coldly in his heart!

Pain, right? But where is the pain in your heart, and where is the tenth of my pain?

"It's okay, I know you didn't mean to, why don't you bandage your wounds? If it hurts when you touch the water, I'll bandage you with gauze. ”

Chen Man took the promised hand and said with a smile: "No, I deliberately didn't bandage it, although it hurts a little, the wound will recover faster." ”

Only when the body hurts, the heart will not hurt so much.

She used the pain in her hand to remind her of how the four wounds came from.

Ding Yao is right, love is selfish, and she will never allow anyone to snatch her lover.

She can't be a male mantis that eats the heart of a flower like a female mantis, so she has to find a way to stop the female mantis from luring the male mantis outside.

She has promised countless opportunities that she can remember their sisterhood for more than ten years away from Su Muhang.

But what about her? showed no quarrel with the world in front of her, but behind her back, she hugged Su Muhang affectionately.

Since she doesn't treat her as a good sister, she is ruthless first, don't blame her for being unrighteous later.

Chen Man is a doctor, and of course he promised that he would not question her decision, and said with a smile: "Okay, you do it for a while, I'll go and wash up and wash myself, and come over to eat the breakfast you bought." ”

"Let's go!"

After promising to leave, Chen Man's gaze stayed on the dazzling pink rose in the red wine bottle in front of him, and his eyes were full of complexity.

……

Because the copyright was sold to Gu Moyan, in order to maintain the mystery of the movie, Xu had to suspend the update on the Internet, which made many netizens who loved it feel deceived and scolded the promise.

Xu Promise felt very sorry for the fans who supported her, so she paid the website a high salary, and asked the website to return the readers who had read the book to the readers for three times the money.

Anyway, with Gu Moyan's money, I didn't feel distressed when I promised it.

Although the people on the website were shocked, they made money and did not bother to do so, and as promised, they returned three times the money to the readers in the form of reading coins.

Readers are very satisfied with the promise attitude, and some loyal fans still feel ashamed of it, and once again return the promise in the form of a reward, saying that they look forward to the release of the movie and will definitely support it in the theater.

After this matter subsided, the people who benefited the most were the websites.

After dealing with this matter, he promised to write the following story with peace of mind and wait to join the crew.

Three days later, the director of the crew called Xu Promise, saying that today is the day when the film starts, and asked Xu Promise to attend the opening ceremony together in the past, so that everyone can get acquainted with it so that they can cooperate in the future.

On this day, he promised to pack up everything, hold Xingxing upstairs to Xia Meng's house, and let them take care of Xingxing.

"Auntie, I'm going to the crew today, please help me take a look when I wake up." Xu Promise said and took out a red envelope with money, "This money is the food expenses of me and Xingxing this month, please be sure to accept it, I am embarrassed to eat at home every day these days." ”

Xia Mu touched the thick red envelope and knew that there was a lot of money in it, "You haven't eaten at home a few times, you don't need to give money, you are Mengmeng's friend, if you have difficulties, we should help, don't be so outside." ”

"If my aunt doesn't accept the living expenses, then I don't dare to trouble my aunt anymore, so I have to wake up and work on the set." promised to pretend to be sad and to wake up in Xia's father's arms.

Xia Mu hurriedly took the hand of the promise and said anxiously: "Although I have not worked in the crew, I have been to the film and television city to play, and I saw that the set was very chaotic, I woke up so young, and I just learned to walk, it is the age when I am curious about everything, what should I do if he goes to the set and bumps into it?" ”

"Mom, since you're so worried about waking up, you can accept the promise, if you don't accept it, she's embarrassed to let you take care of it, anyway, she sold the copyright, and now it's not bad money, you can't give her a child for nothing." Xia Meng smiled bluntly.

Xia's mother glared at her daughter, "How do you talk about this child?" Am I waking up for money? ”

"I know that my aunt helped me wake up because she felt sorry for me, as Xia Meng said, now I am not bothered by money, you can accept it." Xu Promise smiled.

"Okay, I'll take it, and I'll wake up with Mengmeng's father and go to the supermarket to see if there's anything delicious and fun, and buy him some."

"As you arrange, I'm going to work!"

"Promise, I'll go with you!" Xia Meng left with the promised hand.

In the elevator, Xu Yue looked at Xia Meng and said, "Where is your company?" I'll see if it's going well, I'll send you there first, and you won't have to take the bus. ”

"In the morning, the boss said that the company's movies were turned on, and asked me to go directly to the set to help."

Xu Promise felt a bit of a coincidence, Xia Meng had been working for so long, and she hadn't asked her what the name of the company was?

"What's your company name?" What kind of movie was made? ”

"Because I'm a newcomer, the company is afraid that we will leak secrets, the movie has been kept secret, and I don't know what it is, the company's name is Double Flame Entertainment."

Xu Promise's eyes couldn't help but widen, isn't it, Xia Meng's company is actually Gu Moyan's newly established 'Double Flame Entertainment'? What a coincidence!

"Is the set you went to Green Island Plaza?"

Xia Meng also looked at Xu Promise in surprise, "We shouldn't be going to the same set, right?" ”

Xu nodded slightly, Xia Meng exclaimed, "Oh my God, what a coincidence, so in the future, I don't have to rush to catch the bus hard, I can take your car and commute with you?" ”

Xu promised happily: "That's right." ”

Stepping out of the elevator, Xia Meng jumped up happily, "It's great, you don't know that I squeeze the bus every day, and my head is getting bigger, especially the feeling that you finally ran to the bus stop, but the bus drove away in front of you, it's too painful, now it's okay, I work on the same set with you, commute to work together, I feel so happy when I think about it!" ”

"Since I know that it is painful to squeeze the bus, I quickly learned my driver's license and bought a scooter." Promise to open the car door, "Get in the car." ”

Xia Meng sat in the passenger seat, "I don't want to learn, I prefer to take a car than driving, think about it later, my husband will drive me all over the river city, I feel very happy." ”

Seeing Xia Meng with a clean and youthful smile, Xu Promise was very envious, and wanted to live as simple as her, so easy to satisfy.

Originally, it only took half an hour to get to Qingzhou Plaza, but today I don't know what's going on, the road is seriously congested, and it took more than an hour to arrive.

After getting out of the car, Xu Yue and Xia Meng came to Qingzhou Plaza, and saw the platform set up in the square from a distance, a huge advertising box was covered with red cloth, and the platform was full of people, some of those people were holding microphones, some were carrying cameras, and they were media reporters who had been invited over.

It seems that Gu Moyan really took great pains for Tong Xue's movie, and invited all the media in Jiangcheng as soon as he started the film.

Xu promised to tell the security guard at the entrance that she was the screenwriter of the show, and the security guard looked at Xu Xu and let her in.

Walking into the temporary staff room in the square, he heard a familiar voice coming.