Chapter 153: I Won't Give Up
His heart was filled with infinite sin. It almost ended in trouble. caused to the point of irreparability. Fortunately, she was still lying on the hospital bed in front of her. Looking at her increasingly energetic face, she finally stopped worrying anymore.
"I'm sorry you can't think about it. I'm sorry......" I was still a little sorry for her in my heart, seeing that she liked him infatuatedly, but she didn't have her shadow in her heart, her mind was full of Jiang Jingluo, and her shadow was full of his whole head. He wondered if he had been poisoned too deeply. It's got to the point where there's no turning back. He never thought that he would hurt a woman, nor did he think that he would hurt a woman.
And now, Xu Xianxian was hurt by him. And he also took sleeping pills to commit suicide, which left a shadow on him. I'm really afraid that one day, she won't be able to think about it. Originally, she was a lively, cheerful girl who would not have thought of committing suicide. However, he was wrong, she was strong on the outside, but she was actually lonely, pitiful, and cowardly on the inside. It needs to be loved and cared for.
She took a deep breath, "Don't talk about this anymore. Scold...... It's my own impulse...... I shouldn't be so sorry for the parents who gave birth to me and raised me, and I shouldn't be so irresponsible to make them sad. I...... I really just can't control my emotions. That's why I want to end my life, just because it's so painful......" Her eyes were staring at him tightly, without blinking, her eyes were full of his shadow, and her whole body was him. His heart was filled with him.
He shook his head and retorted, "No, it's my fault. I shouldn't have let you be like this, I'm wrong. Fortunately, you're okay, otherwise I'll feel guilty for the rest of my life, sorry for your parents and brother. He approached her, his hands clasped tightly on her shoulders, she felt the warmth of his hands gripping her shoulders, the warmth of the input, melted into her heart, and moved her. Her eyes were fixed on him, expecting him to continue.
"Slim ...... Promise me! Don't hurt yourself for me anymore. Because...... I'm not a man worth it. This last sentence made her disappointed and her eyes glazed and unfocused. She thought that he still liked him at least a little bit in his heart. However, such an obvious sentence, isn't it just to reject her love?
She shook her head, disagreeing with his words, "No, you're worth it...... Worth...... If you want me to die for you, you can do it. I beg you, don't leave me behind, okay? I'm so lonely, I can't live without you, I know I can't live anymore, don't go to her side, okay? I want you to stay by my side and away from her, okay? Although I'm selfish...... However, love is really terrible. Let her can't help but fall in love with someone, thinking about it day and night. I can't sleep and eat, and I can't sleep at night. I don't think about tea, I don't want to eat, and I have lost several pounds, and this painful feeling is not necessary to drink diet tea or take diet pills to lose weight and lose weight quickly.
How did he promise her? He knew he couldn't give her a promise, and why should he lie to her if he couldn't keep it. I could only be silent. Face her quietly.
Maybe she understood what he meant. He couldn't answer, he must have rejected her.
"Why...... Then why did you make me fall in love with you, and now, push me away and kick me away. You know how I feel, how painful my heart is right now...... I'm dying of pain, and my heart is throbbing, it's for you...... But now, you don't cherish me at all, is a woman who is married and pregnant with a child worthy of your infatuation? Scold...... I'm younger than her, I'm more energetic than her, and I'm an untrained girl. In the past 20 years, I finally met the man I wanted, but this first love was ruined so hard. Do you know how much I'm looking forward to this relationship? But you ...... But it deeply hurt my pure heart. Her eyes were wide open, and she looked at his eyes tightly, hoping that he would be able to see the truth in her eyes and reveal the truth.
He knew that everything was wrong with him, and he shouldn't have given her the opportunity to get close to him when he couldn't promise her. So now, he hurt her so hard that he almost killed her. He's really damn it! How to persuade her in front of her, the prodigal son, turn back, and stop being obsessed with him as a dead-eyed man who only loves one woman in his life!
He needed the love he gave so longly, but he kept it for the woman. And what about yourself? I want to give him everything I have, but he doesn't give it any effort! His persistence made her lose her mind. I could only watch him slowly and step by step approach the woman's side and throw himself into the woman's arms. And I can only close my eyes, hide in a place where no one is, and cry slowly. Until the wounded heart slowly recovers.
"I'm sorry......" In addition, he didn't know what to say to her to make up for his mistakes. Let her hurt herself, he really deserves to die.
He apologized again and again, and said sorry again and again! made Xu Xianxian almost disheartened with him. God, what can be done to make him change his mind? The heart that likes and loves him is so deep and deep that I can't extricate myself. That's why I endure the pain and want to end my life. In this way, when life is lost, all feelings will end. You won't taste that feeling of losing love. It's a hundred.
However, when she woke up, she felt that she had done something selfishly and had actually hurt more people. Not only him, but also family, brothers, friends. She regretted this behavior. Before doing so, she didn't appreciate what it would be like for a loved one to lose her. Seeing her brother's sad appearance the day before yesterday, she knew that she was too hasty as an older sister. It makes my family and friends sad. She really shouldn't be like this.
Instead, meaningful things should be used on how to move Wen Yijie and make him accept her love sincerely. Instead of crying, making trouble, and hanging yourself. She doesn't do stupid things anymore.
"I knew I was wrong. From today onwards, I will compete fairly with Jiang Jingluo. Until you like me. I hope you don't stand in the way of my chances of getting closer to you. I'll move you slowly. I hope you will promise me this. Even in the end, you still didn't fall in love with me, so ...... I will silently leave your side and go to a place where no one can find me, and start my life again. Promise me, okay? Her expectant eyes were fixed on him, and her eyes were full of sincerity.
"Slim ...... Why should you bother? He wanted to dissuade her. But she wanted to go on.
"No, Yijie...... Please don't reject me...... Please don't stop me from continuing to like you. Otherwise, I'll be very uncomfortable. I'm afraid I'll not be able to take it...... All right? She burst into tears. Everything in his eyes is his shadow.
After walking out of the hospital, Wen Yijie sighed exhaustively, looked into the distance, he slowly walked to his car, opened the door, sat lazily in the car, and drove to Jiang Jingluo's residence.
On the way, his mind kept flashing the words Xu Xianxian said. Taking a deep breath, he shook his head speechlessly, his mind now in chaos. I don't know how to continue.
[I'll move you slowly.] I hope you will promise me this. Even if you don't fall in love with me in the end, I will continue to love you for the rest of my life. ]
The current Xu Xianxian is in the same mood as he loves Jiang Jingluo. A person who doesn't love you, but you love him (her) so deeply, the pain mixed with the feeling of sweet happiness. There is no one who can put it into words.
The doorbell rings. Sitting on the sofa in the hall watching TV, she quickly got up and opened the door, and the person she thought of was him. As expected.
Yijie ...... It's really you! Where have you been for the past two days? Aunt really wants to kill you, come in quickly! The company must be busy! She enthusiastically pulled Wen Yijie into the house. He smiled and entered the house and closed the door for her. Under her instructions, my aunt went to make snacks.
"Come, eat some snacks, drink some afternoon tea, and go up to see Xiaoluo later, you haven't come to see her in the past two days, she must be thinking about you very much."
His aunt's hint really made him want to go up and see her. After a few small cups of tea, he lost his company and hurried upstairs to her door.
"Hello, Young Master Wen......" As soon as the gatekeeper saw him coming, he politely opened the young lady's room for him and let him in.
Inside, he saw her sleeping. Maybe it's a movement! Jiang Jingluo turned sideways, leaned on the bed with his elbows, and looked at him, "Yijie......" He hasn't come to see her in the past two days, I don't know if it's because the company is too busy?
"Jingluo, you lie down, don't sit up, rest well. I've brought some bird's nest, you have to eat it well! Take good care of your body, so that the baby in the belly will grow up healthily. He sat on the edge of her bed, then stroked her fallen bangs, looked at her lovingly, and asked for warmth.
Looking at the large bag of beautifully packaged bird's nest on the table, she shook her head, "You don't need to bring these valuable things anymore, there are a lot of them at home." ”
"This is brought from Indonesia, and it is more authentic. It won't be fake. Jingluo ...... "If you want to continue, you want to say it and stop." He didn't dare to look her in the eye, and lowered his head, pondering to ask her something. However, I don't know what to say.