Song Li obviously saw the little Jiujiu in Chen Xi's heart, but he just lowered his head and smiled.

"What did you think when you saw me today, can you tell me?" Chen Xi asked softly.

Song Li turned his head to look at him with interest, and when he turned his head, he found that she was looking at him, so she immediately twisted her head back, and the two of them were wrapped in blankets and laughed.

Song Li pursed his lips, and then said, "Do you want to hear the truth, or do you want to hear lies?" ”

"Hmmm······" Chen Xi "thought" for a long time, and then replied, "I want to hear lies!" ”

"Oh, it's a lie, huh? Could it be that our unit sponsored this tour by him? ”

"Hahaha!"

"If he really sponsored it, it would be a waste of money! But you just want to meet me! Why bother? Just a phone call! Oh, maybe he thought he would call me, I wouldn't answer, then it's okay to let Liu Xin or his assistant call me, otherwise it's okay to find Han Xiaomo, in short, if he really wants to see me, there will always be 10,000 more ways than me! But he didn't know, in fact, he didn't have to spend those 10,000 thoughts, even if there was only one, I was willing. When she said this, she looked at him seriously, for fear that he would not be able to guess what she wanted, so even if she told him personally, he would still not hear it.

"I think we suddenly reminded me of a novel I read before, "The Third Love", you say, me and you, is it the third love?" Song Li looked up at him.

Chen Xi was stunned for a second, then suddenly smiled and scratched her nose, "Just for a while, where did you get so much inner OS!" ”

"Ha, haha······" Song Li also echoed and laughed twice when he heard it, "Yes, did I say that my mind was blank at that time, which is more credible?" Haha, hahaha······" Song Li smirked, she raised her legs and stepped on the chair with both feet, put her hands on her knees, supported her cheeks, looked at the moonlight in the sky, and then smiled on the corner of her mouth, "Actually, I really want to ask him why he chose to let me leave at such a time." Because he told me before that he didn't believe in my happiness and he couldn't afford it, because of the happiness that belonged to my Song Li, he felt that only he could afford it. Song Li paused, tears rolled in her eyes, she insisted on not letting herself cry in front of him, "The happiness I thought was when you were good, I was here, and when you were bad, I was also there." Didn't you say you were sorry for me, didn't you say you owed me, but you still haven't paid everything you owe me, why would the person who was withdrawn be my ······" As she spoke, her body trembled uncontrollably, her heart seemed to jump to her throat, and her right fingernail dug tightly into the skin of her left hand, pinching out one mark after another.

"Song Li, Song Li, Song Li!" Chen Xi saw her excitement and wanted to break her hands, but found that her strength was beyond his imagination, so he finally tore her hands apart. He looked at her bloodied hands, and his heart throbbed.

"I don't believe that's your choice, because you said that you love me, you really love me, not fake······" Song Li cried, she still cried, she cried and held his face to escape from her, saying the oath they had made.

"Song Li," Chen Xi swallowed back his tears, he raised his head and held her hand, "But I also want you to understand that I am willing, I am willing to admit that you have ten thousand reasons to love me, but it is not the current one." ”

"Which one?"

"Sympathy."

"Not sympathy! You know, I'm not ······." Song Li cried a little speechless, she felt that Chen Xi's words still didn't understand her heart, she bit her lip and grabbed his hand, "I'm not sympathetic, you know, you know!" Fuck sympathy! Song Li hated himself now, why, why that sentence was still difficult to say, why couldn't he say that sentence, he couldn't really understand himself!

"Okay, okay, okay······" Chen Xi pulled Song Li, who was out of control and shouting, and tried to comfort her, but he found that until now he couldn't even comfort himself.

"I'm not! I'm not! I'm not······ You know, you······ You know, you know! Song Li couldn't control it anymore, beating his body indiscriminately in his arms, but he still couldn't let go of the pain in his heart.

"I know! I know! I know! Okay, okay, Song Li, don't cry, don't cry! Chen Xi finally burst into tears, crying alone in a place where Song Li couldn't see.

"Chen Xi, I don't want to leave you, I don't want to, I don't ······ I don't want to, ah-" Song Li cried like a child, repeating these words over and over again in his mouth, every sentence pierced Chen Xi's heart, and also tore her own heart to pieces.

After a long time, it seemed that he was tired of crying, and it seemed that his tears were finished, Song Li did not move, and fell asleep in Chen Xi's arms.

The night in the ancient city was a little cool, the night wind blew through the candles that were about to burn out in the courtyard, blowing her hair a little messy, he carefully stroked her hair, wiped the tears hanging on his face, and presented her face as clearly as possible in front of his eyes, every skin on his face where his lips walked, it seemed that only in this way could his appearance be imprinted in his heart.

He got up, wrapped the blanket around her, and carried her back to the room.

Time was moving mercilessly, and she woke up silently behind him, and a person muttered to herself, "Will you disappear again tomorrow as soon as I open my eyes?" Chen Xi, I want to say a few more words with you, but what do you say······ Song Li choked up, "What should I say······ Just say it, just say it······ Chen Xi, I don't want anything, I just want to beg you to live well, live well, okay, huh? If you could," she paused, "I hope you don't forget about me, you're all for it to be selfish, but I'm still ······" Song Li couldn't say the words in the back anyway, she buried her head in his back, crying silently, the moonlight sprinkled on her face through the carved window, she was stained with moonlight, and wrote something on his back, twenty-four paintings, she counted silently in her heart.

The next morning, the sun rose early, and the waiter who came to the guest room politely thanked the waiter who led the way, and then bowed his head and opened the door.

"Hey, I really owe you." The visitor looked at Song Li, who was still sleeping on the bed, and sighed.

"Is he gone?" The man who pretended to be asleep asked a long time later.

"Gone." Someone said.

"I feel like I'm dying of life."

"I also think you're hopeless, but Song Li, I know better than anyone how you're feeling now, can you believe it?"

"It turns out that there are really empathy for these four words in this world."

"Because I've been pricked with needles too."

"Do you hurt?"

"I've hurt."

"But I'm in a lot of pain right now, it's very painful, it's really ······" Song Li choked up and buried his head in the pillow.

The visitor sat on the sofa beside her, obviously not wanting her "comfort" to disturb her crying.

"Xiao Mo, you can give me a shot, or you can stab me, I can't live anymore, it's really ······"

Han Xiaomo sat with his head bowed and didn't speak.

"Xiao Mo, I hate myself, I hate myself very much, I really ······"

Xiao Mo sighed, walked up to her, knelt on the side of the bed, touched her already soaked face with one hand on the pillow, and then lifted her up hard, "Then you say, what else can you do?" ”

Song Li's tearful eyes, which had already been crying, looked at her like this, and then suddenly hugged her.

"Xiao Mo, I owe him, I owe him a sentence I love you······" Song Li, loudly and unscrupulously, cried unscrupulously.