The next morning, Zhao Yun woke up early, and she had already woken up when I was still asleep.

When I woke up, I was naturally told to get up, but I was very sleepy and didn't want to get up, last night's movement was so small, I was too tired to do anything, and now I don't want to do anything while lying in bed.

Zhao Yun whispered in my ear: "Don't sleep, you said that you accompanied me to the hospital, do you want me to go to the hospital alone?" ”

Thinking of Zhao Yun going to the hospital alone, I don't feel good in my heart, after all, a young girl like her is at the age of going to college, and it is a very miserable thing to go for a check-up alone when she is pregnant.

I struggled to get out of bed, yawned and said, "What are you doing so early, the hospital opens late." ”

"This kind of thing, naturally you have to go a little earlier, otherwise it will be very troublesome to queue up for registration."

Generally speaking, girls are more nervous when there is such a thing as a child, but Zhao Yun is different from ordinary people, although she looks nervous, she does things in an orderly manner.

I can feel how much she cares about this child, what she said before that it hurts to have a child, I think it was for me, she wants to tell her how much she loves me, how much she wants to help me have a baby.

It's just that the relationship between us, maybe it really won't last long, after all, I'm no longer the person I used to be, I've become the kind of person I hate, I don't deserve her, but I still want to dominate.

It's the selfishness of human nature, I can't change it, and I can't let go of it, because the person who has been caught is so simple and kind, I feel that life is full of hope when I see her, I don't want to go on the dark road without looking back, I also think that sometimes I can look back and see if the life I once had was still beautiful.

At the urging of Zhao Yun, I went to wash my face and brush my teeth, and Zhao Yun had already begun to queue up on the Internet, and when I came to the bathroom, I began to sigh, I was wondering if to make it clear to Zhao Yun, telling her that in fact, I already have many women, not just her.

I didn't have the courage to say it, because I loved her and was afraid of losing her, and I knew that it would hurt her, how could I bear to say it.

In the mirror, I am still the same as before, I seem to be more successful and mature, in fact, I feel that the more I live, the more I regress, maybe not as human as before, now I am just a beast in human skin.

Only like wild beasts can they climb higher and tear apart those who stand in their way.

It's just that many people want a successful man, and they also require that man to be very innocent, and I think that kind of thing will only happen in TV series and movies, because that kind of man is destined to be killed.

You can't have both fish and bear's paws, this is the law of heaven and earth, and people can't escape the shackles of fate.

When I came out of the bathroom, Zhao Yun was a little impatient, she kept complaining about me, and I told her that in fact, I could find something to test for such a thing, and there was no need to go to the hospital.

Zhao Yun said disdainfully, that is unhygienic and unhealthy, if she really has a baby, she doesn't want the baby to be unhealthy.

I thoughtlessly that as a woman full of maternal nobility, everything I say is right, and the only thing I can do now is to obey my words.

Because it's relatively early, there are no cars on the street, sitting in the car, I am fast, and Zhao Yun asks me to drive a little slower.

Zhao Yun, who didn't care much about me before, seems to have found the identity of her wife, and now she is different from before, I can feel that she has regarded herself as my wife.

All this is as it should be, she actually has a lot of choices, I want her to be such a beautiful and excellent girl, there are many men around her, and we chose me because we have feelings between us.

But I sometimes wonder if she'll be the same because of who I am, maybe just a little bit.

The car was parked in the parking lot of the hospital, and Zhao Yun and I directly took the registration number booked online, and after watching Zhao Yun walk into the room, I finally breathed a sigh of relief.

I sat on the stool, looking a little decadent, but at this time I found that there were a lot of girls who came here to check, most of them were beautiful women, holding their mobile phones and scolding bastards in their mouths.

There is rarely a word of praise for one's man, compared to some abnormal relationships, now this society is really getting more and more complicated, and anyone's relationship is not as simple as before.

I know very well in my heart that Zhao Yun may one day, like one of these women, scold me for being a bastard and a beast, but everything can't go back, what can I do.

Don't I know that my behavior is excessive, even outrageous, I don't know that this is a wrong thing, I know it and I know it, but my current environment forces me to change myself, and if I don't change, I will be destroyed.

I'm not a saint, I'm not that great, I admit that I can't do it, and now I'm starting to blame myself, I'm starting to recognize my mistakes, but it's almost impossible to correct them, it's like a person who draws something on a piece of paper, there is no way to wash it off, just take out a new piece of paper and tell others that they are pure and clean.

After waiting for a long time and almost two hours, Zhao Yun came out of the room, her expression was very weird, smiling, but she smiled and didn't say anything, I stood up with a smile and said, "What's the matter, what's the situation like this." ”

"Guess?"

Zhao Yun pouted.

"Not pregnant?"

I frowned without a look of disappointment.

Zhao Yun smiled and kissed me on the face and said, "Fool, pregnant, the doctor said that I will come to the hospital for a period of time to check, and we have to pay attention to a lot of things during this time, because I don't understand anything, so I asked the doctor a lot about pregnancy, you won't wait for a hurry." ”

I smiled and said, "No, no, I'm not worried about you, pregnancy is a big deal." ”

While speaking, I put my arms around Zhao Yun's little waist and hugged her in my arms.

The woman who had just finished scolding the man on the side saw me and Zhao Yun and said with envy: "Sister, you are really blessed, you are accompanied by your boyfriend when you check your body, that bastard man, I haven't answered a phone call since I was pregnant, and I don't know whether to give birth to the child, I'm going to cry angrily now." ”

"Don't be angry first, it's not good for children to cry all the time."

Zhao Yun is still a kind-hearted girl, she is very good at comforting people, such a mother must be very great, I decided to deceive all the time, not to let Zhao Yun know the truth, maybe after she has a child, she will forgive me, this maybe, there is nothing impossible in this world.

I believe that Zhao Yun will accept it slowly, because I can't live without Zhao Yun, if she leaves me, I am afraid that the last trace of innocence will be gone, and I will fall into the quagmire of that high society, and I will no longer be able to pull out my soul, and will only be swallowed up by endless darkness.

After comforting the woman for a while, Zhao Yun took my hand and said, "The doctor said that eating more nutritious things when you are pregnant can promote fetal development, and yesterday the doctor said that during this period, we have no big problems, I'm sorry for what happened last night, I shouldn't treat you like that." ”

I smiled and said, "It's okay, it's me who is too impulsive, good wife, it's good if you don't get angry, how can I be angry with you." ”

The corners of Zhao Yun's mouth raised and smirked, I touched her face, and my heart felt warm.

After returning to the hotel, Zhao Yun and I cleaned up, and then drove her to see an apartment very close to the school, after the agent who took us to see the house opened the door, Zhao Yun took a fancy at a glance, the decoration here is very good, although the price is a little higher, but it is nothing to me.

The most important thing is that it is very close to the school, surrounded by vegetable markets and shopping malls, and it is very convenient to shop or something.

This middle-aged woman looks like an old fritter and an old Jianghu, but this kind of words really made Zhao Yakua laugh from ear to ear, but Zhao Yun is not a fool, and finally when discussing the house price, Zhao Yun still pressed down, which made the middle-aged woman a little surprised.