CHAPTER XXXI 4

Song Li began to resubmit his resume to look for a job. One morning in August, Song Li waited for his order in the lobby like other applicants, Jiang Yao's elevator stopped at this floor, and many people participated in the interview came out of it, and the elevator was empty instantly, Jiang Yao walked to the place near the door and was about to close the door, but he accidentally saw Song Li.

"Song Li?"

Song Li looked up suddenly, but saw Jiang Yao, and stood up a little inexplicably, "Sister Jiang, why are you here?" ”

"I still want to ask you," Jiang Yao found that everyone around him was looking at them, so he motioned for Song Li to go to a place where no one was, and Song Li followed her to the staircase, "Why are you here?" ”

"I had an interview, I submitted my resume before, and I came here for an interview today." Song Li raised the folder in his hand.

"Interview? What are you looking for a job for? Quarreled with Chen Xi? Jiang Yao really guessed it at once.

Song Li lowered his head and did not speak.

"What time is your interview?" Jiang Yao asked.

"Ten o'clock." Song Li suddenly remembered something as he spoke, and hurriedly asked, "By the way, Sister Jiang, what about the dots?" ”

"Come up to me when it's over, I'm on the 22nd floor, I have something to tell you." After speaking, Jiang Yao took the elevator upstairs.

Song Li had just finished at noon, and as soon as he came out of that company, he saw Jiang Yao at the door, "I knew you wouldn't come up to me, so I came over to block you." Jiang Yao got up from the sofa at the door and saw Song Li's stunned face.

"Sit down, I will clean it up after the New Year, the last time Chen Xi came over, I haven't taken off the sofa cover yet." Jiang Yao said with a smile, and handed Song Li a glass of water.

"Thank you." Song Li looked a little restrained, just looked at the surrounding environment randomly.

"There's no way to compare the place with before, but it's my own after all." Jiang Yao smiled.

Song Li also nodded politely in agreement with her.

"I called you once before, but I couldn't get through, so I left a message for you on WeChat." Jiang Yao finally said a little, Song Li nodded in response, Jiang Yao continued, "They knew about the little injury and surgery, so they proposed to me to take the child abroad for another check-up, my parents were very troublesome at the time, I was also very messy, I knew they wanted children, but I was really worried about the physical condition of the little bit, there are no such conditions in China, but it is really difficult for me to give a little such a good treatment environment on my own." Jiang Yao sighed deeply.

"Is it not good to recover after the surgery?" Song Li asked cautiously.

"The child is disobedient, does not take medicine on time, and always reaches out to grasp the place where the wound is sutured, and the postoperative recovery is not very ideal, I am mainly afraid that it will affect the child in the future, my mother always tells me to talk a little now, it seems that there is no sharp talk before."

Song Li's heart became nervous when he heard this, "So what?" ”

"Song Li, a little bit is my life, I admit that I am very selfish, I love a little bit, but I also want to give a little bit of the best in the world, this is the wish of all mothers, I ······" Jiang Yao wanted to speak and stopped, and whenever he talked about it, he couldn't control his emotions.

"They've taken the kid away, haven't they?"

Jiang Yao nodded, took a tissue and carefully wiped away the tears in his eyes, "They don't let me go abroad with me, I'm afraid that the child will become more and more inseparable from me, but I can't stand it anymore now." ”

"Will that little bit come back?"

"I told them before they took away that if the child was healed and didn't return it to me, I would really die in front of them, and this is my final bottom line." Jiang Yao sighed softly.

"Will be back, Dot-Dian will be back." Song Li reached out to hold Jiang Yao's hand and comforted softly.

"That's right," Jiang Yao regained his mood, as if he remembered something, and hurriedly asked, "Chen Xi is getting married, isn't he?" Liu Ya and Chen Hao have divorced, Liu Ya's father has withdrawn the investment, if there is no new capital injection at this time, they will definitely be finished, so Song Li ······"

Song Li's reaction was calm, she put the cup back on the coffee table, and then said unhurriedly, "Me and Chen Xi," Speaking of Chen Xi, Song Li suddenly smiled, "I suddenly found that self-deception is really the most ridiculous thing in the world, some things are not something that I can really escape if I choose to turn a blind eye, you can see it, he can see it, everyone else can see it, only I pretend not to see it, I can actually do such a blind thing?!" Obviously I'm the stupidest one, but I think I can't see through other people's ridicule. I can't do it, I can't do it, it's not that I can pretend to be able to do it, I can't even fool myself, how can I come out and deceive others. What if he loves me, how I love him. Chang'an is still dead, Xiao Pei is still gone, and now Chen Xi, I can't keep it. Sister Jiang, he proposed to me, music, diamond rings, roses, audience, there are a lot of the same, but in the end he left me alone, I guarded a table of dishes, a large handful of roses, and the diamond ring, from the happiest woman that day to the most ridiculous woman, I still made myself to death, to death to death. The princess waited for the prince who didn't have a crystal slipper in his hand, and Peter Pan from Neverland told you that we will all grow up, and the beautiful woman kissed the beast but didn't become a prince, is the little mermaid who turns into a bubble the best happy ending in fairy tales? You say, fairy tale and author, who in the end lied to us? Song Li's sad smile seemed to bring a thousand words, "My mother said that she has always treated me as a child, and I finally found that the more I grew up, the more naïve I became." Actually, you don't have to look at me like that, because I don't think there's anything to cry about now, because I've shed too many tears over this, and I'm a little tired now. ”

Song Li lowered her head again, looked at the water in the cup and stopped talking, Jiang Yao had swallowed all the comforting words that she had prepared now, she reached out to touch her thin shoulders, no one could understand the current Song Li better than herself.

"I really can't say comforting words now, as if I look more like me in the eyes of others." Song Li was also amused by Jiang Yao's joke, Jiang Yao saw that Song Li could eat, drink and laugh now, and suddenly became much more relieved, "You and Chen Xi have not yet reached the field where I had no way to retreat, if you want to go back on any promise you made to Chen Xi, I can help you." It's just Song Li, if you really can't come together, I also hope that you will get together and disperse, instead of being defeated by the people and things around you, and then you will know that regret is really a dose of death*. ”

Song Li looked at Jiang Yao, but smiled faintly.

"Okay, I don't mean anything else to look for you, it's just that they took a little bit away, my mood is really bad, only you know about this matter at the beginning, I wanted to talk to you, but you are not in Chang'an, don't think about it, I really don't mean anything, I know that Dian and my business, you really tried your best." Jiang Yao patted her on the back, and then squeezed out a little smile, "By the way, do you need my help with work?" ”

"No, I'd like to find out for myself."

"Okay."