At that time, Fang Lin was lying flat, and my hand was on Fang Lin's lower abdomen, although my body was still more than ten centimeters away from her, but at that moment, my heart was still a little excited.

But that feeling of excitement was quickly replaced by a tangle in my heart, because I was conflicted, and I didn't know what to do next. Whether to move on to the next step, or to put the brakes on it.

Fang Lin's reaction was obviously acquiescing, and I knew that even if I did something out of the ordinary to her now, she shouldn't object.

Because I can clearly feel the change in her attitude towards me during this time.

When she first taught me to swim, every time she touched my body, she would blush, especially when my key position touched her body, or when her key position touched my body, she would always blush with the base of her ears and neck.

But this was only the first day or two that would happen, and as time went on, almost after the third day, she was no longer so shy. She gradually became indifferent when there was some skin-to-skin contact, as if her face was not red and her heart was not beating. Later, when I accidentally bumped into her, she would smile at me. Sometimes he even pretends to be angry and asks me if I did it on purpose.

You know, someone with her thin skin would ask that kind of thing, and she would never ask about it. It was clear that her attitude towards me had changed a lot in her heart. At least our relationship has evolved from being friends to being "special" friends.

Add to that some intimate movements when we bake and eat together, in addition to swimming, which obviously has long gone beyond the ordinary boyfriend and girlfriend friendship.

The transition in the relationship was so natural that it all seemed to fall into place.

In fact, there are many similar emotional transformations in reality. Two people who have a very good relationship, who were originally ordinary friends, and then suddenly walked together in one day. But until they walked together, no one said a word about who liked whom.

Fang Lin and I are almost like this. We all tacitly never mentioned anything about us very directly, not even about our marriage or divorce. It seems that we are all deliberately avoiding these kinds of emotional problems.

At this time, of course, I couldn't think too much about other things, I just simply recalled the past from the past that Fang Lin and I realized to the present, and then slowly withdrew my hand.

It is undeniable that Fang Lin is indeed attractive. Maybe her appearance is not as stunning as Li Xinyi and Li Peiyi at first glance, and even Long Qian and Ye Yuxin can't compare. But as long as you get to know her more and more, it is estimated that many men will regard her as the most suitable woman in their hearts.

When I say this, it is not that women like Long Qian, Jiang Liyuan, and Xiaolan are inappropriate, but that an honest and empathetic woman like Fang Lin is undoubtedly the most stress-free for men.

In my heart, the women around me are actually only Jiang Liyuan who can compare with Fang Lin. Because Jiang Liyuan won't put too much pressure on me, she is also as empathetic as Fang Lin, she can even capture a man's heart better than Fang Lin. However, Jiang Liyuan is not as honest as Fang Lin, she is not a person who is bullied. If I do something wrong, she will deal with me like Long Qian Xiaolan and Ye Yuxin. But I knew Fang Lin wouldn't, if I made her sad, she would just hide and cry secretly.

It was precisely because of this that I withdrew my hand from Fang Lin's lower abdomen, because I didn't want to harm her, I didn't want her to be wronged. A woman like her should be left to a man who can make her happy more than me.

The reason why I thought of so many things at that moment was to make a comparison between Fang Lin and every woman around me. This is actually a very natural idea, obviously, I already like Shang Lin in my heart, so I can't help but compare her with Long Qian and others.

But what I didn't expect was that when I withdrew my hand, Fang Lin, who had always thought he had fallen asleep, suddenly spoke.

"Qin Yun, do you have something on your mind?" Fang Lin's voice was small and gentle.

Although it was just a very ordinary greeting, her sudden voice startled me.

"I, I...... Hehe, nothing, nothing on my mind, I've had a lot of fun with you these days, you've made me forget all my worries. I laughed.

"Hee-hee......" Fang Lin also smiled, she suddenly turned sideways to face me and smiled at me: "I'm also very happy." These are the happiest days of my life. ”

"In this life, it's too mysterious, isn't it?" I'm a little noncommittal. After all, in my opinion, although I have been very happy with Fang Lin in the past few days, I learned to swim with her every day, and then the two of them went to the forest together to experience the feeling of hunting. This kind of day when I didn't have to worry about my life and didn't have to think too much about things did make me live a carefree life for a few days. But for me, in fact, the happiest time I had was with Long Qian, Xiaolan and Jiang Liyuan.

Being able to be with my favorite people and see them every day is undoubtedly the happiest thing for me.

However, Fang Lin and I think are obviously different, everyone's outlook on life is different, their values are different, and of course what they think is different. Even looking at the same thing from a very different angle.

After Fang Lin heard my answer, he lay down again, then put his hands on the back of his head, and said with a heavy heart: "Yes, many people think that I am honest, they think that I will not be angry, in fact, I will also be angry, when I am unhappy, I will also feel very uncomfortable, but I generally don't show it, and I won't say it to others." In fact, I just said that these few days are the happiest days of my life, which is indeed a bit exaggerated. Speaking of which, the years I spent studying in Tanglin were the happiest years for me. Because with my brother, I don't have to worry about others bullying me. ”

"You must have been bullied a lot when you were a child in the Fang family, right?" I interrupted Fang Lin's words. Because I could see that Fang Lin was very unhappy when she said that, I knew that she must have thought of a lot of sad things from before.

"Hmm......" Fang Lin replied softly, but she didn't seem to intend to continue.

In fact, I was quite conflicted at this moment, because I wanted to listen to Fang Lin's thoughts, but I didn't want her to think about the unhappy things in the past.

"Fang Lin, don't think about the past." I said.

"Well, if you keep living in the past, you might as well die." Fang Lin suddenly said something that surprised me. Because she has always been a very optimistic person in my heart, I could not have imagined that she would say such a sentence.

"Fang Lin, how can you think so." I hurriedly sat up from the bed and looked at her: "It's true that we can't live in the past, but it's okay to think about it once in a while." It's not the same as living in the past. I think so, because I have suffered a lot before, and every time I recall the past, I always magnify these pains infinitely, so that I can remember those painful experiences, so as to motivate myself to work hard and cherish the present. ”

"Hee-hee, look at your urgency, I'm just talking casually. I mean we're going to look forward, not living in memory all the time. No matter how painful the memory is, it will fade over time. Just like now, after I learned the news of my brother's death, I was so miserable and uncomfortable that I even thought about suicide. You may not know that since my brother died, I seem to be fine, but in fact, I have been living a miserable life every day for the past two years. ”

Fang Lin paused here when he said this: "Actually, when we got off the plane here a few days ago, I had been comforting you and enlightening you on the surface, but in fact, the words I said to you were also enlightening myself. Qin Yun, don't you think you're so tired of living in the city? Not only do you have to beware of killers coming to kill you every day, but you also have to find a way to deal with Qin Yizheng and help your father avenge you. Have you ever thought about it, even if one day, you kill Qin Yizheng with your own hands, and even kill all the killers who came to kill you, so what? Then you won't have any worries, right?

I'm sure you'll have no less trouble by that time than you do now. On the one hand, you have to think about how to recover the Long family, and on the other hand, you have to think about how to help Sister Long get the Fang family back. Although most of the Fang family, the Sun family, the Yue family, and the Qin family were all arrested, the remnants of their families were still there, and even many black industries had not been completely destroyed. With your personality, I believe that you will definitely fulfill your father's long-cherished wish that was not fulfilled back then. Of course, the remnants of those four families will not sit still, and if you want to take everything from them, they will not be polite to you. When the time comes, you will still face the same as now, you want to deal with others, and others want to deal with you...... And so on and so forth, until you grow old, until the day you die of old age.

Do you think this kind of life is meaningful? Is this the life you really want? I'm not sure what you're thinking, but it's definitely not the life I want. After Fang Lin said this, he also sat up and leaned on the wall to look at the stars in the sky in the distance: "I wish there was someone to accompany me to live in such a place all the time, because I really like the sky here, so clean and beautiful." ”

After Fang Lin said this, I had even heard some hints. But I wasn't quite sure she was really hinting at me, so I deliberately asked her, "What kind of person would you like to live in with you?" Tell us what you think Prince Charming looks like? ”

I made a joke.

Originally, I thought that Fang Lin would not answer me directly, but I didn't expect her answer to be very refreshing: "I don't care how handsome he is, I don't care if he has money, and I don't care about his status and status." I just want someone to be good to me wholeheartedly. Of course, you can't be too ugly, hee-hee......"

When Fang Lin said this, she didn't look back at me, she kept looking up at the stars in the sky.

Listening to what she said, I'm sure she meant something to me a little bit about that. So I pretended to joke and said, "Hehe, isn't that what you're talking about!" ”

"Hehe, you can't do it, Sister Long, they will definitely hate me to death. I don't dare fight them. Fang Lin said with a smile.

The relationship between the two of us has been a lot closer these days, and she couldn't say anything about this kind of half-joking thing before.

Now that we've talked about it, I continued to joke with her: "Then there's no one here but me." If you don't wait for when Li Kexiu will send a plane over, I'll go back first, you just wait here, and I'll ask someone to pack a handsome guy for you. ”

"you, I don't want a handsome guy, a handsome guy can't be trusted." Fang Lin said disdainfully, and after saying this, she suddenly turned around and said to me again: "Qin Yun, do you really want to go out in a hurry?" ”

"Of course, I can't worry about so much going on outside, especially my mom, I think she's probably still alive," I said.

"Oh......" Fang Lin replied, and there was no more follow-up. I saw her turn back to her bed and lie down. Seeing that she was asleep, after a while, I also slept.

Somewhat strangely, early the next morning, the plane came.