Chapter 389: Feelings
"It's really nothing, sorry... I think I'm going to go to the toilet. Fang Ling'er hurriedly knocked into Jing Zhongzheng, took the elevator down to find the toilet, Jing Zhongzheng turned his head to look at her back suspiciously, what was wrong with her?
"Did you tell her anything?" Jing Zhong was looking at Li Yue, who was sitting on a chair with Erlang's legs crossed, and he couldn't help asking.
"No, nothing, Ah Zheng, it's just to scare and scare her, it's just fun." Li Yue spread out his hands, this was his own little secret, even Jing Zhongzheng didn't know it.
"Yes," Inozhong was pinching his chin and pondering, he casually copied the cup on the table, and then walked to the water dispenser next to him to get himself a cup of hot water, although this was done by his secretary before, but now he felt that it was better to do it himself.
"Actually, I don't really understand that some things are good to do by yourself, so why do you have to trouble others?" Li Yue looked at the water cup in the well in his hand, and he suddenly said a very profound word.
"Because there is a need, some people need this position, and some people need the feeling of being held by others, and if you have experienced it, it is easy to fall into it." As he drank the cup of warm water, he smashed his mouth, and he had always liked the feeling of relief.
"yes... But what do people like you need? You don't seem to need anything, but you have some emotional questions. Li Yue continued.
"I know what you mean, Li Yue, but I stick to my idea, if she can't accept me, of course I choose to let go, if she is willing to accept me, I believe this is the best love." Inaka smiled, he doesn't like to force those he doesn't want to force, if you are a man, it's better to relax a little, just like he used to deal with the company's things, what you should do is not done well, it doesn't matter, here is not to accept those who are not even willing to do their own work well, and you have made mistakes in some overtime, Inaka is forgiving the upper limit of these employees.. It can be said that there is no upper limit.
"Everyone has their own role, the company can run perfectly, I don't need the icing on the cake, but just ask them to do their own thing, so I won't force anyone, the same is true of feelings, if we can't attract each other, then why meet and fall in love? After all, love is not a game directed and acted by one person, and if there is one less male and female protagonist, then it will be self-exciting. As he sat down in his chair, he took out the two paintings that had been hidden under the table, and slowly began to figure them out again.
No matter how old time passes, the person in the painting is always young.
She holds a white rose in her hand, and next to his right hand is a cup of hot coffee.
Inaka yearns for this kind of life, but people always think about things so beautiful that they lose themselves.
"The process is very simple, but no one is immune to the emotion, Ah Zheng." Li Yue's eyes also glanced over, he naturally knew what was going on in the well, but he couldn't bear to say it, which made him feel entangled.
"I think you'll meet that true girl of yours someday, won't you?" Jing Zhong was putting away the two paintings, he looked at Li Yue's face and couldn't help asking.
"Of course... Maybe not for the rest of my life, after all, I have a very high vision. Li Yue smiled slightly, and he replied.
"Don't be so pessimistic." Inakamasa shook his head, he didn't agree with Li Yue's tragic point of view, the story should be perfect.
"Life is originally a tragedy, after all, the result is death, I don't care if I love or not, I have more wonderful places in my life, there is no shortage of emotional dramas, I think one day if you understand my feelings, then you might as well come to me again, Ah Zheng."
"I'm out playing." Li Yue waved his hand, his unspeakable feelings, although they may be accepted by the world in this relatively open society, but his object should not be acceptable.
"I look forward to the next time we meet, you'll be the same again."
A piece of paper slipped from Li Yue's body, but he didn't seem to notice it, and went straight down the elevator.
Inaka was walking over and picking up the piece of paper on the ground, it was a sketch, and it was extraordinary.
The raindrops hit the ground, and a man walked in this indifferent city with an umbrella, but under his umbrella, there seemed to be a person standing, and that was in this painting, but the position was empty.
He didn't speak, he looked at the painting for a long time, and finally took it into his arms.
"I'm sorry, Li Yue, I think we should still be friends." Inakamasa said.
“...”
Li Yue got into his car, as soon as he twisted the key, the car started with a chirp, he fumbled in his pocket, and suddenly found a pack of cigarettes.
"I don't smoke, do I?" Li Yue found a brand new lighter, he lit this cigarette for himself, and then immersed himself in his own world, imagining something.
"I don't like driving myself, but the farther away the better."
Li Yue stepped on the accelerator, and the silver-gray sedan galloped out of the underground parking lot, and finally disappeared into the city full of light, which brought a gust of wind and took away a person's thoughts by the way.
"Maybe I'll come back one day, but before that, I want to go to the desert and see where there really is..."Li Yue looked at the clouds in the sky, a puff of smoke erupted from his mouth, and then he couldn't help but smile.
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"Ding."
Fang Ling'er came back from the toilet, and the people in the office were gone, and the only ones left were her and Jing Zhongzheng.
Inaka sat in his place as before, looking at the papers in his hand carefully. Oh no, not a file.
Jing Zhong was looking at the painting in his hand as if fascinated, he suddenly raised his head and looked at Fang Ling'er in front of him.
"I want an answer, can you give it to me?" Inakamasa stood up, his hands behind his back, his face very serious and serious.
"I think you're mentally prepared, whether it's a yes or a no, I don't want anything ambiguous, I want to hear... It doesn't matter if your inner voice is good or bad, I just want to hear it. Jing Zhongzheng took a step forward, and he said to Fang Ling'er.
"The answer... It's always cruel, life is like a topic, if you do it wrong, you will always be wrong, and the correction may help, but in any case, it's a miss, and I hope I can get it right once. Jing Zhongzheng walked completely in front of Fang Ling'er, he said.
"Are you serious?" Fang Ling'er raised her head and looked at this man, she couldn't help but ask.
"If I wasn't serious, I wouldn't have said such things, although I may not have been so impressive to you before, but now I am a lie and haven't spoken, give me your answer, Miss Fang Ling'er." Ibakamasa fell to his knees on one knee, pulled out an elegant white rose from his back, and lifted it.
"Yes, I like you, although I know that it may not be the time to say this, but I really like you, Miss Fang Ling'er, I don't want to miss all this, because I know that if I miss it, it will be a lifetime of regret, even if you reject me, or speak ill of me, it doesn't matter, the answer may be cruel, but the process always makes me a little conjectural, it is like a multiple-choice question, if it is correct, it is a joy that cannot be attached." Jing Zhong was looking at the white rose in front of him, and he said word by word.
"If I don't get it right, then I still have no regrets, so, the answer."
"Give it to me, please."
Fang Ling'er hesitated.
She didn't know if she should accept the love from Jing Zhongzheng, but she knew one thing, if she really accepted it, then this matter can be said to be endless, she is a married woman, but she is a lover outside, if such a thing is known by Gu Xingzhi, the consequences...
But now Fang Ling'er can't figure out her own true thoughts, is her love for Gu Xingzhi and Gu Xingzhi's love for her really so thorough? Or is there something else going on in this? And what kind of existence is Jing Zhongzheng for her?
No one can say anything about feelings, will anyone really fall in love with that woman in this world? Maybe there really is, maybe not, but there is always a precedent.
"I... I can't give you an answer. Fang Ling'er said.
"Why?" Inaka was looking up at her face, and he couldn't help but ask.
"It's not why, because I don't know what's going on in my heart, you know? So I can't really give you an answer, I want to think about it for a while before I answer your question. Fang Ling'er looked at Jing Zhongzheng's face, and she said slowly.
"Although I urgently need this answer, but it doesn't matter, I have time, but I hope you don't just slip away from my life so silently, I want to get an answer, it's just such a simple thing, I never like to say goodbye and give up halfway." Inozhong was putting away his white roses, and he said solemnly.
"As long as you figure it out, then come and tell me immediately, I won't be embarrassed for you."
Inaka was back in his place, and he sat down again, quietly skimming through his papers.
"Our previous agreement has been invalidated, you can go wherever you want, I just hope you don't break your promise." Inaka was casually tidying up the table, and he said casually.