The queen believes that the key to whether life is peaceful or not is whether you can endure loneliness in your heart.

A peaceful life is something that everyone wants, but after three meals a day, most people will feel bored. And after that, after facing the temptations brought by life, it will be easy to cheat. This is true for men, and it is true for women. Therefore, whether life can be happy or not, the key is to cultivate the mind, only when the heart receives the home, is willing to endure loneliness, endure mediocrity, endure boredom, people can be happy.

Of course, some people just take pleasure in the excitement, and the happiness of peace has nothing to do with them.

Just like the tertiary film that the queen watched, the entanglement between sex and love has not been clear since ancient times.

There are many tertiary films that the queen has watched, the most famous being all the way to the west, meat. She looked at the futon without blinking. There are also a lot of other foreign tertiary films, and in terms of sex, Wang Yingli never thinks that this is a flood beast, on the contrary, Wang Yingli encourages the queen to watch these movies. The most thorough human nature is actually sex. This is Wang Yingli's explanation of the queen, and it seems to make sense anywhere.

About the same time as I left Shanghai, the Queen's school was about to open. The queen's junior high school is a very ordinary middle school, in the suburbs of Shanghai, there are many such middle schools in Shanghai, but these schools have a collective name, that is, the garbage dump. Ninety-five percent of the students who come out of these schools are non-virgin students, and 100 percent of the boys are smokers.

It's not that these people won't stand in the most prosperous places in Shanghai and do decent jobs in the future, but their nature is exposed during their school days. Compared to the middle schools in the busiest section of Shanghai, it is very difficult for them to succeed! Because the chances of these high school students going on to college are very small. Most of them graduate from middle school or high school, and enroll in a pheasant secondary school or junior college. After a few years, I came out to mingle in society, or continued to eat my parents at home, and I was not in a hurry to do work, even if I had a job, most of them would not be too decent, and most of them were working as waiters in entertainment venues.

From the best primary school in Shanghai, to the worst middle school in Shanghai.

In between, there seems to be a world of world.

……

The first time the queen went to secondary school, she took a shuttle bus. She brought her own bedding and pillows, as well as two books. A copy of the Book of Songs, and an English version of "Can't Bear the Lightness of Life". Sitting on the bus to the suburbs, watching the scenery outside the car window slowly change from buildings to low streets, from spotless to sewage, the queen's face was always calm. When the last train arrived at the terminal, the queen got out of the car and went to a township on the outskirts of Shanghai.

Luojing Middle School in Luojing Town, a third-rate middle school in a bustling city like Shanghai. To be honest, compared with those schools in the mountains, Luojing Middle School really deserves the word prosperity. Compared with those secondary schools in the center of Shanghai, which are comparable to universities, the facilities of Luojing Middle School can really only be described as the last class. Shanghai is Shanghai in the end, and no matter how bad the middle school is, it is better than the mountain.

This is probably one of the reasons why Shanghainese say that everyone outside Shanghai is a countryman, after all, as a megacity, it enjoys too many policy subsidies.

Get off the bus and take a motorcycle to the gate of Luojing Middle School.

Looking at the campus that was built in 02, I couldn't see the expression on the queen's face, because she was going to live here for three years. Luojing Middle School is a semi-boarding school, and the school can board, but students in Luojing Town can also go home. There are many migrant children in the school, and there are 74 teachers. The admission procedures were handled by the queen alone, fortunately, the queen's grades are obvious to all, Luojing Middle School has received news that there is a student with extremely good grades in primary school to enroll, so the queen has a teacher to help with the procedures after arriving at the school, so the queen did not encounter any trouble after arriving at the school.

The dormitory is an eight-person bed with bunk beds. The queen was in bunk at the door, and two of her roommates were the children of migrant workers, and the other five were all from Luojing Town. Among them, there is a girl whose uncle works in the Shanghai Financial Building, who speaks Shanghainese, and she has a great sense of superiority. The queen lay in her bedchamber and listened quietly to the girl talking about her uncle's work in the financial building. Despite the girl's words, the queen still did not reveal the lies in the girl's mouth.

Let her be teased in front of everyone.

Wang's mother once told her that don't envy white-collar workers who can easily get money for their jobs, because their future is in the hands of others.

……

The teacher was a middle-aged woman, about 40 years old, and was in menopause. His brows were furrowed, he looked a little unangry, he spoke very harshly, and he didn't like to laugh. They were very powerful to these students, and many people in the class were cautious, and the queen sat in the center, sitting very upright, looking at the teacher on the podium, neither humble nor arrogant, very calm.

Actually, in such a school.

It's really boring, except for textbooks, extracurricular books are not allowed to read. Also, there are no showers in the school, and the food is very unpalatable. However, everything can be used to. At school, I go home once a week, and I can take a shower when I get home. Although the food is unpalatable, the good thing is that the hygiene management is quite good, and you can swallow it. The queen is beautiful, good at studying, and deserves to be the school flower in the school. Many of the little boys secretly went outside the classroom to see the queen after class, but the queen just sat there calmly, ignoring these people at all.

Today's children are precocious, and they will write love letters to girls when they are in junior high school. After the queen enrolled in Luojing Middle School, she received love letters every day. Even some wealthy ruffians would buy flowers for the queen. Although the teacher punished her many times, the queen's appearance was the source of all mistakes, the flowers were still the same, and the love letters were still the same.

The little girls are very envious, but the girls in junior high school are not too snobbish after all, and they will not intrigue, and more girls are willing to befriend the queen, so the queen's life in Luojing Middle School is calmer than at home.

……

One day, the queen found a piece of paper in her textbook. The queen knew that it was a love letter written by someone else, and she was about to throw it away, when she found that the system of sin was not established by sinners, but by activists who were convinced that they had found the only way to heaven.

The queen frowned slightly, a little amused.

This is a sentence in "Can't Bear the Lightness of Life", which is a classic.

The queen put down the piece of paper and turned her head to look around.

Some accidents will have someone write such a love letter to themselves.

The queen breathed a sigh of relief, put back the paper, sat upright, and continued her lesson.

From that day on, every day in the queen's textbook, there would be a classic sentence from "Can't Bear the Lightness of Life", occasionally the original sentence in English, and the English handwriting was very beautiful, not like a child in this middle school. Almost half a month after the queen entered school, the queen went to dinner and forgot to bring her meal card, and returned to the class to get the meal card, only to see a little boy sitting in her seat and bowing his head and writing something.

The queen walked up from behind, not startling the boy, but standing behind and watching the boy write. The boy writes very slowly, carefully considering every stroke, for fear of ruining the elegance of the paper. The queen was amused, so she went around to the boy and stood there looking at him. The boy sensed a figure in front of him, looked up and saw that it was the queen.

The boy was a little scared, but not nervous. calmly put down the pen in his hand, looked at the queen seriously and said, "My name is Liu Yangyang!" ”

"You wrote all the pieces of paper?" The queen asked.

The boy named Liu Yangyang nodded and said, "I wrote it." ”

"You also watch "Can't Bear the Lightness of Life"?" The queen asked again.

Liu Yangyang nodded again and said: "I didn't read it before, but when I saw that you had it on your desk, I bought a copy to read, I bought the Chinese version, and later bought the English version, I didn't understand it too well, but I knew some about the general meaning." ”

The queen laughed softly, let Liu Yang get up, and took out her meal card from the desk to eat. Liu Yangyang saw that the queen was leaving, standing in place and not knowing what to do, seeing that the queen was about to leave, Liu Yangyang said anxiously: "I like you." ”

The queen looked back at him, smiled, and did not speak.

Liu Yangyang said again: "Really. ”

The queen pondered for a moment and said, "I believe that your words are true, but you do not feel a little naïve to say that you like it now." ”

Liu Yangyang's face turned red, and the queen left with a smile.

Liu Yangyang looked at the queen's back and silently told himself that he must not be weaker than this girl, and a man can only make the girl he likes fall in love with him if he is strong. Go hard, come on!

A few weeks later, the queen returned home. Looking at the empty home, the queen silently cooked porridge, then bought cat food for the cats and disposed of cat litter. She is not at home, the cat food is all in the corner, and the cat eats it by itself. Fortunately, there is enough cat food, and cats are not foodies, so there will be no cats eating too much cat food and becoming overweight. At night, the queen lay on the sofa, holding two cats to watch a movie, watching classic Taiwanese movies in those years, feeling a little tired, halfway through the movie, the queen lay on the sofa and fell asleep.

The next afternoon, I will go back to school and leave the queen to take care of the cats. Then I went to my bedroom and found a few books from the bedside, which the queen put in her bag. Put on your clothes and leave the house, and take a shuttle bus to Luojing Town.

After three years of repeated cycles, the queen could leave Luojing Middle School.

For the Queen, it was a test and an experience.

At the very least, here the queen knows that what she eats on weekdays will make her classmates envious, and what she sees on weekdays will make her classmates jealous. From the highest to the lowest, the biggest failure in life is not identity, but gap. Wang Yingli understood this very well, so she asked the queen to feel this earlier, understand this, and understand this.

It's easy to say, but how many people can do it!

Don't like things and don't feel sad for yourself, in addition to enduring loneliness, mediocrity, and boredom, you still need to endure suffering.

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