Chapter 170: I've Always Loved You
"It's okay to lie to others, the two of you looked weird when you were eating just now, and since he is taking care of the children, how can he accompany you on a business trip, did something happen to you?" Bai Ziqian looked at her carefully.
"No, it's not what you think", Mo Ningxi's cheeks were red like sunset and he shook his head, "He really just accompanied me on a business trip, nothing happened to us, I only have Yifan in my heart, and it will never change."
"I know you only have Yifan in your heart, but I can feel that he is very similar to Yifan, just take the meal just now, he and Yifan are simply carved out of the same mold, I am afraid that you will treat him as Yifan", Bai Ziqian sighed and said: "How much you care about Yifan, we are all in our eyes."
"Yes, he is indeed very similar to Yifan", Mo Ningxi lowered his head frankly, "But don't worry, Mom, I won't betray Yifan, and he also said that he will leave in a few days."
Bai Ziqian looked at her strangely for a while and said: "Mom doesn't mean anything else, it's been very hard to watch you in the past few years, and Yifan's death has long been a fact, in fact... If you really like him, let him stay, you won't be so alone, and I can see that the children like him too."
"No", Mo Ningxi hurriedly shook his head in shock, "When Yifan died, I decided that I would never fall in love with anyone again in this life, and it was not fair to him, Mom, don't mention this matter again."
"Well, since you have an idea in your heart, then I'll rest assured", Bai Ziqian relieved himself and left the room.
When Bai Ziqian said this, Mo Ningxi walked to the garden in a distraught manner.
Under the starry sky, he unconsciously walked to the big tree where he had carved the words with his own hands.
In the past six years, the handwriting on it has faded a lot, but she can still see it clearly, because those words have long been engraved into her heart, and she can recite them when she closes her eyes.
When she often thinks about him, she will come and see it alone.
This is the promise of both of them.
'The stars are showing the way, and the next life will find you, silly wife!' ’
Mo Ningxi looked up at the sky, just like that day, those stars were still gathered above her head, "But...... Where..., when are you going to come to me? ”
She lowered her head gloomily and noticed that there was an extra pair of white cloth shoes behind her.
"Fan ......", he turned his head in surprise, and unexpectedly collided with a pair of blue eyes.
"I'm not him," Situ Yin stared at her.
The leaves rustled, and he saw the glow in her eyes dim little by little.
"I'm sorry, I admit my mistake", Mo Ningxi pressed one hand tightly on those words, retracting his gaze.
Situ Yin leaned over and bent down to take her hand away with a slight notice, and saw the words on it.
“… You see, it's strange why do we have stars on our heads and not anywhere else? ”
"Probably the stars in the sky are watching over the two of us."
“……”。
"Fan, I love you, I really love you so much".
"I know".
"Will you wait for me in the next life? I still want to be with you".
……。
Many voices suddenly rose in his mind, Situ Yin's heart beat and he held his breath to touch those words, and he didn't notice that a teardrop was oozing from his eyes, "I won't be reincarnated, and I won't die...".
Mo Ningxi was shocked, and looked into his eyes in astonishment, "Are you ...... Say what? ”
She remembered that Yifan had told her in this garden before, and he said that he would not die, but he left her silent.
"Why are you crying...?"
Situ Yin came back to his senses, turned around and touched his eyes, but found that there was wetness, he was stunned, and quickly wiped it off, "I don't know what I'm talking about", it's really strange, he didn't even hear where those strange sounds in his head came from.
"Yin Jue, are you Yifan?" Mo Ningxi suddenly stretched out his hand to grab him, his contact lenses were filled with mist and sadness, "Is my Yifan back?" You said you would come back to me, Fan, are you reincarnated? ”
After Situ Yin's blue eyes contracted repeatedly, he looked down at the hand she was holding, pushed it away with difficulty, and said hoarsely: "You are sober, I am not!" ”
This woman regarded her as another man again and again, how much she loved her husband, Situ Yinjie watched her eyes gradually regain clarity in pain, and fell into the grass exhausted.
"I'm sorry, I'm really... I really miss him", since being with him, she missed Yifan even more, and Mo Ningxi painfully put herself in her arms.
"I believe he will come back to me, but it's been six years, and I haven't even had a shadow of him in six years", and even his body has not been found yet, Mo Ningxi sobbed in a low voice, "Do you think I'm stupid, how can a person be reincarnated when he dies, how can he return to me?" But I believe in him, I always feel that he will come back to me, I love him, I really love him, it will not change in six years, it will not change in ten years, and it will never change ......."
The moonlight at night was white, and her face was full of crystal tears.
His throat seemed to be choked by something as she confided, and it hurt so deeply that he almost got angry, because of jealousy, because of sorrow.
"Moningxi...", what a hateful woman.
He sighed self-deprecatingly, squatted down to gently wipe her tears.
She looked at him, her clear eyes reflecting his appearance.
Situ Yin showed an elegant smile and spread her arms, "If you think so, treat me as your Wu Yifan tonight, Xi'er, I'm back...".
She knew it was fake, but when he told her that he was back, the hesitation in her heart shattered, and she really regarded him as Yifan again.
"Fan ......", Mo Ningxi put one hand trembling on his palm, and with a slight force, he tightened her into his arms.
"Xi'er, my Xi'er, I've always loved you", he whispered in her ear.
"Fan, I haven't forgotten you, I love you very much, and I will still love you until the day I die", Mo Ningxi's tears fell on his chest and poured into his heart.
Enough, that's enough.
Even if it's a stand-in, it's enough to say that you love you to her.
Situ Yin closed his eyes and showed a satisfied and desolate smile, he didn't understand, in fact, it was only half a month, where did he start to fall in love with this woman so much?!
It doesn't matter if he'd even humble himself be a stand-in.
"Fan, can you hold me a little tighter?"
"Okay", his arms tightened a little more, and she wrinkled her eyebrows in pain, but smiled contentedly.
"Whereever, I will not part with you again, never".
"Okay, we won't be separated", Situ Yinjue suddenly got up and hugged her horizontally, Mo Ningxi raised his head uneasily, he quickly pressed her head into his chest, and said astringently: "Don't look at me, just like this, treat me as Wu Yifan, let me accompany you tonight."
The figure curled up in his arms trembled.
Monningxi wrapped his arms around his waist and acquiesced to everything, "Go to your room."
Situ Yin was stunned, half came back to his senses and walked towards the house with her, his steps were very steady, Mo Ningxi had not been hugged like this for a long time.
Liu's mother, who was mopping the floor as usual in the living room, was stunned when she saw such a situation.
Situ Yinjue shook his head lightly at her, motioned her to keep quiet, and carried Mo Ningxi into his room.
The room was very dark, Situ Yin just tried to free one hand, she hurriedly grabbed him, "Don't turn on the light."
He withdrew his hand and carried her to the edge of the bed, gently putting her down.
With the faint moonlight, he could faintly see her pale cheeks.
"Xi'er, listen...", he squatted on the carpet and kissed her eyebrows and tears on her face tenderly, "... I love you...".
Mo Ningxi trembled, she understood, this love was different from the love just now, "Why?" ”
"I will hurt here when you cry", he put her hand on his chest, "Promise me that I won't cry as often as I leave after I leave".
"I'm sorry...", she closed her eyes even tighter, and tears fell from her corners.
"You will be my most beautiful memory", even if they can't be together, at least let him find that vacant loneliness, at least he will never panic because of emptiness in the night to come.
Situ Yinjue stroked her arm, got up and lay down beside her, then turned her arm away and let her sleep on her chest, hugging her again, "Can I ask you again, how do I feel in your heart?" ”
After a long silence in the room, she moved her face closer to the depths of his chest.
"Thank you", Situ Yin kissed her hair deeply.
He understood, at least for the moment, that she didn't treat him like anyone.