The day before Qu Ran's wedding was Christmas Eve, and Song Li agreed to be her bridesmaid, so Chen Xi could only keep Christmas Eve alone. The night before the wedding was an endless feast, and Song Li accompanied Qu Ran back and forth between several boxes, all of whom were relatives of Qu Ran and the groom. At ten o'clock in the evening, Song Li was finally free, rubbing his smiling face in the bathroom, and Qu Ran was touching up his makeup in the mirror.

"I've been hungry, and I don't feel hungry anymore." Song Li took out his mouth red from his bag.

"I won't eat anymore, I'm going to wear a wedding dress tomorrow, I'm afraid of having a small belly." Qu Ran smiled.

Song Li glanced at Qu Ran's belly, and then said with a smile, "You're not a small belly, it's your son, and you can't take it back without eating." ”

Qu Ran glanced at Song Li.

"Okay, you hurry up, your ABC is waiting at the door." Song Li glanced at Wang Nianzhao at the door of the women's bathroom and said.

"You'd better not call him ABC in front of him, I feel like he has better Chinese than me." Qu Ran put the cosmetics back in his handbag and washed his hands.

"That's an IQ problem, and it has nothing to do with race." Song Li half-jokingly, picked up his makeup bag and walked out of the bathroom first.

"She'll be right out." Song Li glanced at Wang Nianzhao and said that this was the first formal conversation between the two people.

"Song Li, is it?" Wang Nianzhao asked politely.

"Hmm." Song Li nodded.

"I've heard Qu Ran mention you before, but today is the first time I've seen you, it's too chaotic just now, it's all people, I'm all messed up. Sorry to say hello now. Wang Nianzhao put one hand in his pocket, and there was no trace of cheesiness between his conversations.

"No, no, I'm Quran's friend, you don't have to be so polite to me." Song Li smiled awkwardly, and then saw Qu Ran, "She's out, let's go over." ”

When he returned to Qu Ran's house, it was twelve o'clock, and Song Li was about to die in the car, and was kicked awake by Qu Ran.

"Really, what else do you think I can expect from you?!" Qu Ran sighed and got out of the car and said.

Song Li rubbed his eyes, trotted into the house, said hello to Qu Ran's parents, and got into the bed without even taking a shower.

In the second half of the night, Song Li didn't know why she woke up when she fell asleep, she turned over in a daze, but with one hand found that there was no one on the other side of the bed, she sat up suddenly, and saw the bathroom light on.

Song Li walked over barefoot, the door was open, she pushed it lightly, and saw Qu Ran sitting on the toilet alone.

"What are you doing?" Song Li suddenly became a little nervous.

Qu Ran's eyes were full of timidity, she looked at Song Li who was standing at the door of the bathroom with some fear, and it took a long time to speak, "I, I don't want this child anymore." ”

Song Li felt that her body was suddenly cold, and she was trembling unconsciously, she gently walked to Qu Ran's side, and then knelt on the foot pad, "Qu Ran, there are some words, you can talk about it after you think about it." I'll ask you one last time, do you regret it? ”

Qu Ran looked at Song Li, and only nodded slightly after a long time.

This is the situation that Song Li is most afraid of seeing, but it is also the situation that he expected early on, and after a while, Song Li said slowly, "You, have you thought about it?" ”

Qu Ran shook his head, and then silently lowered his head again, "I know that what I am saying and doing now is nothing to outsiders in, and it is self-inflicted. I regretted it, but I couldn't change anything, I went with him to get the certificate that day, and he asked me, and we sat in the car for more than an hour, and then I went down. I know what I should do, but Song Li, I still feel uncomfortable. ”

Song Li sighed, and then said, "Then what do you want to do." ”

"I didn't think about what to do, I didn't want to hurt anyone, I have been putting up with it, but I have endured it, and when I find out that I am alone, I will still feel uncomfortable."

Song Li bowed his head and did not speak.

"Song Li, does she know, I'm going to get married?" Ban Yan Qu Ran asked.

Song Li looked up into her eyes, she didn't want to lie to her, but the truth now would not have any positive effect at all.

"Song Li, I want her to know, but I'm also afraid of her coming, I miss her, but I don't dare to see her······" Qu Ran cried as he spoke, and Douda's tears smashed on the back of Song Li's hand, burning himself drop by drop.

The more Qu Ran cried, the more sad he became, the more sad he was, the more uncontrollable his brain became, and his hands were tightly picking at his lower abdomen, and Song Li hurriedly went up to break Qu Ran's fingers when he saw this.

"But Quran, the kid is right." Song Li broke Qu Ran's hands with all her might, and she unconsciously shed tears, and she didn't even notice a roar.

Qu Ran was stunned for a moment, and then she cried again, she fell down from the toilet, knelt in front of Song Li, covered her face and cried like a child.

Song Li has been holding her silently, but obviously it is redundant to say anything at this time, "It's okay" is said to the comforter himself, because if it's really okay, the comforted person won't cry anymore. Song Li knew that Qu Ran's disguise was ridiculous in front of her, so even if she was ridiculed, she would still reveal her true heart uncontrollably in front of herself. It's just that reality has always been cruel, both for you and for me.

The wedding was held in a church in Chang'an, and the scene was rearranged like a castle, Song Li looked at the little princess in the mirror, and suddenly felt a little distressed.

The staff came over to inform that the ceremony was about to begin, and the dressing room was crowded again, Qu Ran suddenly grabbed Song Li's hand tightly, she looked at her and said, "You have to stay with me all the time, otherwise, I'm afraid I won't be able to hold on to myself." ”

Song Li was stunned for a moment, then nodded with a smile, and she said, "Okay." ”

Qu Ran slowly walked into the wedding scene with his father in his arms, the door behind him slammed shut, and Song Li watched the little princess who had been held in the palm of their hands by all of them finally walked into the golden wire cage they had carefully arranged for her, and she felt guilty like she had never felt before.

The orchestra at the scene played a soothing classical repertoire, the noisy scene gradually quieted down, and a straight figure walked onto the stage, which was hosted by a star they had invited from the capital at great expense. Accompanied by beautiful music, the host's deep but magnetic voice sounded, telling about the father-daughter relationship for many years, and the words incited the emotions of everyone at the scene, Song Li stood under the stage and unconsciously looked in the direction of the closed door.

She never told Qu Ran, in fact, Song Li told Han Xiaomo about her marriage today early in the morning, because she felt that she had no reason not to know. There are few familiar people in the entire venue who can be seen by Song Li, and even fewer can be named. 31" friends didn't come, except for Chen Xi, Song Li didn't think that he could find anyone familiar with him, from everyone's faces, Song Li saw no blessings, but everyone's eagerness for self-expression.