Chapter 209: Do you want to exchange
Xu Promise struggled to get up and rush into the sea of fire, at this moment, there was only one thought in her mind, she was going to save Gu Moyan, she didn't believe that Gu Moyan was really dead, and she didn't see how dangerous the monstrous sea of fire was.
Ding Yao's arm was rushed by the fragments of the explosion and stabbed into his arm, and he hugged the promise despite the pain in his arm and the blood that kept flowing out.
"Promise, you can't go there, it's too dangerous there, and if there is a secondary explosion, you will die." Ding Yao said in a hoarse voice.
"Ding Yao, you let go of me, let me go, I'm going to save him, I can't let him die!"
At this time, the police and firefighters who received the alarm rushed over and quickly set up a cordon around to disperse the crowd of onlookers.
Seeing that Xu Yu was struggling to go to the sea of fire, the policeman said solemnly: "This lady, it is very dangerous there, please calm down, your friend's arm is seriously injured, please pay attention to your friend's body when you are sad." ”
Under the reminder of the police, Xu Yu looked at Ding Yao, only to see that Ding Yao had a piece of iron more than ten centimeters tied to his left arm, and blood kept flowing out.
"Ding Yao, you are injured, you should go to the hospital to deal with it."
Ding Yao let go of the promise and pulled out the iron piece on his arm with all his might, and blood spurted out from the wound, flowing even more fiercely.
Xu Yu hurriedly picked up the handkerchief that Ding Yao took out of his pocket and tied the wound for him to stop the blood from flowing out.
After helping Ding Yao bandage his wounds, he turned around and saw that the fire on the car had been extinguished, and hurriedly asked the policeman next to him, "Mr. policeman, please let me in, I want to see the people inside." ”
"They're cleaning up the scene, please calm down, there are no survivors of the four people inside."
Originally, the police car got under the engineering truck, and the promise knew that the people inside were more than lucky, and then there was an explosion, and the promise was already dead, but there was still a trace of luck.
After hearing the police's confirmation, Xu Yue only felt dizzy and uncomfortable, and his mind was 'booming.'
Then there was an explosion, and a pain in my heart that I couldn't describe in words came.
It was as if someone was stirring her heart with a stirring machine, and it hurt so much that she couldn't breathe, and the pain was so suffocating that she couldn't bear it, and she only felt that her eyes were dark, and she didn't have any consciousness.
Ding Yao saw Xu Yue's body quickly fall back, and hurriedly reached out to hug her body.
"Promise, how are you? Wake up, don't scare me! ”
……
When Xu Promise woke up, she felt her head swollen and painful, and her mind was a sea of golden fire, and she cried helplessly beside the fire.
No matter how she called, no one responded.
"Promise, wake up, wake up, don't have nightmares." Ding Yao gently patted the promised face, and his voice was extremely gentle and soft.
Under Ding Yao's call, he promised to wake up his eyes gently and wake up from the dream at the scene of Gu Moyan's car accident.
Looking at Ding Yao's concerned eyes, Xu Yu hurriedly sat up from the bed, "How is Gu Moyan?" ”
Although she had already confirmed it from the police, she wanted to confirm the promise again after she woke up, and she felt that it was a dream before, and the car accident had never happened at all.
Ding Yao said with a serious expression: "After the on-site ashes test, it has been confirmed that he is dead!" ”
Perhaps it was the second time I knew the cruel result, and the promise was painful, but it was not as unacceptable as the first time.
She clutched her aching chest, hot tears slipped down again, and she screamed in pain!
"Ah......h
Looking at Xu Promise's painful appearance, Ding Yao's brows furrowed, "Don't you hate Gu Moyan?" Why are you still so sad? Do you still love him in your heart? ”
Up to now, even if she loves Gu Moyan, she won't tell others that she still loves her.
Because everything is already meaningless!
"Although I hate him very much, it is enough to put him in prison for seven years to offset my hatred for him, but he died before he went to prison, how can I not be sad? Not to mention that he is still a woke father, even if he is a stranger, I will be uncomfortable. After Xu Nuo finished speaking, he got out of bed and staggered out.
Ding Yao took the hand of the promise and asked with concern, "Where are you going?" ”
"I'm going to see him!"
"The car caught fire and exploded, the people inside were scorched, blown apart, miserable betting, you still don't want to go, seeing such a picture, you will leave an indelible shadow for a lifetime!"
There is no need for Ding Yao to remind him, and he also knows how terrible the consequences of that car accident are.
"It doesn't matter, no matter how terrible it is, as his ex-wife, you should take a look at his last remains!" After the promise was finished, he walked forward resolutely.
Ding Yao walked to Xu Promise's side, and said in a distressed voice: "Since you must go, I will accompany you, and I will not be so scared if I have someone to accompany me." ”
"No, you don't have to accompany me, it's not good if you leave a shadow."
"I'm studying medicine, I've seen any kind of scene, I've already been immune, you don't have to worry about me."
Seeing Ding Yao say this, Xu Xu really didn't have the extra strength to argue with him, so he didn't answer again.
……
As soon as Xu Yue and Ding Yao walked close to the morgue, they heard several heart-rending cries.
"Mo Yan, why did you leave us without a sound? You're gone, what will happen to me and your grandmother? ”
Xu Yu saw Chen Jingxian crying breathlessly, and after not seeing her for a few hours, she seemed to be ten years old all of a sudden.
"Son, why did you leave so early, what should I do when you leave?" An old woman in her sixties cried sadly.
"Husband, you conscienceless man, our child has not been born yet, how can you leave us, you are gone, who will protect our mother?" A pregnant woman who was about six months old cried sadly.
"Dad, Dad, open your eyes and look at me, I promise not to be naughty again, listen to you and your mother well, do your homework well, study hard, don't make you angry, please don't leave me, okay?" A teenage boy was crying with tears all over his face.
Xu Yu looked at the scene in front of him, his eyes were astringent, and the pain was unspeakable.
A car accident that caused tragedy for four families.
Xu Promise walked in front of Chen Jingxian and the ancient lady in vain.
Looking at the white cloth on the one-meter-wide morgue, the promised voice was vague, "Can I see him?" ”
Chen Jing, who was lying on the side of the bed crying, heard the voice of the promise, and her eyes shot at the promise like a sharp blade.
"You broom star, you killed Mo Yan, and you still dare to come here? See if I don't kill you! Chen Jingxian said and rushed over to make a promise.
Ding Yaoyi grabbed Chen Jingxian's hand, and said in a cold voice: "Attacking the personal safety of others is to go to jail, your son is not over, are you sure you want to go to jail?" ”
Xu Yu scolded sharply, "Ding Yao, don't let you scare her like this!" Saying that, he looked at Chen Jingxian, "Although I sued Gu Moyan, his death has nothing to do with me, if you can beat me, I can make you feel more comfortable, I can let you fight this time." ”
"Nothing to do with you? If you hadn't told Mo Yan, how could Mo Yan be sitting in the police car, and if he didn't sit in the police car, how could something have happened? If you let me beat you once, I will not only beat you, but I will also beat you to death. After Chen Jingxian finished speaking, she slapped Xu Xu in the face.
Just as her hand was about to fall down and make a second blow to the promise, her arm was hit hard by the old lady's crutches.
Chen Jingxian covered her aching arm, "Mom, why are you beating me?" ”
"Mo Yan has become like this when she is against her, do you still want me to lose my grandson and my only daughter-in-law? Mo Yan is gone, Ming Hao's whereabouts are unknown, if something happens to you again, how can you let me live as an old woman? The old lady's eyes were scarlet, and her voice was sad.
Chen Jingxian has been married into the Gu family for decades, and she has never seen such a helpless side of her mother-in-law, and when she heard her words, she felt very uncomfortable, and she no longer clamored to make promises.
Xu Yu, like Chen Jingxian, has never seen such a weak side of the ancient lady, the ancient lady in front of her is terrifying, she originally had black hair, but now it has all turned into white silver threads, at the age of 79, she looks like a centenarian.
"Grandma!"
"Don't call me grandma, I'm not qualified to let you call grandma!" The old lady looked at the promise and scolded with fierce eyes.
This was the first time that Xu Promise had seen the old lady look at him so sharply.
Even if Gu Moyan was knocked unconscious on the hospital bed, she asked to see her for the first time, she didn't do this.
But after comparing the heart to the heart, it can be understood.
This time, although Gu Moyan's death was not directly caused by her, if she was a member of the Gu family, she would also think that Gu Moyan's death was indirectly caused by her.
"Yes, Old Madame!"
The ancient lady looked at Xu Yu with a sad gaze, and begged in a humble voice, "Miss Xu, no matter what hateful things Mo Yan did to you before, he has also been punished the greatest in the world, please for the sake of Mo Yan's soul, can you wake up for us to raise?" Awakening is Mo Yan's only flesh and blood, and we really can't afford to lose him again. ”
Looking at this situation, the promise really couldn't bear to refuse the request of the ancient lady, but the promise couldn't be made if a mother gave up her child.
She knew that with the behavior and means of the ancient lady, once she was awakened, she might never see the awakening again in her life.
Awakening is what she bought in exchange for her life, it is the motivation for her to live, how can she give it up?
"Old lady, I'm sorry, I can agree to your other requests, but wake up, please forgive me for not being able to promise to raise you, stay by my side, I promise you, as long as you want to see him, you can come at any time, I will never stop you." Promise to look at the sincere way.
The old lady smiled bitterly, "In that case, you can go, I don't want to see you!" ”
Promise to understand their feelings about not wanting to see her, but looking at the white cloth on the bed, she still wanted to see Gu Moyan.
"Old lady, will you please let me see him for the last time?" Promise to beg and ask.
"No, you can't!" The old lady simply refused, "I believe that Mo Yan has a spirit in the sky, and I must not want to see you." ”
Promising to know that the ancient lady would definitely refuse her request, she said with a begging look in her eyes: "Old lady, why are you willing to let me see Mo Yan?" ”
The ancient lady looked at Xu Promise and said in a firm voice: "Unless you give me the custody of Xingxing, don't even think about seeing Mo Yan." ”
Hearing the words of the old lady, Xu Promise struggled in his heart.
Swapping a child for a look, this deal, for anyone, doesn't have to think about it.
What's more, Xu Yue knew that Gu Moyan was dead, and seeing the uneven appearance of the cloth sheet, she also knew that Gu Moyan's body had been blown apart, even if she looked at it, she couldn't see anything, but she still wanted to take one last look.
It wasn't until after Gu Moyan's death that she recognized her heart, and her love for Gu Moyan never changed.
She loves Gu Moyan, she loves him very much, and if she could turn back time, she wouldn't choose to take revenge on him.
No, if time could be turned back, she would definitely leave Jiangcheng as soon as Gu Moyanti divorced.
Although her heart will hurt, at least Gu Moyan will not die.
"Promise, let's go, it doesn't make sense to wake up and change to see Gu Moyan for the last time, Gu Moyan's body is scorched, I can't see anything, if you wake up to them, you will spend your whole life thinking about your children, Guo Chong Guo Qing, you should know." Ding Yao said as he reached out to pull the promised hand.
Xu Yu also knew that what Ding Yao said was right, but at this moment, she seemed to have fallen into an evil spirit, and her mind was looking at Gu Moyan for the last time, as long as she could look at him, she didn't care about anything.
"Okay, wake up and raise you, but you must make sure that I can see him at any time!" Xu Promise shook off Ding Yao's hand, and said in a loud voice.
The ancient lady looked at Xu Promise in shock, "You would rather give me the custody of Xingxing, but also look at Mo Yan for the last time, to prove that you still love him very much in your heart, since you love him so much, why do you sue him?" ”
The hot tears in Xu Promise's eyes fell uncontrollably, and he said in a choked voice, "Old lady, have you ever heard a sentence, from love to hate, from love to hatred, from love to obsession, from love to thought, from hatred and infatuation, everything I did to Gu Moyan was because of love, all my love and hatred were obsessed with him, he attacked me, I took revenge on him, but I never wanted to kill him, but he left unexpectedly, and still left in front of my eyes, You'll never understand how I felt when I saw his car crashing underneath the construction truck, and if it weren't for waking up, I think I would have driven under the construction truck, but now that I understand what I mean, it's too late. ”
Ding Yao, who was on the side, listened to the affectionate words that Xu promised to say to Gu Moyan, who had died, and felt very uncomfortable.
It's like knocking over a five-flavor bottle, and I can't describe it in words.
"I didn't expect Mo Yan to do so many excessive things to you, you still love him so much, to be honest, I don't blame you, but I blame Mo Yan, he ended up now, it's all providence, since you insist on watching it, then you can watch it!" The old lady's eyes were full of distress.
With the consent of the ancient lady, Xu Yu walked to Gu Moyan's bed with trembling steps, looking at the white cloth in front of her, her hands trembled, and she didn't dare to lift the thin white cloth.
Eventually, she took a deep breath, summoned all her courage, and grasped the corner of the white cloth with trembling fingers.
When he saw the scene in front of him, he cried loudly with a promise of 'wow'.
In front of me were torn corpses, their heads crushed and deformed, their arms and legs apart, black and black, like charcoal, and some of them were still showing bright red flesh and dried blood.
Because the head is severely deformed, and the limbs of the body are also scorched, if you don't know that there is a human corpse in front of you, outsiders will not feel afraid when they see the limbs of what they thought were animals.
But the promise is different, Gu Moyan is her beloved, seeing the tragic situation of Gu Moyan's death, the pain like being cut by a knife hit her heart.
She thought she could bear Gu Moyan's death, but when she saw it, she still overestimated her ability to bear it.
Because of the sadness and excessive shock, the promise that was already deeply stimulated, because of the scene in front of him, was even more devastated, and he fainted to death again.
Ding Yao hurriedly caught Xu Yu's fainted body, so that she didn't fall to the ground.
Seeing that Ding Yao was about to leave with Princess Xu in his arms, the ancient lady stretched out her hand to block Ding Yao's way.
Ding Yao looked at the old lady with a cold gaze, "Old lady, what do you mean by this?" ”
"Mr. Ding, with my decades of experience in seeing people, I know that you have feelings for Xu Promise, Xu Promise is a very kind, very good woman, when she was with Mo Yan, Mo Yan because she hit him as a vegetative person for four years, she hated Xu Promise, let Xu Promise suffer too much, her family left her one after another, she is young, but she has experienced more than an old man me, she has worked hard enough, I hope you can treat Xu Promise well in the future, don't let her be hurt again." The old lady looked at her begging eyes.
"Promise is my best partner and friend, and I won't let anyone bully her." After Ding Yao finished speaking, he left with a promise.
Chen Jingxian looked at the back of Ding Yao leaving, and said with a painful gaze: "I should obviously hate the promise, but seeing that she gave up the custody of waking up for Mo Yan, I can't hate her anymore, it's really providential, she loves Mo Yan so much, Mo Yan is just obsessed with not making promises for that Tong Xue, now it's okay, he's gone, that Tong Xue didn't even look at him, now it's time to regret it in heaven." ”
"Xu Promise is indeed a good woman who is difficult to find for a thousand years, I hope she can survive this catastrophe and live a happy and ordinary life in the future." The old lady looked at the back of Ding Yao, who had disappeared, and said in a meaningful voice.
……
After handling Gu Moyan's funeral, he promised to hand over the awakening to the ancient lady to raise as promised.
Chen Jingxian hugged Xingxing from Xu Nuo's arms, looked at Xingxing and Gu Moyan's identical faces, as if she saw Gu Moyan, and kissed Xingxing excitedly.
When he woke up at the age of one and a half, he didn't understand what life and death were, and he didn't know that he had no father and was going to be separated from his mother.
I only knew that there was my mother in front of me, as well as my grandmother and grandmother, which made him very happy, and when he was kissed by his grandmother, he let out a crisp giggle.
Xu Promise looked at his son's happy smile and pure and pleasant laughter, and his heart hurt as if it was torn.
Although she was reluctant, she promised the old lady in advance that she would not break her promise.
And looking at the faces of Mrs. Gu and Chen Jingxian who have become sad and vicissitudes in the past few days, she also wants to let Xingxing accompany them, so that they have the motivation to live and come out of their grief as soon as possible.
"Wake up, you have to be obedient in the future, listen to grandma and grandma, don't be naughty and make them angry, you know?" Promise was choked up in his voice, even though he didn't understand what it meant to a child over a year old.
Although he was young, he saw his mother with tears in his eyes, and he knew that his mother was unhappy, so he struggled to pounce on Xu Yu from Chen Jingxian's arms.
"Mommy, hug, mommy, hug!"
"Wake up, mom has something, let mom be busy, and have grandma and grandma play with you, okay?" Chen Jingxian took Xingxing's hand and looked at Xu Xing, "You go, don't worry, we will take care of Xingxing, if you want to wake up, you can come and see Xingxing at any time." ”
When I woke up and heard Chen Jingxian say this, I felt that my mother was leaving, and I cried loudly.
"Mommy, Mommy, hug, hug...... Mom, hug ......"
Looking at her son's crying sad little face, Xu Promise was very distressed, she was really reluctant to part with her son, but she couldn't do it if she was treacherous.
She comforted herself in her heart, she just gave them to raise her, she wanted to see that he could come over at any time, and it was not life and death.
"Wake up, mom goes to work, and when you're done, come and wake up as soon as you're done, okay? Mom comes back and brings you lollipops, and you play with grandma and grandma, okay? ”
Looking at Xu Promise's gentle smile, he woke up and was no longer so scared, thinking that his mother would not lie to him, and nodded obediently like a little adult.
"Yes, Mom!"
Xu promised to kiss Xingxing on the face, and looked at the ancient lady, "Old lady, I'll come to see Xingxing after work, I know you don't want to see me, but Xingxing is just a child after all, just reunited with me, and let him leave me, he will not adapt, let him get used to it slowly, and I will reduce the number of times I appear in front of him, okay?" ”
"You can bring us Xingxing, let us have a sustenance in our hearts, I am very satisfied and grateful, Xingxing is your son, you have the right to visit him at any time." The Old Lady said softly.
"Thank you, old lady, I'll trouble you when you wake up!"
"Don't worry, we will never let Xingxing suffer the slightest grievance." The old lady told again and again.
Of course, the promise knows that they will not wake up wronged, and the grandparents of the next generation will sometimes spoil the child more than the child's parents, and the promise is still relieved about this.
It's just that the child is his own, and he doesn't live in front of his eyes, and no one will rest assured if he takes it, this is the mood of being a mother!
Promise is no exception, but Awakening is not her alone, and she can't selfishly occupy Awakening.
In the reluctance to give up, one step and three turns, promise and wake up separately!
Watching the ancient lady and Chen Jingxian walk into the house with a wake up, close the door, and promise to open the car door and sit in!
Ding Yao in the driver's seat looked at the promise in the rearview mirror with concern, sitting in the back seat.
"Since you are so reluctant, why do you want to bring them awake? With their current economic strength, they can't give Xingxing a superior life at all, even if they fight a lawsuit, they are old and have no ability to make money, and the court will not sentence Xingxing to them. ”