We are always pushing ourselves further and further down this path

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Song Li knew that people's tears were not as easy to dry as they imagined.

Chang'an in the summer is so hot that people are very irritable, the air conditioner is broken, the maintenance worker can only come over tomorrow, my mother is on the night shift today, the library is closed at ten o'clock, and she sleeps in the staff dormitory at night, Song Li sits in front of the electric fan and blows her hair, the water and sweat on her face fall down drop by drop, and the variety show on TV is not funny at all.

"Bang", Song Li raised his head suddenly, stunned for a moment, then threw the towel in his hand on the sofa, stood up, but didn't dare to move, looked out the window, there was only orange street lamp, and then sat down again and continued to blow his hair.

There was another sound on the glass, Song Li was a little uneasy, picked up the remote control and turned down the sound of the TV a little, stood in place, still didn't move, but this time he said loudly, "Who?" Who is it? ”

No one answered, Song Li felt a little uneasy, but he comforted himself that it might be someone's child in the alley who was pranking, walked to the window, opened the screen window, and said loudly to give himself courage, "Whose child, go and play!" ”

"Song Li! Song Li! But a voice made Song Liding stay where he was.

"Song Li, it's me, I'm Su Yi." The voice sounded again, and Song Li followed the voice and lowered his head, seeing a face full of tears and sweat looking at him helplessly.

"Su Yi, you, why are you here?" Song Li's voice instantly decreased, and she leaned out of the window halfway through, looking at Su Yi who was hiding under the balcony on the first floor of her house.

"Song Li, you go in, you go in, don't let people see it again." Su Yi looked very uneasy, and she asked Song Li's body to shrink in, so as not to attract the attention of others.

Song Li's heart tightened suddenly, she stood up straight, trying not to look down at her.

"Song Li, I came to you because I asked you for something. Song Li, if, I said that if I can't keep my little Su forget to grow up, can you, can you adopt her, huh? Su Yi's voice trembled violently.

Song Li froze in place, his lips stumbled a little and said, "Huh? You, what do you say Su Yi, what do you mean? ”

"Song Li, I have no relatives, no, I don't want my child to grow up in a welfare home, I hope there is someone who is willing to be good to her to love her for me, Song Li, except for you, I don't know anyone else anymore, I beg you, I beg you, okay?"

"Good! Good! I promise you! Song Li didn't think much about it, and hurriedly replied, but the feeling of uneasiness hit her heart again, she leaned out again, stretched out her hand and groped Su Yi's hand, and then held it firmly, "Su Yi, what's wrong with you, you tell me, I'll help you, huh?" Shall we solve it together? ”

"Song Li, you can't help me." Su Yi's haggard face was even more sad under the dim street lamp, she shook her head helplessly, and then stretched out her other hand to cover Song Li's hand.

"Su Yi, no, no, tell me something, I'll help you! Let's face it together, okay? That kind of uneasiness expanded infinitely in Song Li's heart and brain, even she didn't notice it, tears had already wet the hands of the two people, and she desperately held one of Su Yi's hands, hoping that something would not disappear too quickly.

But Su Yi still cried and shook his head, and with his other hand, he broke each finger that Song Li was holding herself, and she said, "Song Li, you promised me, you can't forget it." You have to love Su Forget so much, tell her, I love her so much, more than anyone else in the world. ”

Song Li opened his mouth, closed his eyes in pain, and watched helplessly as Su Yi disappeared into this alley again.

didn't have time to cry, Song Li was wearing slippers, grabbed the keys and bags on the coffee table and rushed out, on the busy street, Song Li was depressed and depressed, she cried and shouted, "Su Yi, don't be like this, don't be like this!" But she couldn't tell why she was like this.

got into the taxi, the driver asked her where she was going, Song Li didn't know what was wrong, blurted out that it was the family courtyard of Chang'an Machinery Factory, she still remembered that Su Yi in the detention center had inadvertently mentioned that after Jiang Kai's accident, his father divorced his mother, and then they went back to the old house of the family courtyard of the machinery factory together. In the taxi, Song Li's body was trembling all the time, and the day when Su Yi was imprisoned was getting closer and closer, no one could know Su Yi's current mood, but the only thing Song Li could do now was to prevent the worst from happening.

With slippers on his feet and sweat on his back, Song Li ran into the family courtyard like crazy, looking for it building by building, and kept reading Su Yi's name in his mouth, hoping that everything was still in time now.