87. Remembrance (one more)
The high altitude of Shushan City is also built in the lofty mountains, even if it is already twelve o'clock in the morning, the fog still shrouds the whole city, looking like a city in the sky.
A cold autumn wind blew through the bleak cemetery, the branches swayed, the dew on the leaves fell, the fallen leaves rolled on the ground, and the grass spread out layer by layer.
The tombstones stand quietly, and the traces of dew rolling off the stone surface of the stele seem more and more desolate.
Two figures stood in front of a tomb, their hair blown by the wind and the sleeves of their coats fluttered. The tombstone is engraved with "Li Li's Tomb".
"Sister!" Tang Ying looked at a sturdy face on the tombstone, his smile was so natural and vibrant, "If you want to cry, cry out." ”
After lunch, Bai Lian took Tang Ying to the cemetery.
Huang Fusong didn't want to face it anymore and didn't want to be sad anymore, so he didn't come together. He told them that he had no face to face Li Li's tomb and asked them to go on their own.
Bai Lian knew the pain of losing her loved ones, so she didn't ask him, but brought Tang Ying here.
Bai Lian thought that she was very strong, and she just had to pay her respects when she saw Li Lizhi's tomb. However, after stepping into the cemetery, her emotions suddenly collapsed. Her steps became heavy, as if her feet were tied to iron lumps, and she was getting more and more strained. She herself couldn't even remember how to get to the tombstone.
The past came like a flood of beasts, impacting her thoughts again and again.
Call! Bai Lian gasped loudly, crumbling, and the sky was spinning.
……
"Hey! Little lazy bug! The warm sun shone on the white bed, Li Li held up his head with his left hand, showed a bright smile, and gently straightened the messy hair covering Bai Lian's face with his right hand, "The sun has already dried its farts ~ shares." ”
The warm sunshine, and the gentle touch. Bai Lian squinted, unwilling to wake up, and wanted to sleep like this until she was old.
"Hmm!" Bai Lian curled up like a baby, and squeezed against Li Li's chest, "Sleep a little longer." ”
Li Li lowered his left hand and let her head rest. White Lotus held his right hand.
The sun lingers warmly on the windowsill for a long time. The warm wind played pleasant notes, driving a pale crimson curtain.
"I want to sleep like this forever." White Lotus's sheep-like voice, "I've been tired in the past few years. ”
"Hmm!" Li Li kissed her forehead, "You have come out, in the future, we can all be so lazy on the bed~ Even if the sun is angry, we will ignore his old man." ”
The white lotus face was close to Li Li's chest, knock-knock-knock, listening to his rhythmic heartbeat, so powerful, so beautiful, so safe.
……
"Sister!" Tang Ying held up Bai Lian, who almost fell, "Sister! ”
"Hmm!" Bai Lian sobered up a little, looked at the cemetery in the autumn breeze, adjusted her breathing, and tried to calm her emotions.
"I'll help you go!" Tang Ying changed her temper and became calm.
……
"White Lotus! You can, faster. Li Li slowed down, turned around to look at the red white lotus, and her head was steaming hot.
White Lotus adjusts the frequency of exhalation. Take a big breath in three steps, hold back three steps, and exhale again. The feet clattered on the bluestone slab, leaving footprints.
The farmhouses on both sides of the road are quiet, and most of the people are still asleep. Occasionally, the watchdog at the door of a certain house, barking a few times, echoed, and sounded quieter.
"One, two, one......" Li Li stood still, shouting slogans, waiting for Bailian to follow.
After Bai Lian's breathing resumed its rhythm, the tiredness in her body gradually subsided. The steps are no longer heavy, and the feeling of falling down when taking a step is gone. The abdomen is no longer blocked by stones, the entire chest cavity is shrunk, and the exhalation system is smooth.
"One, two, one......" Li Li and Bai Lian ran side by side, "One, two, three, four......"
"One, two, three, four......" the two shouted together, "one, two, three, four......"
Wang, a watchdog barked.
The two of them looked at it, oh oh oh, teasing it with black ~ hair.
The dog bared its sharp teeth and shook its head and roared.
"Black Dog!" A man's voice came from inside the house, "You give me silence, don't disturb me to sleep." If you don't be quiet again, Lao Tzu will slaughter you and eat a hot pot. ”
Bai Lian and Li Li heard the master's scolding, and the dog stopped roaring. The two looked back, and the black dog wagged its tail and licked the ground with its mouth.
"This dog is really obedient." Bai Lian panted and said, "Its master said a word, and it obediently stopped barking. ”
"Do you want such an obedient dog?" Li Li said, "I'll buy one another day." ”
"Forget it, I'm not interested in raising dogs." Bai Lian spoke, her steps unconsciously quickened, "There is no time." ”
"Stay." Li Li demanded again, "No one dares to come here to trouble you." ”
"I need to find out where I came from." After Bai Lian said this, she accelerated.
Li Li also accelerated.
……
Tang Ying helped Bai Lian, and the two of them walked into the cemetery step by step.
The caretaker led the way in front, and the three of them did not make a sound, and the echo of footsteps on the stone slab drifted to the other side with the whistling wind.
Bai Lian felt an unusually heavy silence, so quiet that her heart sank to the bottom.
……
The black night bent Bai Lian's waist.
"Li Li!" Bai Lian leaned over and buried her head in Li Li's chest, who had no temperature, "Li Li...... Li Li ......"
Bai Lian's low cry gradually turned into a low roar. The heart-rending pain pierced every cell of the body.
"Li Li! You give me back. ”
White Lotus was going to cough up ~ The shouts of blood sounded again and again.
The wild insects in the surrounding grass, they also felt the pain of the white lotus's parting, they stretched out their heads, closed one by one, and let out a unique and sad chirp.
Li Li was already quiet. The ears could no longer hear the sound, and the nose could not smell death. His hands could no longer touch Bai Lianjiao~Rong's face, and his footsteps could no longer accompany Bai Lian's feet.
Li Li was as quiet as night, silent, away from the hustle and bustle, and couldn't go back to the big bed full of sunlight, and couldn't go back to the bluestone slab where the black dog roared.
His eyes were closed. The Shu Mountains that stood on the earth, and the houses built on the clouds and mist, had disappeared from his sight.
"Li Li......" Bai Lian's neck was dumb, and she whispered like a tear, "Why did you go first?" Why? Why? ”
Bai Lian's head leaned into his stiff chest, and his hands firmly grasped his cold hands.
"White Lotus! You mourn and change. The people who got off the plane came to her, and a few people pulled her up, "Come with us in Shushan City." ”
"Nope." Bai Lian's voice was as stiff as a stone, "You send Li Li home first." I'm going back to Breeze City and slaughtering that boss. ”
They carried Li Li's body onto the plane, looked back at the crumbling White Lotus, shook their heads helplessly, and left her in the mountains at night.
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The wind is bleak, and the trees are bleak. The tomb is complete, and the people are asleep.
A glance of tears, slowly flowing out.
"Sister!" Tang Ying didn't feel good in her heart, she didn't expect the strong White Lotus, as soon as she arrived here, her whole body collapsed, "You cried out." ”
Bai Lian trembled and knelt down, and her knees fell on the damp ~ wet grass.
Woooooo
Bai Lian's head touched the musty ground, clenched her fists, and cried out in a low voice.
Tang Ying stood behind her, watching her back fall together, her heart was like being pulled by someone with a rope, and she felt a burst of cramps.
The wind blew a thick fog that swirled around the tombstones. The branches of the trees next to it came to the grave again and again.
Woooooo
The white lotus's cry was low and heavy, as if it was about to cry down the heavens and the earth.
Tang Ying also cried silently. She felt her nose grow more sore, tears grew, and her vision blurred. She couldn't imagine that a person would face a dead person, and her feelings would be like a collapsed house, and she would not have time to take precautions, so she would get into it herself.
Time stopped, in this miserable cemetery.
It was very long, long, one kneeling in front of the tombstone, and the other stood dumbfounded, as if they had become sculptures.
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"Hey!" Bai Lian raised her tearful head, and Li Li squatted beside her, "Why are you crying?" I said you can't cry, and when you cry, I want to cry too. ”
"You're back." Bai Lian's hands stained with dirt wiped her tears, "Where have you been?" ”
"White Lotus! I've been waiting for you, waiting for you to come back. Li Li's eyes also shed tears, "I said that when you cry, I will cry too." ”
"You've lost weight." Bai Lian grabbed his hand, and a cold penetrated her body, "You're frozen, why don't you wear a coat." ”
The wind was whistling, blowing up Li Li's thin shirt, revealing his purple belly.
"Get used to it." Li Li's tears flowed down, "We don't cry anymore." If you cry again, the sky will cry too. ”
"I'm sorry it took me so long to come back to see you." Bai Lian wanted to control her crying, but she still burst into tears, "Didn't you look for me?" ”
"I want to go to you too, but ......" Li Li looked down, "I can't go." ”
Bai Lian looked at his feet, and the thick~ strong iron chains tied Li Li's feet, which were stained with blood. Li Li not only has a single upper body, but also a thin pair of pants, and the pants at the bolt are gone, revealing scarred and aging skin.
"You ......" Bai Lian could see that there was a place where blackened bones were exposed, "who did this to you?" ”
"Hey! White Lotus. Li Li stroked her head, "It's not important, it's good for you to come back." I'm waiting for you to come back and come back to see me one last time. ”
As Li Li spoke, his body turned into dust little by little.
"Don't ......"
Bai Lian screamed, spat out a mouthful of blood, and fainted.
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"Sister!"
Tang Ying saw Bai Lian spit out a mouthful of bright red blood, and the blood splashed on the tombstone, and the whole person fainted.
Tang Ying picked up the white lotus and pinched her second vein.
The caretaker in the distance heard the movement, and they quickly arrived. Help Tang Ying carry Bai Lian into the car.
……
A beam of sunlight shone in, and Bai Lian opened her sour eyelids and found herself lying on the hospital bed~. Tang Ying sat on the chair next to her and dozed off.
Little by little, Bai Lian recalls the experience of going to the cemetery.
The warm sunlight also shone into her thoughts, and Bai Lian's heart gradually warmed up.