Zhang Xuanxuan shook her head and said, I don't understand, I don't want to understand, don't think that if I give you my body, I'm going to die for you, let me tell you Yang Fan, it's because I hate those things in the country, that's why I stay here, I don't want my man to be a gangster, I don't need a man like that, if you think it's very promising to be a bastard, then you go and be a bastard, I won't stop you, you're not very good, then you go and get the documents alone, I see how powerful you are, you go, don't be with me.

I turned my head and said, I know you look down on me, from the beginning to the present, you think I have no talent, I have no ability, I don't have any education, I'm just a gangster, I have shamed you, then let's separate, you go to your rich and handsome boyfriend, everyone will treat no one as if they don't know anyone.

After saying that, I separated from Zhang Xuanxuan, my temper was not good, I said to go, but after walking for a while, I was a little blinded, although it was not the first time to come to this place, but it was the first time I lived alone in a strange city, especially when this was still abroad.

I can't speak a few words of English at all, and the pronunciation is not very accurate, I want to take a taxi but find that the money is not on me at all, I gave the money to Zhang Xuanxuan to take, now I want to go back to her?

I won't be able to hang my face, after all, I'm a man, I just said such a tough thing, Zhang Xuanxuan will definitely laugh at me when I go back, but if I don't go back, I won't be able to find a place for a while, so what should I do?

Which is more important, dignity or life? I grabbed my hair hard, my head hurt a little, this is the first time I have encountered trouble abroad, I didn't bring a mobile phone, even if I brought a mobile phone, I'm afraid I can't get through, because this is a foreign country, it is impossible for me to call.

What should I do now? I asked myself in my heart, I looked at the strange streets, the unfamiliar faces, for the first time I felt so small, in fact, I was nothing, I was indeed very weak, and my heart gradually became clearer.

I squatted on the ground and looked around, hoping to see Zhang Xuanxuan's figure, but unfortunately I couldn't see it at all, they were all fashionably dressed foreigners, and occasionally met the same skin color and face, all of them spoke English, and no one spoke the same language as me at all.

I searched all the way from memory, and finally found the hotel where I was staying, and the passers-by didn't understand what I was saying, and I didn't know what they were talking about, thanks to my good memory.

It's just that when I came to the hotel, the waiter blocked me out, and after a long time of communication, I gradually understood what she meant, and she told me that the room had been vacated, so I had no way to go back.

I was completely dumbfounded, Zhang Xuanxuan really left me here alone, she knew that I didn't know English, how could she be so ruthless and unrighteous, could it be that what I just said was too heavy?

It's disgusting, what do I do now? I looked at the familiar but unfamiliar hotel, and walked out with a dirty face, it was dark in this way, I had no money in my pocket, this place had not yet been settled, this was not summer, it was several degrees below zero outside, if I was in the park, I might freeze to death.

In the past, when I was in China, at least there was no problem with the language, and if I encountered a little situation, I could find a way to solve it, but abroad, who cares if you live or die, if it weren't for the person I was wearing like a dog, I'm afraid someone would have called the police to arrest me now.

I can't be caught by the police, and I can't explain a bunch of troublesome things at that time, I wandered around the hotel door for hours, I hope Zhang Xuanxuan can come back to pick me up, she should know that I can't go anywhere else.

But after waiting for a long time, I still didn't see Zhang Xuanxuan, is she really so ruthless and unjust, just because I said two ugly words, she wants to leave me here alone?

The sunset is beautiful, but I don't have the heart to appreciate it, I just hope to meet a guy who understands Chinese, I see a guy with the same skin color and go up to talk, but unfortunately no one is willing to communicate with me, I also wondered, how can I not meet a person of my own.

When night fell, the people on the street were in pairs, but I walked back and forth alone, from the south side of the road to the north side of the road, because I had only eaten a little in the morning, my stomach screamed a little uncontrollably, I couldn't hold it anymore, and when I saw the people sitting in the restaurant opposite, my mouth began to drool.

It's called a hate in my heart, I hate Zhang Xuanxuan and hate myself at the same time, why is it so useless, this is really a rich man, a world of rich men, if I have money on me, I think these problems can be solved.

There were fewer and fewer people on the streets, and the weather was getting colder, and I couldn't bear the temperature a little, and when the shops closed one by one, my heart cooled down, and it seemed that I needed to find a place to rest for the night.

Just when I was about to find a sheltered place to rest for the night, a beautiful woman came out of the proofing café opposite, that woman was none other than Zhang Xuanxuan, who I had been looking for for a day, she was drinking coffee in the opposite café and watching me get cold outside.

Seeing Zhang Xuanxuan walking towards the hotel, I ran a few steps to catch up, I grabbed Zhang Xuanxuan is clothes and said, the most poisonous woman's heart, that's right, you sit in it and drink coffee, isn't it very enjoyable.

Zhang Xuanxuan turned her head to look at me and said with a smile, aren't you very powerful, don't you need me? Why are you looking for me, there's a jewelry store around the corner, you're not a bastard, you can go over and grab J, you're not very good at unlocking, I'll help you with what you need.

I clenched my fists and was very angry, Zhang Xuanxuan smiled and said, why are you angry and want to hit me, come on, you fight, hit here.

Zhang Xuanxuan pointed to her face, I clenched my fist and punched over, Zhang Xuanxuan easily crossed the mountain sideways, and a knee hit my lower abdomen directly, although I had a little abdominal muscles, but because I didn't eat, I couldn't resist it at all, I covered my stomach in pain, and then ate a blow to my back, Zhang Xuanxuan fought much more than me.

In the past, in China, many people wanted to bully her, but her outstretched hand made those people dare not think about her, after all, she has strong combat effectiveness, and she has been learning taekwondo and Muay Thai since she was a child, as well as some fighting skills.

I was beaten and had no chance to fight back, the moment Zhang Xuanxuan let go of me, I lay on the ground, panting and trying to support my body with my hands, I thought of the scene when I was beaten at school before, I was beaten like a dog and couldn't get up, and the group of people would laugh at me in my ears, saying that I was a waste, and scolding me for being a child without a father.

I jumped up from the ground like a beast and punched Zhang Xuanxuan in the face, Zhang Xuanxuan didn't dodge, standing in place like this, I would be hit directly on the temple, I suddenly stopped.

Because I saw the picture of Zhang Xuanxuan falling, in my mind, I saw her being directly beaten to the ground by me, she smiled bitterly and said, Yang Fan, look at what you look like now, you disappointed me, I am really disappointed, a man can have nothing, but at least he must be a little bit like a man.

I'm carried away by hatred now, I shouldn't have hit Zhang Xuanxuan, seeing me stop, Zhang Xuanxuan frowned and said, Why don't you do it, don't you really want to hit someone?

I scratched my head and said, forget it, I can't beat you, you don't have to do it like this, I can't win, and I'm hungry, can you take me something to eat?

Zhang Xuanxuan frowned and said, why should I take you to eat?

I laughed and said, because my money is all on you.

Zhang Xuanxuan took out the wallet on her body and put it in my hand and said, the wallet is for you, so it's okay.

I shook my head and said, don't be like this, I know it's wrong, I shouldn't lose my temper with you, in fact, I'm angry because the people of the Zhou family and Yao Shun treated me like a monkey, I'm very embarrassed and useless now, I can at least maintain some demeanor.

Zhang Xuanxuan smiled bitterly and said, you are not wrong, I am wrong, I should not influence your thoughts, since everyone is not suitable, then don't force ourselves together, you will be you and I in the future.