"So you didn't go." Shen Chengyu spoke first, breaking the peace of each other. I don't know if it's an illusion, Shiya feels as if he is relieved when he says this.

"Well, do you want some water, or do you want something to eat?" Shiya said gently.

Shen Chengyu shook his head and stared at her for a long time, always feeling that she seemed to have changed a lot, and she should have matured a lot.

In this way, the two returned to their previous calm. Shiya looked away from him, stared at the slow loss on the hanging bottle, and said calmly: "The doctor said that you can be discharged from the hospital tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, but pay attention to diet." ”

Shiya didn't hear a response, and her eyes shifted to him again. He just stared at her, but there was something unspeakable in his eyes, remorse, nostalgia, and joy. She didn't know, and it didn't matter anymore.

"Yaya, do you hate me?" Shen Chengyu looked at her without blinking, refusing to miss the slightest change in her mood.

She was a little surprised, she never thought of meeting again, he would ask this question. He used to treat her well, but he never cared about her feelings. Now, is it uneasy and feels indebted to her?

There is no debt in affection, and everything she did at the beginning never asked him to repay her or be grateful to her. Although she was sad for him for so long in the process, she knew from the beginning that he didn't like her. Everything is her stubbornness, and no one else is to blame.

Shiya shook her head and said: "If you don't hate, it's not wrong to love someone, but it's not wrong not to love someone." So, I don't hate you, Brother Chengyu. "I only blame myself for being too stubborn and not listening to persuasion.

"How are you doing in the past three years? I wonder if I had been nice to you, wouldn't it have been different? Shen Chengyu said in a low voice, a little emotional.

Shiya didn't understand what he meant by the difference. There are 'ifs' for a lot of things, and of course there will be different outcomes.

"I've had a good life in the past three years, Brother Chengyu, you don't have to worry. There is no 'if' in the world, so Brother Chengyu's so-called 'if' also does not exist. If anything, she must have hoped that her parents were alive.

Shen Chengyu looked at Shiya with a bitter smile and felt that she must be comforting herself. If you are happy, how can you still have such a bitter smile? He thought back on these years and knew that Shiya was a person who paid for others but did not ask for anything in return, and was dedicated to the sake of others.

"I'm sorry, Yaya, I'll make it up to you. You trust me, okay? Shen Chengyu said a little sadly, but his attitude was very clear.

Shiya frowned, trying to pull out the large hand he was holding tightly. It's a pity that there is a huge disparity in strength, and she can't break free from him. It has to be held by him, as if the brother is holding the sister's hand.

"Brother Chengyu, I said, I'm doing well, so you don't need to make up for me, you don't owe me anything." Shiya took a deep breath before she said frankly.

"No, Yaya, I shouldn't spoil your feelings, let alone take advantage of your feelings. I shouldn't have given up on you, such a nice girl. Shen Chengyu still held Shiya's hand tightly, eager to let the other party know his remorse and heart.

It's a pity that these Shiya don't need it anymore, she doesn't want the two of them to fall into an embarrassing situation, so she tries to be as calm as possible: "Brother Chengyu, don't be like this." If you feel indebted to me, you don't need to do it at all. Besides, you don't owe me, and you don't owe anything to your feelings. Also, if you are like this, Sister Xi will be unhappy. It was the best thing she could think of.

"Don't mention her to me, she's not worthy of my love for her at all." When Shen Chengyu said this, his attitude was a little ruthless, and he seemed to have a desire to kill.

Shiya's eyebrows were almost tangled, did she have to go back to the same as before. Because there is a crack in their relationship, is she going to be the one to fill the crack? She had no regrets at the beginning, because of love. And now, is it necessary?

"Brother Chengyu, you should rest more now, not when you discuss these issues." Besides, the affairs between you are not something that I, an outsider, can interfere in. Taking advantage of his slight relaxation, she withdrew her hand and retreated to two steps away from his bed.

Shen Chengyu saw Shiya's obvious move, and he couldn't say that he was not disappointed. But compared to the attitude he had treated her, he should be glad that she treated him like this, at least she would not let him go. Maybe deep down in her heart, there is still a place for him.

"Okay, Yaya, we're not going to talk about that today. But, Yaya, why did you run away from home in the first place? This is a question that has been hidden in Shen Chengyu's heart for a long time.

Shiya looked at him in surprise, didn't her cousin tell him? Or is this matter so important, that's why it's ......

Shiya walked past him, looked out the window, and tried to say calmly: "It's nothing, it's just a little contradictory to my grandfather." ”

"Is that so?" Shen Chengyu felt that this reason was a bit far-fetched, he felt that she also had his reasons for leaving home, otherwise Haoxuan would not have an expression that he owed him something every time he saw him.

"Or don't you think?" Shiya pulled her lips and smiled, she didn't like to discuss this issue, she didn't like it very much, she would rather choose the previous question. Whether it's saying that she is running away or saying that she is weak, she just doesn't want to face this problem.

"I think it's related to me." Shen Chengyu said as if it was true, and he didn't see Shiya's helplessness at all.

She liked him for so many years, and she didn't know that he was so narcissistic too. Perhaps, love sometimes blinds something.

She shook her head and said kindly: "This really has nothing to do with you, Brother Chengyu, you think too much." ”

Shen Chengyu looked at Shiya for a while, but still didn't see any flaws on her face. He thought she probably didn't want him to be sad and hid her true feelings.

"Well, what are you going to do tonight?" Shen Chengyu looked at this room with only one bed, and thought about whether to ask the hospital to add one. As much as he wanted to huddle with her, he knew she would sleep on the table all night, just as she had taken care of him before.

Shiya looked up and glanced at the hanging bottle, only to see that there was still a quarter of the liquid, and said with a smile: "After you finish the drip, I will leave." I'll see you tomorrow. ”

Shen Chengyu's eyebrows furrowed unconsciously, he didn't like her alienation from him very much.

"But it's getting late, and I'm afraid that your girl's house will be in danger." This should be a good reason, a reason to keep her.

"It's okay, I'll fight." Shiya said indifferently, anyway, she had done such a thing before, and it didn't matter anymore.

However, she didn't know that she was still a girl who needed protection in the eyes of others, and she was not suitable for self-reliance.

"If you must go back, I will have someone send you back. Yaya, if you don't agree, I won't let you go back. Shen Chengyu's tone was very resolute, and he couldn't help but refuse.

Shiya sighed in her heart, there is no objection, opposition will only be more troublesome.

"Okay, Brother Chengyu, can you not tell my family the news about me?" Shiya still doesn't want to see that person again, the person who brought her up.

Shen Chengyu raised his eyebrows, but he didn't refuse, only said: "I promise you, but Yaya, your family has been looking for you for a long time, you better go back and have a look." "He wanted to say something, but now is not a good time, let's talk about it tomorrow.