As soon as Mr. Xu saw the mobile phone, his expression became obviously nervous, and he snatched the mobile phone from my hand and said with a very abnormal face, "It's a classmate, don't pay attention to it." ”

My heart sank suddenly, something was wrong. I wanted to question Mr. Xu in person right away, but when I thought about it, just a phone call doesn't mean anything.

I forced a smile and said, "Then it may be that your classmates have something to do with you, I'll go take a shower first." With that, I jumped out of bed and went into the bathroom to take a shower.

Actually, I didn't take a shower at all, I just turned on the water, and the whole person leaned against the door to listen to Mr. Xu's movements outside.

We only opened a standard room, the space was not very large, and I heard the sound of Mr. Xu opening the door. I was even more sure that Mr. Xu had something to hide from me, so I quietly walked out of the bathroom, and sure enough, Mr. Xu was not in the room.

I walked lightly to the door of the room, I didn't hear Mr. Xu's voice, I opened the door, and just saw Mr. Xu walking to the end of the corridor in front of me and turning around.

I hurriedly returned to the room, put on my clothes and pants, and walked out to the end of the corridor, against the wall, just in time to hear Mr. Xu's voice.

Teacher Xu's voice sounded a little angry, and she said, "Please don't call me again in the future, I don't want to contact you again." ”

I listened carefully, and after a while, Mr. Xu lowered his voice and shouted, "Don't say it!" We don't owe each other, that's all, goodbye. No, it's never again. ”

From these two short sentences, I have already heard some information, why did Mr. Xu cut off the relationship with the other party? When I was thinking about it, Mr. Xu actually walked back and happened to see me.

Teacher Xu was startled at first, but then said, "You washed it so quickly?" ”

I moved the corners of my mouth and said indifferently, "I heard it all just now." Teacher Xu bit his lip, lowered his head and said, "Things are not what you think. ”

I sneered and said, "Not what I thought?" What's that? Teacher Xu said, "Ouyang, can you listen to my explanation?" ”

As she spoke, she reached out to pull me, and I subconsciously dodged back and said, "Okay." You explain, I listen. Teacher Xu's voice was a little choked and said, "Shall we go back to the room and say?" ”

I snorted coldly, turned around and walked back to the room, Mr. Xu came in behind me, and then locked the door, I sat on the bed, very angry and aggrieved. Teacher Xu sat next to me, took my hand and said, "If I say that I have nothing to do with him, do you believe it or not?" ”

I looked at her coldly and said, "What do you think?" He's the guy who drove you to the Huanhua community last week, right? ”

Teacher Xu's eyes widened, covered his mouth and said in surprise, "You...... You know all about it? ”

I shook off Mr. Xu's hand and sneered, "Hehe." You wish I didn't know anything, right? I saw you that day, called you, and you said that you had something, and then I followed you to the Huanhua community, and I saw you and a man intimately entered the corridor. ”

I certainly didn't see it with my own eyes, but I guess it's a similar story. Teacher Xu didn't say anything now, just sat next to him with his head down.

I continued to say indifferently, "The first time I met you outside the Huanhua Community, you also went to see him, right?" Xu Qingqing, do you have anything else to say? ”

Teacher Xu still lowered her head, her hair covered her face, I couldn't see her expression clearly, I excitedly reached out and grabbed her shoulder and said, "You speak, don't you explain it to me?" Hurry up and explain! I'm going to listen to your explanation. ”

Teacher Xu was already in tears at this time, and I suddenly softened my heart, is she crying for me? But this anger of being deceived swallowed up a little bit of my softness in an instant, and I shook Teacher Xu vigorously, she just shed tears, just shook her head, but didn't say a word.

The more she did this, the more angry and angry I became. I said excitedly, "Why don't you speak?" ”

Mr. Xu bit his lip tightly, tears continued to slide down his cheeks, looking quite helpless and pitiful. I threw Mr. Xu on the bed and said, "Since you don't speak, then I'll go." Just when we never knew each other. ”

My heart was cold, no, I should say that it was full of holes and pain. When I walked to the door, I couldn't help but stop and glanced back at Teacher Xu, who was lying on the bed with teary eyes.

It's a man, and he can't stand this kind of thing, so I slammed open the door of the room, but Mr. Xu said loudly with a crying voice, "Ouyang, you only know how to blame me, but you can also hate me." But how have you ever understood my suffering? Do you think I'm willing to do that? ”

I stood in the doorway, with my back to her, and said, "If you don't want to, no one can force you." I won't believe anything you say now. ”

Teacher Xu cried and said, "You haven't groveled for life, haven't you experienced the feeling of being looked down upon? You haven't been cornered, you're a person living in the city, and you'll never understand my bitterness. ”

I turned around and yelled, "yes, I don't understand anything. I don't understand your money worship, your romance, and your life. In your eyes, I'm just a stupid kid who doesn't know anything, and I'm being toyed with by you. ”

Teacher Xu shook his head in tears and said, "I didn't play with you. Can you please listen to me? ”

I said decisively and indifferently, "No need to explain. What else is there to explain? Facts are facts, and no amount of interpretation can change them. ”

I've made up my mind, and no explanation is of any use to me. Teacher Xu said hysterically, "Ouyang! I beg you, stay, and please tell me if it's okay? After I finish speaking, you have to leave, and I will definitely not stop you. ”

Listening to Mr. Xu's words, I had already stepped out of my feet, but suddenly it was like being filled with lead, I couldn't lift it, and I didn't listen to the call. Mr. Xu actually used the word begging, which shocked me. This is the first time she's spoken to me in such a pleading tone, right?

I stood at the door and didn't move, and Teacher Xu hurriedly said, "He is the parent of a student when I was a tutor before you. He always had thoughts about me, but I sternly rejected him and quit my job as a tutor before I came to your house. ”

"It's just that he doesn't give up and keeps pestering me. My family is in the countryside, very poor, I went to college and my family owed a lot of debts, my father worked on the construction site, because he couldn't get his salary, he went to trouble with his co-workers, and was broken by the black-hearted boss of Wuliangdian. I was desperate, on the one hand, I had to face the pressure of tuition and living expenses, and on the other hand, my dad's high medical expenses, and there was no one to help me, so he paid my dad's medical bills in time to be hospitalized for surgery. ”

Mr. Xu's voice cried with a lot of helplessness and sadness, and the anger in my heart gradually became much smaller. "In the end, I compromised. He was fostered. I know you will think I am cheap, but in the face of life, any pride, any dignity, will be crushed. I want dignity, my dad will have to be paralyzed in bed for the rest of his life, and if I want to be proud, I can only drop out of school. ”

I gritted my teeth and said, "You can tell me these things." ”

Teacher Xu laughed self-deprecatingly and said, "What can you tell you?" Can you pay? Why are you paying for me? Don't forget, you were just a junior high school student. ”

Mr. Xu's words made me unable to refute them at once. Teacher Xu continued, "You may think that these are my excuses, and I am making excuses for my money worship and water-based poplars. I don't deny that I'm bent over by life, and life takes my breath away. Originally, I thought that I would always be supported by him, and he promised me that I would be given a good job when I graduated. ”

I stood next to me and was silent, I found that the anger in my stomach had disappeared completely, and all that was left was compassion and sympathy for Teacher Xu.

It's easy to live, live, it's easy, but it's not easy to live.

Teacher Xu looked at me and said, "Why don't you ask me why I broke off my relationship with him?" ”