201 Infinite lack of self-confidence
"I know." Ying Mingyu hugged someone and whispered in her ear, "Don't apologize, you're not wrong." β
When Lu Qianqian heard him say this, he pursed his lips and couldn't stop his tears at all.
"Okay, stop crying...... Let's go to the movies, shall we? "It's not a good choice to go home now, Ying Mingyu gently wiped her tears and said this proposal.
Lu Qianqian nodded.
Ying Mingyu hadn't eaten dinner yet, so he bought some fried chicken nuggets and drinks on the way there, and went straight to the cinema, and the time was not early.
Ying Mingyu took the initiative to buy a couple's movie ticket for a romance movie, and sat in a double seat very far back after entering the venue.
He handed the food bag to Lu Qianqian, and he hugged her waist and took the fried chicken from her hand to eat.
Lu Qianqian's whole person was dizzy, and then he simply fed him with his own hands, getting too close, and being so close outside, it seemed to be the first time. Although the movie theater is dark, she still feels very shy and has an irrepressible sense of happiness.
Ying Mingyu had a poor appetite, so he took the things away halfway through eating, wiped his mouth, and leaned over to kiss Lu Qianqian.
When Lu Qianqian felt hot all over, she heard him call her name in her ear.
"Shallow ......"
Ying Mingyu didn't say anything later, he wanted to ask her: Is it very aggrieved to be with me?
Thinking about it now, they have been together for more than half a year, and the number of times he has taken her to watch movies is only a handful. Not to mention travel, surprises and gifts, he can save everything, and some have never done it.
"Huh?"
Seeing that he didn't have a follow-up for a long time, and didn't let go of her, Lu Qianqian looked up at him. Ying Mingyu's face was expressionless, which she had rarely seen recently, perhaps more uncomfortable.
"Nothing." Ying Mingyu let go of the person and sat back, still hugging her waist, and whispered, "I should watch more movies like this, I don't know how to make girls happy at all." β
Lu Qianqian couldn't see what the movie was talking about at all, and she didn't pay attention to whether there were any happy scenes. She found that he really didn't sleep this time, and watched the film from beginning to end with a calm face.
Ying Mingyu reflected a little redundantly, and Lu Qianqian was uncomfortable with it. She even thought about trying to break up decisively, as he did last time, but she couldn't see the possibility of success.
When the two went home, the big battle at home had ended, probably because they were finally tired after a day of arguing. Zhang Lining was slumped on the lazy sofa, Wang Zixi was sitting on the single sofa, and the two were facing the wall with their backs.
"It's back, I'm going home, this little ghost is too difficult, don't ask me for help next time!" Wang Zixi looked at the two of them as he spoke, it was obvious that they were not easy, they must have quarreled.
"I'm sorry for you, Zixi." Lu Qianqian apologized and sent her out.
Ying Mingyu asked Zhang Lining to take a bath and sleep first, and helped tidy up the kitchen where the two of them didn't clean up after eating takeout.
When he went to take a bath, Ying Mingyu went to the balcony to call Fan Hua.
ββ¦ I'm sorry, I know I'm sorry for you, but I've decided. Tomorrow morning, you come with Sister Fang, pick up the people, and we will solve the case as soon as possible." β
Although Fan Hua was displeased, he still knew about this friend and did not make much excuses.
"I think you're too careful with that little girl, even if it's in a safe house, it's not a big problem. See you tomorrow morning. β
Lu Qianqian knew that they would not be able to recover after this quarrel, and when Ying Mingyu went to bed, he subconsciously hugged someone and pressed his legs.
"Xiao Yingying, am I making you very uncomfortable?"
Ying Mingyu touched her little face and sighed: "It's not your fault, it's my own problem." I just have to think that you could be so well-behaved in the arms of other men, and I can't control myself. I'm afraid I'll say something against my heart and hurt you. β
"Can you forgive me if I accidentally say it later? That's not my intention, maybe you're right, I'm too cautious. β
It seems that he must have thought about such a thing today, but he didn't say it once.
He kept saying that he believed her, but she kept provoking him.
"I shouldn't say you're stingy, I'm the same myself, even if other women hug you, I'm so angry." When Lu Qianqian said this, he remembered what Ye Shaojun did that night when she was unprepared, and she was unconsciously very weak-hearted.
"Heh," Ying Mingyu chuckled, "When I first started dating, I felt that you didn't care about me very much, and I thought about it at the time, hoping that you could be more jealous." Now that I think about it, I was really asking for myself. β
Lu Qianqian couldn't help laughing: "Have you ever thought about this kind of thing...... I just didn't want you to think I was stingy, girls are naturally better at covering up their flaws. β
"It seems so, I don't know enough about you." Ying Mingyu now has a deeper understanding of Fang Jinshi's suggestion, women are really a kind of creatures that are difficult to understand, but they know each other very well.
"Me too." Lu Qianqian sincerely thinks so. In fact, they still have a lot of room to go deep into each other, but she feels that this is the right time for her to leave.
Although she didn't want to see him with other women, and she wouldn't be happy to think of such a thing, she had very few unwilling thoughts, especially in this situation. As long as he stayed away, she could still bless him against his will to find someone better than her.
The most unimaginable thing is that she is with Ying Mingyu, although she has realized that the relationship time has not been short, Lu Qianqian has always had a sense of unreality. Farther away, maybe she could regain her senses and realize that this was something she shouldn't have thought about in the first place.
When she woke up on the 29th, the people around her were still there, and after kissing her, she got out of bed and went to wash. Lu Qianqian sat up and touched the place where he was kissed, and the hot feeling seemed to be the first time he did this.
At that time, Ying Mingyu lied to Ye Shaojun, saying that they were boyfriend and girlfriend living together, and kissed her on the face before walking to show intimacy.
Zhang Lining seemed to be very surprised and surprised by Ying Mingyu's experience of having breakfast together, and kept pestering him to keep pestering.
Ying Mingyu didn't answer much, and only said when he was about to finish eating: "Later, Officer Fang, who accompanied you two days ago, will come to pick you up, and you go to live with her for two days, and your family's affairs will be solved soon." β
Zhang Lining was stunned: "Why?" Do you think I'm in the way? Or did she say something? β
After Lu Qianqian was pointed at by Zhang Lining's index finger, she was still at a loss, and she was just as surprised.
"I've been taking care of you for a week, she's not in good health, she still has work to do, and you're here to have a great impact on her." Ying Mingyu glanced at Lu Qianqian when he said this, "Moreover, I have had some misunderstandings with Qianqian recently, I want to spend more time alone with her, and you are also hindering me here." β
Zhang Lining slowly withdrew his fingers and clenched his fist, staring at the man who said this with his mouth open.
She didn't even notice that they had a conflict when she lived here, and he said it so bluntly that he couldn't think of a word to refute it.
"Xiao Yingying, I'm fine." Lu Qianqian pulled his fiancΓ©'s arm.
"Well, it's my problem, I want to spend more time with you." Ying Mingyu touched her head.
He used to think that shallow was very coaxing, and he had such a mentality, so he always cared about her and didn't care enough about her. No matter how busy he is, as long as he goes home and comforts him at will, Lu Qianqian always smiles and says it's okay, so he despises the solid backing that gives him the most support at home.
After last night's incident, Ying Mingyu deeply reflected on himself. He didn't want to force Lu Qianqian to the same path as her mother, let her think crankily and even pretend to be with other men to test his mind.
Is it counterproductive? Lu Qianqian looked at her man, and after a while, she lowered her head, she had no face to face him.
Just as the doorbell rang at this point, Fan Hua and Fang Jinshi came as promised.
Zhang Lining was losing her temper and said that she was going back to the room to pack her things, and Lu Qianqian and Fang Jinshi accompanied her.
Fan Hua complained to his friends outside: "You really know how to find trouble, I said that you should give Jinshi a holiday, and you will be annoyed by the way." β
"I'm sorry, I've been having some trouble with Shallow lately."
Looking at his face, he guessed that his friend would only show such an expression because of this matter, Fan Hua patted him on the shoulder.
"It's okay, it's just that you're getting in the way of my plans. I'm not like you, you know that my father-in-law must have a hard time getting it, and I was going to cook the raw rice first and then go to see my parents, but it may have to be postponed. β
Ying Mingyu didn't understand it at all, he didn't know anything about this technique: "What kind of cooked rice?" β
"I see that you are far away from returning the beauty you hug, I will definitely get married in front of you, prepare a big red envelope for me." Fan Hua saw that he was still puzzled, and leaned over in a low voice and said, "When Jin Shi is pregnant with my child, even if the second elder has more opinions, he will turn a blind eye and let me pass." β
Ying Mingyu was stunned, he thought that Fan Hua had planned too early, they had just started.
"Sister Fang thinks so too?"
Fan Hua sighed hatefully: "How could it be possible to let her know." Should be less, you are really, men and women also need some skills to get along with each other, as long as the things that should be concealed can be concealed when it doesn't matter, even if it is successful. β
Seeing that Ying Mingyu was still puzzled, Fan Hua showed a real dark smile that he rarely showed in front of people.
"Shallow is easy to deceive, if you want to deceive her, it will definitely not take too much thought, it is far easier than you to be honest with her about everything."
Ying Mingyu didn't discuss how to deceive him: "I don't need to deceive her, she will basically be willing to cooperate with me." I haven't had contraception since I got engaged, and although she didn't want children, she never said anything. β
Fan Hua saw that the trouble in the room over there was almost over, and briefly mentioned: "Then there is no reason yet, haven't you thought about it, maybe Qianqian is taking medicine?" β
Ying Mingyu was stupid there, he understood Fan Hua's hint, he was saying that Qianqian might have hidden something from him.
Will that be the case?
Ying Mingyu always thought that he and Qianqian were completely honest, but thinking about last night's conversation, Qianqian did seem to have hidden a lot of real emotions in front of him.
In the science of love, Ying Mingyu felt that he was far from passing.
"The next time you have time to invite me for a drink, it might be much more useful than what you're doing now." When the two took the unhappy Zhang Lining out, Fan Hua said goodbye to his friend with a smile.
Ying Mingyu nodded. Sometimes, asking for help from others can also be a form of wisdom.