Chapter 278 Give Yourself a Way Out
I don't attach much importance to the concept of money now, territory is a thing that can make money, and it can be controlled, now I don't need Li Hu to give me money, what I want is the territory and network he controls, those are what I want the most, as for what Li Hu can do now is to compromise, I have to find a way to convince him, this is a more difficult thing.
Li Hu smiled and said, Yang Fan, are you thinking too much, you are simply dreaming if you want to use me, I will not let you be satisfied, if you want to kill me, then give me a good time, whatever you do.
I shook my head and said, you won't settle accounts, after you die, your family may be taken care of by your brother, your women, and your children, will be hurt to a certain extent, and you have to pay the price of your life, in fact, killing you is not good for me, but if I let you live I have no benefit, then I will choose to kill you, don't talk nonsense, you can rest assured that I will let you die little by little, and I will definitely not give you a good time, I hope I will come again next time, You can still think clearly.
After coming up from the basement, I felt a little dizzy in my head, this change was too great, my soul seemed to be a little distorted, after coming to the lounge to lie down, I couldn't sleep, I closed my eyes and I saw those dead people dangling in front of me, as if they were complaining to me, as if they were saying that they had died unjustly, I opened my eyes and felt weak, as if my body had been hollowed out.
I glanced at the lounge, now in the empty room, only Ergou was smoking alone, he saw me wake up, frowned and said, what's wrong with you, it doesn't seem to be in a very good mood.
I shook my head and said, I don't know how, I'm always restless during this time, and when I close my eyes, it's some mess, do you think I'm evil, those dead guys are still haunting me.
Ergou shook his head and said, I don't know, why don't you go home and let grandpa calculate a hexagram for you, see how your fortune is, I also feel that your current appearance is wrong, it doesn't look right.
I was not superstitious before, but after contacting Chen Blind, I also began to be a little skeptical, after knowing Gao Ming, I gradually began to believe in the gods, of course, believe in the faith, sometimes the things that should be done still have to be done, even if there are gods and spirits, they still have to live.
After leaving the bar, I drove home with Ergou, Ergou didn't speak all the way, he looks the same as before, but there is a little more despair in his eyes, as if he is desperate for life.
I stopped the car and turned my head and said, "Do you regret the dog walking this way?"
Ergou raised his head and shook his head with a smile and said, Brother Fan, I have no regrets, it's just that I think this world is different from what I thought before, I thought life could be beautiful, but everywhere was desolate, my love could be innocent, but it was full of filth, so I began to doubt what life should look like.
I patted Ergou's head and said with a smile, okay dog, don't think about unhappy things, you just think too much, in fact, sometimes there is no need to think about how responsible a thing is, you like someone, just love if there is no result, then disperse as soon as possible, this kind of thing depends on fate and feelings, some things are destined, I think you are still too dull, have time to communicate more with Baoqiang and them, don't always think crankily alone.
I feel it, Ergou or forgive Ergou, maybe what he did during this time made him feel a certain amount of stimulation, but everything will be fine, we grew up together, I still know Ergou's character very well, I don't want to compete with people in everything, so he is a kind child, this society is the rivers and lakes, you don't fight hard, you will have nothing, unscrupulous means is the element of a person's success, the so-called right way in the world is the vicissitudes of life, as long as I take the right way.
Ergou smiled and opened the car door and got out of the car, the two of us came to the familiar alley, looking at the dilapidated door, the previous bits and pieces instantly appeared in front of us, at that time we were still simple like a child, and now they have changed, Ergou opened the door, the dog inside roared excitedly, Chen Blind leaned on the recliner and smoked, he changed into a new clothes, the recliner was also new, the cigarette in his hand smelled much better than before, and the tea he drank had become a big red robe, The facilities at home have also been changed, and now Chen Blind looks more like a master, at least not as humble as before, and is regarded as a liar who mixes the rivers and lakes.
Chen Blind smiled and knocked on the cigarette pouch pot, nodded and said, this tea is really delicious, tobacco is also delicious enough, I Chen Blind has lived for most of his life, the first time to live such a rich life, you two little rabbit cubs are promising, did not forget me, this is already very good, and there is no need to come to see me every day This old man, my time is running out, such a family fun, I don't know when I can enjoy it, I used to think that the dust returns to the dust, and now the truth lives a few more years.
Ergou said with a smile, Grandpa, didn't you say before that in the Three Kingdoms, Zhuge Liang will use the Everbright Lantern to renew his life, and you can also use the Seven-Star Everbright Lantern to renew his life, your old mana is boundless, and it is not easy to live for a few more years.
Blind Chen said with a smile, it's easy to say but hard to do, that thing will be retributed, I don't want to be retributed, you two are here today, why don't Xiao Yang talk much, you used to talk the most, you have to raise the bar with me whatever I say.
I sat on a bench in front of the blind man Chen and shook my head and said, now I don't have the heart to lift the bar, I always have nightmares, I can't sleep when I close my eyes, am I evil now?
Chen Blind said with a smile, psychological effect, in fact, what the hell, God, are all things that you have imagined in your head, no one has really seen it, you have a nightmare now, it is because you have done something wrong, as for how to solve the doubts in your heart, you can only rely on yourself, according to your life, you will completely transform after experiencing several lives and deaths, a person's growth takes time, it is not good to grow too fast, you can read some self-cultivation books when you have time, cultivate your sentiments, in fact, everyone lives in a crisisFor example, the tea I drink may be highly toxic in it, the food I eat may contain carcinogens, the water I drink may be contaminated in the waterworks, and the air I breathe may contain radioactive substances, which are all uncontrollable factors.
I smiled and said, the more I listen to it, the more terrible I feel, Grandpa Chen, don't joke with me, you can help me take a look at whether I have encountered something dirty.
Chen Blind grabbed my hand, touched the lines of my palm and shook his head and said, It's okay, the reason why you are thinking cranky now is because your path is relatively smooth, and when you encounter danger, you won't think about these messy things, everything is psychological, you are afraid of loneliness now, and when you are alone, you will have fear in your heart, and it will not be like this when you find someone to sleep with you.
As soon as Blind Chen said this, I instantly understood, maybe it was really caused by psychological effects, when I was almost alone, such a situation would occur, and it would not be like this when there was a person around.
Chen Blind frowned and said, there are still many ups and downs in your life, no one can blame anyone for bad fate, but fortunately, the marriage is relatively good, and the peach blossom luck can meet a lot, you are much stronger than the child Ergou, he can't do anything.
I smiled and said, Grandpa Chen, are you saying that this peach blossom luck is good or bad?
Chen Blind said seriously, a knife on the head of the color word, the peach blossoms are also divided into good and bad, the good peach blossoms are naturally a good fate, and the bad peach blossoms will become a bad fate, but I am sure that the girl you brought over to my eldest apprentice that day is a good girl, the girl you asked me to help with fortune telling before is not a good girl, so much I can say, everything must rely on yourself, God has the virtue of a good life, so you can live until now, try not to kill all in the future, leave a way for others to live, It is also to give yourself a way out.