Chapter 284: True Woman
Since Ji Xiaoting is coming, let her come, it's not a bad thing to explain some things clearly. If you cut off her mind early, you can free her as soon as possible.
Lin Han thought wildly, picked up the bird doll's compilation album and flipped through it, while waiting for Ji Xiaoting to come to the door.
Looking at the vivid photos of bird dolls, Lin Han couldn't help but think of Rong Yuzi. It's just that when I think of her at this time, I don't know how to feel.
It's been a long time since we've seen each other, so before leaving, do you see this former dream goddess again? It's good to talk about comfort, but it's okay to wish, have a meal with Rong Yuzi, a charming beauty, and talk about the day, is there less regret?
Lin Han was imagining, his eyes were absent-mindedly staring at the color picture, the lifelike bird doll jumped on the paper, and the lines of clear and regular text introduction were arranged in the next version of the picture.
In just a moment, a vague and elusive thought flashed through his mind, and it floated like a dragonfly and disappeared in an instant. Lin Han was frightened, sat up straight, his eyes were rolling, desperately recalling the little remaining glimpse just now, but he couldn't get it.
He rolled over and got out of bed, lit a cigarette, and paced back and forth, frowning and pondering, but found that he had forgotten the thought.
That was just a faint, slightly revealing a hint of thought, Lin Han realized that the very, very important idea was just a flash of inspiration in his mind, and it disappeared. Lin Han was thinking about it now, and he didn't have any thoughts at all.
"Damn cold fever, it must have washed out my head!" Lin Han blamed the crux of the problem on a strange illness in his body, and kept beating his forehead. He is excellent in character and learning, when has this happened? It seems that it is really getting closer and closer to death, and even the head is getting less and less bright.
There was a knock on the door, interrupting Lin Han's train of thought.
He straightened his clothes, took a deep breath, walked over, and slowly opened the door.
Ji Xiaoting didn't wait for Lin Han to see her figure clearly, she threw herself into his arms, hugged his back with both hands, and never let go.
A slight sobbing followed by her shoulders and back.
Lin Han was hugged tightly by Ji Xiaoting, and he didn't know how to respond, his raised arm was raised in the air for half a day, and finally patted her soft shoulder gently, and said gently: "Let's talk about it in the first room, Xiaoting." ”
Ji Xiaoting slowly let go of her hand and stood up straight, her eyes full of tears and a sad expression. It's just that after not seeing her for a few days, Lin Han saw her face and obviously lost half a circle. The beautiful face of the past is now gray and haggard. Two people walked into the living room one after the other.
"Sit down." Lin Han beckoned her, lit a cigarette by himself, and leaned lazily on the sofa first. Ji Xiaoting sat down next to him, wrapped her hands around Lin Han's left arm, rested her head on his shoulder, and didn't say a word.
The atmosphere in the room continued in the dullness of no one speaking, Lin Han smoked one after another, and finally snuffed out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, and finally moved his body to sit up straight, who knew that Ji Xiaoting was very displeased and tugged on his arm, keeping his posture still.
Lin Han sighed and said sideways: "Xiaoting......"
"Don't speak!" Ji Xiaoting interrupted him and looked down at him: "Lin Han, no matter what, I have decided to accompany you to the end." ”
"Nonsense!" Lin Han reprimanded lightly: "You stupid girl, how can you talk nonsense like this? ”
"I don't care!" Ji Xiaoting put her head closer to her: "Anyway, I have chosen to do this, I must accompany you." ”
"It's not necessary!" Lin Han sighed again: "You came just in time today, I want to have a good talk with you." ”
"There's no need to talk about what you said!" Ji Xiaoting's tone was extremely resolute, and she raised her head to look at him, her beautiful eyelashes fluttered, and she suddenly blushed and said, "It's okay to talk about love...... Nothing else to talk about. She didn't know how to dare to make such a bold confession, say such direct words, and then buried her head in Lin Han's chest shyly.
Lin Han was stunned by her words and deeds, looked down at Ji Xiaoting's black and shiny soft hair on her chest, and the end of her nose once again floated into the faint fragrance unique to her body, as if she was intoxicated.
Lin Han took a deep breath and said gloomily, "But it's pointless for you to do this, Xiaoting." What do you get at the end of the day? I won't...... I won't promise you. ”
Ji Xiaoting sat up straight when she heard this, looked over with disappointed and helpless eyes, her eyes were already full of tears, and she choked up: "Lin Han! Don't be so selfish, so ruthless, okay? ”
Lin Han looked at her crying like a pear blossom in the rain, and his heart couldn't bear it for a while, but he finally hardened his heart: "It's okay for you to be selfish and ruthless, from today on, let's disperse, and from now on, we will go our separate ways." For the two of us, this is the best way to end, even if I beg you. ”
Ji Xiaoting's tears flowed down like broken threads, shook her head like a rattle, closed her eyes in pain and shouted: "No, no!" I don't promise! She moved a little wider, and strands of hair flew across Lin Han's face, gently rippling.
Lin Han also closed his eyes in pain, and suddenly said viciously: "But I don't want you to accompany me!" I don't need you to be with me! I'm just a cripple who is about to get sick and die, why are you still pretending to stimulate my last dignity with warm comfort! I don't want any of this! ”
Ji Xiaoting was startled by his roar, surprise and disbelief appeared on her face, and at the same time there was a look of humiliation and anger, and suddenly she rounded her arm and slapped Lin Han's face hard, crisp and loud.
"Lin Han!" Ji Xiaoting's plump chest kept rising and falling, and her whole body trembled slightly: "You are a bastard!" Totally a complete and complete asshole! She has always been gentle and dignified, probably this sentence is already the limit of what can be scolded, and I can't think of more vicious words in my eagerness.
Lin Han didn't dodge, and his face quickly showed a red and clear handprint, a hot pain.
He was finally slapped by this slap, and his heart was full of misery, the corners of his eyes moistened, and he hissed: "Xiaoting, don't you be like this...... How can I bear to drag a good girl like you? What qualifications do I have for you to stay with me to the end? With your word, it is enough. Promise me to go back to your own life and stop doing these stupid things, that's what I want to see...... If you are willing to be obedient, I will be able to walk more steadily, and I will feel less guilty......"
Ji Xiaoting listened to Lin Han's heartfelt voice, bowed her head and wept. Suddenly, she knocked him down and reached into his pocket.
Lin Han was taken aback and asked, "What are you going to do?" ”
With a "bang", one of Lin Han's keys fell to the ground, Ji Xiaoting picked it up and held it tightly in her hand, picked up her Xiaokun bag, stuffed it in, and at the same time put her hands together, rummaging in the bag to search for something.
Lin Han was shocked and said, "What are you doing when you snatched my key!" ”
Ji Xiaoting didn't answer, flipped out a note in her bag, slapped it on the table, and then said viciously: "I'll go get a house key, I won't go home from today onwards, I will live with you all day!" You don't like me, I want to stay with you! After saying that, he got up and turned his head to leave, and there was a slamming sound of the door shut.
Lin Han got up and chased to the door, thought about it and stopped, slowly turned back to the coffee table, picked up the note and looked at it carefully.
This is a leave slip, with the seal of the administrative department of Zhongtai Company, as well as the seal of the finance department, and the signature of two people: agreeing to personal leave. I think it should be the company's department leaders personally approved. Looking at the neat machine-typed Chinese character part, there is no reason for asking for leave, only the time of leave is marked, 60 days.
Lin Han held the fake note in his hand, sat down on the sofa dejectedly, and came up in a daze.
Ji Xiaoting is soft on the outside and rigid on the inside, and if she recognizes something, she will not compromise and retreat easily. Lin Han really didn't misunderstand this girl, she was determined to accompany her through the last days, not only did she ask for leave, but the key was also forcibly searched and rematched.
An unmarried woman, especially a beautiful single woman like Ji Xiaoting, chose to openly want to live in Lin Han's house for a long time, and this problem is somewhat on the line.
She has to face the strange eyes of colleagues in society and the unit, and the gossip of friends; At the same time, you may have to resist the pressure and confusion from your family, and resolutely choose such an approach, so why did you come?
Lin Han didn't dare to think about it anymore, and closed his eyes weakly. Ji Xiaoting did this, in addition to her own kindness and innocence, her deep love for herself was also revealed. Don't say anything else, this alone is enough to make Lin Han feel guilty and embarrassed.
This huge emotional burden was overwhelming like a mountain, and while Lin Han was overwhelmed, there was also a trace of indelible sweet happiness in his heart.
At this juncture, Ji Xiaoting is so fond of love and true feelings, it can be said that Lin Han is really unexpected. Thinking of this, I felt that I had no regrets about death, my heart was hot, and my whole body seemed to be filled with fighting spirit and strength in an instant.
Human feelings are so fragile, sometimes they are as desperate as ice, and sometimes they only melt the whole piece of ice because of a small amount of heat. Lin Han immediately made a decision not to go against Ji Xiaoting's wishes.
Since people are sincerely accompanying each other, and they still have to be hypocritical, it is really not interesting. Rather than live up to Ji Xiaoting's deep affection and unbearable sadness, it is better to get along happily in the last days, even if you die, you can be a happy ghost, and this wonderful time and hazy love affair will be in vain.
Lin Han lit a cigarette and felt that he was completely enlightened.
In short, it's a death, you can't escape from it, it's better to ...... Wait a minute! In short, a death...... Can't escape......
His eyes widened, his heart suddenly beat rapidly, and he recalled in a trance, as if before Ji Xiaoting knocked on the door, the fleeting thought of lying in the bedroom seemed to be related to "death".
Lin Han muttered to himself: "Escape, can't escape, escape...... Escape a death, yes, remember! The lightning flashed his thoughts, and he finally captured the muddy and hazy thought clearly! Oops! There was a scream, but it turned out that he was too concentrated, and the cigarette butt didn't know when it burned out, so he burned his fingers.