Chapter 39: No longer self
Before Gu Yingge could figure out what was going on, Lu Xiao's voice came over again, obviously a urging question, but he was still softened by this person's tone: "Yingge? β
Gu Yingge nodded: "Well, okay." β
After hearing Suosuo's voice for a while, Liang Yun took the phone, her tone was very low and aggrieved: "Xiaoge." β
To be honest, Lu Xiao and Liang Yun are quite capital-rich, at least their voices are very good.
As soon as Gu Yingge heard the voices of the two of them, he felt that his whole person had become gentle.
Smiling, Gu Yingge settled down and asked, "What's the matter, with a tone of wanting to cry." β
"I didn't do it, Xiaoge, you must believe me, it's really not me......" Liang Yun's tone was particularly depressing, which made people a little worried when they heard it.
Gu Yingge was silent for a moment and said, "I know it's not you, don't worry." β
The sobbing sound over there slowly stopped, and it seemed to calm down for a moment, and Liang Yun said, "I was really afraid that you would doubt me at that moment. β
Gu Yingge sighed in his heart.
She actually doubted Liang Yun, because Liang Yun was too emotionally collapsed in the afternoon.
A person who has an emotional breakdown actually believes in whatever Gu Yingge does.
But now, Liang Yun's words seem to have completely broken through Gu Yingge's psychological defense.
"Don't worry, I didn't doubt you." Gu Yingge smiled and said.
The police evidence will arrive the next day, and Gu Yingge hopes that his trust has not been given to the wrong person.
After a slight pause, Gu Yingge asked the long-agon-tangled question: "Are you with Lu Xiao's predecessor now?" β
"Huh? yes, are you looking for him? Liang Yun asked.
"No...... I'm just ......" Gu Yingge smiled: "Well, it's nothing." β
I'm just a little curious about how the two of you could be together on such a big night.
"Beware of gossip." Gu Yingge said with a smile.
"It's okay, Nian Yuan has a treat tonight, and he just called me, along with a few friends." Liang Yun smiled heartlessly.
Gu Yingge pinched his phone, feeling a little uncomfortable in his heart.
Nian Yuan treats.
brought Lu Xiao and Liang Yun with him, but he didn't bring himself.
Isn't he an artist under Nian Yuan?
Anyway, there should be priority, right?
What's going on?
Gu Yingge was not very comfortable in his heart, but he just smiled and said a few words, and then signaled to transfer the phone to Nian Yuan.
"Nian Yuan." Gu Yingge said lightly: "It's me, Gu Yingge." β
"I said it, uncle." Nian Yuan's tone was a little subtle and weird, Gu Yingge thought, eighty percent of them were drunk.
Softened his tone slightly, Gu Yingge smiled and asked, "Is it a dinner?" Why don't you call me? β
"It's not fun to bring this kind of thing to the boss." Nian Yuan said with a big tongue.
muttering a few words, Nian Yuan hung up the phone cleanly, without giving Gu Yingge a chance to continue to say even a word.
For some reason, Gu Yingge stood in the corridor and suddenly felt a little aggrieved.
She thinks she is very polite to Nian Yuan, gentle to Liang Yun, and extremely respectful to Lu Xiao.
But at this moment, she suddenly felt that she was being excluded.
It's like there's a small circle where you think you're close to everybody in there, but you're not.
One day, you see them passing by you with a smile and a smile, but no one stops to say hello to you who are smiling like a flower.
Only in that moment will you realize that you are actually lonely.
It's lonely.
Gu Yingge was a little glad that she didn't make this call in Gu Huaizhi's study, otherwise it would be really embarrassing if she cried.
But she didn't cry, she just put down her phone in silence, as if nothing happened.
Now Gu Yingge has long learned how to control his emotions.
It's like nothing has happened, smiling at everything in life.
After a while, Gu Yingge glanced at his mobile phone, and the prompt light was on.
Lu Xiao sent several text messages-
"Don't be unhappy, Nian Yuan is talking, he was worried that Liang Yun would not be good for you, so he made a special appointment."
"Yingge, I was in the house just now, so I can't say more."
"Remember to reply when you receive it, I'll tell Nian Yuan."
Gu Yingge was originally planning to take a bath, but after reading it, the corners of his lips couldn't help but bend.
"Thank you, senior, I received it, I understand."
"Don't be so polite, and besides, just call me by my name in the future."
Lu Xiao's reply was also sent quickly.
Gu Yingge just wanted to reply, but there was another one over there-
"By the way, there is a food variety show the day after tomorrow, and I mentioned it just now, and I suddenly wanted to ask if you want to go?"
Gu Yingge was stunned, food variety show?
Now that artists want to make a name for themselves, there are several good ways, and variety shows are definitely one of them.
After all, the atmosphere of variety shows is relatively relaxed and pleasant, and some variety show scripts will not be written completely, and what the artist says and does depends on the on-the-spot performance.
Some people also say that variety shows are a place where you can see your true temperament, and some stars are obviously full of black spots, and everything was good in the last variety show.
Some people also say that the star career of some stars has been ruined by variety shows.
Food variety shows may be a difficult thing for Gu Yingge in the past, but for her now, there is really no one that is the most suitable.
After all, Mo Qingge is a good cook, and he didn't have time to feed Yan Lei, so he can also watch it on the show now.
Thinking of this, Gu Yingge replied with a smile: "Senior, uh, are you going?" In addition, can we go to variety shows during the recording of the Ming Legend? β
Because the filming location of the Ming Legend is now in the city, and everyone hasn't run around yet, Gu Yingge thought that it would be great if he could find time to go out and record a variety show.
For so long, except for the initial publicity, Gu Yingge really hasn't had much publicity.
The novelty of the public is actually quite mysterious, but Gu Yingge knows in his heart that if he can't go out for a walk in a short time, it is likely that people will forget the meaning of the name Gu Yingge.
At the beginning of a newcomer, it is actually very important to be able to keep brushing your face.
"Nian Yuan suggested that you go, so he would naturally talk to Ouyang."
After a slight pause, the next text message came-
"If you go, I'll say yes."
This sentence paused in Gu Yingge's mind for a moment, making Gu Yingge laugh.
Lu Xiao is a person, and he can't tell what his thoughts are, if he is scheming, then Gu Yingge has to admit that what Lu Xiao said is indeed quite Su.
There is a saying among people in the entertainment industry that whoever takes it seriously first loses.
Thinking of this, Gu Yingge typed unhurriedly: "Okay, then help me talk to Nian Yuan, let's go." Thank you. β
"You're welcome." Lu Xiao quickly responded.
This time, it was very concise and to the point, and people couldn't do it if they wanted to.
Gu Yingge, who originally wanted to take a bath, thought about it, and went to check the variety show that Lu Xiao said first-
"The King of Food".
The reason why Gu Yingge was so happy when he heard this variety show was mainly because he was approachable.
In other words, from eighty to eight years old, no one will hate a food variety show, eating, drinking, doing and cooking for that little thing, who will hate it?
What's more, there are a lot of people who don't touch the spring water with their fingers now, Gu Yingge has more or less watched a lot of variety shows before, and generally speaking, the more pleasing girl image is probably an all-round female man who can do anything.
On the contrary, especially cute girls are often mixed in variety shows.
And the first time he was on a variety show, Gu Yingge felt that the food variety show was really good, after all, he made a good dish, and he showed his hand when he took it out.
However, to Gu Yingge's surprise, there are too many stars of this food king.
There were almost five or six people in the first phase, and all of them were big names.
is like the previous issue of Liang Yun, there is also the previous actress on the stage, Liang Yun grabbed the camera throughout the whole process, and when she came back to post it, the forum was scolded, which was called a tragedy.
Gu Yingge sighed a few times, thinking that Liang Yun was a person......
It's really a bit lacking.
Normally, if there are seniors on the same stage, they will definitely want to reduce their sense of existence, and Liang Yun may have had too low an appearance rate at that time, and she really wanted to find a scene, but she didn't want to find the wrong place, and she was chased and scolded for stealing the camera.
Thinking of this, Gu Yingge couldn't help but be a little worried.
I don't have any fan background, I haven't shown my face in front of the public just after my debut, and I am on this kind of group variety show for the first time, and there is also a team mode to challenge PK, which may be a little bit of a loss.
What's more, although Lu Xiao pulled him up, I don't know if Lu Xiao is willing to team up with him at that time?
If it was like Liang Yun back then, in the end, the host found a team, which would be embarrassing.
Thinking of this, Gu Yingge felt a little worried in his heart.
Gently approaching the bathtub, Gu Yingge held the iPad and watched the previous video.
These days, she is really tired, she has entered a strange circle in one go, her every word and deed is in front of others, Gu Yingge has to cover up and disguise, and she also has to face so many sinister people's hearts.
Gu Yingge thought, fortunately, Bai Yuchen has been helping him.
This is also why he knows that he can't give Bai Yuchen anything back, but he still covets that kind of warmth.
Because if there was no Bai Yuchen, Gu Yingge wouldn't even know how he should be alone in this circle.
Everything she has is fake, the identity of the Gu family's daughter is fake, she is not Gu Huaizhi's daughter, and she is also not Bai Yuchen's fiancΓ©e.
So many people who have been kind to themselves and given themselves warmth are actually not for Mo Qingge, but for Gu Yingge.
Gu Yingge knew it, so he bore their good, and he also bore more responsibilities.
That's why, every time she goes back to her bedroom to re-emptimate, she always feels tired, and even her bones are weak.
If in the past, Mo Qingge was forced to work hard for his livelihood, then now Gu Yingge is for those reasons that cannot be given up.
She wants to live, she wants to live well.
Even in this life, she is no longer herself.