Murong Yan didn't speak, I originally thought she would explain to me, but I forgot, she doesn't like to share secrets with others the most, she is the kind of character who can keep secrets until death, maybe I will never know, whether she loves me or not, these are no longer important to me, I don't care about how long it lasts, I only care about what I once had, after all, we still have each other.

The car started slowly, Murong Yan also threw the cigarette butt in his hand out of the car in a chic manner, after the glass of the car window opened, I felt a thick chill, the cold wind blew in the car, making people shiver all over, this cold wind, it was only a few minutes, and it had already made the temperature inside the car almost the same as outside.

Even I could see that Murong Yan's hair near the car window was already frosty, she didn't care at all, she didn't say anything to me, not even a smiling face, she should be angry, I curled up and leaned on the seat, trying to keep myself in a constant temperature.

The speed of the car was very fast, and Murong Yan was still driving relatively steadily, so I wasn't too worried, but this kind of atmosphere made the relationship between the two of us seem a little abnormal, could it be that I said something wrong, or that she had other thoughts about me, it must have been caused by my problem just now.

I'm also a cheap bone, I have nothing to do with asking those inexplicable questions, I know that she is a woman who is not good at expressing herself, and I have to find ways to make her say that she loves me, my head is indeed in water, and he may not love me.

The car stopped at the door of the bar, the familiar bar street, the familiar door, and the familiar but somewhat cold woman, she turned her head and said lightly, get out of the car quickly.

The tone was very stiff, and the appearance was very ruthless, at this moment I felt that I was abandoned, I was like a woman who had no nostalgia value after being toyed with, and Murong Yan's appearance at this moment could only be described as ruthless.

I smiled and nodded, opened the door and got out of the car, and the moment I got out of the car and closed the door, the car quickly reversed, a gorgeous turn, and the car disappeared into the night, even the rear of the car was no longer in my sight. This woman is really a little cold, slightly ruthless, I didn't take out my mobile phone to bother Zhang Baoqiang, because it's not early now, I still know more about the door of the bar, and Zhang Baoqiang also gave me the key before.

I opened the car door, and after entering the bar, I heard the sound of a woman screaming, and there was more than one fucking voice, and this sound came from the lounge room, because it was relatively quiet now, so I heard it clearly, and I guess the rooms inside were not closed.

I'm a little disappointed in Zhang Baoqiang, of course, this is also human nature, he is also the age of blood and strength, there is a woman who throws himself into his arms, it is naturally impossible to miss it, there is a good saying, don't blame the brother for not being human, just blame the sister-in-law Z is too charming.

Although Zhang Baoqiang is uninhibited, this person is still measured, and after I closed the door, I saw Zhang Baoqiang walking over in big pants.

I smiled and said, why did you come out, don't run around at night, you hurry up and go to you, I want to be quiet. Zhang Baoqiang said with a smile, I heard the sound of a sports car just now, and I thought that Murong Yan came over with you, how could she not accompany you.

I shook my head and said, she may be tired, I don't know very well, you are busy with your go, I'm fine, today is good, the Murong family should have some cooperation and help for us in the future, I will explain your things well, and you don't have to worry about the rest of the things, don't live so tired, sometimes it's good to be free and easy.

Zhang Baoqiang smiled and said, then I'll go back, why don't you go in and play together, I asked those women just now, they all like you, they are not dirty, they are clean, but they are a little crazier.

I shook my head and said with a smile, I understand the kindness of those girls, you just go and comfort me, I'll sit here for a while, and I'll go upstairs to sleep in a while.

Zhang Baoqiang nodded, after watching him leave, I walked to the front of the bar and took a bottle of red wine, opened the wine and took a glass, sat on the stool, I looked at the empty room, I felt very lonely, very empty, I wanted to talk to someone, but I felt long-winded.

IT SEEMS THAT CHENG GONG AND LONELINESS ARE CLOSELY LINKED THINGS, AS FOR WHETHER I AM CONSIDERED GONG OR NOT, I DON'T KNOW, I AM NOT SHORT OF MONEY, THERE ARE WOMEN I like, there are women who can play, and women who like me, this should be regarded as chenggong.

But why am I not happy at all, I am very depressed now, I don't know why, and I even begin to wonder if the direction of my life is the right one.

I gradually found that I didn't want to communicate with anyone, except for Dong Qiushui, I don't want to say anything about anyone, I think most of the others are unreliable, and there are many who don't understand me, and it's all in vain to say it, take Murong Yan today, I'm already very honest, but she still hides the secret in her heart, and I don't even know if she likes me or not.

I drank a glass of wine in one go, and after pouring it full, I lit a cigarette, in fact, I just wanted to know if what I got was Murong Yan's body, or if I even got my heart.

I think maybe Murong Yan would think so, so she didn't say it, maybe this kind of thing made her feel insecure, for her, the lost dignity can no longer be taken back, and the dignity that has not been discarded is in her own hands as much as possible.

I shook my head, my heart was a little broken, what was wrong with me, why did I keep thinking about Murong Yan in my head, and kept thinking about whether she loved me or not, is it so important? I got the body, and the first time was mine, even if she broke up with me, I didn't suffer, I did what I had to do anyway.

I'm very conflicted, my mood is very depressed, my heart is very sad, I don't know what's wrong with me, I seem to have had such a similar feeling before, but it was when I was with Zhao Yun, and I didn't feel wronged at that time, but why do I feel wronged now.

Is it because I have given my body, but I have not yet received my heart? I closed my eyes and thought about this question, and the answer quickly appeared in my head, whether it was Zhong Siyuan, or Dong Qiushui, Meng Xiaofei, or Zhang Xuanxuan, I know all these women, and it can be said that I probably know what type of person they are, and the only thing I don't understand is Murong Yan.

I took out my mobile phone and was hesitating to call Murong Yan, and at this time I realized that there were many missed text messages in my mobile phone, which were not sent by Murong Yan, but by Zhao Yun.

Zhao Yun's text message has no content, she is not a woman who is good at expressing emotions, just some interesting expressions, and I don't understand what she means.

I opened the photo album of my mobile phone and looked at the photos of Zhao Yun that I had secretly stored before, and suddenly felt that my mood was much better.

Zhao Yun is a woman who makes my dreams come true, I don't know how many nights it took four years to take away her heart and body, but now looking back, it still feels very wonderful.

I found Zhao Yun's mobile phone number and called directly, and soon Zhao Yun answered the phone, and she said softly, you haven't slept yet.

I smiled and said, well, I was busy with things just now, I just finished dealing with it, I can't sleep a little, are you okay, it's not early now, why haven't you slept.

Zhao Yun said with a smile, I can't sleep either, and now that I'm on vacation, I don't have to get up to class, so I can sleep whenever I want, by the way, Xiaofan, do you have time these days?

I frowned and said, what's the matter, do you have something? It should be a busy time, but I'll still find time, so you'd better tell us the exact time.

Zhao Yun hummed and said, in fact, it's nothing, it's my mother's birthday, and she wants you to come over to spend it together.

I sighed, a little resistant in my heart, the relationship between my aunt and me, is still a little awkward, I don't know how to face her, sometimes I even feel that the relationship between my aunt and uncle was caused by me, of course, this is not very likely.