I smiled and said, "I'm almost there, what do you mean, I will be like you in the future, become this virtue?" ”

"Is there anything wrong with me doing this? You're a bit ironic, everyone is drunk and I'm sober, do you know what it's like? The feeling of becoming an immortal, there are three realms of being a man, the first is to see the mountain is a mountain, to see the water is water, the second is to see that the mountain is not a mountain, to see that the water is not water, and the third is to see that the mountain is still a mountain. Looking at water or water, this is the so-called back to basics, but the truly wise person is a different attitude. ”

I seem to understand what Gao Ming's words mean, he seems to be very wise, but this wisdom is not vulgar, because he does not contain any interests, so in his opinion, many things can be clearly laid out in front of him.

"Everyone is drunk and I'm sober, what you said is really a bit powerful, I'm confused, is there anything to come to me this time? Isn't it just small talk to me? ”

Gao Ming nodded and said: "You're right, I came here this time, I didn't mean anything else, just to chat with you, you take time too seriously, so time doesn't take you seriously." Life is an attitude, so why are you working hard, you have what you should have, and you have experienced the life you should have. ”

I always feel that Gao Ming is brainwashing me, is he helping me to enlighten, or wants to change my life values, I don't want to be an emotionless animal, but the feelings are too rich, and it will be very painful.

"Alright, don't talk about it, I'm still young. I don't want to see through the red dust, you should keep those things for those who are about to enter the ground, it is better to say those bad guys, so that they can do some good deeds before they die, our era is all broken by those old guys, the so-called upper beam is not right and the lower beam is crooked. ”

What I said made Gao Ming very satisfied and happy, he seemed to look at an old friend he had known for many years, and a feeling made me a little inexplicably restless, could it be that he and I were really friends in my previous life, or that I ordered him to become an immortal, and now he has come to influence me, and let me become an immortal.

It's funny to think about, but it brings us closer to each other, and I understand him more and more now, and I'm more and more able to get out of the quagmire of the past, at least not worrying about those things.

"You have your opinion, I don't want to judge, this time, the main thing is to rest with you, sometimes I can feel that you are tired. I watched you go through it as if I was going through it myself, and sometimes I would even do things that only animals can do, like killing, blood. These things are the nature of people and animals, just covered up by civilization, but everyone has such a nature. ”

Gao Ming is still the same, he likes to talk to me about these things, he didn't love him before, but now I listen to him talk about it. It will be very comfortable, I like to listen to it, he said that one day I will change my attitude towards him, I didn't believe it at the time, and now I finally believe it, people who come are people who come over.

"I'm going to go back to China, this time I go back, mainly to see my old friends, and now there are few friends left around me, if I don't contact it again, I may forget it in the future, do you think I'm a bastard."

I fumbled for a cigarette from my pocket, shook my head and said, "Don't smoke, this kind of thing is not good, you can't always anesthetize yourself through it, what you need is to face all this, see through this, know what the key to the problem is, and what to do in the future." ”

"I've been struggling with one thing now, just one thing, shouldn't I have sent Baoqiang on the road at the beginning, he is of great help to life, we were born and died together before. I've been worried that others will hurt him, and he is also worried that something will happen to me, but in the end, I killed each other, although I survived, but I don't think I was successful, on the contrary, I feel that I failed, and the more I live, the more I regress, but also if Zhang Baoqiang killed me, he would not have succeeded, he is also a loser, can you give me a correct answer? What do you say I should do. Is it possible to influence him? Let me hand over everything I have and he will give me a way to live? ”

I've always wanted to ask Dong Qiushui this question, but I know that Dong Qiushui won't tell me the truth, she will only comfort me and tell me that there is nothing wrong with doing this, but I know it in my heart. It's not much different from a beast, it's a brother, born and dying together.

"Human nature is like water, whether it is clear water or black water, it is water after all, and fish need water in water. Clear water is good, a piece of life, but black water can also give birth to life, it's just ugly, water is figured out, so when you are in the water, no matter how you swim, it is in the water, and only when you go ashore and become a real person can you get rid of the blood of killing. ”

I understand what Gao Ming said, but I can't do it yet, maybe it's because of selfishness. I can't let go of so many people, I can't do it.

"I'm going to go back to China, tomorrow morning's ticket, if you have time, let's go back together, I think. Although you seem to be a very annoying person, you have more contact with it, and what you say is very reasonable, which gives me a new understanding of life. ”

I patted Gao Ming on the shoulder and put the cigarette in my pocket, I was not smoking, maybe I accepted what Gao Ming told me, Gao Ming and I talked a lot, and the two of us seemed to be old friends. At about two o'clock in the morning, I sent Gao Ming out, and when I came to the hotel room, Dong Qiushui was still busy working, and she was on the phone to look at the computer. To find a way to plan a new plan, she wants to gain a foothold in Europe and occupy all these places where there is a market.

In Dong Qiushui's eyes, the birth of the brand is a war. This victory is just a small beginning, there is still a long way to go in the future, and there are still many things to do.

I approve of Dong Qiushui's approach, but it is difficult for me to become that kind of person, I am not greedy, I am very satisfied with the status quo, I find that every time I succeed, or I make a little more than a thousand, I will swell and lose myself.

Money and power are not necessarily good things, but they may be harmful things.

"Tomorrow morning, I'm going to go back to China, will you stay here, or will you go back with me?"

Dong Qiushui smiled and said, "I can't go back, I want to supervise Vincent." This guy is an old fox, an old cunning man, if I don't watch him here, he doesn't know what to do, we have to know something about the situation here. ”

"Okay, then I'll go to bed early, don't be too late, the time still has to be reasonably arranged."

I felt a little sorry for Dong Qiushui, I didn't know why she was so busy, she looked at me and said with a smile: "I know you care about me, but during the special period, I can't help it, you go to bed first, I'll sleep later." ”

Lying in bed listening to Dong Qiushui call and make plans, I couldn't sleep, it was impossible to fall asleep, there were things in my heart, there were many things, I always wanted to say it, but I didn't dare to say it.

I fell asleep in a daze, and when I woke up the next morning, I still woke up Dong Qiushui, she didn't get up today, she said that she had just fallen asleep, and I couldn't bear to call her, so I could only put on a sportswear and run alone.

When I run alone, I feel that my heart is calm all of a sudden, everything seems to be seen through, in fact, when I am alone, I am the most comfortable and free, I look up at the sky, I stop when I want to stop, and I run when I want to run.

If life needs a direction, in fact, the best direction is no direction, to enjoy freedom as you like, I used to carry too many things, so it will be very painful and tired, I am glad that I am not the kind of person who is mad, and there is some conscience.

When I returned to the hotel, Gao Ming's car had stopped at the door of the hotel, he got out of the car and greeted me, this time he was not accompanied by a woman, but a man, a man of about the same age as me, this man's eyes are very pure, he looks very simple, he is very polite to Gao Ming, and he smiled at me and called me Teacher Yang.