I waited outside, hoping that Dong Qiushui could come out, but after waiting for a long time, I didn't see Dong Qiushui, it was Jakes who came out, he patted me on the shoulder, squatted next to me and lit a cigar, watching him smoke a cigar, I was very unhappy.

Jax was dressed very thickly, so he shouldn't feel the cold, his face flushed, he licked his lips and said with a smile: "I like her very much, I really like it, if I can, I'm willing to use a few of my paintings to make you opt out." ”

"You underestimate me too much, money is not very important to me, maybe in your eyes, we are businessmen, but you are wrong, we are not."

"No, you're a businessman, I can see it, because you don't care about her feelings for the sake of your purpose, you shouldn't have sat down from the beginning, you can actually choose to leave, but you didn't do that, so I know, I have a chance, and it's big, you are different from what I think, and you don't think it is the same as you think, you may not know yourself."

Just when the two of us were talking, Dong Qiushui walked out, she looked at me and didn't speak, I took the initiative to stand up, grabbed her hand, and held her in my arms, probably deliberately angry with Jacks, I kissed her little mouth.

When Jax saw it, he smiled and clapped his hands, he said that this is the most, he likes Dong Qiushui, so as long as Dong Qiushui is happy and happy, he will also be happy and happy, I will be moved when I hear what I say, I think any woman who has a good impression of him will like him.

"Let's stay tonight, it's not early, early tomorrow morning, there are other things to do."

I nodded and said, "Listen to you, as long as it's convenient here, I don't care." ”

Jakes said: "It's very convenient, don't worry, there is a place here, I'm going to help you clean up the room, that room is still relatively clean, but it's not very tidy." ”

While talking, he had already run in, looking very happy, more anxious than us, this person is really elusive, worthy of an artist, a bit like a madman, he is willing to let Dong Qiushui and me who is in his home, and even told me not to care about him, treat this place as your own home.

Dong Qiushui and I sat in the living room and waited, and it didn't take long for Jax to come out of the room, he was very happy to tell us like a child, he had cleaned up and could go to rest, and told us that the bathroom was not far away, it was very clean, and you could take a bath, if you wanted, you could go inside to take a bath, and he also said that he liked to take a bath very much, and felt that it was very comfortable to take a bath.

I went to the bedroom with Dong Qiushui, the room was relatively clean, but it still didn't look very neat, for an artist, such a room was super level, I could understand what it felt like to be messy.

Dong Qiushui took off her coat, she sat on the bed and lit a cigarette, she hadn't seen her like this for a long time, she scattered her hair, the messy hair, it looked very beautiful, her smoking posture was very beautiful, so it looked so charming.

Maybe it was the effect of alcohol, I took the initiative to grab Dong Qiushui's hand and hugged her little waist.

Dong Qiushui smiled and said, "Don't worry, let me finish this cigarette." ”

"It's okay, you smoke it, I just want to look at you like this."

When I spoke, I kissed Dong Qiushui on the face, and said some words of apology in her ear, she smiled and said that it doesn't matter, it's been so many years of relationship, she doesn't care, I don't know why, although she doesn't care, but my heart is a little heavy.

When Dong Qiushui smoked and popped the probe out, she closed her eyes and lay in my arms, she drew a circle on my chest, as if to indicate that she wanted to relive the old dream with me, we are all familiar with the road, everything is so skilled.

It's just that this time, I don't know why, Dong Qiushui's voice is louder than usual, maybe it's because of the room, I don't know if Jax outside heard it, if he heard, I'm afraid he would be very uncomfortable, I really don't understand why he wants us to stay here, and he doesn't even mind us doing such a thing.

Maybe the artist is a madman, no one can understand what the madman's world thinks, if he can, I hope he won't be too sad, after all, he is quite pitiful, people in the spiritual world, usually can rarely find the opposite sex they like.

At the end of the song, Dong Qiushui lay in my arms, lit another cigarette, she held her long hair with her hands, looked at the ceiling, and said thoughtfully: "Xiaofan, do you say that it is really appropriate for us to be together?" ”

"What do you mean by that, do you have other thoughts in Qiushui?"

I looked at Dong Qiushui, my mood became slightly complicated, her performance today is different from usual, I can feel it, when a person's heart changes, many behaviors and mannerisms can also undergo slight changes, as long as you observe carefully, they can still be observed.

"I don't know, many times, I ask myself, can I persevere, I'm scared and panicked, after all, I'm so much older than you, now I use a mask every day, use skin care products, and I can still maintain it, but I don't know how long it can last, one day I will get old."

Dong Qiushui's expression was very sad, she grabbed my hand and put it on her lower abdomen, turned her head to look at me, and looked at me affectionately.

"I'm going to get old too, people go through that kind of process, you can't always do it for the look you looked like when you were young, don't think about it."

"No, I don't have cranky thoughts, you know, I will be older than you, men will not like an old woman, impossible, men like young and beautiful, I am past that age, so I am thinking, I am with you like this, can I really die well, I am afraid of being abandoned, because my youth was not given to you, you are right, I gave my youth to those two men who I don't love and don't love me, when I really want to start over, I found that I actually have such courage and strength, But it seems that everything can't hold on, and it's too difficult to maintain. ”

Dong Qiushui's words are guiding our relationship to a bad place, I feel it, I have to find a way to refute this, otherwise there will be problems.

"We all have children, can you be optimistic, it's not good to be so pessimistic, besides, your skin is still so good, I believe you will keep it up."

Dong Qiushui smiled, she didn't speak, just leaned on my arms and closed her eyes.

In the dead of night, there is a whistling wind outside, and all the little red flags are blowing, such weather, sleeping with Dong Qiushui in my arms, is indeed very heartwarming, but between her and me, there seems to be a layer of unbreakable barrier, the more we want to break it, the more the relationship seems to be in crisis, all of this is caused by Jakes, this guy successfully destroyed our relationship, he did it, it only took a day.

The next morning, when I woke up, Dong Qiushui was no longer by my side, her bag was still in the holiday, and the ashtray on the bedside table was full of cigarette butts.

I got dressed and walked to the living room, Dong Qiushui was covered with a blanket, lying motionless on the sofa, sitting on the stool, Jakes with a paintbrush in his hand, was concentrating on painting, he looked very serious, his face was expressionless and very serious.

Dong Qiushui enjoys this feeling very much, I know that maybe I really can't stop the beginning of this relationship, Dong Qiushui seems to be really attracted to him, I can see it, I can feel it, I don't know why, I found that Dong Qiushui's heart doesn't know when it doesn't belong to me. Maybe last night, the reason why she was so loud was not for me, but for Jakes who was sleeping next door, she hoped he could hear it, maybe it was like this, I think I should have a good talk with Dong Qiushui, if we are not suitable, it seems that we are going to break up, after all, I don't want the woman in my arms, I think about another man every day, although the two of them may not have had a relationship, but the kind of thing in the spiritual world seems to be the most suffocating, I hate this kind of thing very much.