Ying Mingyu didn't fall asleep on the night of the 14th, it should be that he rarely fell asleep since Lu Qianqian left, but this night was different, he couldn't calm down when he thought about beautiful words.

Will there be only one step between him and Lu Qianqian? Will it be regret and pity? If he takes this step further, can he really open the sky?

Lu Qianqian's letter to him before leaving, but it was written that he would never see each other again in this life, which was the best goodbye to her.

Taking a step forward and saying goodbye, Ying Mingyu is not without an answer, he just doesn't know, if he selfishly chooses the path he wants to take, will it be a harm to her?

Early in the morning of the 15th, someone in the WeChat group sent a message: Beautiful, I am off today, and the time is uncertain.

Everyone was frightened, and when they entered the group of four, someone asked at the same time: When did the boss join the group?

But there is a further investigation: when did the boss have WeChat?

They usually complain a lot inside, but Lu Qianqian retreated from the group and noticed that Ying Mingyu didn't find out when he joined the group.

The beautiful response was fast enough, and it was like an automatic reply in the group, and she immediately sent Lu Qianqian's current household registration address.

Ying Mingyu was already on the train to Pingcheng at that time, although he still hesitated, but he acted faster than his brain, maybe he was calm and lost to a place he didn't know when he faced something.

After getting off the train, Ying Mingyu looked at the sky, the sky was gloomy and about to rain, the train station was small and broken, and there was nothing nearby.

There was no place to queue for a taxi, everyone spoke in dialects that they could barely understand, and quickly pulled people into the car and left, and he stood and watched for a while.

Even if you get here, you have memorized the address, but you don't know whether to get on the bus and go to your destination.

Something that can be done on impulse, because the distance is too far, on the train reason came back to him.

Ying Mingyu thought about it a lot, she said that she didn't want to find a boyfriend, probably because of what happened when she was a child; She said that she would not look for a boyfriend who would be a criminal policeman, probably because of her father's business; She said they could just be together like that, unsure of what relationship, for what?

I can't figure it out, I can't figure it out.

"Handsome guy, where are you going?" A driver who didn't pull a passenger stuck his head out of the window and yelled at Ying Mingyu.

Ying Mingyu looked at the girls who were only in a daze around him, and went over to get into the car: "Is there any high-end restaurant in Pingcheng, send me there?" ”

"Is a handsome guy a person? I saw so many people standing around me just now...... Well, in the last two years, I've opened a lot of restaurants that look like they're all glass. ”

The driver's dialect is not slippery in Mandarin, but he can still look at his face, and he is still an optimist.

After lunch, Ying Mingyu walked alone in this strange city, there are not many schools, he passed by two, I don't know if there will be her alma mater. When it was getting late, Ying Mingyu walked to the vicinity of Lu Qianqian's house according to the map he bought.

He can travel to Pingcheng for a day as a holiday, and now he will return to the train station and take the car back to the provincial capital.

But hope is close at hand, the distance between the person you want to see is less than 100 meters, and then give up at this point, Ying Mingyu doesn't know if there is anyone in this world who can do it, anyway, he can't.

Ying Mingyu made a bet with himself, he didn't plan to go up to disturb her, if she went out today, she would meet him downstairs; If she doesn't go out today, after all, it's almost dinner time, then they probably don't need to meet.

"I'll just buy a small cake, and please help you carry something and send it over, just in front of me I can do it myself, thank you."

"It's okay, last time you helped us draw a new product promotional map, the painting is very beautiful, and it has been selling well recently, and the store manager said that the cake will be given to you."

Lu Qianqian thanked him again, and walked to the building where he was located with the ingredients for dinner and a small cake, and before he got downstairs, he saw the person standing there looking upstairs in a daze.

Ying Mingyu noticed the person who stopped nearby, and when she looked down, she found that he had ignored this possibility, and she had already gone out and was about to come back.

Time seemed to stand still, and Ying Mingyu opened his mouth: "By the way, I bought a gift... I seem to have forgotten it on a taxi. ”

Although the year has passed, it is the first time he has come to someone else's house, and it is appropriate to bring something.

"That, I can make up for it later, can you let me visit your house now?"

"Tell me anything right here." Lu Qianqian changed the things in his left and right hands.

Ying Mingyu stretched out his hand and snatched some heavy burdens from her hands: "Why can't you be my girlfriend, you didn't give me a reasonable explanation?" If it's a job, why do I want to be a criminal police officer I already told you, do you want me to quit this job? ”

Lu Qianqian didn't mean this, before she shook her head and spoke, Ying Mingyu then added: "I said, if you say you don't like me, then I have nothing to say, but you didn't give me a simple and just left, I didn't die completely enough." ”

"Just for this? Didn't I ask Brother Fan to tell you? ”

"I don't want to hear about you from other people, you tell me yourself."

Ying Mingyu rarely saw her such an indifferent face, without a trace of a smile, nor did she have any dull and sluggish expression. It was as if she had suddenly grown up, wrapping herself in a hard shell without revealing a hint of sincerity.

Lu Qianqian repeated what she said again, and this time she added some content: "I knew what my mother was doing when I was sensible, and I thought about telling my father, but I couldn't say it." The neighbors used to say nasty things, and my father had heard of them, but he didn't believe them, and he told his mother not to be upset about them. I would cry in my father's hospital room, not entirely because of my father's injury, but I felt sorry for my mother and for my father......"

"I once said that some women are born lowly and easy to provoke right and wrong, not about others, but about myself."

Ying Mingyu was about to speak, but she continued: "Whether it's Ye Shaojun or Liu Tianming, I've always been very good at attracting peach blossoms, you're right, Zixi often says so." It was the boy from the cake shop who sent me back just now, I don't know if you saw it. I was born to be such a watery poplar woman, and there is a reason why the neighbor's brother would treat me like that, he has seen my mother bring other men home, and he knows that I am not a girl who is pure and clean. ”

"What nonsense are you talking about!"

"I'm not talking nonsense, even if we're together, what if we get married? I'm still going to like people, and what you're going to think of me when the time comes, you're going to wish I hadn't promised you in the first place. Lu Qianqian breathed a sigh of relief, "In that case, why do we have to make a mistake, I would rather not marry in this life than be sorry for anyone." ”

Ying Mingyu put the things aside, reached out and hugged the person into his arms: "No, shallow, you won't treat me like that." Besides, even if that happens, it's because I'm not good enough, and I'm pushing you to someone else, and I have no right to blame you. If, I mean, you really like that person more than you like me, I don't hate you, and I'm going to try to respect your choice. ”

Speaking of the process, Ying Mingyu let go and touched her little face, pale and cold.

Lu Qianqian closed her eyes, and there were two more milkies on her face, how many good things she had done, she would meet so many such good people, and she hurt them so deeply one by one.

This time Ying Mingyu didn't care about this, and kissed the biting red lips directly, as before, she quickly hugged his neck and responded to him, and this time she was very enthusiastic. After all, after being separated for more than a month, how much he missed her, he believed that she was the same.

After letting go, Ying Mingyu leaned against her forehead and asked, "Will you go back with me?" ”

Lu Qianqian swallowed meaninglessly and was about to answer, Ying Mingyu hugged her and whispered in her ear: "I miss you so much." ”

The tears that had stopped flowed down again, these four words, she didn't expect to come out of the mouth of such a good-looking and arrogant Ying Mingyu.

It took a while for Lu Qianqian to accumulate enough strength to push the person away, and he reached out to pick up something on the ground: "My dad is coming back soon, the family is very small and inconvenient to entertain guests, if you have nothing to do, you can find a hotel to stay first, maybe there will be something you have to stay soon." ”

"What do you mean? Isn't it your birthday today? Can't I help you celebrate your birthday with Uncle Lu? ”

"I can't." Lu Qianqian looked up at him with his good things, "At least today, let me have a good birthday with my father, and I'll talk about it tomorrow, okay?" ”

Ying Mingyu didn't ask any more, nodded and sent her upstairs with her things.

Lu's father was on the day shift that day, and he deliberately transferred to someone else, just to go home to celebrate his daughter's birthday. He is the captain of the security guard, and he usually helps others work more, and it is rare to transfer with others once, and other colleagues are very willing, and asked him with a smile, did he find a wife to go on a blind date?

When he walked near his home, he saw that his daughter was like the landlord he had met once, and Lu's father hid a little. The daughter will eventually grow up, and sooner or later she will get married, is that person someone who can be assured? Parents all over the world are probably in the same mood, constantly worried and heartbroken.

Lu's father gave his daughter a birthday gift this year, which was a string of gold bracelets, saying that it would arrive next year, and he bought it for her in advance.

Lu Qianqian didn't investigate why she was a year earlier, but asked her father to help her put it on her wrist.

After eating and drinking, Lu Qianqian divided half of the small cake he bought to his father.

Where does Dad Lu like to eat these, he patiently ate two spoonfuls, looked at his daughter's smile and asked: "When I came back just now, I saw a person on the opposite street, very similar to your landlord Mr. Ying in the provincial capital, has he been on a business trip in Pingcheng recently?" ”

"Dad, I'm sorry, I might do something not so good, will you forgive me?"

Father Lu stretched out his hand and touched his daughter's head: "Shallow has grown up, what is right and what is wrong, you can already tell for yourself, as long as you think it is right, Dad will support you to do it." ”

Lu Qianqian bit his lip, and tears slid down again.

Once, one of the days she hated the most was Chinese New Year's Eve; Now, she might start to hate her birthday every year.

In this world, the people she loves the most were only her parents at first, and then she only had her father; After that, she added Wang Zixi as a friend to the list; Then, uncontrollably, she fell in love with someone she shouldn't love.

This man may be about to ruin everything for her.

Intellectually, she should have chased him away just now, she should have told him directly that she didn't like him, not only didn't she like him, she hated him very much, and maybe even one day, she would hate him very much.

Nothing can be said.